Hi~

I dunno why but I was just romdom mood to write this. soooo...

I do not own fairly oddparents

Cosmo flew depressed through the empty streets, trying to keep his tears back, which seems to be threatening over the face. Normally he would disguise as something else but since yet no ones here, he descided to remain in his astral form. He never felt that useless before. Wanda and timmy also right he's nothing as trouble.

Cosmo just wanted to help Wanda by changing poofs diaper which was not helpful and Wanda got of course mad. Then he tried to play super hero which its came out he was just a super zero, Since Everybody rid him out of the city. He was nothing. He would always be nothing as a moron. The tears seem to run faster covering all over the face.

"Danm it, danm it!", putting his hand into his hair as he screamed loudly out the throat. No ones here!,No ones care where he is! and no one would ever care about him if he goes FOREVER!! feeling of depression and low self-esteem as well. He just needed to feel needed and Cosmo tried everything but it turned out he was more than useless... he's just a waste of time! Why should he live when no ones need him?

Hopelessly, he fell on his kness and lined the back on the tree behind. The sky was full of dark clouds, raining faster as never before. Strangely enough,the weather matched exactly how the poor green-haired fairy felt right now. The only reason why he's trying to keep himself alive was... Wanda... yeah Wanda. She, the lovely pink haired fairy was his real true love which he never dreamed before. But today... It show's she's better without him. That's was the horror he was fearing since they're married. Now, he knows for sure he just wasted her time. He had no love... he never deserved one... He was the one who was so dangerously stupid to hurt his family by his... STUPIDY!!

"I feel sorry for Wanda, that she has to settle with me..." sighed Cosmo closing his pained eyes. The tears slipped each lid.

" she deserves someone better...and Timmy he deserves better godfather... I am so sorry... I'm such a disappoint...",

Sometimes, Cosmo wished he could die...just die. He may be seen outside happy and cheerful, but behind his STUPIDY was hidding really depressed Cosmo that nobody seem him before not even Wanda... yeah she knew he had a horrible childhood and he was depressed about this... She knew Cosmo when he was a teenager he tendence to have self-loathing episode. Since he can hide it so well from everyone, so nobody would even thought about that.

Cosmo tried before he met wanda to commite suicide...

He wanted free himself from bullying and abuse...

Cosmo isn't afraid to doing this again. He live because Wanda is his life, if Wanda would leave he would dead too.

" argh why do I have live, when no ones really need me...

"Cosmo...COSMO!", cried Wanda and Timmy as they trying desperatly looking a spark of Cosmo. They were out here, since Cosmo send the goodbye letter. When Cosmo send that kind of letter, Wanda, Timmy and poof were struck in their own guilt for making Cosmo feel this way. Mostly Wanda. Not believing how could she put her own Husband away...her own Cosmo! which made the pink-haired- fairy feel more worse as she saw Cosmo's tearing face it made her cry too.

Knowing she wasn't out of the guilt. Its all her fault to made her only Husband feel that way.

"What should we do?", Timmy asked desperataly. He also worried about Cosmo.

"Poof Poof",

"yeah I know poof, we're sorry too",

A sever sighn come from Wanda as she collapsed herself on the ground. Her eyes were full of tears, she buried her face. Not wanting that the boys see her crying.

Though, Timmy and poof noticed Wanda attitude. Poof flew closer to his mother, sitting on her lap. He snuggled into her chest." mom-my",

The fairy gently stroke on the forehead,Looking to her son, Wanda gave a weak smile as Timmy, also hug Wanda dropping the tears on her shoulders.

" Wanda...I'm sorry...",

Wanda frowed, looking under to Timmy. Sorry? for What? She's the one to blame for letting her Husband down. Timmy and poof are just a kid, which mean she should have been doing better.

"Sport", she hold Timmy firm as she eyed on him" you shouldn't apologize, especially when I am the one to blame",

"but Wanda..."

"No, sweetie its wasn't your fault",

"But I was pretty mean too", Timmy gazed ashamed until he felt soft hand on the chin, making him looking into hers. Wanda gave him a warm smile."sweetie its not, believe me. It's mine. After all, I should be the one to pervent it", Yet she couldn't helped but the tears slipped each lid.

Still, feeling of ashamed and guilt. She wished its never happened. Wanda herself knows, she is pretty much of nag but it's was the thing, which it couldn't be helped.

Her anxiety drives her crazy, which why she's pretty much of nag. It's fears her, that she could lose someone,who she loves. It's fears her, anytime it could happens something bad, which it's caused by abusive childhood. While her mother being worked full time, her Stepfather and her half brother always abuse her. Big daddy always had high expectation on her. Blonda had has her own sorrow, since their parents divorced, which why she was always cold towards her twin and dealing with lots of fake friends despite she was always popular. Wanda lived under constant fear and panic attacks.

Though her anxiety got better it the time, still, she tendence to be nag. Right now she had to find Cosmo...

"Come on...We should keep looking",

••••••

Meanwhile Cosmo, still crying his sorrow out. While sitting to the closes cliff. His depression, which seemed to be hide well, seemed to breaking out. Cosmo wasn't ready to falling apart. The stupid, silly fairy whose smile is the brightest, have to deal with a huge childhood trauma which caused by Mama Cosma's emotional and physicall abuse. Seeing his own Father who has clearly commite suicide and later Mama Cosma kick his twinsister out, since then, he never saw her again.

Even Cosmo knew, nobody can't barely live under mama cosma's roof without falling apart. Even Cosmo couldn't anymore, which why he tried to commite suicide like his father. knowing he has to dealing with same trauma and depression. Yes, Cosmo knew he's lately letting the coldly behavior and harmful joks it Wanda, even though,he didn't mean too. He loves Wanda and he always will.

