I don't own Star Wars, Anakin, Padme or other characters

Rated: M, as I mentioned earlier, so much Sex… because we didn't get enough from George Lukas

I intend to update once a week, we will see

This story takes place long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away ...

It begins on Naboo in the year 32 bby, with the difference that Anakin will see Padme every year, not after ten years.

Failed Deception, Chapter 1

-Are you an Angel?

-What?

-An Angel. I've heard the deep space pilots talk about them. They live on the moons of Iego, I think. They're the most beautiful creatures in the universe.

-You're a funny little boy. How do you know so much?

-I listen to all the traders and star pilots who come through here. I'm a pilot, you know, and someday I'm goint to fly away from this place

It was just a few days ago that he spoke to her. Now he has to say goodbye, he has to leave for Jedi Temple with Obi-Wan Kenobi to begin training as a Jedi. One day he will be a Jedi Knight. What if he can't see her anymore? She was as beautiful as an angel. He carved jipor for her and gave her to remember him. She said she doesn't need that to remember him, her affection for him will last forever. She hugged him. He had to see her again ... but she wasn't there. The Queen said she will tell her and she is convinced that Padmé's heart will always be with him. How does she know?

And then he saw her again, in a Nabooian spaceship, she said they were going to war. And then the big surprise when they stand in front of Boss Nass. She knelt down and asserted to be Queen Amidala. Yes, he remembers everything, the battle of Theed, how the hunter went on his own, OK. no it was R2. And then all the maneuvers and shooting ... and then he's in the middle of the attack and ends up in the Trade Federation hangar, and how he got away, and how he shot the two torpedoes into the reactor room, and how the Federation battleship exploded, and how none of the pilots could believe that a child ... oh yes ...

But that wasn't a nice day. A Sith killed Qui-Gon Jin. Obi-Wan caught him, but still. At the cremation he saw her again, all in purple, an angel. Qui-Gon Jin went up in flames, when the drum roll stopped and pigeons were released, his body was gone. Obi-Wan told him he is one with the Force now. Qui-Gon stood up for him before the Jedi Council, but now he didn't know what expect him in the future. He felt scared. Obi-Wan told him Jedi Council had given him approval to train him. So now he will become a Jedi, one day, after a long and hard training...a Jedi Knight.

Unfortunately, he didn't know what to expect at the time, he should first be taught that.

The victory over the blockade was celebrated with an impressive parade. Thousands celebrated and cheered when Boss Nass had handed the Peace Ball to Queen Amidala. Beside her stood Obi-Wan and then he. She didn't speak to him, she just smiled warmly at him. He thought when the parade is over he will fly to Coruscant with Obi-Wan to begin his Jedi training. Will he see her again? He wished it, she was as beautiful as an angel. Padmé.

Coruscant, was very different from what he expected. Actually, he didn't know what to expect. Coruscant was everything what Tatooine wasn't. Tatooine was home to a few species, native flora and fauna, more fauna than flora ... sand was everywhere ... simply desolate. And he couldn't take his mother with him. It made him sad, it tormented him. He didn't miss Tatooine himself. Coruscant was different, anything but expected, but it wasn't nice. There was a beautiful planet to fight for, and there she lived, Padme. She was the queen, queen of a beautiful world, his queen. He thought of her every day and remembered her with love. Surely it wasn't a man's love for a woman, he was only nine and she was fourteen, almost a child too.

Training for to be a Jedi wasn't easy. He had to prepare for his long time as a padawan. He did not run through the rank of youth, he was only accepted at the age of nine ... against the massive opposition of the entire Jedi Council. Obi-Wan won, he was now a padawan now ... short hair and a long braid, that was the human padawan.

He learned quickly and caught up with everything no one expected. Unfortunately, the education included not only lightsaber fighting, but also everything that other children and later adolescents learned in their schools. The only thing Anakin didn't like that much was meditating ... but how will you feel the Force if not through meditation, Obi-Wan always had to remember. Anakin was very technically gifted. He tinkered, could fix everything ... .. remembered how he won Podracer races and saved his friends and himself, that's how he got away from this planet ... but his mother stayed. Anakin was always busy tinkering and repairing. Without Obi-Wan's knowledge, of course, he allowed himself to offer his skills as services somewhere in the lower levels of Coruscant, and with success. Nobody knew who he was and he made good money with it. This was the first violation of the Jedi Code. There were many more to come. But, now he had money and thought he would need it later, maybe to buy a nice little something for Padmé ... and of course to free his mother from slavery. He must have five thousand loans ready.

