A/N: Hey guys! So i dreamt this whole things a week ago and i decided to write it all down on my notes and share it to y'all! Enjoy!

Drip*

Drip*

Drip*

Slow drops of the rain water fell from the lighting clouds as the rain is starting to stop. Some streets were deserted, walk paths are wet, and street lights were starting to lit up. The afternoon sun illuminated the very well known village, Konoha, vibrant warm color orange coated the whole village.

Smiles were gracing the lips of the children as they were able to play outside again, this time there's a rainbow to look and admire at.

In the Senju Clan compound that belonged to the Senju Clan, specially Senju Hashirama, that's now belonged to a certain blonde haired amber eyed woman. Senju Tsunade, also known as the current Hokage of the Hidden Leaf, the Godaime Hokage.

Soft and small snores could be heared in the backyard as the Godaime Hokage sleeps peacefully on the swing bed porch with her little bundle ball of sunshine in her small crib. Her brows knitted as she frowns in her sleep. She began to squirm a bit more than earlier.

"Jiraiya boy has fallen in the battle between him and the Akatsuki."

Her lips quivered at the sudden dream she's having. It's been a long time since she had the same damn dream that keeps hunting her and leaving her all night wide awake.

Warm thin lips met the skin of her forehead. The cool wind of the morning blew pass them. Both stayed on that position for a moment, he's all dressed up and her on the other hand, is still wearing her white robe. Though, she didn't have much time. He's gonna leave-

Unspoken words and the undying unsaid love were confessed in just one night. Both of them didn't have any regrets about earlier night. That wasn't sex because there were murmurs of 'I love you's' during their intimacy, to be in fact that was making love.

Her brows twitched when his lips left her forehead, not wanting it to stop and she's aching for another kiss. Slowly opening her eyes, amber orbs met his obsidian ones. A warm feeling was spreading inside her, and at the same time, there's a knot in her heart that's causing it to slams hardly against her ribs and hurt.

"I'll be off." He lightly said, caressing her smooth and soft cheek while rubbing the pad of his thumb on it in circles.

It's time. Her lips quivered in anticipation. She felt hurt and she knew damn well that he can see it through her eyes, that's why he gave her a warm smile.

No one knew if this is going to be the last time they would see each other. And if it is...atleast both of them knew that love each other.

He let out a chuckle when a tear flowed out of her eye. He wiped it off with the pad of his thumb. "I thought you said that you'd never cry because it's just for babies?"

She lightly hit him on the arm and decided to lighten the mood a little by giggling weakly. "Are you calling me a baby?"

"Well no, but.." He pulled her in a warm hug. "You're my baby. Well when i come back from my mission, that's our bet after all."

"Idiot." She nuzzled on the crook of his neck, feeling an oncoming sob.

"Well," He broke their hug. "I'll be off, i'll see you when i come back.."

He started to walk away and didn't dared to look back to her. It will only make things harder than it is. Those teary amber eyes, that quivering plum lips, and the look of guilt and regret on her face.

An arm was raised up and waved. "Ja ne (Goodbye)!"

After she went all out in the bar and the casino, it didn't did anything. It just wasted her time, her money and everything else because...

He didn't came back.

After the news that...he's dead. She spent and wasted her life inside her dark room, mourning. Regrets were present. She regretted for not being able to stop him go and regretted that she putted a lot of faith in him. Because he promised that he would come back no matter what, that's why she putted a lot of faith in him. She believed him, believed to that lie.

Until one day, after drinking so much alcohol. She spent weeks and weeks near her toilet every morning because she oddly vomits a lot. She had these weird cravings. Such as peanut butter with olive oil, ice cream topped with some pickles, and most of all sweets. Which is she hated sweets. Though she kept thinking that it's just normal, to the fact that she doesn't eat a lot that day because she's 'depressed'. Then after that day she felt her stomach ache so much that she fell on the floor. She's a strong woman and could take all the hits, that people consider painful, and don't even wince. But the thing she felt was unbearable that she even ended up in the Hospital. Until a shocking news was delivered to her by her trusty apprentice Shizune.

"You're pregnant, Tsunade-sama."

Instead of being happy to the news, she felt her world stop and felt that the news would crush her into pieces any time. By drinking so much sake, she almost killed her child. Her's and Jiraiya's child. Though it really is shocking, to the fact that she's in her fifties and could still have a child-

Thump*

A thump made Tsunade squirm a little in her sleep, though she didn't wake up.

While the blonde Hokage is sleeping and having the same dream that hunts her, a man in a black cloak appeared infront of her.

