Chapter 2 : What I've Done

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'Cause I've drawn regret

From the truth of a thousand lies

So let mercy come and wash away

What I've done

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After what happened at Lucius Malfoy's office, it had taken Astoria a long shower, plenty shots of Firewhiskey from Draco's supply and hours of confusement to finally fall asleep, very drunk and very irritated.

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I'll face myself

To cross out what I've become

Erase myself

And let go of what I've done

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That was why she woke up only in the afternoon of the following day. At first she was very confused; when she opened her eyes, she immediately closed them again because a bad headache hit her.

„Fuck", she groaned to herself. She could still not believe what had happened and when memories from the last evening flashed through her mind, she finally forced herself to get up. Tried to think about anything else but her father in-law fucking her like a whore on his office table.

She almost wished she could tell herself that he had raped her - but he hadn't.

To be honest, she wouldn't have protested even if she had dared to.

Had come twice, and it had been very confusing, but also pleasuring.

Before she even realized what she was actually doing, she felt another Firewhiskey running down her throat.

Standing in the big bedroom (her and Draco's bedroom, she felt her intestines cramp at that thought), dressed only in a nightgown, she was calming down when she felt a familiar dizziness overcoming her.

A little bit too dizzy, she realized when she almost stumbled into her husband's booze storage.

She couldn't even remember her last meal - must've been more than 24 hours ago - and drinking right after getting up from bed wasn't a very good idea; but the headache was almost gone by now.

Somehow, she made it to the bathroom. While she brushed her teeth, she realized that she needed food - but what if she met him ?

She had once tried to avoid the family dinner by asking the House Elf to bring her some food to her room - that had ended up with a dead House Elf and even if the Malfoys didn't consider them worth anything but serving them, Astoria thought differently about them and wouldn't want another poor creature to suffer because of her, so that wasn't an option.

It took her a while and another booze shot until she wrapped herself in a big black cloak in order to go to the kitchen. She hadn't heard any sound since she had gotten out of bed - probably they weren't even home.

Astoria tried not to make any sound and wrapped the cloak even closer around her body when she rushed through the Manor, passing the big stairway and almost passing the Main Room until -

„Slept in late, didn't we?"

A cool and threatening voice made her stop immediately ; it felt like she did not only stop her movement, but like her heart stopped beating as well.

Astoria slowly turned around, not letting go of the cloak she was still wrapping

around herself - like it would protect her.

She saw Lucius Malfoy coming towards her through the Main Room which was slightly lightened by some candles at the walls and the fireplace where he had probably been sitting until now. His simple but scaring presence caused her body not only to freeze in her movements, but there was also a warm twitch in her lower regions.

She nervously looked around, causing him to laugh drily. „Nobody else is here", he said, knowing exactly what she had been thinking.

He had almost reached her as she spoke. „Yeah, I was just on my way to the kitchen", she said, her voice sounding way more calm than she had expected it to, and intended to walk away.

He stopped her before she had even made one step by grabbing her upper arm harshly and forceful.

Astoria unwillingly looked at him, grimacing from his hurting grip on her arm.

Although his grip was really hard, she felt her abdomen twitch again at his touch, more intense now.

„Haven't I told you to behave yesterday?", he said with an angry tone in his voice. „I haven't seen you the whole day, that is not acceptable."

„Something changed yesterday", she muttered, surprised by her own courage as she spoke - maybe it was the Firewhiskey inflaming her.

Lucius' facial expression hardened, as well as his hand around her upper arm. He was pretty sure going to leave a mark there.

„Yes, indeed", he hissed. „You're mine."

Astoria tried to step away from him, but he didn't let go.

„Actually, I'm Draco's. Your son's wife."

„Don't challenge me", he hissed, almost wanting to beat the crap out of her, „You're a naughty little brat, but also a pretty Pureblood. You are going to serve me whenever I tell you to and you will certainly quit talking back at me like that."

Astoria's brown eyes widened and she just looked at him, not knowing what to say. His words and the way he had said them didn't leave any room for discussions.

