Warning: Very bad grammar that I am hoping to fix and Beta reading is welcomed.
This is a story about the main character who has absolutely nothing after his 'new start' and still trying to move forward, I choose DxD because it is the series that is open to worldbuilding and I can't butcher since everything is trashy even the most simple power levels so there will be OC's and OOC's I can't write faction leaders like a joke in DxD since they should be a threat to our character.
There are lemons I have MC transported in DxD, lemon is not because of ecchi or stuff but because supernatural creatures have such interactions and there is a culture of that stuff in dxd… how am I going to show devils as an example? What about succubus? Impossible without that kind of stuff. This will be an adventure so expect MC to travel A LOT of traveling so many different dimensions and all kinds of supernatural beings. The concept of power draws everything is not something I dislike in DxD… even if it isn't used well. He won't be accepting every attempt from all women... more like reject of it in the start when it comes to hot stuff and that also will have consequences since rejecting super prideful and powerful women means… bad.
By drawn to power I mean even when MC hides everything perfectly like a super mastermind other people will find out some clues because the plot sides with them.
The world around MC will be stupid since supernatural equals illogical so don't tell me 'doesn't make any sense since that's the point and I recommend reading the whole first chapter since at first, it looks like very edgy and stupid until we have MC's thought's
Let's start already!
It is M-rated for a reason by the way.
Is it possible to have no genuine interest in anything but still wanting to achieve many things? Just because you want to? Like putting in so many hours.
That would be the best explanation of my way of moving forward in life, I didn't feel I had a talent for anything, not that I am bad at everything but I just can't see anything exceptional in myself.
But I still had to put effort into many things to be successful in life and so on. With having no interest in anything particular I just did what I had to do, but when you are so ordinary in life, no talent with nothing to drawn towards… That means you are going to lose. With no aim like "I wanna be this when I grow up!" you would end up as a corporate slave... a low-paid one at that.
That's why I discovered something in myself, with nothing to care or do I become good at doing what I had to do, exams? Study, over and over and over again. Job? You can't do that in there, so make your own job and try over and over and over again to make it something acceptable.
Repeat, do again and again until it's done, gain experience and accumulate it.
And after some point I changed, became incapable of standing still and only moving forward and so… I did many things… Even though I had no interest and had the worst talent, it didn't matter. I always got into absolute focus and had no morals or whatsoever when I had absolutely made something done.
At some point, I hit a limit, a finishing point.
And I did what I always thought I would do when I died...
Moved on to the next.
I am right now, doing what every cliche protagonist does... walking in shady streets that any moment you can just find yourself put at a gunpoint... I was in that type of situation before but I was lucky to survive by using moves I know… but luck nonetheless since gun by default wins... if you fucking hold properly though since that caused that guy to have 'no gun to point anymore' because of me having super muscle memory with repeating the same self-defense moves lots of times and ended with me doing whatever I wanted to him since it's 'self-defense'.
Trained yes… but when I say it repeatedly I mean it literally… I technically hold by gunpoint thousands of times in my path to understanding my own body's way of reaction and how far I can take it by repeating it.
But that was a truly unlucky joke and happened in a fucking sun blinding my face and not in a dark alleyway like it was logically supposed to be…now I have a reason why I am here and it's not because I want to be shot.
You see, with me being a super focused and busy guy… actually have 'some' social life, it wasn't something I thought would happen but after I came to the US I learned you don't have to use maximum effort to have some hot girls like you… so I begun to have dates after that time of my life… and not just in university so I might have gained some real social skills and not just have to choose the correct dialog option like a sociopath because I don't want to be awkward but I can just be natural and not awkward so the second was better, I do not want to feel like a sociopath and manipulate everything unless I need to.
Whatever, I had a date that would surely turn into some hot time in a love hotel(since that was the first destination we planned to go to) but... my partner wasn't there.
And my calculating brain thought of her coming route…
It includes the shady long street I am walking right now, with lots of alleyways.
And I am a super pessimistic, cynical guy…
Hence the reason why I am in a shady alleyway like all cliche protagonists, walking with a stick I am holding on my shoulder. It is thin but not much, I was grasping and testing, making it feel comfortable in my grasp.
Oh… right? Why do I have a stick on my shoulder? You see…reason for this is even advanced version of having a pessimistic mind of-
But unfortunately, I was cut off by a muffled voice... it was what it was, I wasn't even calling prediction since everything was adding up if it isn't impossible or illogical and if it is pointed out by hints then it is…
Truth. Truth shall not change just because pathetic people are incapable of accepting it and taint it. Though they often succeed in making the truth unknown because they are fogging it, without being conscious of what they are doing... if they were doing it purposefully then... it wouldn't be possible but ignorance? Yeah believing the lie you told is some freaky magic that distorts our world.