When he was ten years old, he traveled to Naboo with his master. It was an important mission in which Obi-Wan was secretly requested as an escort for the queen. Actually, a warning had preceded it and it was feared that the security service would not be able to cope with it. It was only three days, but he saw Padme and spoke to her. He had met her in the garden of the palace and she had time for him. She was interested in how he is doing on Coruscant, what he's learning, is he satisfied with the progress. He said it was tough, but when he thinks of her everything becomes easier for him. She laughed, it was cute, he was cute ... little Ani. She liked him. He told her that he missed his mother. She wondered how she could help.

A year later, when he was eleven, she was sixteen, Obi-Wan had to take over the company again, she simply felt safe under his protection. Anakin noticed how Padmé had changed, she was now almost a young woman, and was afraid she would ignore him, he was a child to her. She was very friendly to him, to her little Ani ... .. exactly what he didn't want. He wanted all of her attention, he didn't want to be treated like a little child.

Anakin had hit puberty, he grew and grew, began to change and had no one to ask questions, the good master masterfully avoided each of them.

"Master, my ... ah, my ... between the legs ... is getting longer and longer and I have weird curly hair down between... When I sweat, it smells so strong. What should I do?"

"Anakin, this is normal. You can shower more often. That's what all the boys go through "

Great explanation, he thought ... maybe he could ask Palpatine, he always has advice. Or better not, it's embarrassing. He chose something completely different. He went to the healer. Smart decision. He went to A'Sharad Hett. He was not yet a fully trained healer, was only a few years older, but Anakin hoped that he could at least hear something useful. And so it was. He was given a detailed explanation of how his body is in a development phase in which it is developing from boy to man, mentally and physically. It wasn't just the verbal explanation, A'Sharad went to the Jedi Library with Anakin, found all the records that briefly but aptly described the development of the human body, and showed him. Anakin was glad that someone was ready to explain what was happening to him. This enabled him to visually grasp the topic and understand it better. He understood now why he was now even more fixated on Padmé and also understood why this could not be based on reciprocity … ..or not yet. If he got the record right it won't stay that way, he'll catch up, sometime in the not-so-distant future, both of them will be adults. Still, he thought of Padmé every day and every night, he dreamed of her, over and over again the same dream that was slowly turning into agony.

-Are you an Angel? … ..

He and his master were always called to Naboo when the queen was seriously threatened. Like when he was thirteen, he hadn't seen her in a year. Now that he knew what was happening to him, what had already happened to Padmé, it was even more difficult to be with her, to communicate, he had found himself staring at her. She noticed it too and since she knew what it was about, she avoided the uncomfortable situation so that she avoided being alone with him. She was a queen, everything had to be on record. Anakin saw that she was more with his Master, he was sometimes left out. Anakin got jealous. But he couldn't exactly explain this feeling of discomfort, he just knew he didn't want to leave his master alone with her. He followed, sometimes unaffected.

One afternoon while they were on Naboo, Anakin noticed a dark shadow in the palace garden. This followed Padmé and Obi-Wan. This shadow had a bow in one hand and a quiver of arrows on its back. The dark shadow knelt down behind a bush and aimed at Padmé or his master, from this perspective where he was standing was not visible. His job was to react, that was clear. He was already well trained in the use of the lightsaber, was the best in his class. Anakin jumped forward and severed both hands of the attacker. Obi-Wan and Padmé immediately came to the place where the assassin was struck down. Anakin wondered why Obi-Wan couldn't sense the danger. Was he somehow distracted with his thoughts in the company of Padmé? He didn't like that. Can he ask questions? Better not, he wouldn't get an answer anyway, or an honest one. Obi-Wan first asked Anakin why he was there instead of being grateful that Anakin was saving his life or Padmé's. Anakin, in the middle of puberty and sulky, told his Master that he would be dead now if he had not been there. Padme saw the tension and later decided to talk to Anakin when they can find each other alone.

After dinner in palace, Padmé asked her maid Dormé to try to find Anakin and bring him to the anteroom of their chambers. Dormé, who was six years older than Padmé laughed and asked what she was going to do with the boy. To talk, said Padmé. Dormé knocked on Anakin's door, he opened it and Dormé told him to follow her, Padmé would like to speak to him. He was suddenly excited. He put on his robe and utility belt and followed Dormé. From the long, wide and high corridor of the palace one could still see the setting sun, the palace garden and in the distance the spray of the waterfalls. They stopped in front of a huge double door. Dormé opened the door and the two entered. The room was large, sparsely furnished, only a small table and two armchairs in front of a large window that reached from the deck to the floor.

