Author's Notes : Ah, so I kind of disappeared, I know. I lost muse for every fan-fiction I wrote so far. I know what should happen in the next Chapter of "Timmy Turner's Secret Admirer". Anti-Cosmo wants to remove Vicky's kind personality because he hates it so much, just like how Hailey hated Vicky's kind personality too. Hailey's my O.C. The whole reason why Vicky is the way that she is. Except she's not being herself. She was like Chloe Carmichael until Vicky was nine-years-old. Anyways, I was reading some fan-fics, even a story about Timmy killing Ricky, my God, that was depressing. Almost as depressing as the Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows, Part 2 film. Poor Timmy. So, here's a new fan-fiction. I was inspired by something that I read, I forgot what the title was, but this author is brilliant. I felt insecure again, but I'm confident that this is going to be amazing. So, here is the first Chapter of this new fan-fiction. I hope that you enjoy it. Try not to be too negative like a certain redhaired girl that I know of. If you like it and want more, then please tell me that. Just a warning though, I'm rating this as M, because of the constant self-hate and suicide mentions that will come later in the next Chapters. Only read if you can handle reading subjects like that. Thank you.

Chapter 1: "Secrets Revealed"

She was fighting with him again. No, not with that Turner boy again. Her boyfriend, Ricky. Yes, she actually got back together with him, only because he had pleaded and begged her to take him back, because he had changed. He said that he won't ever steal money from her without her noticing, or pretend to love her ever again. The only problem with this second time is that Vicky kept screwing up. She let it slip twice that she loves one particular guy, but not Ricky. She was, of course, supposed to say "I love you, Ricky," but instead she said "I love you, _". The other guy's name. It was almost like she was cursed. She couldn't stop thinking about him, even when she was on a date with Ricky. She had suppressed her true feelings for this second guy for so many years. Pretending that she's happy with her boyfriend when she prefers to be with someone else. But she can never have this person. She knew that was true. She wasn't stupid. Maybe she was stupid, gullible, naïve, and even a pushover before, but she had changed her personality after she lost the love of her parents and after she lost Atthea. Totally inadvertently. Vicky suddenly realizes that she is now late for babysitting that Turner boy. "Excuse me, Ricky, I really do love you," Vicky lies to him, "But I am now late for babysitting that Twerp whose parents pay me very well," Vicky says. Ricky grunted, obviously still mad at her for saying some other guy's name right in front of him when he is her boyfriend. "Alright, fine, but you owe me a better date next time," Ricky says. Vicky nods her head to him, and then she stands up from the chair that she had been sitting on. "Of course," Vicky says. She kisses Ricky on the lips, and then she walks out of the restaurant. Vicky got into her car, and then she turned on the engine, waiting for it to warm up, so that she could drive to the Turner's house.

Meanwhile, fifteen-year-old Timmy Turner was plotting revenge. Cosmo was fully on board with Timmy's revenge plan against his sworn enemy Vicky, but Wanda strangely looks hesitant for some odd reason. Timmy sighs after he finished typing his revenge plan on his computer. "What's wrong, Wanda?" Timmy asks his fairly God-mother.

"Well, I was just thinking… M-Maybe you shouldn't do this to Vicky," Wanda says nervously, already knowing what her God-son would say in response to her.

"Maybe I shouldn't do this? Why can't I torture Vicky and get back at her for everything that she has forced me to do for the past seven years, Wanda? You think her telling Trixie Tang about my fear of clowns was a good thing? You think her forcing me to be her skis before we were forced into that cave alone together was a kind gesture to me?" Timmy asks Wanda. He couldn't even believe what he was hearing from Wanda. He loves her, of course he does. But he thought she was on his side with everything.

Wanda twirls some of her strands of her pink hair as she seems to be suppressing herself from saying something or doing something. What that something was, Timmy had no idea.

"Maybe you should be kind to her. All this time you've tried to get revenge on her, and it ended up making her cry when that Winston boy that she liked said that he doesn't love her anymore. After all, that same day that you were just talking about, you saved her life, Timmy. That could have been a real monster wanting to eat up the two of you," Wanda says.

He hates it when he knew that she had a point. "Kindness is more of Chloe's personality, not mine," Timmy says.

"But just think of it this way, why did you save Vicky's life when she is one of your biggest enemies? Not just because she hugged you, as what you told me and Cosmo had happened on that day," Wanda says.

