Even though its still morning, the sky was so dark as a night without its star. The cold wind blows up coldly. Every time the wind touched Khun's skin, he immediately goes shivery. He confused. How the wind able to enter the ship? This ship, not even a vacation ship that had a huge window on it! Not only that, Khun also had a feeling that someone was watching him but every time he turned back or looks around, he found nothing. As he knew, this was his ship and only him in here.

Khun ignored it all. Right now he only needs to focused on one thing. Is to go to Slayer's palace.

The closer he with the palace, the anxious he becomes. Who didn't scared of the slayer, right? Even a high ranker like him will goosebumps every time he heard that name. The slayer that almost killed his father, Khun Eduan, one of the heads of the 10 greatest families. Besides, he also killed one of the people every one fear of, Kallavan. He remembered how he accidentally had a fight with Kallavan just because he didn't want to share the information about the slayer.

Khun thought it will be worse if he shared it with him and what he thought was right. Kallavan just wants to destroy the slayer's palace and challenge him on a fight. For some reason, Khun didn't like it if anyone wants to disturb the slayer and himself don't know why either. So that's why he willing to fight Kallavan than giving him the information. Of course, he can't win. He just almost die either. 1 year in critical condition and 2 years recovering, not bad, right?

But the thing that makes a ranker nor high ranker fear of him because he killed Kallavan. As Khun remembered, he didn't give any information about the slayer so how Kallavan able to find him? When he asked Shibisu about it, he found out the slayer was the one who searching for Kallavan and killed him right after the news about his fight with Kallavan went viral.

"I do have a thought that the slayer may attract with you, Khun. He may be watching you right now!"That joke always haunts Khun. He does have a feel like someone always watching him and... protect him.

It all started when Khun saw a golden earring. Just because the earing really reminds him of Bam, he takes it and keeps it close to him, putting it on his ear while watching his reflection through the mirror. The golden earring shining brightly on his ear and it makes him smiled.

"It feels like Bam was here beside me."

Then a warm calming wind starts to blowing up making the leaves flew freely. Khun looked outside the window and saw someone who he dying to meet was out there.

"Bam?!"

Then he missing. Leaving the warm calming wind turned into the cold one. The leaves flew freely now slowly touches the ground back. Did he just hallucinate?

Realizing that, Khun immediately shook his head.

"What was that?"

"Khun! You didn't have to do this! Go and just leave us!" said Shibisu through the pocket. Khun shocked when he received a sudden called from Shibisu but still ignored all of those. Telling him to just forget about them? What the fuck! He will never let the history repeated again. He didn't want to lose anyone anymore the same as he lost Bam.

It was painful, really really painful.

"Can you shut up for a moment?! Your annoying voice really stresses me up!" Shouted Khun.

"A.A even you're a high ranker there no way you can fight him alone! He even killed Kallavan remember?!" Shouted Ran. He was with Shibisu, Wangnan, and Rak who been held as a hostage.

When they on a mission, they accidentally came across the slayer, Jue Viole Grace, and when Khun receive that news he immediately went to the slayer's palace. He wants to ask why he takes his friends as his hostage, if he wants some information about Zahard, he catches the very wrong people because they do not relate to Zahard even a little.

"I know! I'm not going to fight him anyway! I just...wanting to see him.. perhaps?"

"STOP MAKING A JOKE RIGHT NOW, KHUN AGUERO AGNES!!!!" shouted Shibisu. Khun laughed when he heard Shibisu shouted at him.

"I'm not. Maybe he had his reason and all I need to find out what," sighed Khun. Even though his anxiousness overpowering himself, he even still wants to meet with the slayer because there something he needs to find out about him. His face. There a lot of rumors said that he had the a golden eye which makes Khun's desire to meet him become higher.

"DON'T BE CRAZY KHUN! JUST BECAUSE HE HAD GOLDEN EYES, DOESN'T MEAN HE WAS BAM," shouted Shibisu again. Khun sighed, he hated it when someone said Bam's name because it proves that he failed to protect someone dear to him, his weakness but now he can agree with Shibisu, not until he saw it with his own eyes either he was Bam or not.

"Khun Aguero Agnes."

Khun got goosebumps when he heard someone calling him from behind. He hesitated to turn back because he knew behind him was a real disaster. The footstep gets louder and louder as he getting closer to Khun. Khun dead, that what he thought but instead he feels a hand wrapped around his waist and a face buried on his shoulder.

"My first friend, my first everything... Mine"

Khun petrified hearing that not only what he said but also his voice. That voice, the voice that he been dying to hear, the voice that will fulfill his long waited desire, Bam's. but there no way! Bam will never do something brutal like killing!

