"Would you like another cup?"
Elise walked into her bedroom and was surprised by a display of her latest little shopping splurge of BDSM accessories on her bed. Cesaro had accidently discovered a panty vibrator and was determined to use it immediately. Elise, feeling a little adventurous, agreed. They were officially a couple and were comfortable exploring a different side to each other.
Earlier that night
"Did you bring the stuff?" Elise said to her friend after she opened her front door. Her friend Derek with his fiancé, Kyle, by his side held up a bottle of vodka and Cesaro's coffee brand Spresso Dark Roast. "You're such a kiss ass." she said as she let them in.
"Hey, I can't help if I want to impress your hot wrestler boyfriend with his own coffee brand." Derek said as they walked to the kitchen and all Elise could do was shake her head.
"Gabby said she and Aiden will be a little late…she was running behind with a project at work. Derek, Kyle, this is Cesaro. Cesaro…Derek and Kyle."
"Nice to meet both of you and congratulations on the engagement." Cesaro said as he shook both of their hands.
"Thank you and nice to meet you, too, Cesaro. It's nice to officially see you in person and not just a Google search." Derek said and Elise was embarrassed. "Don't worry…we did that with everyone she dated. Not that we did it that much…I mean…" he said as he stumbled over his words. "Elise, you need help in the dinner?" Derek said as he hustled behind the counter. "So, what is on the menu?" he asked before Elise pulled up the recipe on her tablet. "Baked lemon-garlic salmon and shrimp on a bed of asparagus and a shit-ton of butter…wow."
"I understood what you meant." Cesaro said with a smile before he sat down on the couch with Kyle. "I'm glad Elise have really good friends to look after her." he said as he stared at her with a smile. The remote to the panty vibrator felt like it was burning a hole in his pants pocket. He discreetly slipped his hands into his pocket as he lifted the glass of water he was drinking when Derek and Kyle arrived. Cesaro subtlety pressed the power button on, and he held back a smirk as he saw Elise pause a moment when slicing a lemon. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw her posture shift a little and he turned vibrator off. Suddenly, there was a knock at the door and Elise went to the door to get it.
"Hey, Gabby…hey, Aiden!" Elise said as she let them in. "So…introductions…Cesaro, this is Gabrielle and Aiden. Guys, this is Cesaro."
"Nice to finally meet you in person." Gabrielle said as Cesaro rose from the couch to shake their hands. "Elise has told us a lot about you and…looking you up don't hurt."
"You realize you all sound like stalkers, right?" Elise said as she walked back into the kitchen. Aiden was behind her with the bottle of Chardonnay she told them to bring.
"Hey, it was all Gabby, Derek, and Kyle's idea…I just happen to agree with them. We just wanted to see what he was all about. Besides, he's fucking huge…it'd take all four of us to kick his ass if he ever hurt you. Seriously though, you look happy."
"Thanks. Now, tell Derek to get his ass back in here and help me with dinner." Elise said as she opened a drawer and pulled out a corkscrew. "Open that wine you brought."
"Yeah, yeah…Derek, you've been summoned." Aiden said as he rolled his eyes and opened the bottle of wine. He poured four glasses and brought them to each of his friends. "Since I'm already up, I'll get you another glass of water, Cesaro." he said as he grabbed his glass and refilled it with water.
"Now," Kyle began. "I made all of them promise to not turn this night into an interrogation, but we do have questions…"
"And I have no problem answering them." Cesaro said as he slipped his hand into his pocket again. His hand hovered over the remote. "Ask me anything."
"I'll go first." Gabrielle said after a gulp of wine. "It's not really a question, but I just have to say as someone who has older brothers and a baby sister obsessed with wrestling, I was never into it. But I'm starting to see the appeal and I can tell you're really passionate about it…and you're good…from what my siblings have told me."
"Thank you…" Cesaro said as he turned the vibrator on, and he fought a smirk as he heard Elise's breath hitch. After a few moments, he switched the vibrator off again. He knew it was torture for her, and he would be lying to himself if he didn't admit he enjoyed her sweet torture a little. "I also appreciate you not telling me how 'fake' it is."
"Oh no…I may know shit about wrestling, but even I know that it looks painful and exhausting." Gabrielle said as she set her glass down on the coffee table. "Also...I've honestly, never seen Elise do so much research before in my life." she said with a teasing smile and Elise looked over her shoulder and shot her a look. "You know I have to embarrass you in front of your man. Payback for when you did that with me in front of Aiden."