Slowly stepping forward, the man felt that he could freeze in any moment by the sight of the sleeping Hokage. The brown cashmere sweater and the black leggings made her bloom even more. Specially her hair, it was out of its usual loosen pigtails. A beating sound rang through hus ear canals and it didn't tool him a second to realized that the beating sound was his heart, it's slamming wildly against his ribs. His eyes were burning up as he restrained himself from crying.

Then a sucking and sipping sound came as he took a step more closer to the sleeping Hokage. He looked to the direction where the sound came from and spotted a white crib with a baby girl on it that's wearing an olive green onesie. She's completely wide awake while looking at him with her amber eyes and while sucking on her pacifier. He must've startled her.

He jumped a little when she raised her chubby arm up and he couldn't help but feel a warm feeling inside him when she reached it towards him while opening and closing her little hand a little. A smile graced his lips as he finds it so cute. He stooped down beside the crib and held out his index finger for her to hold onto. Once her small hand touched his finger, his heart started to beat faster. The bundle started to giggle when she saw the look on his face, startling her mother from her sleep.

Blonde brows knitted from the sudden giggle of her child. Her eyes fluttered open and spent a second to adjust her blurry vision. Sitting on the porch swing bed, she rubbed her temples.

"Shion, why are you g-" She stopped when she spotted the man, kneeling beside the crib while helding out a finger to her daughter.

She quickly stood up and dashed towards the man. "WHY ARE YOU TOUCHING MY DAUGHTER?! WHO ARE YOU?!"

She was about to threw a punch on him when he caught her wrists with just his left hand. Looking at him in disbelief, she started pulling her hand from his strong grip. "Wha-what? Let me fucking go, who the hell are you anywa-"

She didn't got to finish her words when he took the cloth that's covering half of his face, revealing a very familiar face. Her yanking and protesting stopped, totally taken aback at the man infront of her. Tears flowed out of her amber eyes and she slowly reached up to cup his cheeks with trembling hands.

"J-jiraiya?"

He chuckled, nuzzling onto her soft hands and whispered. "The one and only."

Her lips quivered as she roamed her eyes all over his face. She almost didn't recognized him to the fact that his hair is short and is wearing a black turtle neck and black cloak.

Instead of hugging him, she suddenly threw a punch to her poor teammate. The punch was enhanced with chakra which it sent him flying to the gigantic sakura tree in the distance.

"Ugh." He grunted in pain when he heared a crack which it came from his back. "Tsu-tsunade! I'm still hea~ Ugh."

Tsunade hovered on top of him, sitting on his abdomen while punching him where her fist could reach. "How can you come back like nothing happened?!"

Bruises were starting to appear on his face and some scars too, made by her red painted nails. She couldn't help it as she's too..confused. Confused, her feelings were mixed up that anger took over. Then after a minute or so Jiraiya finally stopped her by grabbing a hold of her wrists. He tilted his head up just to look at her when he felt her shudder. Droplets of water fell down on his face and it didn't took him long to realized that that was no regular water. It's her tears.

She inhaled in a sob then spoke with a broke voice and a quivering lips. "I was devastated and depress you know.." She hiccuped and saw his expression. A guilty one. "Depress that after you 'died' i locked myself in my room, not eating nor going outside. I almost killed myself by drinking too much sake because i thought if i die..."

"if i die i would be with you. I wouldn't feel lonely and won't be against the world. And i was so close to losing my child back then!" She slumped on top of him, feeling very weak at the moment. Until she whispered that made him want to be really dead. "How could you?"

"I.." He was lost for words. He didn't care if she blame him for her wreck of a state back then because...that was true.

"I'm sorry, Hime." He said, pushing the thought that his whole body is aching by wrapping his arms around his waist while they stood on that same position.

She sniffled and stood up when she heared a loud cry that belongs to her baby and muttered. "Yeah right."

"I'm still fragile ya' know!!" He shouted.

Tsunade didn't say anything and just kept walking towards her crying daughter. Though she felt guilty for reacting like that. He didn't deserve to be punched, her anger just took over. She'll heal him later but for now, she has someone she have introduce to the white haired man.

"What's wrong my baby?" She cooed as she scooped the crying bundle up, sensing her long time teammate stood behind her while clutching his stomach.

"So," He quietly started, looking at the ball of sunshine from behind as she cries. "You've already moved on and married huh?"

This made Tsunade laugh, stopping Shion from her cries, and making Jiraiya look at Tsunade in confusion. After a good straight 1 minute laugh, she recovered, and cooed at her baby. "Shion, say hi to Daddy."

"What?" Jiraiya deadpanned.

A/N: So this is done and i'm gonna need your answer guys because i kept thinking if i should leave and make it just a one shot or should i continue this? I'm hoping that you guys like and enjoyed this because while i'm sleeping i did. I actually woke up with a smile after having this dream. Review please!