Tragedy #1
It wasn't supposed to be this way. Lucas was the safe choice.
I pushed Nathan away even though I love him. I was scared of losing him like Jack.
How could I not realize that by not choosing Nathan I was losing him. I treated him and Allie horribly. I even lied to him last week when I said I was looking for Jack in him. Now it's likely too late.
Lucas is dead. He was killed in a landslide while out driving after another storm.
All I want is to be in Nathan's arms where I feel safe.
Tragedy #2
It wasn't supposed to be this way. Lucas was supposed to be the safe choice.
Lucas is dead. He was killed while out driving on a mountain road. He died in a landslide. Like Jack.
I feel sad, but not torn apart. I admired him, maybe even loved him. It wasn't like my love for Jack. Or Nathan.
All I want is to be in Nathan's arms where I feel safe. I wish I hadn't lied to him last week when I said I was looking for Jack in him. I made the wrong choice. Is it too late?