Please Be Good To Me
Tyson wakes with a smile on his face. The golden light of the sun peeking through the drapes and glittering in his eyes.
His cheek rests on a satin pillow. His loosely curled fist lying on the bedding near Kai, who is still asleep, an arm thrown over his eyes. The sunlight on the sharp cut of his jaw. Tyson's gaze tracks up Kai's form, drinking in the lines of him. Remnants of the night before return to his mind, and shards of pain lodge in his heart. He reaches for him out of a sudden need to be close, then hesitates and checks the time. 07:42.
It's better to not wake him yet.
He retracts his hand, curling it to his own chest and watching Kai from afar. His knees tucked to his stomach.
Minutes pass without his notice, and he doesn't move from his position. Not till he sees Kai's mouth hardening and his arm jerk.
Kai moves his arm away from his eyes with a deep intake of air. His head tilting towards Tyson almost immediately.
"Hi" Tyson greets, with a small smile, his heart swelling under Kai's gaze, which is already too shrewd.
Kai returns his smile faintly. "Come here" he calls, extending an arm for Tyson, who readily rolls into his embrace. Wanting to be in Kai's arms since he woke up.
They kiss. Kai cupping Tyson's face in his hands and moving their lips together till Tyson begins moaning in his hold.
"Baby" Kai calls in a whisper when he pulls away.
"Mm?" Tyson looks at him with hooded eyes, his fists balled on Kai's chest.
He sees him take a deep breath, observing Tyson closely. His thumbs caressing his cheeks tenderly. "Did I scare you last night?" he asks in a gentle tone.
Tyson's heart stutters when he thinks back to his sudden fear when he heard the jarringly hard knocks on the closed door. Then the spike in his terror when he saw Kai in a disheveled state. He gulps. He knows why he reacted that way. It was three in the morning. And he wasn't expecting to confront anything unordinary at that time. Especially not cool, competent Kai losing his calm.
His fingers are solid and warm on his cheeks. Comforting. He shakes his head 'no'.
Kai presses a kiss on his forehead. Tyson shivers under his soft touch, closing his eyes.
"You're not used to seeing me like that," Kai whispers near his brows. Holding his face close. "It rarely ever gets that bad. I'm sorry you had to see it."
Tyson shakes his head before he goes any further. "Kai" he says, raising his head to meet his gaze, which is soft. Kind on him. "It's okay. You've been there for me so many times. You've held me and let me cry on your shoulder. You can lean on me too," he says insistently. "I can hold you too, Kai. Please, lean on me from time to time. You don't have to deal with it all by yourself. I'm here for you."
A small crooked smile tilts across Kai's mouth. His thumb grazes the corner of Tyson's lips. He fits his hands on Tyson's waist and draws him up, so he slightly falls on top of him with a startled cry. "You sing beautifully," he whispers into his ear before kissing him, Tyson's cheeks catch fire.
He curls his fingers into Kai's shirt collar. Kai flips them around, easing his hips between his open legs.
o - o - o
There are obstructions between them when it comes to sex. And it's mostly there because of Tyson and his inner struggles.
He wants it and he's doing it, but he's not fully enjoying it. Something's stopping him.
The first night was good. They'd both enjoyed it immensely. But yesterday, he'd made Tyson come a total of four times, and none of those times had been as strong as the one he had the previous night.
Which is making him wonder. Why? What's going on inside his head?
Kai pulls away and Tyson sighs, his lips coming to chase after him. He looks up at him with big eyes when Kai doesn't resume kissing him. "What?" he asks in a small whisper, starting to chew on his lower lip.
"What are you thinking about?" asks Kai, tucking a strand of his hair behind his ear.
"Nothing" he replies with a shake of his head.
"Nothing?" he prompts.
"Yeah" He touches his chest with a warm palm, expression confused. "Why?"
Kai reads his face. His rosy cheeks. His small reddened mouth. His button chin and nose. And his eyes. His big, expressive, innocent-looking eyes.
All Kai can think of at the moment is how he could absolutely wreck Tyson if he wanted.
He takes a breath, to clear his mind. There has to be a solution to his problem. He touches his nose to Tyson's, making him smile.
"Do you trust me?" asks Kai.
"Yeah" he says, his voice beautiful in his ear.
"Completely?" he prompts.
Tyson's eyebrows raise, like he's wondering why he's asking him that. "Yeah" he says, the blush of his cheeks receding towards his ears.
"Okay" says Kai, getting off of him.
"O- okay?" Tyson looks up at him curiously as he sits up.
"Come on" Kai calls, taking Tyson's hands in his.
Tyson follows him, sitting cross-legged on the mattress across from him. Holding hands facing each other.
Kai gazes at him silently and Tyson smiles, unable to hold his stare and not grin at him for more than two seconds.
He pulls him a bit closer and Tyson shuffles forward till they're touching knees. Tyson's bare ones against Kai's sweatpants.
Kai brushes his thumbs over the backs of Tyson's hands, making goosebumps erupt on his forearms.
"Do you touch yourself?" asks Kai.
