"The smell of your arousal drives me crazy." Those words were on a complete loop in my brain as I picked at my breakfast. Does that mean he can….

"What's wrong, Lushi? You not hungry?" I snapped out of my thoughts with a blush to see Happy, Erza, Wendy Carla and Gray staring at me.

"I'm sorry guys." I said as I shoved a forkful of eggs into my mouth. My stomach was definitely appreciative as I continued to eat. Everyone continued to eat their own breakfast. I turned to look at Lisanna who wasn't looking at me. Did she know what happened between Natsu and I? I wondered. The thought made my heart drop into my stomach.

"Good morning!!!!!!" Natsu proclaimed loudly as he plopped down in the seat really close to me. "Man. I'm starving!"

"Maybe you and Lucy shouldn't have stayed up all night, then you would have made it to breakfast on time moron." Gray poked fun at Natsu. I spit out the orange juice that I was in the middle of drinking all over Wendy, who squeaked and turned bright red. Erza snapped her head to Natsu and Lisanna flinched.

"Gray!" I whined toward him. Before I could say another word, Natsu clapped back, "Maybe you should mind your own business Ice Princess."

"Natsu! What were you doing in Lucy's room?" Erza demanded as she materialized a sword and pointed it to Natsu's neck. Natsu yelped and hid behind my back. "Natsu! Be a man and answer me!"

"They love each other!" Happy giggled.

"Um… excuse me…" a timid voice piped up. Everyone at our table turned to look at the waiter who seemed to be about ten seconds from wetting himself. "Can you please calm down? You are scaring the other guest." He squeaked, then turned and hightailed it to the kitchen. Erza sat down and glared at Natsu. I breathed a sigh of relief as the issue was dropped, for now.

"Are we all still going to the fair when we get back?" Wendy asked everyone.

"Hell yeah we are. Lisanna said we were all going as a team." Natsu said as he fist bumped the air. "We are going to eat everything there!"

"Aye sir." Happy rejoiced. I blinked, the feeling of betrayal flushed through my system. I hadn't been invited.

Erza turned and looked at me and asked, "Why don't you want to come again Lucy?" I turned to look at Lisanna who was picking at her pancakes and refused to look at me. She didn't want me to go? I thought to myself. Then, the girl's night confession popped into my head. It all made sense.

"I was planning to relax with a good book at home. This job was really exhausting. Shuffling through my Star Dress technique takes a lot out of me." I told Erza. She nodded as I heard Lisanna let out a small breath of relief as she turned to look at me apologetically.

"Not good enough!" Natsu argued as he crossed his arms. "You're coming, even if I have to handcuff you to me. Wendy's gonna Troia me and we are gonna ride all the rides together and you are gonna get round from eating all the fatty foods! It's gonna be awesome!"

"If Lushi gets more round than she already is, we could roll her toward the enemy like a bowling ball." Happy mocked me.

I quip back, "So we should start throwing you like a softball then. You are already that round Happy." His mouth dropped as Natsu threw his head back in a boisterous laugh. I smirked at him, flipped my hair over my shoulder, then continued to eat. Natsu stood up to make himself a plate at the buffet.

"So it's settled then, you're coming?" Gray questioned.

"You heard him." I replied back. "He's serious. I better come willingly or he will kidnap me again."

"Kidnap you?" Lisanna said with questions in her eyes.

"Oh yeah he did do that. You were still in your pyjamas." Wendy giggled then blushed as she realized she was laughing at my misery.

Erza took it upon herself to tell Lisanna about the one time I chose to turn in early rather than attend a guild party. Natsu busted into my house, plucked me out of bed and ran me to the guild. I shuddered at the memory.

Natsu plopped back down next to me with a full plate and proceeded to eat with his usual gusto.

"What if Lucy doesn't want to come with us to the fair, Natsu?" Lisanna asked.

"Then I will convince her." He said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. He nudged under my knee with his so my thigh was on top of his. I turned to look at him and he smiled at me, mouth full of food. I roll my eyes at him but smile in response.

"WE'RE BACK" Natsu shouted as he kicked the doors to the guild in. A giant fist flew toward Natsu as the rest of us jumped out of the way.

"Can't you open the door like a normal person Natsu!" Master Makarov shouted as he shrank back to his dwarf size.