"You are not fair." Elise moaned as she felt Cesaro come behind her and pull her against his bare chest. "You have no idea how hard it was to keep silent while preparing dinner." she said before Cesaro buried his hand in her hair and tugged her head back. He kissed her neck as his other hand moved up her thigh and under her dress.
"I had to punish you for deciding on such a decadent dinner for the evening." Cesaro whispered in her ear before nipping her earlobe. "Now, I'm going to have to burn off these extra calories." he said as his other hand moved closer to her panties.
"So, we're going to pretend like this wasn't a cheat day in your diet?" Elise said before she felt the vibrator again. "Again, you are not fair."
A little later that night
As the night progressed, Cesaro felt more comfortable with Elise's friends. He was a little nervous to meet them. Even though he and Elise had been dating for almost a year, this was the first time in his busy schedule he could meet them. A long-distance relationship was always hard, but with his constant travelling and her own busy life it was harder. He missed a lot of important moments…like when she moved into this place. She even told him that the industrial loft felt slightly cozier with his presence.
"Okay, okay…" Elise said as after she sipped her espresso martini. Everyone but Cesaro had a coffee martini, he had a non-alcoholic version of the cocktail. "What I don't like about academia is the snobbery involved in social issues. I mean, why does everything have to be a thought experiment with scholarly resources to be seen as valid?"
"Exactly!" Gabrielle said with a nod. "Do you remember that time when the subject of why it's important to pronounce names properly came up and how it turned into people being defensive and shit. The whole, 'I'm not hurting someone on purpose. You shouldn't judge people for making an honest mistake.' shit is tired when people have been telling you marginalized people face this more often than not. And invalidating a person's lived experience for peer-reviewed sources from someone just observing a thing and not actually experiencing it is just shitty. You can't be absolved from being held accountable for causing harm."
"I would have to agree." Cesaro said as he set his martini glass down. "In fact, I have several friends in the business with 'foreign' names and the amount of disrespect they get from certain fans is ridiculous. To think there's a scholar out there that would dismiss their feelings and invalidate their experience is sickening." he said, and Elise looked at him with a proud smile. He always felt a little self-conscious that he wasn't as smart as her friends, but she knew they didn't care. Even though most of them had degrees, they never talked down to anyone who didn't because they knew that having a degree meant nothing when connecting with people.
The night continued until everyone left and it was just Elise and Cesaro. Elise was washing dishes as Cesaro put away the leftovers. When he closed the refrigerator, he slipped his hand in his pocket pulled the remote out. Elise dropped the mixing bowl she was washing back into the water as she felt the vibrator at a higher vibration level. He loved watching her lean against the sink as she bit her lip. He turned it off and walked behind her.
"Would you like another cup?"
"Yes, sir…" Elise said in a breathy whisper as she felt Cesaro pull her close to his body. "I can't believe we did that all night." she said referring to the panty vibrator. She was nearly caught by Kyle and had to cover her gasp by saying she had to sneeze, but it wouldn't come. She didn't even buy the thing; she had won it as a prize during a game at her friend's bachelorette party. But that prize got her thinking about other things she wanted to try with Cesaro.
"You think you can finish washing the dishes in the next five minutes…I need some time to prepare something for you." Cesaro said as he gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"Sure…I can finish in five." Elise said as Cesaro let go of her and walked down the hall to her bedroom.
"You were almost good, Elise." Cesaro said into her ear as he moved his hands to her breasts. "What did I say would happen if you made a sound…if you showed any visible sign of what was going on?"
"You said I would find out tonight…" Elise said with a smirk. She liked when Cesaro was a dominant, but she also appreciated that he was a switch. It took actually talking to people in the BDSM scene to find out there were people who liked being a dominant and a sub, equally. Most media portrayed dominant and sub roles statically.
"I want you to undress and kneel on the bed." Cesaro said as he backed away from her and watched her unzip her dress and peel it down her body until it was pooled at her feet, and she stepped out of it. She got into position on the bed and heard the sound of fabric and a zipper. She was facing the headboard and she couldn't see him, but she imagined how he looked. She lowered her eyes to the assortment of accessories beside her on the bed. "I know you tried really hard to be good…even good girls get punished." he said as he walked closer beside her and stroked her cheek with the back of his hand. "Do you remember your safe word?"
"It's thesis, sir." she said trying to hide her smirk. Every now and then, she cringes that she chose that for her safe word, but it was the only thing she could think of to slow things down if things got intense. Cesaro's safe word wasn't a word, but three letters, VKM. "You don't have to worry…I'll use the safe word if I need to."
