Disclaimer : I don't own any of the 9-1-1's characters !
Hello,
I apologized in advance, I'm from France, and english is not my first language, even if I understand it and can read it perfectly. Writing is different story but I get help with Google.
This is a three part story. I hope you'll like it !
His head was hurting. He had the feeling that a jackhammer was taking his brains by storm. It wasn't the biggest hangover of his life, but waking up with a migraine wasn't very pleasant. He grimaced as he felt his breath. Yet he never forgot to brush his teeth before bed, even after drinking a few beers. It was very strange. The veil misting his mind evaporated gently.
Eddie. Laughs. The smell of the pizzas they had ordered. The beer one. The air getting hotter and hotter, or rather the tension between them. Christopher's absence, spending the weekend at Abuela's. The relief of not having to work until Monday.
Buck opened his eyes, and closed them immediately because of the clarity that had invaded the room and made his eyes suffer.
Their fingers brushing. Their bodies are getting closer. Buck had the feeling of boiling from the inside. He turns to Eddie, who kisses him. Not on the cheek. But on the mouth. No doubt the effects of the beers they drank. Buck takes advantage of the moment and kisses him back. The t-shirts are removed. Eddie draws him a little more against him and kisses him even more deeply. Their tongues mingle. He is aware of his erection, but undertakes nothing more than the kiss they exchange. There is a need to breathe.
Buck opened his eyes without being disturbed by the light this time. He had another erotic dream with Eddie as the lead actor. It was not the first time, and it certainly wasn't the last. He could see a little bit better, and he realized that he was not in his room. Damn, he wasn't even home.
Eddie got up from the couch and grabbed him by the hand to lure him into the room with him. In the hallway, he placed him against the wall and attacked his mouth vigorously while unbuttoning his jeans. He slipped his hand inside, and when Buck felt the handsome Mexican's hand wrap around his dick, he felt like he was going to faint. Eddie's mouth landed on his nipples, one by one, sucking them, teasing them with his tongue and teeth while tying his limb hard as stone...
To this memory, which seemed more real than a dream, Buck leapt and turned to the right. Damn. Eddie was lying on his stomach, asleep. The sheet barely covered his buttocks. At this glance, Buck hardens instantly. Damn,,. As the seconds ticked away, Buck remembered absolutely everything. Frightened, he left the bed quietly, dressed as he fell on his clothes, and then went away. Like a thief. He got in his jeep and went back to his apartment where he locked himself.
« Fuck it ! »
He couldn't believe it. He slept with Eddie. He remembered every moment perfectly, now that he was awake. Still sensing the taste of his lips, and the feeling of fullness when he had taken possession of him. Yes, they had gone all the way. Buck couldn't believe it. Going into the bathroom, he undressed and poured water. Piss off... It was the best way to ruin their friendship. His feelings for Eddie should never have given him any control last night. But it was Eddie who kissed him first. Maybe he was too drunk, and he wouldn't remember anything when he woke up. Even if it tore his heart out from thinking about it, it was for the best, and Buck knew it. Once his shower was over, he wrapped a towel around his waist and brushed his teeth to get rid of his foul breath. He put a boxer and a t-shirt on before going down to the kitchen. He froze when he got down the stairs.
Eddie was there. Fresh as a roach. No visible trace of him getting drunk the night before. The shirt he was wearing dripped his torso to perfection.
« I didn't like waking up without you this morning. »
Far from it. At first, when he felt him leave the bed, he thought it was to go to the bathroom, or to prepare breakfast. Of course not. He immediately stood up when he heard the front door slam. He had tried to call him, but this idiot had left his phone at home. Phone that was now on the table. He had hurried to take a shower, get dressed and go after Buck. When he entered the apartment, he had heard the shower water flow, so he sat on a chair, and ordered lunch. Breakfast came, when it knocked on the door. Like home, Eddie went to open and thanked the delivery man. Closing the door, he placed the bag on the table and took out two large coffees, as well as a box containing pancakes. Eddie went to take plates, cutlery etc... Seeing that Buck was still not moving, he approached him, took his face in his hands and kissed him. Not a sweet or shy kiss. But a deep and languorous kiss. This had the effect of getting Buck out of his torpor. Machinally, he returned his kiss to Eddie, but put an end to it when he realized what he was doing.
« Stop ! »
He walked away and turned his back on him.
« That's not what you wanted last night. » Eddie reminded him.
« We were drunk, » Buck said.
« Please, I knew exactly what I was doing. » He took Buck's hand and made him sit on the stairs before kneeling between his legs. « Hey, look at me ! »
Buck ended up looking up at him. A look filled with hope and sadness at the same time.