I walk to the bar and plop down. Erza announced, " I will return once I take my stuff to my apartment."

"Yeah, I'll do that too." Wendy and Gray said simultaneously.

"I guess you owe me a soda Wendy." Gray teased as he affectionately tugged on her hair.

"Love rival!" Juiva shouted. I shook my head at the ridiculousness that was Juvia.

I looked at my backpack but before I could grab it, Mira's voice rang out. "Lucy, can you do me a favor?"

"Sure." I replied instantly.

"Can you finish the dishes in the kitchen? I want to talk to Lisanna before you guys go to the fair." She requested gazing at me in question.

"Alright, I will." I told her as I walked toward the back part of the kitchen.

I'm currently putting the last dish in its place when warm arms circled around my waist.

"Here you are." Natsu whispered as he nuzzled my neck.

"Mira wanted to talk to Lisanna about something. She asked me to do the dishes." I explained. " Once I'm done I have to take my backpack home, then I will meet you guys at the fair. No need to kidnap me."

He chuckled at the thought and said, "I already took your backpack to your place. I thought you forgot it but you weren't there. I've been looking everywhere for you."

I roll my eyes and try to escape his grasp but he just tightens his grip and nips at my neck, then licks the spot right after. I let out a gasp and stopped all resistance. He spun me around and pressed warm, and surprisingly soft lips against mine. I froze for a moment but then kissed back. His hands, which were on my back, began to trail downward till they curled around the slope of my butt.

"Natsu.." I moaned against his lips. His tongue invaded my mouth and when it met mine, I forgot… everything except the feeling of him against me. I couldn't help but deepen the kiss. I felt his lips quirk in a smile before he reached down to grasp the back of my thighs and lifted me up to press me against the wall. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pinned me in place with his body. He pressed against my throbbing core. I could feel him hardening. I needed to stop before we...

I broke the kiss so he peppered my neck with kisses and his hands caressed under my skirt. "Natsu, what about the fair?" I ask breathlessly, half wanting to stop, half wanting to continue.

He groaned and leaned his forehead against mine as he set me down. He reluctantly stepped back and grabbed my hand, immediately intertwining our fingers. "Are you ready?" He asked.

I blushed and nodded at him.

"Hey, took you long enough." Gray said as we walked up to them. "We are just waiting on Lisanna." Erza interrupted before Natsu could argue back.

"Sorry, I'm late guys." Lisanna ran up, looking winded. I released Natsu's hand before she could see. Natsu looked at me and opened his mouth to say something. I interrupted before he could speak, " Wendy, did you Troia Natsu yet?" I turned to the tiny bluenette.

"Not yet." She responded. I pushed Natsu toward her and said, "unless you don't want to ride the rides with us."

He smiled brightly and I let out a sigh of relief. Wendy's magic blanketed around her hands as she mumbled her spell over Natsu.

He whooped, grabbed my hand and ran into the fairgrounds.

"Wait for us Natsu!" Happy shouted as everyone followed us. We were everywhere. We went on the merry go round, The teacups, even the questionable roller coaster. But I Was absolutely adamant about not going on the tower.I look at the tall tower everyone is on. I downright refused to get on it so I made them go without me. Well not everyone.

"Hey Lucy. Can you take a walk with me? I need to talk to you." Lisanna timidly requested.

"Sure," I responded. Why did she want to talk with me? I wondered but turned to walk instep with her anyway.

"I wanted to apologize to you." She started."I've been feeling jealous because all Natsu does is talk about you, spend time with you… it's always you." She blushed and then looked at the ground. "Mira heard me ask Natsu to the fair. Erza heard too and assumed I meant the team. I told her, I already asked you and you said no. I didn't mean to lie, I just.."

"You wanted some time to spend with Natsu." I finished for her softly.

Her head snapped up to look at me, shocked I knew what she wanted. "Remember girls night?" I reminded her.She blushed as she remembered her confession. Then she glared at me slightly.

"You said he wouldn't mind that I replaced you as his partner." She accused me. "We went on missions with the team but all he talked about was how mad he was he couldn't find you. He refused my offer to be his partner."

I flinched as I continued to listen to her.

"I Love Him, Lucy." She proclaimed, passionately. I began to feel guilty. I did too but she had known him longer, she got to spend her childhood with him, she got to fall deeply in love with him, she was ripped from him suddenly, then when she found her way back to him, his attention was held by someone else. I felt like a very selfish person but...

