It`s been a month since Edward left me in the woods. Even more important is the fact that it`s been a month since he told me I was just a distraction. He told me they were tired of playing human, that he never loved me. Maybe he was lying, maybe not. Maybe he wanted to protect me, maybe not. Who knows with him? Apparently I didn`t know him as well as I thought… If Jasper didn`t come to apologise for almost making a next meal out of me I probably would be majorly depressed right now. I`m not. I`m just broken. When you are told by the person you care about that you were just a distraction for him and that now that playing is over he is done with you it kind of destroys ones self confidence. Not like it was any better before I met him, but still. I think that at this point only my daily talks with Jasper are the only thing keeping me afloat. I don`t know how to thank Jasper for being there for me. I know hw is constantly lying to others about going to hunt only to talk to me. In fact just yesterday he made me promise that I`m going with him after I graduate which is thankfully a few short months away. He wants to introduce me to someone. Wonder who?

Anyway, today is just another day of school. Nothing new happening, always same old same old. Lauren mocking me, as always, everybody else looking at me with eyes full of pity. I mean people. Haven`t you ever had you`re confidence and all of your self worth crushed? I`m just down, if you can call this me being down, not broken. Well, at least I can look forward to my talk with Jasper tonight.

*Some time later, after the school is over for the day*

Finally. The torture *cough* I mean school *cough* is over for today.

I just entered my house where something unexpected was waiting for me. Wonder who that is with Billy… Wait..IS THAT JACOB?! Omg… What happened with him? Last time I saw him he was scrawny, now…his muscles have muscles. And by the looks of it he also grew up, not that I can tell, he is sitting after all. Poor couch… Wonder how it didn`t break yet?

"Ah, Bells." Oh, they noticed me. "Right on time! We were just about to order pizza! You want some?"

"Sure dad. I`ll be in my room. I have some homework to finish. Call me when pizza arrives?"

"You can do your homework latter. Stay here and hang out with Jake. He came here for you." He dragged you in a sort of a sing song voice.

I don`t want to hang out with Jake.

"Sure dad. Let me just go get ready." I turned towards Jake. "Are we staying in or going out?"

Please stay in, please stay in, please stay in…

"Let`s go to the first beach I want to introduce you to someone." He gave me his boyish smile.

Oh great…

"Yeah, no problem. I`ll just get ready and then we can go."

I left without waiting for him to answer. I went into my room, left my schoolbag, changed my clothes and checked a phone I got from Jasper before he left. He didn't want to leave me but the others made him so he left me a phone that nobody knows about and is untraceable. He really is my rock. I don't know what I would have done without him. No missed calls but one message.

'I know I`m not supposed to tell you about our treaty with Quileutes but I think you should know. Knowing your luck you will either meet them or worse piss them off. Don't do it. They turn into wolves when they feel strong negative emotions, mostly anger. Before we left there were only three wolves: Sam Uley, Jared Cameron and Paul Lahote, the situation may have changed. Pay close attention! Try not to interact with them. On first sign of trouble call me! – J'

Ok. So I may be in trouble… I took a purse to put some money and both of my phones inside. I need to keep it cool and act like I don't know anything. I`ll go with Jake and have a good time. On first sign of danger I`m high tailing it from there and calling Jasper. Speaking of him, I should tell him I`m going with Jake to La Push. *typing a message to Jasper* there! All done!

*ring ring*

Huh? He already replied?

'I`m not close. If you need help call this number. It belongs to my brother. His name is Peter. – J'

There was a phone number below the text. Better save it just in case. Now to meet with Jake.

"Sorry it took so long. I had something additionally to do. Hope you didn't wait long."

"Nah. No problem Bells. Let`s go!"

"Bye kids! Have a good time!"

"Bye dad!"

Hope it was worth the wait! I don't own Twilight or Vampire Diaries.