"Good." he said as he looked down at her bed and reached for the soft wrist restraints. "Lower you head." he said as he reached for the blindfold and placed it over her head. "Hold out your hands." he said, and Elise did as she was told. He secured her wrists in the velvet-lined cuffs and tested them to make sure they weren't too tight. He smirked as he watched her move her wrists to test them. "Are they too tight?"
"No, sir." Elise said as she wiggled her wrist in the cuffs in front of her. She let out a gasp as she felt his hand brush her leg as he reached for another item on the bed.
"Straighten your back and lift your head." Cesaro said before Elise got into the position and he toyed with the collar with nipple clamps attached to it. Elise let out a soft moan as he placed the collar around her neck and leaned down to her ear. "Mein gutes und böses Mädchen..." he whispered as he trailed a hand down one of the chains attached to a nipple clamp.
"How am I your good and bad girl?" Elise asked before Cesaro attached one clamp to her left nipple. She let out a cry of pain and pleasure. "Fuck!" she shouted as she felt Cesaro turn the panty vibrator on. She bit her lip as she felt him attach the other nipple clamp.
"You're my good girl because I know you were trying to keep quiet. You're my bad girl because I know you were thinking dirty thoughts all night. Thoughts I know you'd be ashamed of if your friends knew what they were."
"W-what if I was?" said asked with a smirk before Cesaro pressed his hand to her back and softly pushed her downward. "Shit…" she said as she felt the panty vibrator shift a little. "I…mmm" she said before she felt the leather fringes of the small flogger moving down her back. Her breath quickened as she felt he fringes over her lace panties before he brought it down on her ass. She let out a yelp as she felt the sting on her ass cheek coupled with the pleasure of the vibrator. Cesaro hit her again and once more.
"Then you'd be punished just like that." Cesaro said before he turned off the vibrator again and was met with a frustrated sound from Elise. "What were the dirty thoughts?"
"Um…nothing specific…just getting off on the thought that we had this little secret all night…it excited me. I liked the dynamic of giving up sexual control while I took control in planning and hosting this dinner. Oh, I did fantasize about something…" Elise trailed off. She was a bit embarrassed to tell him. Cesaro lightly spanked her with the flogger to coax a confession out of her. "Well…the research they don't know about is when I looked up wrestling sex fights on Pornhub. When wrestling was brought up, I…thought about that and imagined you and me…in the ring…I don't even know what my gear would look like, but…in my head…we weren't wearing that anyway. I thought about us…in front of a crowd…watching us…cheering, booing…some of them turned on…"
"You are going to make it hard for me to focus next time I'm in the ring, Elise." he said with a chuckle as he turned the panty vibrator on again. "Is that what you want? You want the fans to know what a dirty girl you are? You want them to see what you look like when you cum? You want them to hear you moan and beg for my dick?"
"Yes, fuck…yes…" Elise said with a moan as she felt herself on the verge of an orgasm. She felt him spank her with the flogger harder as she thought about her fantasy. Within minutes, she came with a shout as she fisted her sheets in her fingers. Cesaro turned off the panty vibrator and palmed her ass and she let out a hiss at the sting left from the flogger.
"You wouldn't fantasize about being in the ring if I made you run the ropes, you know." Cesaro said as he stroked her thighs before hooking his fingers in the band of her panties. He slipped them down her legs and off. She moaned when she felt his hand glide up her thighs and against her pussy. "So wet…" he said before he pulled his hand away. Elise could hear him sucking his fingers before he let out a moan. "And you taste amazing. Sit up." he said Elise rose to her knees. "I'm going to take the cuffs off; would you like that?"
"Yes." Elise said as she held out her wrists and felt Cesaro release her wrists from the cuffs. She shook some feeling back into her arms before she felt him kneel on the bed behind her as he pulled her close to him.
"Tell me another fantasy." he whispered into her ear as he reached into her hair and gave a slight tug as he kissed her neck.
"Um…okay. Sometimes, I think about what you do when you get a sexy text or picture from me. I imagine you actively trying to hide your hard-on from your colleagues. Placing a jacket over your legs…crossing them. Doing something silly to distract others from noticing."
"You enjoy torturing me too much." he said into her ear as he tugged on the chain attached to the nipple clamps. He grinned when he heard Elise let out a scream as the nipple clamps were yanked from her breasts.
"I should say the same for you." Elise said before she felt him stroking her clit. She leaned against him before she felt him slip a finger and another inside her. "Fuck…" she whispered as he finger-fucked her.