"You are beautiful Lucy. You are smart and charismatic. You could have any guy you wanted. Can't you… " she took a deep breath and continued. "Can't you find another partner?" She pleaded with me.

I felt so bad for her but I didn't think that was fair. It's not my fault he didn't want her to be his partner. At the same time the elated feeling I felt about him actually just wanting me made me consider what my next words to her were. "I tried to make the choice for him to spend time with you, To have you to be his partner, Lisanna. It hurt him deeply." I told her, hoping she'd understand. "If he looked me in the eye and told me he didn't want me anymore, I wouldn't stop him or fight him. I would be ok with it. All I want is for him to be happy, even if his happiness isn't with me. But I will not make this choice for him again. I don't want to hurt him again. I think... this is a conversation you should have with him, not me. I promise, I'm not keeping him from you. "

She sighed deeply and smiled a sad smile at me.

"He's right, you know. You are incredible." She said after a moment of silence.

You are a Goddess. His voice from early this morning rang in my head. I blushed and accepted her complement. "Let's get funnel cakes. My treat." I offered her in hopes that she still thought of me as a friend. She giggled and linked our arms together.

"Well, I'm not going to say no." She responded happily.

Lisanna and I were in the food court enjoying our funnel cakes. Hers had grape jam on top and mine had strawberry and chocolate.

"This is where you guys went." Happy shouted as he flew above us. He looked at the cakes and dreamily said, "Do you think they have fish flavor?"

My nose crinkled as I hissed out ,"That sounds gross, Happy."

"I agree!" Carla agreed. Lisanna giggled as Happy slumped on top of Natsu's head.

"The fireworks will be starting soon." Wendy pointed out. Lisanna and I grabbed our plates and followed our teammates to the viewing area. On the blanket that Erza brought, Wendy, Erza and Gray were toward the front with Happy and Carla sitting on Wendy's lap. Lisanna was on my left and Natsu was on my right.

I was using my fingers to eat because I dropped my fork. Before I could put the treat in my mouth, Natsu trapped my wrist in his hand and put my fingers in his mouth. His tongue gently grazed my fingers and his eyes locked onto mine. He pulled them out of his mouth with a light pop, then leaned back to look at the sky with his hands behind his head with a satisfied smile on his lips. I rolled my eyes and shook my head as I finished my treat. I glanced at Lisanna, hoping she didn't see that. Her gaze was on the fireworks so I mentally exhaled.

"Will you guys walk me home?" Lisanna asked Natsu and Happy.

"That's a good idea Lisanna. Natsu, walk her home, Gray walk Lucy home and I will escort Wendy home." Erza ordered.

Natsu opened his mouth to complain but I interrupted. "Natsu, this is the most efficient way for everyone to get home safely. I will meet you at the guild tomorrow." He sighed in disappointment and raised his head to glare at Gray. "If anything happens to her, I will kill you." He hissed through gritted teeth. Gray rolled his eyes and I tugged on Gray's arm before he could bite back a response. I wanted to get home. Now. Loke wanted to talk to me but I had been blocking access to him coming through his gate. He was pushing now and I didn't want the conversation I knew was coming to happen Infront of Gray or the others.

"Goodnight Gray" I waved as I walked inside my house.

"About damn time." Loke gritted out as he materialized in my apartment. "What the hell is going on with you and Natsu? How is he making you so horny? Are you two together? What about Lisanna?"

My head was spinning at all the questions. I didn't know the answer to any of them. Then, I remembered that he walked her home. I probably won't see him tonight. Now that I know how he could be... The jealousy that swirled inside made me sick. "I don't know." I quietly let out. "I don't know why or how he's been making me…" I blushed and averted my eyes to my feet, frustrated tears welling up. I sat on my bed and sighed heavily. Now that I know what he's capable of during sex, the possessiveness that I was currently feeling made my head spin. Loke gazed at me sadly and sat down on the floor at my feet.

"Have you talked to him?" He asked.

"No." I mumbled out, now very embarrassed that I've been having sex with a man who is not my boyfriend.

"Do you want him to stop? The arousal you feel…that I know he makes you feel... I know that when it gets to that point... you just want relief. You don't really care about anything but that."