Now, where were we? yes... she is probably inside of that very dark alleyway and I have nothing she was struggling with but I think I will choose to not interfere just now, I am waiting for something specific to happen… which might give me some information about the adversary... I tried to spot somewhere I could see them but unfortunately, there were no covers… I had to contend with trying to not be spotted while staying in his vision.
And I started watching.
"Get away from me you filth," A woman with dark but messy hair said, escaping from the hold of the rapist in front of him, she had a very voluptuous body, size of her bum wasn't making her skirt's job easy, the same thing could be said for her very big chest with no bra at all.
Then what about rapists? Why isn't he attempting to get touchy again?
"Hey don't be like that...we had met before, remember? I even had some friends with me and you were such a bitch, playfully insulting me while showing that slutty body… I thought I could flirt with you some more" A tall man, he didn't have giant muscles but that was probably because of genetics, his condition was good and he was fit… not exactly someone you can portray as "ugly bastard"
"Hah? You fucker, I have nothing to do with you, asshole's aren't my type" She said in a very unusual way, no matter how wrong he was... you won't be smug to your molester... that's not some high school jerk getting too close to you. They know each other.
"That's a big bullshit, that's exactly your type, I don't even think you would push me if I wasn't too hard, right?" The tall guy said with a big grin, the woman seemed angry but even then she didn't say anything.
'Well, now they know each other, he knew she would be here from the way he talked, the way she talks and acts also gives that she isn't being threatened by anything like a knife or a weapon. Adding that her voice was cut... she was probably fine with it... until the man did something (being hard according to him) and she rejected… unfortunately I concluded they were kissing and with her doing such a thing I was immensely turned off, I thought of going like nothing happened but I felt some animosity from man's voice'
And decided to stay. Though I don't think I would do anything with that woman even after this.
"Fuck off! I have nothing to do with you! You are pathetic for having such a weak pride. You are just a horny dog I teased and nothing mo-" Before she could finish her attempt to angry the man with her words (the most stupid thing that can be done in this situation) man took the hand she was pointing towards him with a middle finger from wrist and locked into the wall with full force woman cried from pain and now the man forcefully took her one hand.
"Y-you sick"
"Nope! You aren't going to touch my balls... at least not with your hands." He probably grasped her wrist further and the woman stopped attacking the man but kept struggling.
And then she stopped all the movement when the sound of a click was heard.
"That's what I was waiting for… he does have a gun" I murmured very silently.
*3rd POV*
The man that currently had all the control over the woman that was supposed to meet our MC was currently, but she wasn't making any move or any sound like before... because of the gun pointed towards her by 'molester'
"You are going to entertain me so much like you do those rich kids you find randomly, with that mouth… yes, with every part of your body, I saw you while doing it after all" Man was closer than ever, whispering in her ear.
"Then my friends will have the leftovers when I am done with you." He said with a smile filled with lust, first it seemed like he was just a random criminal who caught the very hot woman in his eyes and went for it but that wasn't the case, while he had lusted after her, the distaste and hatred was much stronger in him so that it wasn't about using woman for pleasure... It was clearly something she had done that caused this intense hatred and other negative feelings and as it could be seen from the unnatural confidence woman had earlier she had done something knowingly it might end up bad but did anyway because she never thought of the consequences.
But even then… their choices didn't matter, not this guy with a gun or this young woman with a source of confidence that things like money and looks.
No.
The only way to have the power to decide everything was DETERMINATION.
And the one who cultivated that particular feeling and trait for his whole life arrived.
It didn't matter if he was a person who didn't look special or looked like a loser in the eyes of people like these.
Their fate was his to decide.
*WOMAN'S POV*
Is that how it ends? Why did I even want to play with this guy back then? It is not my fault just because his pride takes damage when I say a few words in bed... There was no way I would even sleep with him. If I didn't want to have some fun, who would have thought this guy was a psycho planning revenge for all this time? Was I going to die just because I was unlucky enough to encounter with the wrong person... it's not like I am the only person playing with pitiful losers... And it's not my fault man starts drooling when I appear before their eyes! Just like man prays on random lesser girls I pray on beta males when there is no good catch!
If this guy weren't here… I would just have fun with the next one and then continue having my life as nothing happened… and now he is saying he is not going to kill me… I hope that is true… it's not like this guy can possibly tame me even with his said friends.
