Addiction

By CM

A /N this is Fanfiction with no affiliation or anything with MTOLBACN . Trigger warning. Mature themes, will do edits

Adrien found himself in front of his therapist. It's been a few years since the defeat of HawkMoth it turns out to have been his father. Since then his Aunt and cousin Felix moved to Paris. Due to everything that happened the courts ordered his Aunt in charge of his health and well-being and she had already been taking care of him since Gabriel's arrest. He was dealing with a conservatorship nightmare all due to his sexual fetishes and other things he had his fans willing to do with him.

He had found out Ladybug's identity post defeating HawkMoth that was when his disorder started. That made things worse when the tabloids exposed his sexual fantasies from the people who acted with him and engaged in the Ladybug sexual fantasies.

Ladybug and he would meet up periodically to see if he had found the missing miraculous searching the manor the meetings were odd after the articles came out. School was harder, he became obsessed with Marinette, to the point she stayed away from him as much as she could when the world found out about his sexual fantasies it made things odd for her. He took his fantasies out with strangers and was known for hooking up with random people, using people, fans to resolve the emptiness. The tabloids were full of stories of hurt girl's feelings, given empty promises of his devotion after agreeing to have sex with him.

Years into his sex addiction and other than his depressions now he found himself in a Therapist office ordered by the court. That part was the worse.

He used his now rebrand of Gabriel (now as Adrien) to use fans and classmates whoever he could. He'd have them dress up with pigtails and call him 'Kitten'. Used people for his sexual fantasy.

"So, how have the last two weeks gone?" His therapist asked him to sit across from him with a notepad.

Adrien sighed, "The medication hasn't done anything." He sighed. He was really irritated.

"Have you been sleeping normally?" The therapist asked.

"No, I'm up all night." He responded.

"Were you respectful this week?" Hearing that question Adrien shook his head.

"No, I made Chloe dress up as Ladybug again and I had a fangirl with pigtails suck me off in front of her while I made Chloe masterbate in the Ladybug costume. I had two Tinder hookups and I cornered Marinette again, I didn't kiss her this time. I just scared her a little, she was hanging out with Luka again."

Adrien read off his done list.

"I thought your phone had the dating apps removed?" the therapist asked.

"I stole a friend's phone and used it." He admitted.

"Why is Marinette, the one you haven't been physically intimate with, other than you kissing her?" The therapist asked.

'"I've told you, she's my Lady. I can't hurt my lady, but I don't know if I can stop." He reminded him.

"This whole thing is embarrassing. You know here I'm 18 and have a fucking vasectomy. What kind of BS Conservatorship is that?" He yelled.

"It's the plan, you agreed to it; signed the agreement, you still can't control yourself. You have made no progress, you need to work on stopping the cycle."

Adrien stood up defeated and walked out leaving the therapist behind.

Later that night

It was patrol for the week the one day he got to be close to this lady. Sure of course he gotta see her during the day at school year winding down during their senior year. They lived two separate lives now with him doing everything that happened, everyone knowing his father caused years of terror and no one speculated he was Chat Noir.

He met his lady at the tower. She turned to him.

"No, I still haven't found it." He said referring to the missing miraculous.

"Oh, ok we'll get it back one day. Are you doing okay?" She asked. He shook his head no.

She felt bad. It has been hard on him the last few years. His mom was dead, his dad in jail. All the tabloids and stories leaked about his sexual fantasy and the parties used as a copping it was an embarrassment.

"I could use a hug, but I might not be able to stop myself. I was bad again this week. I don't want to even tell you." he said defeated.

She took a step backwards. "I'm sorry. I don't know what I can do." She felt pain for him.

"I think once I'm out of school… maybe I'll be better or I should give you the miraculous back?" He said looking at her.

"No." She whispered.

"Face it, you don't need me, you don't want me. Is that too hard for you to say?" He yelled.

"Master Foo chose you to be my partner." She said softly.

"I gotta go. I have a Londoner to fuck." He said, watching for her reaction. He had hoped for jealousy, but her look was sad and of concern.

"Night Kitty. Try to be healthy for me." She said parting.

The two left for their separate homes and then to their separate bedrooms.

Adrien landed in his bedroom de transformed. He lied to her to see her reaction. Exhausted, he laid on his bed and his Kawmi landed next to him.

"Why did you lie to her?" Plagg asked.

"I need her to love me again, no pity for me." Adrien responded.

"Kid, you make no sense, you want to get through a school so you don't see her anymore, you threaten to quit being Chat Noir and then you have to have her in love with you at the same time? While trying not to do explicit things. I should be in therapy!" Kwami asked.

"I know, but why is she wanting me to say? I'm not any better, the whole world knows I have a Ladybug fetish. She's probably been embarrassed." He asked angrily.

The next day

Adrien sees Marinette talking to Luka at the lockers. Grinning, he seen Luka leaning on one side of her with Luka's side against the locker.

