DISCLAIMER: Naruto doesn't belong to me. The song I used for inspiration is Lady Gaga's Fun tonight, please listen to it to feel more the story.

You love the paparazzi, love the fame

Even though you know it causes me pain

I feel like I'm in a prison hell

Stick my hands through the steels bars and Yell.

Fun Tonight, Lady Gaga

I feel weird, I can't really explain what it is, I don't feel like myself but I haven't felt that way since I was seventeen I guess. I just feel numb, it is like I am fire well I am twenty now so it seems like I got used to that feeling.

I look at myself in the mirror and take my appearance, yes that girl looks like me but she doesn´t feel like me. She is dressed with a beautiful Versace pink gown, the top is tight with sequins and a halter top and the skirt is flows down with a slit in the side of the leg, her makeup is flawless like her hair. This girl looks so perfect, calm, unbroken.

My phone pop a notification I know I shouldn't read it but I do.

"Hinata Hyuga is such a fake bitch, she thinks she is superior because she is dating Naruto."

"I agree such a whale can´t be with someone like him."

"She doesn´t deserve him."

"Trash"

And many more. I´ve been in this industry since I was twelve years old, with my brother Neji we were the Hyuga prodigies in dance and music, we could play almost every instrument, we sang and dance perfectly. Our father wanted nothing, but perfection and he had it.

I always received more hate than Neji I never knew why. He got recognized before I did and he also had better contracts, I don´t hate him because of that I love him more than my own life. I always thought I was missing something until I met him.

I was fifteen, Neji and I were going to present at a Talk show that you were also invited, it was Killer Bee's that night is one I will never forget. You recently released your song "High Hopes" and you were promoting it. I love that song. Neji and I presented our new Choreography we´ve been working until our feet bleed and I like to say that we just clicked. Neji hated you because he knew that you caught my attention, my overprotective older brother, I miss him.

The show went smoothly, we exchanged numbers hoping we could start a friendship. A few days later you contacted me saying we should do a song together, of course I agreed. And after a few months of work we realised "The Monster" that was the beginning of my living hell.

We started dating when I was sixteen, I can certainly say that I was on cloud nine, so stupid. The day I turned seventeen we decided to go public, big mistake. The hate I received triplicate, the tabloids always made me look bad with fake rumours or just shaming me. Every day was something new and something worse.

Hinata! Are you ready? – yours voice brings me back from my pity party. We are going to a party, but I am not sure what we are celebrating I am just mentally preparing myself for this torture.

I´m coming sweetheart – I said going downstairs.

We go into the van, you look so handsome in that Armani suit I think I fell for you again.

I love you – I say, you look at me and kiss me softly.

I love you too – I know you mean it, your eyes tell me.

We arrived and got out to pose for them the being I hate the most, the one that hurt me the most… the paparazzi. You love them, the fame, the attention I know it because you told it was your dream since you were a toddler, and nobody noticed you. I am happy that you finally got what you always wanted even if it is like I am locked in a cage and no matter how loud or how much I scream nobody saves me.

You know about this pain I endure, you´ve seen it and heard it. There was one time that I was so desperate that I was begging you for help anything to stop it but you said you had to go with Sasuke to work on a colab. Other time you saw me crying and just took me to play some videogame, my brother says you don´t care about me that you only care about yourself, but I know you do, you just have a weird way of showing it.

We were at the party and I could feel all the dirty stares and I could hear the nasty comments. I looked at you asking you for help but you just looked at me with a weird look like I am being a drama queen or something. I wanted to cry.

I admit that hurt me a lot the weird feeling from before came back but ten times harder.

In that moment just before something inside me break I saw my brother and his girlfriend, Ten Ten. I let go of your hand and without saying anything I went to see them.

Ten Ten gave me a sad look and Neji looked like he was about to murder you.

He treats you like trash, he doesn´t deserve all the love you have for him. Leave him Hinata I am tired of you receiving all that while he receives all the love and pretends nothing is happening to you. - Neji says angry like really angry.

Calm down Neji I am sure Hinata knows what she is doing and if she ever needs us, she will tell us, right Hina? – Ten Ten says trying to calm down my brother. Shw really is the only one for him.

After talking to them for a while I relaxed enough to go back to you. While I was looking for you some thought invade my mind. It is true that we recently moved in together after dating for four years and that I am really happy, but it is also true that it seems that you don't care about all the pain I have to go through daily, it is like it only matters what happens in your world. Maybe we should say goodbye?

I do not know.

I finally found you, you are talking with Sasuke and Sakura, the silver couple, and that because we are the golden couple, I a not very sure about that. Sasuke has a quite different attitude with her than you have with me. Every time someone says something awful about her he immediately defends her, why can´t you be a little like him? I wonder again should we just say goodbye while things are as fine as they can be? Before everything breaks and we hate each other?

I hug you with all the love I have while this last thought is on my mind, I will give it more thought later.

I am not sure what is going to happen, the only thing I am sure right now is that I am not having fun tonight.

A/N: I really love this song from the very moment I listen to it and I recently thought about this little plot I hope you liked it. I am thinking about doing a Naruhina short story following this with Gaga's songs, what do you think?

And yeah, Naruto is an ass but he has good intentions he just doesn't know how to show them.

Thank so much for reading!

The song I mentioned are:

High Hopes from Panic at the Disco!

The Monster from Eminem and Rihanna

See you in another story.