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Author has written 35 stories for Gundam Wing/AC, X-Men: Evolution, Harry Potter, Gravitation, and Boondock Saints. Real Name: Caroline My writing is very often dark, twisted, and full of angst. It also contains a lot of slash, so if you're a homophobe, watch your step. I support all forms of love, whether it's het, slash, or femmeslash and that is often reflected in my writing. I try to update something once a week, but quite often have horrible writer's block so it may just be a one-shot. Currently, my main fic is the Dark Roses II, but I have many other one-shots, ficlets, drabbles and other things in the works as well. Reviews are loved and so is concrit because, hey, it helps me improve, right? The second half of Caged Chapter Four can be found here: http:///users/kali_sama/10349.html#cutid1 If anyone wants to accuse me of plagiarism, GO AWAY!I would never steal from another author.I write my own stuff, which tends to be weird enough as it is, and don't need to steal from others. |
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Trans Women Are Women (Formerly: The Christmas Gift) by JestersTear reviews
I've decided to pull all my HP fics from the internet. JKR has proven herself to be a transphobe and I cannot, in good conscience, continue to support someone who is using her platform to spread a message of hatred and bigotry. Trans women are women.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 532 - Reviews: 171 - Favs: 148 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 9/21/2020 - Published: 6/2/2003 - Complete
Before the Storm by angyl-devyl reviews
Hooray. Chapter 10 is up and 11 is on its way... Not long at all. Please read and review. I'm very rusty and need all the help I can get.
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 23,454 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 12/26/2008 - Published: 5/29/2004
Garou by Asuka Kureru reviews
DISCONTINUED. yaoi 1x2, 3x4 various pairings. Returning from a mission, Heero cuts through a wood and has an encounter which will definitely change him... Werewolf fic. Will never be completed.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,045 - Reviews: 669 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 6/8/2006 - Published: 5/3/2002 - Heero Y. - Complete
Scar Tissue by Amanda 02 reviews
Duo is having a hard time coping after the war. This story contains very mature themes, such as depression, selfinjury, alcohol abuse, and suicide. There is also shounen ai. Be warned! Chapter 27 is up
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 83,759 - Reviews: 623 - Favs: 240 - Follows: 88 - Updated: 12/24/2005 - Published: 7/11/2001 - Duo M.
Mess of Contradictions by tarnished glitter reviews
Dark. Weird. Ambiguous. The savior is caught, defenseless, by the person he hates most. Not as clichéd as it sounds. Contains self injury and blood – nothing too graphic.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,264 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 10/3/2005
The Beginning to an End by tarnished glitter reviews
It's been a year since the wars have ended, and Duo has some serious problems that are slowly killing him. 1x2, self-injury, eating disorders. A different look at depression, cutting, and ED's.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 33,960 - Reviews: 146 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 8/3/2005 - Published: 5/21/2004
What Never Was by Velvet Death reviews
Raven left the titans years ago. Now, she returns to find the Tower abandoned. On her heels is the city vigilante, out to find the intruder who is destroying his sanctuary. [Oneshot]
Teen Titans - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,492 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 16 - Published: 11/28/2004 - Raven, Robin - Complete
So Far, So Good by m00ofd00m reviews
Duo is dying inside, and even the people closest to him have failed to notice. Finally, someone tries to break the destructive cycle he's trapped in, but is it already too late? Rated for language,sex,drugs,self-mutilation,past non-con,eating disorders.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,775 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 11/23/2004 - Published: 7/30/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y.
Breaking the Habit by Rashalla Entalio reviews
I don't know why I do it, I don't know when I started, I don't even know why I keep doing it. All I know is that I do..." 1x2 Rated M for yaoi and self-harm issues. Don't like it? Then don't read it. Will be continued in the near future...
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,451 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 10/18/2004 - Published: 7/16/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y.
Bloody Scream by m00ofd00m reviews
When he looked at himself, he was unrecognizable. He had become the monster inside of him. Even his hair was slicked with strands of drying rust. He screamed then. He couldn't help it. Contains self-injury.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 704 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/17/2004 - Duo M.
This ain't no fairy tale by angyl-devyl reviews
Complete! DEATHFIC. Contains a great deal of nasty things rape, torture happening to some well known characters. Written in 04, still getting reviews! Love to you all. A
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,532 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/12/2004 - Published: 6/14/2004 - Hermione G., Draco M. - Complete
Head Like a Hole by m00ofd00m reviews
If he was truly honest with himself, it had never ended, because there had been nothing there to destroy.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/11/2004 - Oliver W., Percy W.
Golden Lashes and Freckled Cheeks by She-who-must-not-be-named666 reviews
Fred and George hit a bump in the road as they give into what feels so right...Twincest!...Short 4 page, Incest RomancePOV, Fred x George
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,811 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/21/2004 - George W.
This Promise by Cozzybob reviews
Quatre and Wufei face some old demons on Father's Day. Possible shounen-ai, but it's flexible.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,928 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/13/2004 - Quatre W., Wufei C.