I blinked the tears away as I thought about the question. I'm pretty sure that if I told him to stop at any point no matter how much my body craved release, He would have. The kiss in the back kitchen today proved that.

"No." I whispered after a moment. Loke stared at me for a hard moment then asked, "You don't think he's sleeping with Lisanna too do you?" I squeak out a tiny, "I don't know. He blinked at me and I got defensive. "I don't need judgment from you Mister, I always have at least 3 girlfriends!" He threw up his hands in surrender and said, "I wasn't judging you. I promise." He then used his finger to cross his heart. He stood up. Kissed my forehead and said, "If you need anything; Even if it's to kick his ass at least once, call me." He then added, "I'm pretty good with my tongue, gorgeous." He winked.

"Go Home!" I yell as I force his gate closed. I threw my body backwards as I groaned in exhaustion. I need to take a shower.

I am lying on my bed in a towel glaring at my ceiling as angry tears are leaking down my face. My traitorous brain decided to imagine Natsu and Lisanna while I was in the shower. So here I am, pathetically trying not to cry while still soaking wet. I need to get dressed. I sigh, sit up, whip my tears away and walk toward my dresser with my towel still wrapped around my body. When I open my drawer, I see a shirt that Natsu left here months ago. I sigh heavily and drop my towel to throw on the shirt.

"Is that my shirt?"

I Yelp loudly, jump and spin around to come face to face with Natsu.

"What the hell, Natsu! You almost gave me a heart attack." I scream while shoving him repeatedly. He laughed as he stepped back at each shove until he bumps my bed with the back of his thighs.

"Sorry, Luce." He says, not even a little bit apologetic. " I didn't mean to scare you." I glare at him and shove him really hard. He grabs my wrists. He tumbles backward and I land on top of him. I quickly straddle him and continue to try to hit him some more while he still has his grip on my wrists.

He's laughing so hard at this point so I stop trying to hit him and pout at him.

"Awe, come on Luce, don't make that face." He whined childishly while letting go of my hands to hide his face with them. I put my hands on his chest, ready to push myself off of him when he grabs my hips to keep me in place. I feel my face turn bright red when I remember I don't have any panties on at the moment. He gazes up at me with his onyx eyes full of heat.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?" He asked in that deep voice I've been dreaming about lately.

"I was going to bed, it's been a long day." I quip back. My voice sounds so needy. I think to myself.

His gaze is so full of heat and passion, I start to get a little excited. I know he can feel my… damp excitement on his bare lower belly since he's wearing his vest. I blush as his pupils begin to dilate.

"Are you really tired Luce?" He asked, his tone a little softer.

"Why? Did you have something in mind?" I tease a little. He smirks at my challenging tone, grips my hips tightly and heaves me forward so my hands are on the windowsill and my lower half is covering his face. "Natsu!" I admonish, breathlessly. I try to get off of him but his hold on me is firm.

"Hmmm." He hummed out in response. " Do you want me to stop?" He whispered against me as his grip loosened. I could have gotten off. I could have said yes, I want you to stop. But his breath on my clit was making it so difficult to think… to breath…. The memory of this morning made me want to beg him to pleasure me, to fill me, to have me screaming his name.

"No, please Natsu. Don't stop." He smiled, turned his head slightly to kiss my inner thigh and went to town with a fervent gusto that screamed Natsu Dragneel. I moaned loudly and he groaned against me, like I was the best tasting snack he's ever had.

"Naa… I'm gon.. na" I try to get off of him. I didn't want to squirt on his face again but the way he was licking, sucking and nipping at me, I knew I would. He tightened his grip and next thing I know I'm on my back with my hands tangled in his hair. "Yes! Natsu! Yes!" I cheer him on as I am close to my release. He curls his tongue inside me while concurrently sucking on my clit. I loudly moaned my pleasure as I rode out my climax on his waiting tongue. The rush came swiftly as I squirted..on his face...again. I covered my eyes with my hands in embarrassment. He climbed his way up my body, planting kisses over the shirt as he went. He pulled my hands from my eyes, entertained our fingers and pinned them over our heads on the bed.

"I told you, you don't have to be embarrassed when you're with me." He reminded me as he leaned down to kiss me. I could taste myself on him as his tongue played with mine. My legs were still open so he pressed our Lower halves together. He was rock solid. I couldn't help but comment, "You really like doing that? You groan like I'm your all time favorite snack." I blush at the implications of my words. His expression was gleaming with amusement.

