Disclaimer: I do not own Danganropa or its characters. What I do own is my OC's
Mukuro doesn't really know when she started having those particular dreams.
To her it was strange. Since they all look to be older, The people inside her dreams of course, her included.
She saw herself and Junko and some strangers she had never meet before. Each dream stranger than the rest, each different everytime.
In some dreams she and those group of strangers where having fun, sometimes she gets bullied by her younger sister, Junko.
She doesn't know why Junko seems to be mean to her always in her dream, calling her names, putting herself down and humiliating her.
Somehow it started affecting how she treats her sister in real life. Of course she knew that her real Junko wasn't a big bully. She knew Junko loves her so much, even though it wouldn't show in Junko's face.
Junko always told her that life was boring so that's why she isn't expressive, that's was Junko's reason when Mukuro had ask her.
Still the dreams are still affecting her. Making her flinch whenever Junko looks at her, or stutter when asking her for help.
It was so frustrating. And it was all her fault for making Junko worried.
It's all her fault that Junko was hurt today.
Her fault.
Her fault.
Her fault.
Useless.
Useless.
Idiot.
Idiot.
Why was she an idiot..!?
Mukuro couldn't help but remember the words from Junko in her dreams.
'Your so hopeless Mukuro.'
'Digusting.'
'Ugly bitch.'
'Useless without me.'
'So.. useless."
'You can't even do anything right '
'Your a disappointment.'
'Phuhuhuhu you don't even have the guts.'
'A weak minded individual'
'Nothing but a puppet with strings'
'Mukuro you are worthless.'
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Why does this pain feels... So... Natural...?
Why...?
Why does she feel like she was use to hearing such things from.. her younger... Twin..?
Why... Did... It ...feel...natural...??
That's wrong.
That's wrong.
That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.That's wrong.
WRONG.
Mukuro knows her Junko would never say such things like that..!
Mukuro knows that Junko loves her so much!
Junko might be indifferent but she would never say that Mukuro is an idiot.
Junko loves her! Why would she think otherwise!!...
Junko is her Twin. Younger Twin. Her other half... So why...?
Why?
So why would Mukuro doubt her own twin.
It's her fault.
Her own fault.
For doubting her twin.
Her fault.
No one else's but hers.
Her fault.
.
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Because of her Junko's was at the hospital.
Her fault.
Mukuro was now alone by herself in their house.
Her fault.
It's all her fault!! So why was Junko the one being punished by her sin...!?
It should've been her, not Junko.
How can she ever doubt Junko for not loving her?
Junko took the fall for her to be safe.
Junko was worried for her, when Junko saw her own older Twin acting weird.
Junko confronted her to get answers for Junko to help.
So why can't she rid of her feelings of doubt, fear, and pain..!?
Just why!?
The sudden sound of ringing broke Mukuro back into reality. . . . Mukuro hesitantly stand up from her previous position and walk towards the phone.
"Hello..? Hello? Is this the Enoshima's residents?"
A voice speaks up... Mukuro doesn't recognize the voice but stills answers.
"Er.. yes? And who're you?"
"Ah..? Can you bring the phone to your parents, little one?
Mukuro hesitates on telling the stranger but ultimately decides to tell the truth.
"Uhmm my parents aren't home till next week."
"Wait... Did you parents just left you all alone with your sister at your house?"
Now Mukuro was surprised... How can a stranger know that she has a younger sister?
"Oh..! How terribly rude of me, I forget to introduce Myself. I'm the Doctor of your younger sister, named Mikoshiba Rinko. A pleasure in talking to you."
Ah..! When Mukuro heard that she couldn't help but bombarded the Doctor with questions.
"Is Junko alright!? She's not gonna die is she!? Did she woke up!? Can I go visit her and... And..!?-
"Wow... Wow.. hold on Young Mukuro...slow your question down..but I do have both good news and bad news regarding of your sister's health.. since your parents aren't their with you. Can you relay the message to them on what I will begin to tell you?"
"A-hh.. Okay!"
"Well the good news is since the hit wasn't too hard your sister survive with a few injuries that she will no doubt recover from.-
Hearing that made Mukuro feel relaxed but only to slumped back, depressed when hearing the Doctor continue.
"But. The bad news is... We don't really have the specific time when she'll wake up, maybe in a month or two.. who knows... while she did sustain minimal injuries but her head was the most affected that somehow gotten her into a coma."
"*Sigh.. do not worry young one, you can visit her all you want. You can even visit her tomorrow?"
"Ah.. thank you Doctor Mikoshiba..."
"Alright.. young one I'll will update you on your younger Twin's health. Goodbye for now."
"...Junko... I'm so sorry."
Mukuro said quietly while crying soflty.
No matter what she would do.
She will find the answers to why she felt that way to Junko. All the doubt and fear will be discovered.
It will only be like that if she was stronger.
Worthless, Useless, Waste, No good, Trash, Disappointment, and being Hopeless.
She will make sure to get stronger and prove to that dream, that she will not be like her counterpart. That she will be a strong and be an independent older twin for Junko to be proud of.
A/N: welp I'm tired.