"Wait Anakin, I'll tell Padmé that you are there"

Anakin sat down and waited. Padmé arrived in a few minutes. She had no official queen's dress or make-up, she only wore a simple dress. Anakin got up immediately. Since there was no one in the room, he addressed her by name:

"Padmé, you wanted to speak to me, why?"

"I just wanted to thank you, officially I couldn't, that was Obi-Wan's job. If you hadn't been there, I would be dead now "

"I would never let that happen. I would give my life for you ... ..Angel "

"Anakin, don't call me like that"

"You are an angel ... for me, you remember ..."

"I remember everything, but you were a little boy then and today you are just a little taller, but still a ... boy."

"And you are still an angel. I always think of you, every day "

"Anakin !"

"That's not a bad thing. Do you think of me sometimes?"

"I think about you very often, how you are, what progress you are making in the Jedi Temple…. always Anakin. I have a feeling like … ..responsibility "

If there is no other feeling, responsibility is also something he can be happy about, but he wished more, he didn't know what it was. Padme saw a boy who was in the middle of puberty, in a difficult phase and did not want to disappoint him, did not want to push him away. She asked him to tell her what he does in the temple every day, how he trains, what he learns. You sat there for over two hours. Padmé suggested that he write to her about how he was doing his training, whether he would be sent on missions with his master and how he was doing. Then she said it was time to go to sleep and that they would say goodbye tomorrow. The assassin was caught. There was no longer any danger. For now.

Anakin couldn't sleep for a long time. He thought of Padmé. She was so nice to him. He would definitely write to her ... without his master knowing. Another violation of the code. There will be many more to come. When he finally fell asleep, he dreamed of Padmé.

He kissed her, caressed her breasts, pressed her against him, against his erection ...

and then he felt a relief with an indescribable feeling. He woke up out of breath, but now he knew what was happened. The first ejaculation, in a dream. It smelled weird, but that was the fluid in his body and there are many, many more to come. He got up, took a shower, pulled on clean pajamas, went back to bed, and fell asleep.

Around noon, the Jedi and his padawan said goodbye to the Queen, boarded the ship, and set off for Coruscant.

Padme was a little confused. Was this boy ready to feel love? From what he said, yes. Was she so unreasonable and aberrant that she could worry so much about a boy of thirteen? No, definitely no. She was eighteen, she was a woman. A virgin. What prospects did she have as queen? No. She came into contact only with her court, dignitaries, occasionally politicians ... that was all. Oh yes, there was Obi-Wan and Anakin ... Anakin again. He-is-still-a-little-boy! But he won't always be a little boy.

Anakin did what he promised and wrote Padmé what he did. On the first day of the standard week he first has classes on systems: inner rim, mid rim, outer rim ... most of the day. Meditation and lightsaber exercises were mandatory. He wrote to her that he does not like to meditate, his master must always force him, otherwise he cannot feel the force. Lightsaber exercises were his world ... and handicrafts. He knew Padmé wouldn't answer, that's what she agreed. He was content to write to her with the certainty that she would read it. One day he got the news from Dormé. This was very short and only said so much that she is happy to hear from him so often. He knew this message was from Padmé. That night he had another ... ... wet dream. A padawan lived in his master's apartment, so he couldn't get up and take a shower in the middle of the night. Such incidents bothered him increasingly, because it now happened more often that he had such dreams.

He continued to work in the lower levels of Coruscant, but no one knew that and he wrote nothing to Padmé about it. He still found it unfair that a Jedi shouldn't own anything. How could you exist in a world without money ... if something happens, it remains lost somewhere and cannot find its way back. He had to save money, just in case, and he wanted to buy his mother free.

He wrote to Padme regularly, once a standard week, she rarely replied, but at least every now and then. It was important that she hadn't forgotten him.

From time to time he went to the Palpatine with or Obi-Wan, the Palpatine preferred the variant without his master, so he could manipulate him better with all tricks.

"Anakin my boy, how nice to see you again"

"Your Excellency"

"I hear you are making great progress in your training. One day you will be the most powerful Jedi. I'm so proud of you."