« Buck, I wanted what happened last night. » Eddie said. « We're going to talk about it after we ate, but know that I wasn't drunk, and neither were you. You didn't ask me to stop because you wanted it as much as I did. »
He silenced the young man with a strong kiss.
« After ! » he said.
He took him to the table, and they had their breakfast in silence. They cleaned once they were done, then Eddie took Buck to the couch. They sat down, and then Eddie drew Buck against him. The young man lay down against him, wrapped in his arms.
« I'm sorry I left like this, but I panicked, » Buck said, after a long moment of silence. « I was afraid you would regret it, and I didn't want to see your reaction. »
« It's kind of my fault, » Eddie admitted. « I jumped on you. »
« And it's true, I didn't push you back because I really wanted to. » Buck said. « Does it make any difference between us ? »
« I don't see why it would change anything, » said Eddie, who kissed his short curls. « I think everyone who knows us is just waiting for us to get together. »
« How do you know ? » asked Buck.
« Buck, you and I are not ordinary friends, » he replied. « You raise my son with me, you spend all your free time with Chris and I, you are my person to contact in case of an emergency, and the school calls you when I'm not available. You spend your sundays with us at my grandmother's. I can list for a long time anything that shows that we are more than friends, and that, everyone understood it. »
The silence fell for a few minutes.
« How long have you been thinking about it ? » asked Buck. « You and I, I mean. »
« Honestly ? Since day one, despite your great welcome. » said Eddie, full of sarcasm.
« You didn't want to punch me ? » said Buck.
« No, I even found you so damn hot, but I buried my desire deep inside me because you were with Abby, if you can say that, and then Shannon landed again in my life. » Eddie sighed. « I don't even know why I slept with her. »
« She was your wife, you had the right to sleep with her, » said Buck, who did not move from his place in his friend's arms.
Friend ? Boyfriend ? Lover ? Buck was a little confused and didn't know how to label what was going on, exactly, between them.
« And I went out with Ali. » he reminded him. Eddie growled with discontent. « What ? »
« Can we stop talking about your exes ? And my dead wife, while we're at it. » Eddie said. « At least, not when I hold you in my arms and the only thing I want is to take you up there and fuck you again. »
Buck swallowed noisily, and his sex stood up to those words.
« I... » He slit his throat. « I'm not sure that's a good idea. »
He was lying brazenly, and Eddie knew it perfectly. Especially since the way he lay in his arms left a stunning view of the erection that pointed under Buck's underpants.
« And I... » said Eddie in a suddenly sensual voice. « ... I think it's a very... » He kissed him on the jaw. « ... very... » His hand slipped on his belly and then under his t-shirt. « ... very good idea. You want it to, Buck. »
Buck defied his embrace and took refuge at the other end of the couch.
« No, we're not going to do anything until I know what that means. » he said.
« What does that mean ? » repeated Eddie, before sneering. « Buck, if I wanted to forget what happened last night, or if I didn't want more than one night, I would have waited until we saw each other at work on monday. »
He got up from the couch and grabbed Buck by the t-shirt, forcing him to get up and then, with his free hand, grabbed him over his underpants, snatching a strange groan from the young man.
« I want you, Evan. »
Evan... Buck suddenly had a flashback of last night...
He grabbed the sheets to whiten his phalanxes while he was beset by long, languorous thrusts. Eddie, who bites his ear and whispers sweet, sweet and sensual words.
« Evan... Cum for me ! »
Eddie bit his chin, drawing his attention back to him.
« Let go, Evan. » he said. « I want you. »
« You... You could take me on a real date first. » he manages to say.
« Um, I'll take you out for dinner tonight. » Eddie knew his best friend by heart, and had already booked a table for the evening. « But don't make me think you don't want to feel me in you again. »
No, he couldn't. Buck had only aspired to this since the day he laid eyes on him. Eddie's hand disappeared from his growing erection, and his body moved away from his. Buck watched him walk away without stopping to look at him, and took off his t-shirt.
« I didn't get much sleep last night. » Eddie says. He removed his shoes without looking away. « I want to take a little nap, so I'll go up to your room, lie down between your sheets and, if you want me as much as I want you... » He defies the button on his jeans in a very explicit way. « ... feel free to join me. »
With a smile on his face, Eddie climbed the stairs and, when he got to the top, took off his jeans, which he left lying on the floor, and went to lie down on the bed. He made sure to have a clear view of the stairs. He knew his friend well enough to know that his little number hadn't left him indifferent. He could not hold back a victorious smile when Buck appeared at the top of the stairs.
« Take off your clothes ! »
Eddie's voice slammed like an order...