Tyson's eyes widen and he goes as red as a tomato in an instant. His fingers squirm in Kai's. "Yeah" he answers, dropping his gaze for a second.
"How often?"
"Um" He's staring at his lap now. Unable to lift his head and look him in the eye. "Often enough for a guy?" he says after a beat, awkwardly, sneaking a glance at Kai.
"And what do you think of?" he asks.
"Hm?" Tyson's voice pitches up along with his eyebrows. His 'hm' shoots off so high, it splinters. He gulps audibly when Kai continues to gaze at him and realizes he's not kidding. "Uh..." He looks to the side. "Um..." He looks up. He shifts uncomfortably on the bed. "I think of...many things. I think of sex." He shrugs and looks up at Kai brazenly.
"You think of sex?" Kai prods calmly and Tyson gets stumped again. His eyes lower meekly and he shakes his head.
"Then what do you think of?" he urges once more, tilting his head to peer at Tyson's face, which he is hiding now, his chin tucked to his chest. "Have you thought of me?" he asks in a gentler note.
Tyson sucks his lips in against his teeth. Then he nods. His fingers loosely curled in Kai's.
Kai draws him in with their intertwined hands till their foreheads are touching and Tyson's heat is brushing his face.
"How have you thought of me?" he nudges in a whisper. Tyson closes his eyes. His breath rushes over Kai's lips.
"I-" he starts and then halts. Gulping. He tries once more. "I thought of you- you n-naked." He presses his lips together hard after he says those words. Kai flexes his hands in his. Tyson inhales deeply. Then lets it go. "Um..."
"What was I doing?" he asks. "Was I touching you?"
Tyson takes a minute to answer. He nods after. Small jerks of his head.
Kai leans in closer, slanting his head so their noses brush and their breaths mix.
"How was I touching you?" he whispers.
Tyson's breath stutters. His eyelashes flutter as he blinks in quick succession. For a second Kai thinks he wouldn't answer. Then he says, "Like this"
"Like this?" He leans in further.
Tyson nods. "Exactly like this." He moves his hands in Kai's. Featherlike.
"Yeah?" Kai brushes a soft kiss against his pliant cheek, closing his eyes. Tyson closes his own. "You like it slow?"
"Hm" He shivers.
"When I'm gentle?" he breathes, his lips descending to his neck. To press there ardently.
"Mm" He moans. His head falling back slightly to give Kai access.
Kai clasps his fingers in his and presses another soft kiss to the sensitive column of his throat. He hears him draw a strangled breath. "Do I overwhelm you?" he asks, his lips against his fluttering pulse.
Tyson nods and his lips pull down at the corners. When Kai casts a glance at his face he looks like he's about to cry. He raises his head with a final feather-soft kiss next to his Adam's apple and cradles his face in his hands, easing his head back down.
"Baby, don't cry," Kai breathes as he leans in to bring their lips together in the softest kiss he's given to anyone.
Tyson's hands come up to close over the backs of Kai's as they kiss tenderly.
He feels his lip quiver in the moment between he lets one go and draws in the other. Tyson exhales slowly and his breath cascades past Kai's cheek.
He feels it then. The senses he'd long forgotten. The sensations he'd become numb to over the years. The earth-shattering power within a single kiss.
How it could feel like he was holding the entire universe in his palms for one breathless moment. Kai touches the tip of his tongue to the corner of Tyson's prone mouth. The gap between his lips.
His sigh gets lost in Kai.
He tilts his head and nudges Tyson's too to the side so their lips can align.
When he enters Tyson's mouth, the boy falls apart in his hands. His breath chokes, his fingers look for purchase on Kai's chest, his shoulders shake, and he emits a broken cry into Kai's mouth.
His eyelashes brush against his face. His breath flitters over his skin. He feels his euphoria in his own chest when Tyson comes. In his own mouth. He tastes it on his tongue. A bit in his soul.
Kai pulls back first, slightly jarred by the intensity of the kiss. Tyson falls into his arms and Kai doesn't want to hold him for a moment, then the moment passes and he drapes a protective arm around Tyson's shoulders.
"It's alright" He leans down to whisper in his ear as Tyson rests his head against his chest. "You did great."
He gives him a dopey, drugged-out smile, melting into him. "I love you," he says, gazing into his eyes, brushing his fingers down Kai's lips.
Kai stills momentarily, his breath halting, then he gathers him close and buries his nose in the crook of his neck, inhaling his fruity scent. "I know"
Tyson smiles softly to himself, happy that Kai already knew, that he remembered this little info about him, and he still stayed. His face is in his neck and his breath is tickling him.
One of his hands is in Kai's. Loosely holding his fingers.
Kai probably thinks he's oversensitive. That he's virginal.
He wants to have him all at once, but Tyson can't take everything together. All the sensations. All the emotions.
There is so much to feel. And process. Kai makes him dizzy with how much he makes him feel.
He is more experienced than him. He experiences physical intimacy in a different way from him. Tyson's heard from other people that Kai is gentler than expected in bed, but the opinion also varies from person to person. They all agree on one thing however, that he is good. And he is. He is so good he gets Tyson overwhelmed.