Saving the World by Hawk Clowd reviews
I must have written this last October, but I don't remember it at all. A short, 500word piece about saving the world.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 695 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/31/2004 - Complete
Bleeding from my depths by angyl-devyl reviews
COMPLETE A fic about loosing love. contains John, Remy, and others. its dark and has attempted suicide, implied torture and rape. r & R or flame and maim, but read the bloody thing..
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,363 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/28/2004 - Published: 5/18/2004 - Complete
Rainbow by The Plot Bunny Whisperer reviews
Ever wonder why Duo only wears black? This may be a reason...
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,965 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/31/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
Too Much to Ask by michi0no reviews
Duo finally works up the courage to tell Heero how he truely feels... but his courage crumbles when he takes one step into his crush's room. Can Heero heal Duo's broken heart? {warnings:: fluff fluff, beautiful fluff!]
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,922 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/14/2004 - Heero Y., Duo M.
Gray by f U n N i E b O n E s 2K reviews
It’s raining again and I can’t help but feel grateful because it coincides with the way I feel. The raindrops tap angrily against my window and everything in sight is shrouded by a veil of gray.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,078 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/13/2004
Impressions: Convergence by Kagemihari reviews
Chapter 5 up! Rating has gone up for LEMON. An abstract version of an arc, sort of. I don't know what else to call it... 1x2
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,094 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/12/2004 - Published: 1/3/2004 - Heero Y., Duo M.
Maxwell's Demon by Rhiannon15 reviews
a day in the life of Duo, kinda angsty I think. A song fic to Chop Suey by System of A Down
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,338 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2004
A Definition by kiimiichii reviews
What is love? This is Duo's definition. 1x2x1 slash
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,113 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/5/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
The Connoisseur by Asuka Kureru reviews
Written for the March 15, 2004, or more accurately 3x1x5x2x4 day Challenge. That should tell you enough. (warning, BDSM themes, though nothing explicit)
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,407 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/3/2004 - Quatre W.
Easier To Run by Tovaras reviews
Songfic. A tribute too the best band in the whole God damned world, Linkin Park (feel free to disagree with me, but this is my opinion. Remember that)! Don't know about you guys, but I think that Linkin Park's lyrics really fits Duo's character. Or
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,131 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/29/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
Satisfy a Craving by shadowfax01 reviews
A moment of curiosity started it, leaving a small mark on his wrist. At first, it was nothing. But now it's fading. In two days, it will be gone. Why does that thought seem...sad? Why doesn't he want that little mark to fade? Warnings:suicidal themes
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,049 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/18/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y.
Where I Belong by Huhn reviews
With the rest of the crew detained after the Martian Incident, Ruri finds herself alone and cut off from the life she once knew. Just as she realises the meaning of loneliness, it becomes the least of her problems...
Nadesico - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 96,480 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 57 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/19/2003 - Published: 6/5/2002 - Complete
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The Dark Roses II reviews
Sequel to the Dark Roses. The Roses are back, but this time, they're not trying to stop the mutant haters, they're trying to protect them.
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,914 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 1/20/2006 - Published: 10/10/2005 - Rogue/Anna Marie
The Dark Roses reviews
Rogue and her new team fight against a secret government agency that is trying to get all mutants arrested and executed. COMPLETE
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 43 - Words: 73,059 - Reviews: 149 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 10/2/2005 - Published: 3/12/2004 - Rogue/Anna Marie - Complete
Through Nightmares, Dreams Are Realised reviews
Harry's nightmares bring the trio together in a way no one expected. HRHr.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,720 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 30 - Published: 9/12/2005 - Harry P.
Dark Roses Sidefic reviews
Alternate Chapter Forty One for my fic The Dark Roses. ROMY.
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,524 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/30/2005
Attack in the corridor reviews
The attack came by surprise, hands grabbing at his arms and pushing him up against the stone wall. He fought with battlehardened instincts and let himself be manhandled, telling his mind that it was alright, that he wasn’t in any danger.' Short ficlet
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/29/2005 - Harry P.
Gentle Kisses reviews
His kisses were soft' Short, doubledrabble, open pairing
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/18/2005
Addiction reviews
It was an addiction, a toxic drug that he was slave to, but he didn’t care' Rated for implied sex, nothing explicit. HarryDraco Oneshot ficlet
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 779 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/12/2005 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Memories reviews
Written for the 'memories' challenge at hpchallenges on livejournal. A poem made up of eleven consecutive haikus.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/29/2005 - Remus L.
Punish me reviews
Murphy struggles to deal with Rocco's death and asks for Connor's help. Rating to be safe.
Boondock Saints - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,182 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/11/2005
Caged reviews
When one of the girls is kidnapped by mutant haters, she finds herself thrust into a vicious world of kill or be killed and has to fight for her very survival. Very bloody, very dark. COMPLETE
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 15 - Words: 21,290 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/25/2005 - Published: 10/14/2004 - Rogue/Anna Marie - Complete
No cure reviews
Written for the hpchallenges 'AIDS' challenge. Harry struggles to deal with the dreadful reality of AIDS. One-shot
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 799 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/11/2005 - Harry P. - Complete
Snow reviews
Written for the bdsfic 'January Challenge' at livejournal where I wrote this ficlet based on the first paragraph.
