Anna could live in this moment forever if she was allowed to. It was almost perfect. Elsa was here, in their old room, holding her close and running her hands through her hair. This is how it was always supposed to be. No fear or sadness clouding over everything. It was just supposed to be the two of them… together. As much as Anna was enjoying this moment there was a small dark thought nagging in the back of her mind and pulling at the pit of her stomach. What had upset Elsa enough to cause an episode like that? Her fist tightened its grip on the material of Elsa's dress it had in its clutch. Anna burrowed as close to Elsa's side as she could. She just needed to know she was there and okay.

"It scared me to see you like that… I was afraid that I had really lost you. That it was more permanent than a closed door or stupid rules. That you were really gone. Elsa I can't lose you."

Anna felt a soft pressure on the top of her head and tears welled in her eyes as she realized it was a kiss. She could just feel all the love and just complete kind comfort her sister was trying to transfer over to her with that simple gesture.

"I really didn't mean for it to happen, and I never wanted anyone especially you to see that. I will do everything in my power to be here with you. But sometimes I'm not… well not safe to be around so I will have to stay away for a bit to keep you safe from me. If something ever happened to you especially if it was by my hands again I—I-I—I don't know… I just…"

Elsa huffed and her brows pulled together as she struggled to properly vocalize and get out what she felt and meant. She was getting frustrated that the words were refusing to come out. She hated when this happened. It was like she was stuck in a loop. It didn't help that her thoughts took a dark turn making the loop even worse, and because of this she couldn't even get the words out to tell Anna! She pushed Anna away and climbed out of the bed and started pacing around the room, much to her sore bodies protest. The frustration and dark thoughts were taking over and leaving Elsa stewing. She couldn't stand being in her own skin anymore. She just wanted OUT.

Anna was already upset to begin with, but a sharp pain shot through her in what she thought was Elsa rejecting her when she was shoved away, but it quickly turned into concern when she saw Elsa. It was like a random switch. It was like something had randomly changed Elsa's mood. She was sweet and dotting a moment ago and now it was like the complete opposite. She wasn't sure what had happened or set Elsa off. All she knew was that she could almost taste the wrath that was radiating off of her sister who was pacing around the room. Elsa wasn't muttering a word like she usually did when she was pacing and panicking. This was different. It also seemed to be getting worse the longer Elsa paced back and forth. Whatever was going on in her sister's head seemed to be getting worse. It looked like Elsa was having an argument and a second away from screaming her head off. Anna wasn't sure she had ever seen her sister like this ever. To Anna it almost seemed impossible for her sister to ever get mad. She wasn't actually sure if her sister actually knew how. She was always so calm and collected. She was the one who usually flew off the handle with Elsa stepping in having to talk her down. This was new. She wasn't sure what she was supposed to do this time.

Okay… What would Elsa do? Anna tried to think of what Elsa usually did whenever her temper took over and caused her to fly off the handle… again.

"Elsie, what can I do to help? Want to tell me what caused this? I'm here to listen if you want to talk about it. We can figure out what to do then."

Elsa paused and opened her mouth a couple times and anger seemed to bleed out from her even worse after each attempt. Elsa's face looked like she was seconds away from crying and screaming at the top of her lungs and that is when it clicked in Anna's head.

"You can't get the words out.."

Anna almost breathed the words out and relief sank into her bones when she realized what the problem was. Elsa nodded her head almost violently, and it seemed that her body wasn't vibrating with as much anger anymore.

Anna reached out and grabbed Elsa's forearms in her hands and made sure to catch Elsa's eyes with her own, "That's okay. You don't have to speak right now. Just give it a little bit and I'm sure you'll be able to speak again. I just need you to calm down a bit. You are okay, I'm okay. We are safe and together. I'm touching you and everything is okay, but your hands are free so if you panic a bit you don't have to worry about me okay? Now I need you to breath in for five, hold for five, and then release for seven, okay?"

Anna talks Elsa through that a few times until Anna sees he tension leave Elsa's shoulders and the anger that was hovering over Elsa like a blanket has disappeared and a clarity has returned to her eyes. Anna was slightly nervous to try the next thing, but she remembered how well it worked when they were younger.

"Okay can you tell me five things you see?"

In a soft breath, "freckles, red hair, blue eyes, soft pink walls, and your bed."

A soft smile graced Elsa's lips and her shoulders finally dropped down away from where they seemed to be lodged in her ears. Anna smiled back and a slight warmth settled over her.

"Okay, now what four things do you hear and feel?"

Elsa's eyes slipped closed, "I feel your hands on my arms, the carpet beneath my feet, I hear you breathing and I hear the castle staff a floor below us."

Anna nodded at her sister encouragingly when she opened her eyes and asked her final question, "Lastly can you move three things?"

Anna finally released her hold on Elsa's forearms and watched as Elsa wiggled her toes, moved her arms up to run her fingers through her hair, and finally she walked over and sat back down on the bed and gracefully flopped back onto her back to stare at the ceiling. Anna moved and flopped down next to her and they quietly stared at the ceiling for a moment before Elsa's soft voice broke the silence.

"Thanks… I—I needed that. It was scary for a moment there. I felt almost trapped and just so… frustrated. I was stuck and couldn't tell you."

Anna turned her head and gazed at the side of her sister's face. She looked almost broken as she stared at the ceiling and was recalling the experience.

"Anytime you get stuck or… no, you know what I'm here for whatever you need or want. You do everything for me and I want you to know I will do the same for you. For all the good and bad I'm there. Whatever it is I'm there. It is you and me Elsie. Sorry but you are kinda stuck with me."

Elsa turned her head and smiled at her sister and leaned and pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead before pulling back and stayed laying beside her.

"There is no one else I'd rather being stuck with."

"Good, because I plan to live quiet a long and verrrryyyyy interesting, adventure filled life soooooooo I figured I should let you know what you have signed up for."

Elsa laughed at her sister's statement.

"I expect would expect nothing less from you Sunshine. You always have been a bit of a spitfire, but that's okay," Elsa stated as she lifted her hand and twirled her fingers a bit and allowed a few snowflakes to float harmlessly in the air and land on her sisters face, "I know just how to cool you down a bit."

Both girls broke out into a fit of giggles until it tumbled into full blown laughs.

"And look at that the Snow princess broke the ice!"

Elsa laid there and shook her head at Anna's terrible pun. What was she going to do with that mess she called a sister?

"Oh come on that was funny!"

Elsa turned and looked Anna square in the eye and replied, "Actually it was punny."

Anna lost it. She curled up into herself and was almost crying with laughter. Soon Elsa started to chuckle. Anna's laugh was just so contagious.

"Elsie that was HILARIOUS!"

"Well I try. It is one of my main job to get you to laugh and to enjoy life."

"Well You do an amazing job… but I thought your main job was you know learning all the boring political stuff to become queen."

"That is much lower in my list. I've been locked up with nothing to do but to read and study everything and anything. You are ranked number one in my world. If I had to pick there would be no choice. I'd sacrifice everything if that meant you were safe and happy. You Sunshine come first."

Anna slid over and curled up into Elsa's side and wove her fingers into the soft fabric of Elsa's gown.

"I love you Elsie. It's you and me."

Elsa buried her face into her sister's soft curls. It smelled of sunshine, chocolate, and just home. The smell was pure Anna

"Yeah Sunshine… It's you and me."