She had him there, and he knew it. Timmy thought back to that day five years ago. The memories were hazy to him, but he could still remember it well. Timmy was mad at Vicky for using him as her skis, and he said that she was the worst human being in the entire world. That might have been too harsh, but he wasn't liking how she kept treating him. Then she started the avalanche with just her voice, and they were suddenly both trapped in a cave. There was no one else there. Timmy couldn't make a fire to warm them up, because it was freezing. Timmy started taking his anger out at her, telling her off for treating him the way that she had been treating him for the past two and a half years. Then Vicky did something unexpected. Something that he thought she would never do. She broke down, and she started crying right in front of him, saying that she is so sorry. Timmy definitely wasn't expecting Vicky to apologize to him. He thought that she didn't even know that word, but it turns out that she did. Then she said that she doesn't mean to be so mean to kids, she just is. That was an odd, yet surprising moment for the two of them.

All this time Timmy thought that he knew who Vicky was, but then she apologizes to him, and she shows him how vulnerable she really is. Timmy felt bad for her, and then he suggested that they do something like hugging each other to make them feel warm. Vicky hugged him, and then she said that he was so forgiving, for a Twerp, and that's when it hit Timmy. The answer to Wanda's question was right in front of him all along.

"Because I forgave her. I knew that the right thing to do was to save Vicky's life. She never meant to be so mean to me. She can't help it. That's just who she is," Timmy says.

"Exactly," Wanda says, giving the pre-teen a warm smile.

"Alright, I'll try this whole being nice to her thing. It might not work, and I have this funny suspicion that you might know something that I don't know," Timmy says. He sighs, and then he goes back to his computer. Timmy deleted all of the words that he had written on Microsoft Word. "It was probably way too mean… I don't want to kill her, just get back at her for all of the pain and torment that she has put me through over the years," Timmy says. He turns off his computer promptly, and then he walks downstairs after he heard Vicky enter his house. Timmy looks at his babysitter. She almost looked like she had been crying. It was weird for him to see her again feeling emotions other than happiness or anger. "Vicky? Are you okay?" Timmy asks her. He has no idea what happens to her at her college, or if there are any personal issues that she might be experiencing, which sucked. He had no idea what else to say to her, or how to help her, or comfort her. But Vicky closes the front door, and then she turns around to face him.

"Why do you want to know?" Vicky asks him.

"Because I care about you," Timmy says honestly to her.

"Yeah, right! Don't make me laugh, Twerp," The redhead had retorted.

"I seem to remember saying your life five years ago when we were trapped in that cave at the Mt. Dimmsdale Ski Lodge And Resort, Vicky. That wasn't a dream, that was real-life," Timmy says.

She then let out a sigh. "Look, Twerp, my life doesn't matter. Not to anyone. My own parents hate me, they're afraid of me. I have more enemies than friends. It's not that I don't appreciate what you did for me back then, but whatever that is going on with me right now doesn't concern you," Vicky says to Timmy.

Her words hurt him. They really did. It honestly didn't surprise him when she said that her parents are afraid of her. Tootie is also afraid of her own sister, but for Vicky to not want his friendship or his help really hurt him. "I'm not a bad person, Vicky. I'm not like your family or the teens that you talk to at your college. I want to change how I treat you from now on. I regret getting back at you, and I regret reading your diary back then. I'm so sorry, Vicky. I can't change our past, but we can change our future. I'm not asking for you to forgive me. I just wanted to apologize to you. You're not a bad person either, Vicky. If you refuse to accept my help, or take in my friendship, then fine. We'll be enemies forever, but honestly I'm sick of fighting with you," Timmy says to her.

Vicky was speechless after he said that to her. "Okay, fine with me. Just do your chores like a good Twerp, and stay out of my hair. Don't talk to me for the rest of the night. We will never be friends," Vicky says, as she drops her backpack on the floor of the living room. The teenage Princess of Darkness as he used to call her quickly sat down on the Turner's couch. She quickly turned on the TV, and then she started watching some show called Riverdale.

Timmy sighs deeply. He felt so defeated. He thought that Vicky would agree to become friends with him. He had tried taking Wanda's idea, but it had only backfired on him, just like his wishes that usually backfired on the brunette. "We could be friends, y'know. I don't hate you. I never hated you. I know you don't mean to be so mean to people," Timmy says. The redhead said nothing to him in response, as she turned the volume of the TV up louder. Timmy sighs, feeling that offering up his friendship to the girl was a complete waste of his time. Timmy slowly manages to walk upstairs, still feeling like he just became the most depressed kid ever, and that was saying something, since he has fairy God-parents. Timmy walks into his bedroom, saying nothing to his fairy God-parents. He felt almost like he wouldn't ever feel happiness ever again. Toys would never be able to cheer him up now. Timmy starts to clean his bedroom, as tears of his own fell from his eyes.