He has always been resistant to authority, but in this case he is very inclined to follow them. He undresses, approaches the bed and then climbs onto the mattress before being lured by Eddie for a languorous kiss.
« You're not going to stray again, are you, Evan ? »
Buck shakes his head. He can't do it at this point. His body is in too much demand for caress. He's in demand for Eddie. Of this man whom he is in love with and for whom he would do absolutely anything and everything.
« Your mouth. On me. Right now ! »
He obeys, and lowers himself to his pelvis. Lowering Eddie's boxer to his knees, freeing his turgescent sex, Buck licks his lips in anticipation but in a positive way. He wants to taste it, swallow it, cajole it and make it cum. What he does for long minutes. Minutes that he enjoys and during which he takes special care to please his best friend. Friend ? Lover ? More ? He really needs to know what they were now.
Buck awoke feeling rough fingers caressing his back. Did he dream ? No, his body was delightfully bent, proof that he had been fucked like never before in his life.
« Um, Eddie ! » he sighed.
« Hello, mi amor* ! » He replaced his fingers with his mouth, and laid a myriad of kisses from the hollow of his waist to his neck. « You are so receptive to my caresses. »
The tongue of the beautiful Mexican traces every hollow of his abs while fucking him with his fingers. He avoids his sex on purpose, Buck knows it. He also knows that Eddie wasn't going to pet him there to drive him crazy. His mouth rested on his for a feverish kiss.
« Don't cum yet ! » he commands, constantly moving his fingers.
« It's too hard. » Buck said.
« Don't... cum... yet ! » slams Eddie by spreading and bending his fingers between each injunction.
Buck felt himself hardening and shivering as events came back to him. He wanted to get up to go hide in the bathroom, but it was as if he had read his thoughts, for Eddie's arm wrapped around him like a snake around his prey.
« You get out of this bed, you get spanked ! » he warned him.
« Stop ! » said Buck, excited by such an authoritarian tone.
« Then turn around so I can kiss you. »
So he turned around. Eddie's mouth soon covered his.
« I didn't know you were so bossy. » Buck mumbled.
« I have to, since you never listen to anything, » Eddie replied. « You're a brat. »
« Hey ! » protested Buck, hitting him in the torso. « I'm not going to let you touch me again if you keep calling me a brat. »
« Hun ! » Eddie placed Buck on the mattress, wedged him between his legs and held his wrists above his head. « Dare to tell me that you didn't like me being bossy with you ? »
Buck swallowed, but did not answer.
« I knew it, you love it. » smiled his lover.
« Only in bed. » Buck said. « There's no way you're going to start governing my life. »
« Pfff, I'm not like that, » replied Eddie, who bent down to kiss him. « I love you, Buck. If only I had acted sooner... »
« What ? » the young man choked. « You... You love me ? »
« Yes, of course. » Eddie said. « I've been holding back my desire for a very long time, and we're not going to go back to the events in our lives that kept me from telling you that I wanted you. But yes, I love you ! »
He released his wrists, and Buck took the opportunity to straighten up and kiss him and reverse their place. Satisfied that he was finally taking initiative, Eddie let himself go.
« I love you ! » said Buck, but soon invaded by the fear of abandonment.
What Eddie noticed.
« Hey... » He took his face between his hands after sitting down, forcing Buck to do the same. « I would never abandon you, Evan. I'm not Abby, and I'm not Ali. I love you, and with me it's for life. The only thing I'm going to ask you is never to lie to me. I don't want there to be any secret between us, and I don't want you to promise me not to give up in return. And I'd make you the same promise. »
« You know me better than anyone else. » sighed Buck, letting himself go against Eddie, who closed his arms around him.
Eddie leaned against the headboard, keeping Buck in his embrace.
« And you know me just as well. » he said.
« Your parents are going to react badly, right ? » asked Buck.
« Probably. » sighed Eddie. « But I'm tired of living by seeking their approval. Anyway, they never approved anything, no matter what I do. »
« I didn't even know you were bi. » Buck said.
« Neither do I ! » the young man chuckled. « But when I first saw you, I realized that you weren't going to make it any easier for me. I don't regret any of the decisions I've made since that day, apart from sleeping with Shannon, but hey, since you were turning the page Abby, and you started banging Taylor. »
His voice had become a little harsher when he uttered the journalist's name.
« You were jealous, I get it. » said Buck, who rolled his eyes. « Hey, Eddie ? »
« Yeah ? »
« For a straight man, you're very good at satifying a guy. » Buck says, before laughing.
« Only with you ! » said Eddie.