Adrien steps to the other side of her, startling her boxing her between the boys. "What are you guys talking about?" He said looking into Marinette's eyes and not at Luka. Marinette was blushing.

" The weekend." Luka said.

'"Oh, would my lady like to have a threesome this weekend?" Adrien asked, eyes locked on hers.

"Adrien you can't talk to Marinette like that!" Luka said.

"Fine, you're not invited anymore." Adrien said looking Luka in the eyes to see his reaction.

Marinette took the distraction as an opportunity and left the locker room with the two boys arguing.

"You're going to end up with a restraining order. This is getting ridiculous! Just get over her!" Luka said.

"You think it's easy? You haven't either, you've been pinning after her for years. The only difference between us is I'm dealing with it differently." Adrien said.

"You are unhealthy dealing with it. Just because she looks similar to Ladybug and doesn't give you the right to use her for your sick obsession." Luka said walking away.

It was another long day. He messed up again he knew it. The damn offer of open sex again. At that moment he meant it. He knew he'd regret it later and probably ruined everything with her.

Neither one spoke to one another. The day lingered on. He had to ask, he knew he slipped up again and went too far again. He saw Marinette heading for the door and yelled out to her. "Wait, Marinette, I do have a serious question!" He said, causing her to turn around. He just noticed her hair was down. He felt himself blushing.

"If I can stop doing what I have been doing. I mean when I recover, would you consider me again?"

Marinette thought about it. "When you are better Kitty, yes." She said smiling.

"You realize how many things I want to do to you right now. Standing this close to you." He said, causing her to gulp some.

"Well be a good Kitty and let me know what the therapist and doctors think?" She said leaving a much happier Adrien behind.

Next Therapy session

"So it's been two more weeks. How's things going?" The therapist asked.

"I've been fighting a lot with Luka, I quit the band. We got into a fist fight over the weekend. Marinette said she might reconsider me once I'm better." He sighed.

"That's some progress." The man said, writing some notes. "The one female that you respect. Adrien, we've been working on this for a few years. It's going to take more than a few weeks."

Adrien sighed. "I've always kept my promises to her. I've been good other than trying to make her jealous. All I saw was pity." He sighed.

"Maybe Adrien, she cares for you. At the same time look at all the headlines from the last few years. The court involvement, that's a huge relationship hump to get over. As well all what your father did."

Adrien had too many parties, too many girls, too many articles about him hooking up. Marinette was a traditional French girl. Traditionally kiss with the seal the deal in a relationship, he would make out with anyone he wanted to. He had no meaning or care behind it except for his Lady; they were his pawns in his fantasies.

"How are you handling your urges?" Adrien sighed sadly.

"I've been jerking off, it's sad." He sighed, embarrassed.

"That is better than using people for your Ladybug obsession and fetishes. We're going to up your prescription and see if that helps you a little more with the depression."

Patrol

He landed on the Eiffel Tower by his lady. "I lied to you." He said. "I tried to make you jealous two weeks ago. I've actually been solo the last two weeks." He was embarrassed.

"That's good." She smiled.

"I haven't hurt anyone other than Luka. They are changing me medicine again for my depression" He said, rubbing his neck.

"Ahh I see, I haven't seen any headlines for a while. Baby steps. You should apologize to Luka. You can't take your sexual frustrations out like that on him." She sighed recalling the fight and the band breaking up a little.

"Do you think after all this and all the embarrassment, do you still care about me and be with me?" He asked.

"Yes, but I can't have you in my life like the way you want if you're running off sleeping with others randomly like you have been. I can't have a man in my life like that. I need to be able to trust you." She said, sighing

"I am! I have been. Do you know how much I want to push you to the ground right now?" He said, causing her to be embarrassed.

A month later

"Mr. Agreste, an emergency weekend appointment." The Therapist said to a pacing Adrien.

"I fucked up." He said in response. "I kissed Marinette. We were at a party and we all had too much to drink." He was freaking out.

"Did she tell you no?" The therapist asked.

"It was consensual, but maybe the wine was the factor. I released her and realized what I was doing and ran out to stop myself from taking her infront of everyone." He was embarrassed.

"Well, what you need to do is talk to her about it. You're not going to get better if you don't talk to her. It might be consensual, but you can't use her like the others. If you do, you will hurt her and lose her. We don't want your old habits coming back. You've been doing good lately."

Later that night

Marinette heard a tap on her trapdoor. The Miraculous Guardian opened it to see Chat Noir.

"Oh, god Kitty I'm sorry." She said, looking at him.

"No, I'm sorry!" He said defeated.

"It's my fault. I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." She said, "You are still recovering, I should not have kissed you knowing that you are not ready." She had tears in her eyes.

"I'm not sure what to do. I've been good for over a month now." He sighed. "I haven't used anyone."

"I read the article where you apologized for, you know, how you treated people. That must have been hard." She said, sighing.

"I do love you my Lady." He was in tears. "I'm afraid I'm going to hurt you more."

"Prove you love me by getting better for me. I know you've been good lately. Keep taking your medicine and see your doctors."