"Why are you crying, Sport? What's wrong?" Wanda asks.

"She turned me down," Timmy says to his fairy God-parents. He put his Nintendo Switch into a safer place in his bedroom. He didn't even feel like playing Mario or Animal Crossing right now.

"You asked Vicky out on a date?!" Cosmo asks. He feels shocked, and then he gasps.

"No, Cosmo, of course he didn't," Wanda says.

"It's not that she's not pretty. I'm not an idiot. She is pretty, but I never thought of her in the same way that I feel for Trixie," Timmy says. "Anyways, I offered up my friendship to her, just like you asked me to do, and she said no to me," Timmy says. Then he screamed into his pillow as he lied down on his bed. He decides that he needs to take a break from cleaning his bedroom.

"I'm so upset with her, Wanda! God, she's so freaking stubborn! I can't believe that she would seriously prefer to be my enemy than my friend. Maybe I was wrong about myself. Maybe I AM a bad person," Timmy says. As he started crying for real, Wanda quickly tries to comfort Timmy.

Meanwhile…

"God, I hate my life," Vicky mutters to herself as she watches Cheryl Blossom talking to Archie Andrews. It was true. She may put on this facade, that she loves to torment and torture little boys and little girls, but that is never who she really is. She misses Atthea. She wishes Atthea never died. It was all Vicky's fault. She blames herself because she was the one who needed a babysitter. Vicky was the unloved and unwanted daughter that her parents never wanted. It was an unexpected pregnancy, as from what Vicky's babysitter had told her. It had started with a one-night stand. Nicky, Vicky's and Tootie's mother, had never loved Billy, Vicky's and Tootie's father. Not at the time anyways. Nicky went to a college party when she was nineteen-years-old. She was drunk, and she slept with Billy. They had sex, and nine months later Vicky was born. She was the child who should not have existed. Apparently, Nicky wanted to get an abortion, but she couldn't go through with it. She felt bad about letting the baby die, so she decided to go through with her pregnancy.

Vicky sighs sadly, thinking back to what her babysitter had said to her. Vicky is worthless, just nothing important. She doesn't belong in this world. She still couldn't believe what Timmy had said to her. She knew it was too late for her. She was already too far gone. She knows that she's not this evil and manipulative person that she had inadvertently turned herself into, but she couldn't show her true personality to him. He would hate her even more than he did in the past seven years, and that was saying something. Vicky suddenly heard Timmy screaming and crying to himself. And she couldn't help but feel sad for the poor boy. He was right, when he said that he's not a bad person. She knows exactly who is worse than her. And that was her babysitter.

Timmy continues crying. His God-parents tried so hard to cheer him up. They told him that he's wrong. He's not a bad person. The world isn't split up between good people and bad people. We all have good and bad parts inside of us. Wanda's words weren't making Timmy feel better about himself though.

"I wish I was never-" Timmy started to say, but then Wanda puts her wand to Timmy's mouth, as if to stop him from saying the word 'born'.

"It's going to be okay, Sport. You can move on from this. Make friends with her sister, or something. Wishing that you were never born won't make things better. Vicky would feel more lonely than she's feeling right now," Wanda says.

"I still get the feeling that you might know something that I don't know," Timmy says.

"Oh, look at the time, it's time for Cosmo to go to Dr. Rip Studwell!" Wanda says. She uses her wand to poof herself and Cosmo to Fairy World.

Timmy lets out an aggravated sigh. "Thanks for keeping secrets from me," Timmy says. He walks out of his bedroom, and then he walks downstairs. He heard Vicky crying again. "I can't believe I feel sorry for my enemy," Timmy mutters to himself, as he walks into the kitchen.

Then he heard her voice. "So, what do you think I should do, Helga?" Vicky asks.

That was curious. Timmy doesn't know anyone named Helga, but apparently Vicky knows a Helga.

He couldn't help but slowly walk back into the living room. He quickly hid himself so that Vicky wouldn't be able to see him. He stayed quiet as Vicky listens to what Helga had to say.

"It's not working. He wants to become friends with me," Vicky says.

She was talking about him. He knew it.

"This facade is only making me feel miserable," Vicky says.

Timmy raises one of his eyebrows after he heard that. Facade? What the heck was she talking about? The manipulation, the lies, the tricks and games that she kept giving to him?

"What do you say to Arnold now? I seriously need some advice, Helga," Vicky says.

Timmy sighs, as he continues to stay quiet.

"You still call him a Football-Head? So you want me to keep calling Timmy a Twerp, or something?" Vicky asks.

This was making him want more answers. What the heck is really going on with her?

