Chapter 1 (WARNING: mentions of suicide and prostitution)

Hello everyone! I made a very impulsive decision to start writing fan fiction so, here we are. This story changes perspectives quite often so keep up. Remember, this is my first fanfiction and I'm writing it by myself so please give me feedback.

Thank you!

Megan x

Satana Lopez walked into her boss's room prepared for the worst. She knew she was going to get fired. She hadn't been completing missions and she knew it was obvious she was slacking off. The CIA has always been there for her since day one.

She can remember being thrown out in 8th grade because of her sexuality. She had no food or shelter. That's when she met her best friend. Her "partner in crime." Kurt Hummel has lost both his parents and turned to crime to make a living, but it didn't last. She had met Kurt in an alleyway (which was kinda sketchy thinking about it now). Being a prostitute was not her dream job so, she had planned on ending her life in that alley.

Luckily for her, a kinda man that looked around her age was there that night for the same reason. Obviously, that was Kurt. They were both sex workers and just happened to be in that same alley by coincidence. Instead of swallowing pills, they decided to give life one more chance. Fast forward a few months later, they were still on the street. The only difference is that they had each other. One thing lead to another and all of a sudden they found themselves in a empty warehouse.

A women, who would later be their boss, told them that she was with the CIA. She explained how they were finding kids off the street to recruit. Santana and Kurt knew they didn't have a choice on whether they wanted in the CIA or not. If they said no, the chance of them being dead within the next month were high.

"Uh...Lopez?" She snapped out of her train of thought realizing Prentiss was speaking to her. She was a professional lady who always had her slick, black hair in a ponytail.

"Sorry, I was thinking." Santana was never one to say sorry, even to her boss. But today, she did because she felt as if she was on thin ice and it was about to crack.

"We'll start once Hummel gets here" Santana felt unbelievably relieved. There was no way she was going to fire her and Kurt, at least not in the same room. Plus, it was Santana who was slacking, not Kurt.

The door opened and a familiar face walked in, smiling. Seeing her best friend so happy made her extremely elated, if only it wasn't a fake smile. Kurt had always blamed himself for everything bad in his life.

"I have another mission for you guys." Agent Prentiss walked around her desk so she was standing in front of them. It was always Kurt and Santana going undercover as teenagers to uncover secrets connected to a certain town.

The strange thing is, Kurt seemed disappointed. He always lived going on missions so this confused Santana but she brushed it off.

"We're sending you guys on a plane to Lima, Ohio."

"Ohio?" Santana heard Kurt ask. "What the fuck is in Ohio?"

Santana was in utter disbelief. He must be insane to curse at her, she thought.

Agent Prentiss didn't even flinch. "Two students, Blaine Anderson and Brittany Pierce, lost their parents on June 15 and 16. We suspect murder. Get on that flight and I will inform you about everything when you get there."

Kurt and Santana nodded, simultaneously. "You can go now," Prentiss opened the door for them.

"Are you an insane man?" Questioned Santana once they were outside of the office. "What in the world possessed you to say that to her?"

"Look, it's just a bad day. Let's just get on that damn plane," Kurt rolled his eyes as if we didn't want to give his best friend for 3 years the time of day. "Okay?"

"Fine. But if this happens again, Hummel, you will tell me what is going on." Santana scoffed and made her way to her black SUV.

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The plane ride was excruciatingly long. Kurt could see Santana was fast asleep and he envied her for being able to rest. His thoughts always kept him up at night. Why am I still here? Was his main thought most of the time. He didn't really know what he meant by "here." His job? A small apartment with Santana in Quantico? The world? He hated having thoughts like that. He'd promised Santana he would get help like her. He was a liar, because he never went to find help. He wasn't worthy of help.

Looking out of the window, he wondered how this mission would go. They always had the choice to either be friends with the subject or be more. Santana always jumped at the chance to get a girlfriend, even if having sex with them was not allowed. Santana was always obsessed with sex but Kurt was most definitely different. Prostitution made sex seem slightly less fun, even if it had been a few years. Santana always motivated him to try it while on a mission but he never did for risk of being fired.

"Kurt you won't get fired! She wouldn't fire you!" Santana told him one day. He obviously never listened. Over the past few years him and Santana had gotten closer but recently, he and her haven't been talking. Santana was always on his side and he loved her for that, it was just that he was having a hard couple of weeks.

Three days from now, it would be the anniversary of his fathers death. His death was Kurt's breaking point. He had already lost his mother and his dad was his only family. After that, he had no way to make income so he lost his house and was forced to live on the street. He stopped showing up to school, leaving his best friend at the time, Rachel.

Rachel and him dreamed of being on broadway, they were in glee club, and always saw musicals together. He hated leaving his glee club friends, but most of all, he hated leaving Rachel. He also had his stepbrother, Finn. Finn and his mom, Carole, never understand where or why Kurt left. He just did, all of a sudden. Kurt couldn't ask Finn or Carole for help, he never really knew why. He just knew he was scared.

Snapping out of his thoughts, he looked to Santana, who was now awake.

"Just so you know, I'll always support you. I love you, Kurt. All I want is for you to be happy" She muttered and then fell right back to sleep

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YES! We're done with the first chapter. Maybe write some reviews? If this chapter is a bit too short for you, don't worry, I feel the same and I'm making the next one longer. Love ya!

Megan x