"What can I do for you, Your Excellency?"

"I have heard that another attack is to be carried out on the Queen of Naboo. I am not sure if you can take on the assignment, I will speak to your master. I think you are definitely capable enough, unfortunately the Jedis have too little trust in you "

"It is so Excellency, I am still a padawan and a minor, the code forbids that"

"Yes, the code. The Jedis should better break away from some outdated views "

Anakin thought that was weird, he wanted to send him to Naboo alone, not that he wouldn't or wouldn't go alone. The matter was settled and soon he and his master were on Naboo. At the time, Anakin was fourteen years old and well aware of his love for Padmé. Since he had last seen her, he must have been ten centimeters taller. He was the size of Obi-Wan. In the throne room, Padmé, Obi-Wan and he walked up to her and bowed her according to protocol. They discussed the procedure and how the expected envoy should be treated and how they should be observed. At the end of the day, after dinner, Padmé went for a walk in the palace garden. She was hoping to meet Anakin. What was she thinking? He was fourteen! But he looked older. He was well trained, had a good figure, and no longer looked like a child. You could already see the slight growth of the beard. He was sitting alone on a bench.

"Anakin"

"Hello Angel"

She sat down next to him and quite close. Their knees almost touched.

"Tell me all about you didn't write to me"

He gathered all the courage he had and said:

"Angel, I love you"

"Anakin, you are only fourteen!"

"At fourteen you became Queen of Naboo and were able to rule a world. I am fourteen and able to love. I just wanted to tell you what I feel "

"That's brave. Also, stay brave and be vigilant with the delegation. I need you. Good night Ani "

"My life for you Angel"

She called him Ani, like his mother. Only she is allowed to do that. The delegation's visit was peaceful, but in a tense atmosphere, politically speaking. Obi-Wan asked him through the power to read the minds of those present, he has learned that. Anakin discovered an envoy who harbored hidden hostilities against Padmé. He reported his discovery to his master, who discussed it with the queen. They wanted to investigate and take action later. The next day, Obi-Wan knew the man had worked with Nute Gunray before. It was to be assumed that he accepted the order to kill the queen. Anakin and his master took the man into the interrogation room, put pressure on him, and he confessed a lot. Obi-Wan wasn't convinced that was all, but at that moment there was no getting out of the man.

"Anakin, I don't think we'll be here for the last time because of Nute Gunray."

Still better, thought Anakin. Have to come as often as possible so he can see his Angel. They said goodbye the next day and returned to Coruscant.

Anakin kept working and put the money aside, soon he will have what he needs to buy his mother free. The training continued, now he was sent more often with his master on missions that ended in combat. He wrote Padmé once a week about everything that happened, she rarely replied, but as usual.

She was concerned about his missions but knew that the Jedi are peacekeepers and that their missions involve such acts. She worried even more when she thought about losing him. She liked him so much ... little Ani. Now he was anything but little. She continued to work unaffectedly on her plan to find Anakin's mother. She sent Dormé and Sabé to Tatooine for the second time. At the moment without success.

Anakin and Padmé stayed in contact, but two long years passed before he could see her again, until then he could only be content with dreams, no, not dreams, it was always the same dream.

-Are you an Angel? ...

After that, almost always the same thing happened, he was ... wet. He found that he could avoid the inconvenience of ... .. self-gratification. Sometimes he would sneak into the library so that his Master would not know about it and look for information about his problem. Sometimes he went to A'Sharad Hett. He was sixteen and his libido was increasing. He had grown too, now at least two inches taller than his Master.

He was excited about the new mission on Naboo. The queen, now twenty-one, received them in the throne room, the formalities were exchanged and then discussed how the meeting with the delegation should go, where it will be accommodated, who is in charge of security and other relevant matters. There was another member of the delegation who his master did not like. Obi-Wan sensed the hostility and directed Anakin to be extra vigilant. Obi-Wan sat at the negotiating table, dressed in a simple tunic. Anakin was also not recognizable as a Jedi, he hid his braid as well as the lightsaber. The negotiations were ongoing. In a moment the suspect jumped, pulled out a blaster, and shot the queen. Anakin sensed the movement ahead of time, as did Obi-Wan. They both flew practically at the same time to protect Padmé with their bodies. A blaster shot hit Anakin's right forearm. It was a flesh wound but a big one. Obi-Wan turned, drew his lightsaber, and severed both arms of the assassin. The negotiations were interrupted. Anakin was taken care of immediately. Obi-Wan insisted on putting Anakin in healing trans so that he could be healed by the Force. This was the usual practice, even on the battlefield where there was no medical care on site. After Anakin was taken care of and transferred to Trans, Padmé insisted on seeing him. Obi-Wan said the healing should not be delayed by her presence and it seemed suspicious to him, suspicious for a long time, how she always took care of Anakin. He spoke to her about it.

