I lied.


33.

I should get up.

Leave.

Report him to HR.

But I'm so curious.

"Not with your…" I don't give him the satisfaction of hearing me say cock. "Then what?" Obviously, I can fill in the blank myself. For some reason, I want to hear him say it.

"My mouth. My fingers while I used my mouth."

"Oh."

My mouth is a little "O" of intrigue.

I'm incredibly turned on. I shift in my seat, thighs pressing, craving friction. He watches knowingly.

"Like you said, we can't," he murmurs.

I swallow. "Right."

"We'd just be scratching an itch if anything."

Fucker.

34.

His tongue peeks out, purposefully brushing his bottom lip.

"Has anyone ever done that to you before?" he asks lowly.

I laugh at the question. "I'm 33, Edward. What do you think?"

He shrugs, leaning back in his seat. "Okay. Have they done it well?"

"Wouldn't you like to know?" I fire back.

The answer is no, though.

I've had decent sex in my lifetime, but unfortunately, I've never quite been with a man who was good with his mouth.

And now that we're talking about it, it's all I fucking want.

But I want it to be with him.