"You're not allowed to cum until I say so." Cesaro said with a grin as he heard her grumble in protest. He sped up the pace of his fingers and began thrusting them deeper as a punishment. "You think it's amusing making me hard in awkward moments?"
"I…mmm…" Elise said as she felt her way in front of her to find one of her pillows to clutch onto as Cesaro showed no mercy. She felt him grab her arms and pinned them behind her back with one hand as she continued to finger fuck her with the other.
"Do you think it's funny to make me so horny and turned on before a match? Do you have any idea how nerve-wracking it is to find a place to jerk off before I'm on TV? I think you like the idea of me going out there with a hard-on…" he said as he thrust his fingers deeper. He enjoyed watching her body shake as she tried to stop her orgasm. He knew she wasn't going to last until he said so, but it was always fun to watch her try. "Does it turn you on knowing you're the cause of my erections before a match?"
"Mmm…yes. Oh fuck…Yes!" she said as she came and Cesaro chuckled as he felt Elise wringing her hands as she rode out her orgasm. Cesaro released her arms and buried his hand in her hair and gave it a tug as he slipped his fingers out of her.
"Was that too much for you, Elise?" he whispered onto her ear as he turned her around and helped her off the bed. She felt him guide her to her knees before he gently took off the blindfold. She blinked a few times to adjust to the light before she realized she was eye-level with his dick. "You know what to do." he said with a smirk as she gripped him at the base and swirled her tongue around the head. He moaned when she took him into her mouth and sucked up and down his shaft. He leaned his head back and groaned as he felt the pace of her mouth quicken. He buried his hand in her hair and held her head as she worked her mouth over him. "Fuck…" he yelled as he came. He grinned watching Elise flatten her tongue as he ejaculated into her mouth. He swore he would commit that image to his mind if he ever needed a quick release. "You have no idea how hot that looked." he said as he reached down to caress her face and trace his thumb along her bottom lip. "I want to know something…are you up for trying what we talked about? It's okay if you don't want to." he said. They had discussed trying anal play and Elise was nervous. She had a bad experience with a guy who didn't know what he was doing, and she swore she would never try it again…until she met Cesaro.
"I want to…" Elise said as she stared up into his eyes as he helped her stand up. "I trust you." she said as she reached up and grabbed his face and brought him down to meet her lips in a kiss. "Please…" she said before Cesaro laid her down on the bed. She watched him kneel before her before he places his hands to part her legs for him. She moaned when she felt him spread her pussy lips before devouring her pussy. "Shit…" she moaned as she felt his tongue swirl around her clit and slip in and out of her slit. She felt another orgasm building.
"Come for me, Elise. Give me all of your juices." Cesaro said before diving back in again. Elise threw her head back as she clutched at the sheets as another orgasm hit her and her body trembled as she rode out her orgasm.
"Mmm…you're torturing me…" Elise said with a grin as she felt Cesaro shift a little to reach for the lubricant in the nightstand beside her bed. "I'm ready…I want to…"
"We'll go as slow as you want…if you don't like it…use your safe word, okay?" he said, and Elise nodded. He applied a generous amount of lube to his fingers and placed it at her entrance. "I'm going to start with one finger…are you ready?"
"Yes…" Elise said as she watched him rub her puckered hole and gently worked his finger in. She shifted her hips a little trying to get use to the foreign feeling. He was a lot more careful than Lee ever was. She wasn't as nervous for the single digit, but she was for additional ones. "I'm good…I'm good."
"Okay…I'm adding another one. Are you ready for that?" Cesaro asked as he watched Elise nod her head. Normally, he would ask her to express her consent verbally, but he knew her facial expressions well enough to know if she really liked something or not. He slowly added another finger inside her, and she winced a little at the discomfort and he paused while sliding his fingers into her. "Tell me if you want me to stop."
"I'm good…just give me a moment…" she said as she breathed a couple of times before nodding for him to continue. She moaned as she felt Cesaro rubbing her clit as he continued to slide his fingers into her. She felt the slight burn of the discomfort melting away as it turned into a pleasurable feeling.
"Are you ready for more?" Cesaro asked and Elise nodded. He scissored his fingers slowly inside her and she moaned. "You're doing so well, Elise." he said before he kissed her inner thigh. She let out a grumble of protest when he pulled his fingers out of her. He reached for the small anal plug and rubbed it against her hole. "Are you ready?" he asked, and Elise nodded as she closed her eyes and braced herself for the slightly larger intrusion. Twisting in small circles he worked the toy into her, slowly. "Das ist es. Du kannst es haben. Mein gutes und böses Mädchen."