The moment he let go of her arm, she slowly made some steps away from him towards the long table and the fireplace because any other way was blocked by his presence. His hot presence.

She leaned with her lower back against the table and looked down onto the floor in front of her; thoughtful.

He watched her, trying to spot her beautiful body beneath the ridiculous coat she was still wrapping herself into and slightly smiled to himself.

He wasn't intending to force her again. He wouldn't need to, he thought as he slowly followed her.

Lucius stopped when he stood right in front of her and watched her for another moment, but she didn't look at him.

He grabbed her hard by her hair and forced her head backwards; she inhaled sharply at his sudden action, but didn't dare to make a sound.

„Don't tell me that you're not soaking wet right now", he silently said into her ear, his words and the breath against her neck sending shivers down her spine. "Don't tell me that you do not want me to fuck you right here, where the Dark Lord usually sits."

Astoria closed her eyes and tried to avoid their bodies to touch , but she was cornered again. And by her twitching abdomen she guessed that his words were true.

Lucius loosened his grip on her without stepping back, so when she looked at him, their faces were only inches away from each other.

Suddenly, he raised an eyebrow. „Did you drink?", he asked. Surprised and slightly amused.

Astoria felt trapped. „I don't know what you mean", she said and nervously tried to make a shrugging gesture, unintentionally letting go of the cloak.

Of course he recognized it and looked down on her nightgown, his eyes clouding by lust.

„That's another unacceptable habit", he growled, not sounding as angry as he wanted to. „As I said, you are going to give birth to Pureblood children, and that doesn't go along with drinking."

He slowly pushed the cloak down her shoulders, moving his hands down her beautiful, skinny body while he placed a kiss on her neck.

Astoria laid her hands on his torso, but to his surprise, she didn't try to push him away.

„But -", she started.

He interrupted her and said with a husky voice: „It doesn't matter whose children. They are going to be from pure blood and that is the only thing that matters to the Dark Lord and all of us."

His hands went over her hips and belly until they found her breasts through the nightgown. He wasn't surprised that her nipples had already hardened before he touched them.

Astoria closed her eyes. She was too aroused, too dizzy to stop him; and actually, she wasn't even sure whether she wanted him to stop. His hands all over her body, his breath and mouth against the skin of her neck, his erection pressing up against her thigh …

„You have already gone too far", he said , almost softly, while his hands kept exploring her body. Lifted the nightgown upwards, grabbing her perfectly shaped ass hardly and forcing her to sit on the table.

Astoria let out a soft moan when she felt his erection now pressing up against the most sensitive spot between her legs.

Her nightgown was gone but there was still too much fabric between them. Lucius was surprised when he realized that she was trying to get him rid of his clothes, too.

Maybe it was still the Firewhiskey inflaming her, maybe his hot presence and his naughty words. Maybe the forbidden , maybe the fact that Astoria had always admired older men.

Before she could even think about her actions, she was laying with her back on the table, her panties were gone and her legs were wrapped around her father-in-law above her. He quickly pulled his trousers off and when he looked at her again, he saw anticipation and lust in her gaze.

She definitely was his now.

He slightly touched her upper thighs which she willingly moved more apart than they had already been.

He brushed the tip of his cock against her wet entry, causing her to moan quietly again.

Instead of filling her up with his length instantly, he leaned forward and muttered into her ear: „What do you want?"

Astoria was too aroused to even blush. She tried to reach out for his cock with her right hand, but he stopped her by grabbing her wrist hardly and pinning her arm next to her face on the table with his own.

„What do you want?", he insisted, more threatening now, while he brushed his cock slightly up and down of her cunt.

„Please", she whimpered and looked into his grey eyes.

„Please what, Astoria?", he said with a steel-hard facial expression.

Now she blushed. „Fuck me", she whispered.

He slightly grinned. Devilishly. „Now that's a good behavior", he said and suddenly slammed his whole, big length into her.

Astoria screamed out in pain and her whole body tensed.

„Just what you wanted, isn't it?", he muttered while he also grabbed her left wrist to pin her left arm onto the table like her right one already was, while he started to fuck her, not caring about her desperate cries.