"Seriously? I am saying all this stuff and you really have that look of "They can't fuck me that hard anyway." I mean it's not unexpected from a vainglorious bitch but do you even know what it means to get raped? You won't be enjoying it!... Actually, you might be THAT worse… since in your book the man that acts like prideful jerks is male and normal dudes are beta males who just exist for no reason? I can't believe it this is so stupid! but foolishness won't save anyone and it won't save you"
I was terrified that this man somewhat knew what I was thinking but even then that doesn't mean he is right... I might be playing a bit wild but so every girl with a good body does! This fucker thinks it's wrong to have a little bit of pride.
"No dude she DOES enjoy rough stuff... Though later she start so many bad rumors because she acted like a slut in bed"
"That's FUCKING RIGHT! Bitch doesn't hold back when it comes to rumors, the police came to my house and they didn't even do anything to her after knowing she lied."
I knew those voices… when they got closer I was able to see their faces clearly... the first one that talked was a tall and muscular black guy... I also met with him before but the bastard was hurting me even when I said stop… and just because I am sensitive and also reacted in a… certain way he was saying 'You are liking it' it was fucking pure torture.
The second was also a burly man, he had white skin and a handsome face. I wanted to have some time with him since he was handsome and I learned he was a bodyguard… I bought his services and then slowly tried to set our hot night but he was the same as the other one… that motherfucker also didn't understand from stop.
"See they are the 'friends they all know you and you should know we are going to make you regret for what you did, you'll pay for it" He slowly reached for my neck but then everyone stop where they were standing and turns to look at-
"Then how are you going to pay to M E"
I slowly looked towards where the voice was coming... 'Who is this time?' I thought but I saw the last person I would ever imagine being there.
He wasn't even supposed to be here but here he is, the random guy reached to me for 'some good time'... he was studying in our university as a researcher but the guy was all silent and time to time be social for with reasons no one fucking knows... he doesn't look bad or have anything to piss me off but I never even acknowledge this person's existence until he approached me.
Other than making all the staff back in his ass since he could be used as an assistant in pretty much all lessons and can cover for professors... he even taught our class several times but there isn't even much age difference! I was thinking he was some kind of an ultimate nerd but then rumors started... he was fucking nearly all-female professors in university since nearly all of them were young…
Since then I have had some fantasies about that guy but when I saw how silent he was... he also wasn't my type so I left it there… but something change it.
You see, it's not me that realized, every time someone gossips about him and then looks towards him from far away he is turning towards the eyes... It was creepy for pretty much everyone so he lost his reputation without knowing.
But I found it extremely hot for some reason and kept looking at him and he looked at me and after several times he just approached me and asked me for a date... in front of a love hotel. It was super hot, so fucking direct unlike others but now I was massively turned off…
This was a trap? Since it was extremely weird for someone I regard as the ultimate nerd to act like a man? No, he was a weirdo and now I know where his confidence came from he worked with these people and they wouldn't even share me with him.
"Who the hell are you?" The man who first caught me here and caused me this whole trouble asked him… but now, my supposed date was smiling in a very unnerving way. This and other type of sick smiles was time to time could be seen in this person's face but… in this situation probably because of lust, like other males like here.
Then he started speaking cheerfully…? what? Is that a stick? Why the hell he is holding a stick?
"You see! It's a really fun story! Someday, I was out of things to do… and that was pretty out of character for me! Then I thought... why not do what other people do… have some fun! But that was kinda not possible for me since to get into the social stuff I had to turn my brain off Otherwise I couldn't get along with people close to my age saying things that pisses them off… but even that was barely working but since I was just better at putting effort than anyone who just never use any of their mind power and they were just too bad... I kinda started doing good and stuff but when it was her turn this time... she didn't come.
Any normal person would think they've been dumped but NOPE! It's long past that my observations skills just too good that I can't even give myself to my own insecurities like I would be 'I was dumped because 'insert some self doubtful excuses'' instead thought this girl had probably was just too confident and stupid like any other thus chose a destination that includes shady street that was very close to our place to meet.
And then I heard some voices... first, I thought she was getting raped, then I thought I was literally getting NTR'd like this world isn't stupid enough, but I realized it was something between then and disappointed greatly since if this guy didn't piss her off she would probably fucked in streets... well, I kinda waited for you to pull a weapon even with you, as a male having an obvious advantage in strength but you actually did! And now I am here.
It's not like I have anything special with her since I got turned off... because off her, literally everything she did actually so I am not going to fuck with her after I pull her out of this… that's just not possible but I also won't let you have your way since you kinda fucked my day. And stood in my way.
*3'rd POV*
With all 3 men just looking at him and the 'slutty princes' lost all the hope... the man started all of this very stupid situation started talking.