"You know my brain can't process German right now…" Elise said and Cesaro paused to laugh softly before placing a kiss on her thigh.
"That's it. You can take it. My good and bad girl." Cesaro translated what he said. "Is that better?" he asked and, she nodded. "Okay." he said as he managed to work the toy all the way in her. "Does it feel good?" he asked as he pulled the anal plug out a little and worked it back causing her to moan. "I'll take that as a yes. I can imagine how good you feel. You're so wet…" he said as he used his free hand to move his fingers through her wetness. "Are you thinking about me being inside your ass?"
"Yes…" Elise moaned out as she closed her eyes. She thought about Cesaro bending her over and whispering dirty things in her ear as he fucked her ass. Something about him made her want to do all the things she was too nervous to try with other men. Well, she knew what that something was. It was love.
"You'll have to tell me what you're imagining later." he said with a smirk as he sped up the pace of the toy as he rubbed her clit.
"Fuck!" Elise moaned as she gripped the sheets as she felt another orgasm hit her. She groaned when she felt Cesaro pull the toy out of her.
"Do you think you have one more in you?" Cesaro asked with a wicked grin on his face as he climbed on top of her, and she felt his hard dick against her thigh.
"I might…" she said with a smirk before she lifted her head to kiss him. She moaned when she felt him reach between them and he guided himself into her. "Mmm…I definitely do."
"So do I…" Cesaro groaned as he began thrusting in and out of her. He sped up his pace and moaned when she rose her hips to meet his. He felt her body shaking beneath him and as she screamed his name over and over as he fucked her harder.
"Can't…take…fuck!" Elise screamed as she came as her body shook. She felt Cesaro's hips move erratically as he came before his body collapsed on top of hers. "Mmm…" she said as he buried his head in the crook of her neck. She loved hearing him breathing and panting in her ear. She would hear it regularly after he would call him after a match, but whenever they had sex, it sounded different...better. She loved hearing the satisfied giggle him his breathing after they had sex. They laid like that for a minute until Cesaro gathered enough strength to pull out of her before he got out of bed and walked to the kitchen. He grabbed two glassed and filled them with water before going back to the bedroom. "Thanks." Elise said as she sat up and drank from her glass. "I feel like I was just at the gym…but better. I may murder you in the morning…I'm too tired to put my bonnet on. I didn't think this night through."
"I think your hair is cute when it's all over the place. But Naomi did warn me it was important." he said as Elise, reluctantly, got out of bed to start her nighttime routine. When she finished, she returned to bed and cuddled up to Cesaro. "You know…I hired a coach for an upcoming marathon. He gave me a run for my money..."
"Stop…" Elise said with a laugh. She loved his brand of after care which included a glass of water, cuddling, and his dad jokes. "You are so lucky you're attractive."
"I don't mean to brag, but cashiers always check me out…" he said, and Elise groaned as she laughed. "Last one. What did Jay-Z call his wife before they got married? Feyonce…" he said, and Elise genuinely laughed at that joke.
"I hate that I laughed." she said as she watched him yawn. "Goodnight."
The next morning
"My friends really like you." Elise said as she sipped her coffee. They were cuddled up drinking coffee watching the sunrise while listening to music.
"And I like your friends. I'm glad you have people looking out for you when I'm not here. I wish I could be here more often…or have you with me."
"I want that, too. There's just so much to think about. I mean…we've talked about this before, but…would you be willing to move? I'm mean…I am."
"I've been thinking about it. When I leave the ring…whenever that is…I've considered it. I'm just trying to think about the after, you know. I know it wouldn't be fair to ask you to move away from your life here if I wasn't willing to do the same.
"Whatever you decide…I'll support you. I'm willing to collaborate with you on this." Elise said as Cesaro wrapped an arm around her. A mentor once told her that relationships should be about collaboration and not compromise. Compromise suggests someone has to sacrifice their boundaries and feelings for the happiness of the other person and that's not how she saw her relationship with Cesaro.
"I'll collaborate with you as well." he said as he sipped his coffee. "I just want to be with you, and I cherish these moments while I can." he said as he held her tighter. He would do anything for her, but she made it clear that whatever he chooses shouldn't be done to make her happy. It has to be something they both want. He knew collaboration was not always an easy thing to happen, because he knows love is complicated, but he was willing to try.