"A.A?! Why are you suddenly went quiet? A.A?!" called Ran. Slowly the slayer looks at the pocket in front of him and Khun. Even without looking at his face, Khun knows that the slayer was smiling.

"I wonder how you guys able to used your pocket even though I already destroyed it. Oh, maybe, you guys have a spare? Nice one," said the slayer.

"VIOLE???!!"

"Yes, I think all the plan is going well thanks to you guys. Now your lovely Khun Aguero Agnes is in my hand already," giggled the slayer. Behind the pocket, there are sounds of people shouting and cursing him but he still ignored all of it and continued to devour each inch of Khun's body.

"Bam.," said Khun followed by his moan. Hearing it makes the slayer stopped then immediately tightens his embrace. Khun's immediately closed his mouth. He never knew he will moan out Bam's name. Fuck!

"Khun, you still remember me," cried the slayer makes Khun heart stop beating. It's Bam! He knew it, it was BAM!! Khun immediately turned back and finally saw the most beautiful eyes he longed off. Tears come out from his beautiful ocean eyes. Finally, his long wait still worth it.

"Bam you still alive," said Khun softly and caressed Bam's long hair slowly.

"I'm sorry I supposed to find you but-"

"Khun, it is okay. I'm fine."

"No! You're not, Bam! Look what have F.U.G done to you. They hurt you, your heart mostly... I can't bear to look at it anymore, Bam," told Khun.

"VIOLE!! Let Khun go!" shouted Wangnan. Both Khun and Bam look again at the pocket. When Khun about to explained everything, Bam immediately covered up his mouth.

"Bam?" hummed Khun with Bam's hand still on his mouth.

Bam just smiled and hurriedly hang up the call. Khun shocked by Bam's action, he didn't know why did Bam try his best to hide his identity.

"Bam, why did you do that? I know Shibisu and the other will understand it if we explain it to them carefully. I know we can set you free from F.U.G. You don't have to suffer any longer," said Khun. Bam shook his head.

"I don't want to put you in danger anymore, Khun," said Bam.

"Put me in danger? What are you talking about Bam? You never did that."

"No, I did it every time. At the hand of Arlene, workshop, hell train, last station, Yama's cage, and even at the nest when you involved with F.U.G, all of that because of me, Khun. Every time, I tried to chase you up, you'll end up dying and I truly unable to avoid that! but now it's already different. Since I already officially become a slayer, no one able to get in my way anymore. No one able to hurt you" told Bam. He putting his forehead against Khun's while his eyes devour everything that has inside Khun's. The eyes that resemble sapphire the most finally able to satisfied Bam's hungry that he tried to control for a hundred years.

"What kind of nonsense are you saying Bam? How about Rachel? I'm sure that you wanted to see her the most right?" said Khun. Bam's face becomes darkened as he heard Rachel's name has been mention in front of him. Khun notices about that and he wonders, Did Bam hate Rachel but why?

"Rachel was the one who killed Bam, Khun, and also the one who created Jue Viole Grace," said Bam monotonously. The fact really shocking Khun. Just start to think about it makes his head hurt so much, it feels like his head began to explode at any moment. The person that he protects the most because it was the last wish that Bam's made before he dies, was the one who made Bam dies? For these hundred years, Khun putting his life on the line just to protect Rachel was unworthy. He even tried to plant a feeling that he had towards Bam to Rachel so he can see Rachel as Bam's substitute. Now... That woman-

"DISGUSTING!," yelled Khun, startle Bam up. He stepped back when Khun unconsciously pushed him. He kinda shocked by it but still give Khun some time to processing all of it. He has been watching for all this time how Khun treats Rachel nicely as he was the one who there. If he was able to, he really wants to go to Rachel and killed her right away but he thought that woman may be important for Khun so that why he didn't dare to touch her.

"Is okay Khun. Now even Rachel herself can't touch you. I'll protect you so you don't have to suffer anymore. You don't have to protect that backstabbing person again."

"You'll live with me. Together, we are the happiest," said Bam again. Khun just remains silent. He still can't get what has going on right now. He can't think straight too. The more thought that was in his head, the more hurting it becomes. Slowly Bam looked at Khun's hand that was pushing him early, there was a ring on Khun's ring finger.

"What is this?!" asked Bam, immediately pulled Khun close to him and pointing on the ring on his finger.

"It was my engagement ring," answered Khun shortly. He feels all his energy already drain because he tried to control the pain in his head.

"With who?"

"Rachel..."

"You proposed her?"

"No, she did."

"And you accepted."

"I wanted her to smile."

"You love her?"

"No."

"So why?"

"Because she was you... For me."

"If I proposed to you, will you accept it?"

"Yeah..." responded Khun. Bam smiled happily but before he could jump excitedly, Khun suddenly falls on the ground, losing his consciousness.