Tyson probably should be over the heightened feeling of sensitivity by now. He shouldn't be coming just from a kiss like a thirteen year old. But this is how he is right now.
He hasn't been touched intimately in almost a year, and it's turned him into a virgin once more.
That night with Kai. His first time in many months. It was amazing. Beyond amazing. So god darn amazing his mind has almost completely wiped it from his memory. He recalls it in bits and pieces. Like how good Kai had made him feel, but not the finer details. Their first time has been compressed into a giant blur of pleasure in his mind.
Yesterday, when they were in bed and they were kissing, and Kai started to pull his robe off, he'd wanted to tell him: "Wait. Not yet." But saying that would have also exposed how inexperienced he really was. Kai knew, of course. He knew of his dating history and his prudishness, but calling his attention to his inexperience while they were at it was different.
He didn't know how to tell Kai that when he kisses him and then starts touching him right after, he gets overloaded with sensation. That he's being overstimulated. And when he comes, he's coming from having his dick touched, but he's not mentally there yet. That his mind reels after they're done.
It would have turned into a problem between them had Kai not figured something was wrong with him and intervened when he did.
He pays attention to him.
Even when they're having sex.
His warm breath is tickling his collarbone. Tyson gently pushes at his shoulder to make him move. Take his face away from his neck.
Kai's gaze is neither hard nor soft on him. The red flecks in his eyes aren't visible at the moment.
Tyson rises to his knees to gingerly cup Kai's jaw in his palms. "Thank you" he says to him. Kai's hands close around his waist, pressing him into him. Tyson's cheek brushes Kai's. He loops his arms around his neck and closes his eyes. Basking in the feel of being near him.
The shrill sounds of a phone ringing startles Tyson.
"It's yours," says Kai, letting go of his waist.
Tyson moves away from him and crawls to the edge of the bed to snag his device from the nightstand and check the caller ID.
Unknown number
That's weird. He presses the green button and raises it to his ear. "Hello?"
"Hello, is this Tyson Granger?" a woman's cool voice asks.
"Yes" he says, sitting up straight, wondering what this is about.
"We're calling from Ichonoseki Hospital, your grandfather has had a heart attack."
Tyson sways a little when he receives the news, his senses muddling in shock for a moment.
They tell him he's been admitted to the ICU, and are monitoring him closely. "He's not stable," he tells Kai, blood rushing in his ears. "We need to leave. Now."
"I'll get the jet ready." Kai's on his feet, moving around the room, dressing.
He sees the image of him blurring before him. The phone is still in his hands, held as if he's expecting it to ring again and deliver more terrible news.
When his vision blurs for a second time, Tyson says his name softly, "Kai". The faintness of it catches Kai's attention. Tyson loses his balance just as Kai looks up.
"Whoa whoa whoa-" Arms catch him around his waist before he can hit the ground. Kai's soothing voice is in his ear. "You're okay" He folds Tyson into a comforting embrace. "Come here. You're okay."
Tyson fits his chin on Kai's shoulder. Eyes closed. His skull throbbing dully. He breathes through his mouth. "Your grandpa will be fine," he whispers to Tyson, his hand cradling the back of his head. His other hand around his midsection.
The hard beating of his heart eases a little as he feels the strong arms holding him up.
"Breathe for me, baby," Kai murmurs into his hair. Stroking his back. "Breathe for me."
Tyson inhales through his nose. The scent of his musk engulfs him. His mouth presses into Kai's shoulder. His torso melding against Kai's. His legs strengthen again. His feet taking his weight so he can stand on his own.
He tucks his nose into the fold of Kai's collar, breathing him in to forget the fears that are circling in his head. Kai lets him stay there for a while.
"We're closely monitoring his vitals, he should wake up in a few hours, please sit down and make yourselves comfortable. You have nothing to worry about."
"Thank you" says Tyson, exhaling in relief as the doctor leaves. The smell of medicines and disinfectants are in his nose.
He turns around and watches Kai take a seat on one of the steel chairs along the wall. He's wearing thick boots and a black bomber jacket. Tyson couldn't sleep on the way back to Japan. He heard they were operating on his grandfather and he couldn't help but fret. The worst fears creeping to the front of his mind.
Kai had tried to distract him, by engaging him in conversation, and it had worked. But that also meant that neither of them could sleep on the long flight back to Tokyo.
Tyson goes to sit beside Kai, who is on his phone. He reads his expression for a moment before slipping his hand around one of Kai's, drawing his attention away from whoever he was texting. "Thank you for being here with me," says Tyson softly. "I don't know what I would have done without you."
A ghost of a smile plays on Kai's lips. He runs a thumb along Tyson's fingers, sliding his phone back into his pocket. "Where else would I be?" he asks, his eyes soft.
Tyson thinks of kissing him.
"Tyson!" he hears his father shout. "Son!" Tyson's heart thunders in his chest as he turns around to see his dad and his brother, Hiro, stride down the hallway towards them. He snatches his hand away from Kai's.
A/N: Hmm, we got drama coming. And a warning, it's gonna be full of smut from here onwards, so...be warned of that too. Hmmmm
Hope you enjoyed. Have a great day.