Boondock Saints - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 761 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/8/2005
never again reviews
Short ficlet that takes place after the incident with the Russians at the beginning, when Connor is cuffed to the toilet. Please R&R!
Boondock Saints - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/24/2005
Last Regret reviews
DEATHFIC! Harry finds Draco dying on a battlefield and discovers that the blonde has one last regret.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,201 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/29/2004 - Draco M., Harry P.
Jittery reviews
Duo's feeling jittery without his blades, and needs someone's help. will heero be there to help him as he struggles with his inner demons? CONTAINS SELF-INJURY, DO NOT READ IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE THAT! DISCONTINUED
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 41,538 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 10/28/2004 - Published: 1/13/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y.
Saving the Perfect Soldier reviews
Sequel to Saving Shinigami. Someone is stalking Heero. Can the boys figure out who it is and stop them before it's too late? 1x2x5 DISCONTINUED
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 12,723 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 10/28/2004 - Published: 7/16/2004 - Heero Y.
Unexpected Comfort reviews
After Sirius' funeral, Harry thinks about the day his Godfather died. Feeling lonely and sad, he gets comfort and help from an unexpected source. Very light HarryDraco pre-friendship
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,053 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/17/2004 - Harry P., Draco M.
It's Just Natural Right? reviews
Extremely short ficlet. Shuichi wonders if focusing on your talent is natural. Set during Episode One.
Gravitation - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 773 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2004
A Moment reviews
...he just wanted a brief glimpse of how things could have been, to warm himself on lonely nights when there was nothing to keep him company but faded memories.'
Gravitation - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,586 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/6/2004
Untitled reviews
Short fic. Shuichi thinks Yuki's broken a promise, but has he really?
Gravitation - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,167 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/2/2004
Chocolate Kiss reviews
Written for the Ore Ha Wufei! Fanfiction Challenge. A 2x5x2 get-together fic involving chocolate, mild OOC, quite a bit of sap.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,914 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/19/2004 - Wufei C., Duo M.
Saving Shinigami reviews
Duo's having a hard time coping with his alter-ego, Shinigami, and needs Heero's help, and his love. COMPLETE!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 58,928 - Reviews: 223 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 7/15/2004 - Published: 1/13/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
Dear Risty reviews
Rogue writes a letter to Risty after the events of 'Selfpossessed'. incredibly short ficlet, just something i wanted to write.
X-Men: Evolution - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 552 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/14/2004 - Rogue/Anna Marie, Mystique/Raven D.
Saving Shinigami SideFic: Duo and Wufei reviews
Duo and Wufei get a bit closer while Heero's away on his mission. sucky summary, but it's kinda important to the actual story
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,328 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/16/2004 - Published: 5/15/2004 - Duo M., Wufei C.
Never Alone reviews
George thinks about his history and his relationship with Fred. TWINCEST WARNING!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,226 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/14/2004 - George W., George W.
Goodbye Relena reviews
A depressed Relena thinks about her life as the Vice Foreign Minister. sucky summary, but please read it!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,340 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/27/2004 - Relena P.
Saving Shinigami SideFic: Duo reviews
Duo's thoughts after he ran out at the end of Chapter Seventeen
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,460 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/25/2004 - Duo M.
Promises reviews
I was depressed and read the word promises in a fic and for some reason wrote this poem about Duo. please review and tell me what you think
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/15/2004
Why don't they see me? reviews
Just a poem about Duo and his jester mask, my first attempt at GW poetry so please review and tell me if it's good or not
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/8/2004 - Duo M.
Falling reviews
Hard to summarise. Duo has to reject Heero but doesnt want to. will they end up together anyway? Just read it! DISCONTINUED
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,513 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 4/2/2004 - Published: 2/7/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y.
Saving Shinigami SideFic: Wufei's thoughts reviews
Wufei's thoughts on Saving Shinigami, specifically Duo, showing his softer side, which i love!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,415 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/8/2004 - Wufei C.
Quiet reviews
Duo's quiet. Heero's worried.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/7/2004 - Heero Y., Duo M.
Waiting reviews
Duo's waiting for Heero, fully believing that he's screwed up and lost him. angsty, sappy, not my usual style of writing, with the thoughts and everything
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 688 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/28/2004 - Duo M., Heero Y.
Love's a funny thing reviews
Heero contemplates his love with Duo. sap, sap, sap, sap, sap!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 851 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/28/2004 - Heero Y., Duo M.
Saving Shinigami SideFic reviews
Quatre and Trowa are talking in bed while at Marianne's, discussing Duo's problems and Heero's personality changes. some suggestive stuff at the end. REVIEW!
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 930 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/21/2004 - Quatre W., Trowa B./No-Name