"Alright, thank you, Helga, and keep looking for Hailey, I mean it," Vicky says.

Hailey? Timmy didn't know of a girl named
Hailey. Timmy quickly walks back into the kitchen.

Vicky ends the call, and then she walks into the kitchen. She looks at Timmy.

"You hungry, Twerp? I told you to work on your chores, and leave me alone," Vicky says.

"I was just wondering something," Timmy says.

Vicky grabs a soda, and then she rolls her eyes. "Please don't waste my time with something that isn't you doing your chores," Vicky says.

"Who is Hailey?" Timmy asks.

Vicky was caught off-guard for the second time that day. The first time was when he said he wants to become friends with her. "None of your damn business, Twerp!" Vicky says.

"This is just like you reading my diary, don't eavesdrop on my conversations either!" Vicky says.

"Oh, like you don't do the same to me," Timmy says.

"That's different, Twerp. I'm in charge of you, you're just a fifteen-year-old," Vicky says.

"I just want the truth," Timmy says.

"I'm happy, alright? You getting tormented all the time puts a smile on my face," Vicky says.

"I'm not so sure about that now," Timmy says.

"Just leave me alone, okay? I hate you!" Vicky says.

Timmy sighs. "Fine, I wish I was never born," Timmy says.

"You can't always get what you want, Twerp. Take it from me, I know that," Vicky says.

Timmy grabs a soda of his own, and then he heads back upstairs. He walks into his bedroom. People were keeping secrets from him. First Wanda, and now Vicky. He thought about his parents. They have been gone for weeks, and he wasn't sure if they would ever return home. He just knew that he hates having to fight with Vicky. There was something that she was hiding from him. Something about this Hailey person, and he won't get to find out who she is. Why did Vicky want Helga to look for Hailey? What did that mean? Was Hailey a friend to Vicky? Was Hailey just as evil as Vicky is? Was, he mentally corrected himself. Did Vicky want Hailey to hurt Timmy? Timmy looks at the yearbook that his college friend had given to him. He looks for anyone named Hailey. There were several girls named Hailey, attending the same school as Vicky. It frustrated him. Not knowing what the heck is going on right now.

"That was a close one," Vicky says, as she starts drinking her soda. She doesn't want Timmy to know who Hailey is. She wants to protect him from Hailey. Her babysitter was the worst person ever, since Lord Voldemort is a fictional character. She received a text message from Ricky.

Babe, can you meet me tomorrow night at 7:00 P.M. at the movie theater?

Vicky sighs. This was the kind of facade that she hates the most. She was constantly lying to herself. Lying to Ricky, and every ex-boyfriend that she had. She felt bad about what she did, which was something that Hailey would never feel about what she did to Vicky. The truth was Vicky is never going to feel true happiness. There was only one way that she would feel like she's special to someone. That would be if he loves her in return, but he doesn't. Unrequited love hurt so badly. She wishes that she never fell in love with anyone. It was making her think even more negative thoughts than she usually felt.

She thought about leaving Dimmsdale and moving somewhere else. To forget about him, once and for all. But she knew that even if she moved to a different state, she would still be in love with him. She was doomed to be unhappy forever, it seemed. Timmy suddenly walks back downstairs. "I finished my chores, Vicky," Timmy says.

"Oh, good," Vicky says in a bored tone of voice. She replied to Ricky, and then she switched the channel.

"Oh. I thought you like Riverdale," Timmy says to her.

"I do, but I've seen this episode before," Vicky says.

"Oh," Timmy says. He wanted so badly to ask her again who Hailey is. "Why don't you believe me?" Timmy asks.

"Why don't I believe you about what, exactly?" Vicky asks.

She continued to look at the TV screen, as if she didn't want to look at him.

"I care about you. I saved your life, twice, technically," Timmy says.

Wanda made him save Vicky's life the second time, but the first time was his own choice.

"Yay, do you want a medal, or something, for that?" Vicky asks.

"I don't want your medal. I want you to be happy, but you're not," Timmy says. His words were surprising him.

"You dare refuse a medal, Twerp?" Vicky asks sarcastically.

"Do you have a boyfriend right now?" Timmy asks.

"Yep, his name is Ricky," Vicky says.

"Ricky?! You got back together with him? Are you crazy?!" Timmy asks incredulously.

"I'm not crazy, Twerp. He said that he loves me, and he is honest about this. He promised me that he won't ever lie or steal from me ever again," Vicky says.

"You shouldn't trust him a second time. He's up to something," Timmy says.

"Or maybe he's fallen madly in love with me, and he wants to make it up to me," Vicky says.