"Lucy, you're not a snack. You are a homemade five star meal with dessert after being hungry for days." His words dazed my mind as his words from this morning play in my head as well, You are a Goddess.

I wrapped my leg around his and flipped him over as I straddle him again. He blinks up at me as I lean down to kiss him deeply. He responds as his hands find my butt again. I begin rolling my hips against his erection and he groans again in my mouth. I pull on his vest to sit him up, then push the cloth off of his shoulders. He releases me to aid in the clothing removal. I break off the kiss and push him back again. He gazed at me, curious about what I was doing. I kissed down his neck, similarly to how he does me and not so gently bit the junction of this neck and shoulder. His breath stuttered as he closed his eyes. I kiss down his chest, pausing to flick his nipples with my tongue. "Fuck, Luce."

My confidence and desire to please him elevate and I kiss down his belly to his pants. I blush as I gaze at his erection. It looks intimidatingly larger than it did before. Maybe because I was closer to him. I thought to myself. I took a deep breath and shimmied his pants and boxers down his legs onto the floor. Wow. It all made sense why he was the way he was. He had the equipment to back it up. My eyes trail up his body to see him on his elbows looking at me with a smirk that screams male pride. He knew I was impressed by his size. I wanted to see those prideful eyes roll in the back of his head again so I licked his tip. That did it as he emitted a downright filthy sigh of pleasure. I took him in my mouth then but he couldn't fit all the way down. I didn't want to gag and ruin the moment so I wrapped my hand around the base. "Fuck" he stuttered out as he flopped backwards and tightly gripped my hair. I paced myself in and out while simultaneously stroking up and down. The saliva from my mouth works as a good lubricant. I thought to myself as I worked on him. I glanced at his face as best I could with the grip he had over my hair and he looked like he was in absolute ecstasy.

The power I held over this man. This man I have seen take down powerful enemies that everyone said was unbeatable; This man who was raised by a Dragon; This man who was as wild and untamable as the element he wielded; And he was at MY mercy. At this moment, I could break him. At this moment I was the one giving him incredible pleasure. At this moment, HE WAS MINE.

My libido roared to life like a predator right before it took down its prey. I released him with a pop, he released my hair in surprise. Before he could move, I quickly straddled him and impaled myself expressing a very loud "yes! Fuck! Natsu!" I rode him as fast and as hard as I could. The grip he had on my hips as he pounded into me from below made it a little hard but damn, I managed. The orgasm I released was quick and intense, I slowed my movements which gave him the opportunity to flip us over and relentlessly hammer into me. His pace was brutal and unforgiving as I heard my headboard bash on the wall with each thrust.

The intense satisfaction I was feeling below my hips made me not care in the slightest that we may be waking my neighbors. Without slowing the pace he set, he reached back to pose the back of my knees in the crease of his elbows. My hands pressed tightly against the headboard as my scream of pleasure told him he had done well in increasing my delight.

"Yes! Yes! Yes!" I chanted as I neared my release. It was more intense than anything I've ever experienced before. Oh, Fuck. "I'M YOURS FOREVER!" Did I say that out loud? Did I think that? My thoughts scramble as he wraps my legs around his waist, lays down and bites me on my shoulder near my neck. Hard. I opened my mouth to scream but was ultimately breathless as the most powerful orgasmive ever experienced followed by intense heat and visions of me, from the first time I met Natsu, to our first mission, to the time I saved him from the waterfall, to the first time we slept together, and so many more memories, flew through my head and body. He growled out his release with his teeth still in my shoulder. He removed his teeth and pulsed a few times inside me. His arms shook as he pulled out of me and dropped next to me with a light grunt. We stare at each other before I let out a big yawn.

"You are definitely tired now." He playfully said, still a little out of breath.

"Shut up" I shot back as I turned on my side away from him. He turned to his side, throwing an arm over me and pulled me closer to him. He used the hand he was lying on to push my hair over my head and buried his face in my neck.

"You are so hot when you're naked but man, you are something else in my clothes." He muttered as he dozed off. I tangled our fingers together over my waist and gently said, "goodnight Natsu."

"Night" he mumbles.

What were those visions? I thought but then I decided it's a tomorrow problem, so I allow the exhaustion I feel to take over.