His fist tightend as surreal anger slipped past." Why I?", Cosmo mumbled with a harsh voice. Again, he trasched the fist against the tree as he savagery howled." WHY I...TELL ME...WHY?",

Suddenly, a gun fell out the tree and hit the head.

"ouch...huh whats this?",

As Cosmo bent down, Looking the gun. Wondering,how the heck did it fall out of the tree. Smiled crossed over the teary face as he held the gun, next to his head. Not able to think clearly. Soon all the pain would disappear and everyone would be happy...Without him. Why should he live anyway...

Cosmo, about to shouting himself but before he could someone interrupted him. Cosmo's eyes widened.

"STOP DON'T DO THIS!",

••••••

Not long the pink-haired fairy saw for far something green.She looked closer to recognize as Wanda realized it was Cosmo, her heart begann to beat. Wanda wanted to apologiz her husband. Then she caught him, by holding something...it's look like a gun or something. Wanda narrowed her eyes, widened when she realized its was a gun, which he's holding. Wanda grasp not able to breath. No! It can't be happening. HE's not dying. Not today or ever!

Immiadiately, she flew faster, letting Timmy and poof behind. Not carring even she heard a voice behind.

"Wanda WANDA!"

Wanda flew faster and faster. She was never so frightened before. Cosmo couldn't die! She need him. The tears were streaming.

"STOP! DON'T DO THIS!",

But still, the gun remaid. Not giving any single move.

"No, you would be b-better without me",

Wanda reached carefully, any wrong move and Cosmo would disappear forever."Honey...you know its not true",

Cosmo still didn't move. Tears were streaming out. His hands started to tremble, not sure what to do.

"Oh sweetheart...", Wanda started to tremble." please take this off",

"N-No...I can't",

"Honey why not", She slowly tried to reached closer.

Cosmo, however step back. Still not sure.

"Messing things up...",

"Cosmo...", But Cosmo interrupt her.

"I don't wanna messing things up...I just don't. I-I really tried hard for being enough for Timmy,poof and you b-but...", Cosmo couldn't help as huge sob overcome.

"But the point is, I'm useless! I'm just waste of the time! What's a point to live, if nobody need me ANYWAY!",

Wanda starred stunned. How long feels Cosmo this way?. Knowing, she was so selfish by pity her anxiety and thought of self-harm but how could she pushed her Husband away. Though Wanda knew Cosmo also dealing with the childhood trauma as she does.

"Baby...please I-I need you...", Wanda also cried. Her worst nightmare was about to coming true."Listen Cosmo...I'm sorry...I'm really sorry...please I love you",

Cosmo, still holding the gun on the hand. While he fircely trembled.

"I-I love you too, Thats why I'm doing this, to making you happy",

"BUT COSMO I WOULDN'T BE HAPPY, IF YOU DIE!", exclaimed Wanda and burst into the tears. Cosmo stunned by her outburst."W-What?!"

Wanda floated closer to her husband."Puddin' please...I love you! I can't even imagine to lose you!",

Its broke Cosmo's heart as seeing his Wife desperat tears and beg. No, he can't do this to her! he slowly but still unsure put the gun down.

"Baby...please gimme the gun",

Soon he put the gun down. Wanda immiadiatly ran in her's Husband loving arms. He touched his lips on her forehead.

"Wanda...I",

"shh sweetie,you don't have to apologiz", hushed Wanda, putting the finger on his lips. Cosmo closed his eyes, tears of joy slipped each lids."Thank you...I love you",

"I love you too Cosmo",

Then again Cosmo leand down as he lift her face. Wanda baraly could capture his look before his lips crasched against her's.

It was deep yet loving kiss. Like always when they kiss, their hearts and Souls starts slowly to heal.

Both stayed as long as they could. Then eventually they parted and looking breathlessly into each other eyes. Wanda laid the head on his shoulder and Cosmo pulled her closer in his arms. Both stayed long, not bothering having anything else.

Until they suddenly heard a femillar voice.

"Wanda...and...COSMO!", Timmy and poof eventually threw themselves in his arms." you're oky! Oh we're so happy!", Timmy and poof were also relieved that Cosmo was fine."dada",

"yes poof daddy is here and yeah Timmy I'm fine",

Poof giggled as everybody laughed.

"Never do this again",

"yeah Timmy I would try", promised Cosmo.

Wanda gave him another quik kiss on his cheek." you would always be our super hero, right guys?",

"yeah!", Timmy and poof agreed. Then they all gave each other a family hug.

Like a really big family. Though Cosmo and Wanda knew Timmy is just their godchild but they still sees him as their son. Timmy remaind them by their abandon child as Wanda got accidentaly pregnant. Unfortunately its was against the biggest rule, which why they gave him somewhere in earth. Til today it's triggers them both. Especially Wanda. But Timmy he looks so similar. Sometimes they really wondered if he is their son. Who knows someday they would found out and bring him home, then he wouldn't have to stay with psycho babysitter Vicky and neglectful parents but right now they have to wait...

Later they made their way home, like a happy and loving family.

Shook in the end right? Well who knows Cosmo and Wanda have a luck and it would turned out Timmy might be their child or not but who knows~

Well what do you think?

AN: As you might know, english isn't my first language. I'm really trying my best to make my english better or at least understandable. Lately it's streesed me pretty out and my depression isn't doing better it all and all the school works. Once I really asked myself if my english is at least understandable. I downloaded lots of app to make my english better but Lol obviosly I'm too stupid to use the app propley. Sooo anyway please give me a rewiew or PM massege how can I make my english better or If you understand my fanfic if not I would try much harder.

Sooo see ya later~