Arguing with her was getting him nowhere. "Alright, fine, but I won't say I told you so when he ends up cheating on you, or stealing money from you again," Timmy says.

"Why do you even care so much about my happiness anyways? We're sworn enemies," Vicky says.

"Do I have to keep reminding you that when your life was in danger, I didn't let you die, and I saved your life twice?" Timmy asks.

"Maybe you should have," Vicky says quietly.

"What?" He couldn't believe this.

"Nothing," Vicky says.

"You wanted me to let you die?" Timmy asks.

"Just go to Trixie's house, and make out with her, okay?" Vicky asks.

"Can't… She keeps rejecting me," Timmy says.

"Oh… I'm sorry… I know what that is like," Vicky says.

"That's because Ricky never loved you, and he still doesn't love you," Timmy says.

"Yes, I get it, because I'm the worst human being in the entire world, as you told me five years ago," Vicky says.

"I'm sorry about saying that… I was just mad at you for how you keep treating me," Timmy says.

He sits down on the couch, on the other side where Vicky is, of course.

"Sorry," Vicky mutters.

"If you want to make it up to me, then let's become friends," Timmy says.

"I can't," Vicky says.

"Why not? Are you snooty and stuck-up like Trixie is?" Timmy asks.

"She's a self-absorbed brat. I'm not like her," Vicky says.

"Then why can't we become friends?" Timmy asks.

"Because I just can't, okay," Vicky says.

That still didn't answer his question. He lets out a frustrated sigh.

"What would people think? They would think you're crazy, or that I'm crazy," Vicky says.

"So, you're afraid of what people think of you?" Timmy asks.

It started to get late. Timmy looks at the time on the clock of his living room. 12:45 A.M. He looks at Vicky, and then he realizes that she fell asleep.

He puts a blanket over her body, and then he sighs.

"I just want some damn answers, Vicky," Timmy says, as he looks at her.

She murmured something that he couldn't understand.

Timmy grabs her cell phone that he found on the coffee table of his living room.

He knew it was wrong.

It was almost as bad as reading her diary, but she wasn't confessing to him what her secret is.

There was a text message from Alyssa, one of Vicky's friends.

Don't tell him the truth no matter what you do. You're screwed if you tell Turner the truth.

Timmy raises one of his eyebrows. This was getting weirder.

He reads another text message from Helga.

Sorry about before. Big Bob took the phone out of my hands. I haven't been able to find Hailey Drew yet, but even if I did, I'm sure she won't try to hurt Timmy. She doesn't even know him—yet.

That was even stranger. Vicky almost seemed to be protective of Timmy.

"I wish Cosmo and Wanda were here," Timmy says loudly.

The fairies quickly appear into the room disguised as pink and green lights in the room.

"You guys, do you know who Hailey Drew is?" Timmy asks Cosmo and Wanda.

"No idea, sorry," Wanda says.

But she had a nervous look on her face.

"The truth, Wanda," Timmy says.

"Alright, fine, she was Vicky's babysitter. We didn't want you to know about her because she was dangerous," Wanda says.

"Yeah, you think Vicky is bad? You ain't seen nothing yet!" Cosmo says.

This news was making Timmy panic. He didn't want to have a panic attack at fifteen-years-old.

"Where is she now?" Timmy fearfully asks.

"We don't know. Not even Jorgen knows. Hailey quit babysitting after Vicky turned twelve-years-old, and then Hailey moved out of Dimmsdale because she got accepted into a University," Cosmo says.

"Dammit, I'm freaking out now," Timmy says.

He believes his fairies. If they think Hailey is worse than Vicky, then they must be telling him the truth. They wouldn't lie to him about something like this.

"I'm really sorry for keeping this a secret from you, Timmy. It involves a m-mur…" Wanda started to say, but Timmy quickly guessed that she was trying to say.

"Oh my God," Timmy says.

"Can't you poof to her exact location right now, or something? I want to know how far away she is from me right now," Timmy says.

Wanda quickly opens Da Rules book, and she turns a page. "I don't see anything in Da Rules about not granting a wish like this, Sport," Wanda says.

"I wish for you to poof to Hailey Drew's exact location right now!" Timmy says.

Wanda uses her wand to poof herself to Hailey's exact location right now.

Timmy looks at Vicky again. "Poor Vicky… And I thought my life was pretty bad," Timmy says. He starts to feel sorry for her a second time. She looks almost peaceful while she is asleep though. It was a shame that she couldn't sleep more often. Timmy likes it. She didn't look hateful or angry, she even had a smile on her face. She was having a nice dream, and Timmy didn't want to wake her, so he walks upstairs, and Cosmo quickly follows Timmy.