"Your Majesty, Anakin is no longer a little kid you met on Tatooine. He is always excited in your presence, I can feel it, and I would not like to see if his education suffers ... ..if you have any feelings for him "

"My feelings for Anakin are more maternal," she lied

"He's no longer a child. I would be very grateful if you spend as little time with him as possible so as not to confuse him even more "

Damn it, thought Padmé. How can she do that, she had to see him. She sent Dormé again to investigate the situation. Dormé saw he was no longer on the ward, he was in his room. She asked him if he wanted to see Padmé. Of course he did. Dormé went to tell Padmé that Anakin was expecting her. He went to the fresher to take a quick shower. Padmé crept through the corridors like a thief to get to Anakin's room. Why did she have to see him, an official farewell to the Jedis would be sufficient and appropriate. No, she wanted to thank him personally. Was that the real reason, she wondered? God he was sixteen! When he got to his room, she called

"Ani" no answer, then again "... Ani, where are you?"

He came from the fresher, mother-nacked. She was petrified, her eyes glued to his beautiful youthful body. He was slim, but his shoulders were already broad, he had muscles that were already visible. Between his legs a part of considerable size in a nest of blond curls, like the hair on his head. She stared.

"Oh God, Anakin, I'm sorry, I didn't know …." And wanted to leave

"Padmé stay"

He took the robe that was on the bed, threw it over and tied the belt tightly. She stopped with her back to him.

"I have come to thank you personally for everything. I know your master doesn't want that. He doesn't want me to confuse you with my presence, that's why we will keep it that way in the future "

"No Padmé, we won't. I will keep writing to you and we will keep in touch. I told you two years ago how I feel about you and these feelings have not disappeared, they have only become stronger. "

"I know Anakin, but I cannot return your feelings. I have to go now."

"Wait"

He found the courage, went up to her, turned her around, took her upper arms in his hands, leaned over and kissed her. She didn't struggle, it seemed she was going to kiss him back. Her lips were so soft. That was his first kiss. He felt something was stirring downstairs and he was embarrassed, he broke the kiss. She looked at him confused.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that"

"I'm not sorry, not a bit."

"See you tomorrow in the throne room."

"I'll see you tomorrow, but I'll keep you in my dreams, forever"

He grinned, he won a small victory. A kiss.

She looked at him, that naughty kid ... not a kid. What did she do? She kissed him, kissed a child. Well, he wasn't a child anymore ... the way he looked, the way he kissed her, that imposing male part between the legs ... huh ... that will give her sleepless nights. That night she lay awake in her huge bed. She couldn't fall asleep. The kiss. He was so tender and so skillful. Has this boy, she wanted to think, already sexual experiences? Hm. Jedis are not allowed to form bonds, but they don't have to be celibate. Maybe? She knew that he and his master were already known across the galaxy, their courage, hardship on every mission. Holonet was full of her exploits and pictures, every girl in the galaxy raved about the beautiful young padawan ... and he loved her. Isn't that enough? She wanted him ... to herself, she wanted a Jedi, a sixteen-year old Jedi. God, if anyone knew, what a scandal it would be.

* Twenty-one year old Queen of Naboo and a sixteen year old Jedi Padawan. *

That would be the headlines! No, she cannot afford that and cannot endanger him. But she could do something, something that she didn't think was right either, but as long as nobody knows about it ... her fantasies stay in her head. She imagined she would lie under him, he would kiss every inch of her body, touch her, slowly slide into her and bring her to orgasm with slow thrusts. She reached this orgasm in her fantasies.

The next day there was a short meeting with Captain Typho to get to the bottom of whoever failed, how it could happen that the assassin could reach the conference room with the gun. It remained without result, it will come later. She said goodbye to the Jedis in the throne room. Anakin's eyes told her that he had the same fantasies as her that night, but he read her mind. He knew he was almost there. The Jedis left Naboo and didn't show up for a whole year, not because they didn't want to, no, their missions took them to other parts of the galaxy.

Sometimes very far away.