« Did you do some research before, or did it come naturally to you ? » says Buck. When he felt Eddie smile, as he placed his mouth on his neck, he stood up to look at him. « Wait, did you plan all this ? The party, the beers and all that ? »
« Maybe ! »
Eddie's voice became more dragging. more... Buck meant attractive, but it was a little too feminine.
« You bastard ! » he slammed.
Grabbing a cushion, he hit Eddie with it, but Eddie burst out laughing, before ending it by placing Buck on the bed again, then his mouth on his. After burying himself again and blowing him up, leaving him trembling, Eddie lured Buck into the bathroom. They showered each other while kissing and washing each other.
...
He's feeling good. Appeased. He has never felt so good in his life. He has never slept so well, and he feels pulled out of this restful sleep by caresses. Lying on his side, he feels fingers slipping between his buttocks to make his way to his orifice already dilated by previous embraces.
« Eddie... » he mumbles in his half-sleep.
« Get your leg up, Evan ! » he commands sensually.
He obeys, and the fingers are quickly replaced by Eddie's hard, thick sex.
Buck opened his eyes when he felt the car stop.
« We're here ! »
Eddie had parked outside his grandmother's house, where he and Buck had been invited to lunch before picking up Christopher.
« How do you want us to behave in front of Christopher ? » asked Buck. « And how will Isabel react when she finds out about you and me ? »
« First, my grandmother once asked you to call her Abuela, » Eddie reminded him as he unstained his belt. « And secondly, we're going to act perfectly normally in front of Chris. I'm going to talk to him, and explain things to him so he understands that his Bucky is going to be with us for a very... » He leaned over the gear lever and took Buck's face in his hands. « ... very long time. He's going to be very happy, believe me. »
He prevented Buck from responding with a strong kiss.
« Come on, let's go ! »
Eddie was not surprised to find his aunt Josephina aka Pepa, in the garden with Christopher. The table had been set, and dishes more enticing than the others covered it.
« Ah, all that was missing was you ! » smiled Pepa as he saw them.
« Bucky ! » cried Christopher cheerfully, as he raised his head to him and his father.
« Hey, big man ! » Buck went to kneel before the little boy and took him in his arms. « You didn't eat it all, did you ? You left some for your dad and me, though ? »
« Yes ! » chuckled Christopher.
« Well, what about me ? I'm not allowed a hug from my own son ? » pretended to be indignant at Eddie.
« Yes ! » cried the little boy, raising his arms towards his father.
Eddie took Buck's place, who went to greet Abuela, who kissed him loudly on both cheeks, and took his son in his arms.
« I missed you, mijo* ! »
« You too, Dad ! »
« Come on, let's eat ! » said Isabel Diaz.
Once seated around the table, Isabel and Josephina on one side, Eddie, Christopher and Buck opposite, the plates were quickly filled. It was not until the end of the meal that Eddie put down his cutlery, wiped his mouth and looked at his grandmother and aunt.
« I have to tell you something. » he said. « You too, Chris. »
He stroked his son's short blonde curls to get his attention.
« We're listening. » said Pepa.
« Well, I'm seeing someone and... »
« No ! » replied Christopher, annoyed.
« Calm down, Chris. » said Eddie, who pushed his chair to face Buck, who had suddenly become very worried that Chris would take badly what was to follow. « Christopher, please look at me ! »
Without hiding his scowling look, Chris looked up at his father.
« I'm not going to bring anyone into our lives, my son » Eddie reassured him. « If I told you that this person I'm dating is Buck, what do you think ? »
He heard someone choke, but remained focused on Christopher, whose face relaxed.
« Buck ? » he repeated.
« Yes, Buck ! » said Eddie. « So, do you still want your old father to be single ? »
Christopher chuckled before getting up and snuggling up to his father. From the corner of his eye, as he lifted his son on his lap, Eddie saw his aunt pass money to his grandmother.
« Are you kidding me ? You had a bet ? »
« Your aunt thought you would never realize how you feel about Evan. » Abuela said. « And that someone would have to point you in that direction. »
« Pepa, do you have so little confidence in me ? » asked Eddie.
« Given your background… » Pepa mumbled, which made Buck laugh.
« Traitor ! » scolded Eddie, staring at him.
Rolling his eyes, Eddie looked at his aunt and grandmother again.
« So you take it well ? It's not a crisis late but... »
« Eddie, none of us are going to judge you. » said Pepa. « The first time I saw you with Buck, I knew. Don't ask me how, but I knew it. I'm very happy for you. You deserve to be with someone who loves Christopher as much as you do. »
« Mom and Dad won't be as understanding as you are. » Eddie sighed.