She was so wet and her body contracting from the pain made her even tighter for him.

It was becoming too much for her. Too much pain, too much pleasure - like last evening, but more intense this time.

Lucius ignored her cries - they seemed to even increase his speed of thrusting his cock in and out of her tight cunt, while he still held her wrists pinned next to her face on both sides.

„This is where you belong", he hissed.

Astoria's back painfully met the table beneath her with each of his forceful thrusts and though, she felt an orgasm building up inside of her.

When she threw her head back in ecstasy and her cries became moans, Lucius suddenly pulled his cock completely out of her.

Watched her confused disappointment and smiled devilishly while he slowly let go of her wrists and got up.

Astoria watched his big shilouette above her and thought about reasons why he would suddenly stop fucking her so good.

„You want to come?", he simply asked and took a seat at the chair next to him . „Earn it."

She rose from the table, her hair messy, her eyes clouded and her beautiful body aching for his touch. She intensely watched her father-in-law sitting at that chair, his legs apart, a pair of opened trousers the only thing he was wearing, his presence showing his arrogance and dominance. He made her feel it without touching her.

He wouldn't make it that easy for her, not this time ; he would finish what he had started today - making her express her needs, that she craved him.

He would soon have her doing anything for his pleasure - and hers.

„Get on your knees", he hissed. „Show me how bad you want that cock back inside of you."

Astoria's eyes widened and met his but it didn't take a long time for her to obey.

The edge of his mouth twitched in approval when she slowly slid from the table on her knees right in front of him. Looked up to him from down there with her stunning beauty , still not completely sure what she was actually doing.

She felt dizzy again when she laid her hand on his upper thigh and could smell herself on his cock before she actually tasted it with the tip of her tongue when she started flicking it around the tip of his manhood.

Lucius couldn't remember the last time he had enjoyed a blow-job so much. It would cost him a lot of self-effacement not to fuck that beautiful bitch numerous times a day when his wife and son would be back around at the house.

„Hasn't my son taught you how to suck a cock properly?", he growled.

Before Astoria was even able to protest, he stopped her teasing and licking by grabbing her head hardly by her hair and forced his dick deep inside of her mouth until he had her choking around it. She took a deep breath when he let go, but he didn't give her time to recover and repeated his action several times.

„Pathetic", he commented her coughing and slightly slapped her face ; not like he wanted to hurt her , but enough to make her feel humiliated.

„Looks like I need to teach you more than I intended to. Now get up."

Astoria swallowed hard, still trying to understand what was happening, but following his command by clumsily and trembling getting up from kneeling in front of him to standing and was immediately pushed back by her strong father in-law back against the table.

He made her sit on the table right in front of him and pushed his big, rock-hard erection forwards into her tight and wet warmth.

Astoria cried out in pain as he filled her up, almost feeling like he would tear her apart, but still wrapped her legs instinctively around his strong hips.

Lucius couldn't believe how good her beautiful body was reacting to him and started to fuck her forcefully.

„Look at me", he growled and grabbed her neck hardly with his right hand.

Astoria's brown eyes met his grey ones , increasing his speed and force even more.

The grey eyes she had been avoiding to look into seemed to make her his now, showed her how much he wanted her.

„Come for me", he hissed, his eyes not leaving hers, his grip hardening around her small neck, his cock pounding in and out her vagina.

And she did, three times in a row, quickly followed by him exploding inside of her; only a hard breath escaped his mouth and his grip on her tightening while his hot semen filled Astoria up.

She closed her eyes, the dizzyness and aftermath of the multiple orgasms making her feel like she would fade away. She rested her head against the muscular torso of her father-in-law, breathing heavily and trying to stay conscious. This had by far been the best and most satifying sexual experience in her life.

Lucius Malfoy didn't pull his cock out of her like he would usually do ; stayed inside of her, not wanting his sperm leaving her body too early, letting his beautiful daughter in-law rest her head against his body, almost enjoying being so close to her.

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put to rest
what you thought of me
while I clean this slate
with the hands of uncertainty
so let mercy come and wash away

what I've done

I'll face myself
to cross out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done

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… to be continued