« Stop wanting to seek their approval. » Isabel slammed. « You are an adult, and you are a very good father despite all the bad things they have been able to tell you, and Evan is a true gift send from heaven to you and Christopher. I don't want you to screw this up. »
Isabel got up and began to clean the dishes. Eddie, whose eyes had become saucers, turned to Buck, who masked a laugh.
« Am I dreaming or did my grandmother just say the word screwed up ?"
He heard Christopher giggling at him.
They spent the rest of the day walking, going to a park and then eating ice cream. In the evening Buck prepared a light soup for everyone, and Christopher did not stay up very long after dinner. Buck, after wishing the boy good night, returned to the kitchen to finish tidying up.
« Christopher, I want you to know that Buck will never take your mom's place. »
« I know. » said the little boy in a sleepy voice. « But I love Buck too, and I want you to be happy, Dad. »
« Thank you, big man. » Eddie said. « It doesn't bother you that Dad loves another man, not a woman, does it ? »
« My friend Lindsay from school has two dads. » Chris reminded him. « And that's Buck ! »
« It's Buck ! » smiled Eddie, who ruffled his son's hair. « Good night, my boy ! »
He kissed him on the forehead, turned off the bedside lamp and came out of the room, closing the door behind him. Just as he was about to join Buck in the kitchen, Buck came out of it.
« Well, I'm going to go home. » he said.
« Like I'm going to let you go. » Eddie grabbed him by the t-shirt and kissed him, biting his lip in passing. « Stay ! »
« Eddie, we spent most of the weekend having sex. » Buck felt his body awaken to Eddie's contact, and found himself pinned against the wall. « I need to rest. »
« We're going to sleep, that's all. » Eddie said. « I promise you we'll just sleep, but there's no way you're going to leave me tonight. Why don't you come and live here ? »
« Okay, you're going a little too fast. » Buck manages to push him away.
« Why ? You spend more time with us here than in your apartment. » Eddie pointed out to him. « And think about all the benefits, coming to live with us. »
« Give me one ! »
But Buck already knew he wouldn't need a list too long to be convinced. All he wanted was to make sure Eddie was very serious about their relationship, because for Buck, the games were done. He would never love anyone the way he loved Eddie again.
« You'd see Christopher every day ! » said Eddie. « Even if it's almost already the case. »
« Apart from Chris, and you. » Buck said, suppressing a smile.
« Because you need other reasons ? » asked Eddie, who lured the young man to the couch. Sitting face-to-face, he continued : « Look, I'm very serious about this. About us. I love you, and this is the first time in my life that I feel this good. Losing yourself, or seeing yourself with someone else is a real heartbreak. I don't even want to have to live it. You've almost died three times since we met, and every time I thought my heart was being ripped out. »
« Even if I lost your son ? » said Buck, in a small, choked voice.
Losing Christopher during the tsunami was his biggest regret. His biggest failure. The rational part of his being knew that he had nothing to do with it. He had spent hours searching for him relentlessly, standing up thanks to the adrenaline and the fear of having to tell Eddie that he had lost Christopher. He had only collapsed after seeing Christopher and Eddie reunited.
« You didn't lose him ! » hammered Eddie, as Buck looked away. « Look at me, damn it ! »
Eddie did not accept any dodge, and when Buck refused to look at him, he took his face in his hands and forced him to look at him, even going so far as to sit on him.
« You didn't lose Christopher. You saved him. No, I don't want to hear anything. » he slammed when Buck tried to retaliate. « You saved him. You did everything you could to find him when you were separated, and it wasn't your fault. I don't blame you. »
« And when I sued Bobby and the Department to get my job back ? » asked Buck, raising an eyebrow.
« Oh you won't get me like that. » Eddie warned him. « It's all in the past, okay? I don't want what happened before us to rot our lives. I love you, and I want you to come and live here. Let us finally form the family that we are supposed to be. »
« Eddie... »
« I would never leave you, Evan, » Eddie hammered. « Never. »
He released him, got up, and after assuring that the front door was locked, he picked him up, and took him into the bedroom, turning off all the lights in his path.
« Eddie... »
« Hush ! »
Eddie remained gentle, attentive the whole time he undressed Buck. He left him in his underpants, and made him put on one of his sweatshirts. Eddie undressed and kept his underwear and t-shirt. He pushed Buck gently towards the bed, and once he lay down, he turned to Buck, intertwined their fingers and laid his forehead against his.
« I'm not going anywhere ! » he whispered.
*Spanish Lexicon :
- Mi amor : My love
- Mijo : Son
- Abuela : Grandmother
Don't hesistate telling me what you thought about that first part !
See you soon !