"You should be at least stupid as her maybe even more... Where did you get the idea you can do anything?" He slowly came towards him with a confident but also amused smile... comparing to him, our character was the weird one, he had that smile that tells nothing but also scary.
"Well no matter how foolish you are... you also seem to be played by this bitch, so why won't you just come and join us hm?"
But he didn't give him any reaction… instead, his face became very expressionless and his eyes closed, he whispered something but it couldn't be heard.
"Say a bit more loudly, you punk! Since you acted like you have some gut-"
MY CHOICE MY WAY
He was cut by sudden proclamation that would make chill down every human's spine in the world they are currently living, it was as if, he had no regard to what was happening and what position he was in, it was like the only thing he cared was the fact things didn't go in his way and that wasn't something acceptable to him.
He wasn't expecting everything to happen his way but he would make his way and he won't have anything stand in his way… this world was very meaningless and stupid after all.
He jumped towards the man, there wasn't much distance between them anyway... Before his opponent could do anything, he grabbed him by the neck and slammed him to the wall... while everyone just stood where they were, he looked at the man and gave a sick smile. He was watching while the man was struggling to get any breath... he couldn't even use his hands like he couldn't feel them, perhaps he truly lost the feeling from the shock.
This whole situation was like fiction… No… it was more stupid than anyone would ever write so he won't even acknowledge any threat or consequences he wasn't going to be killed by a joke.
He stopped choking the man and while he was coughing and get some air… he had a reason to let go of his neck... he revers gripped the stick tightly bring it closer to his neck and… like popping a balloon he stabbed the soft part of his neck and most of the stick was in and he broke it... stopping any possible attempt the remove and gave this guy a quicker death.
Then he hold him by the neck again with a sick smile, his eyes were fully open... his red and for some reason very bright eyes, it was probably because his blood was going way too fast than any other human being and blood was going to eyes more than it supposed to, this caused those veins to burst in past... but not now… he has grown from it.
Power from Suffering and Pain... very little this world knew about.
He brings the twitching body in front of him while looking towards the other two men with a daring smile why? Because time wasn't stopped and they weren't stopped now… maybe he was moving unnaturally with limits being pushed but they also had untrained adrenaline and instincts.
They started shooting like crazy with their fairly different gun's one had clearly 6 bullets being a revolver and the other 12... they didn't hold back even a little... they weren't thinking anything if they did they would surely do more mistakes, more stupid things but it didn't matter… it was over. Even their subconsciousness acknowledged how scary and unnatural that person moves... like he did so many times, he didn't but he surely imagined doing the same thing over and over again while giving that long rant.
But their instincts wouldn't save them... being an animal with superior stats would always lose against humans with true determination.
And they were unlucky enough to find themselves against only human with this kind of quality, obsessed with his very own existence.
He dropped the man like a bag of trash... there weren't any bullets left... there were some holes in his defense they couldn't manage to hit... even if they did it wouldn't be lethal and he wouldn't be slowed down if he wasn't dead instantly.
The lump of meat in front of him was different... There were holes in that thing...
He turned his red, scary eyes… it was just black just before he decided to kill them all… he thought concentrating and focusing was making his eyes like this. This of course was something to think of later.
He had taken the gun currently possessed by that thing and hold it towards them with that smile.
Then he did something even scarier… he just threw the gun to the side…
He was hoping for something... Ah… right here.
He reached and found what he was searching in that pile of meat… a knife, his favorite.
This time he was truly smiling... his teeth were shown and he was slowly coming towards two very scared males…
*SLASH* *SLASH*
It was faster than every other slash he had done or practiced…
Their whole upper buddy was slashed from below right to upper left… a big bleeding wound.
For some reason... he felt something... He couldn't care any less what bullshit that woman was spouting... she seemed like calling the police… for them? Or for him? Didn't matter. Nothing was an obstacle, all of them were weak in every comprehensible way.
He had one purpose... living his life with determination and moving on to next... what next? He couldn't care less. He just believed if he does everything in life consciously maybe he would retain something when his existence ended like what if he had preserved .1 of his existence when his life ended?..… it didn't matter if he was wrong or right too… he didn't even care about that.
This way of living was the only way for him to be satisfied.
Yes.
This world was... wrong.
While this situation was particularly stupid... Stupid things in this world were eternal.
There was little… no, there weren't any people putting effort he was putting...
Nothing was logical.
Everything in this world was like a game, if you get good grades that's because you are smart... bad being stupid and everything was too shallow like a joke... Love just doesn't exist. This world was pretty much porn to him.
Actually, the only good thing this world was capable of producing was porn.
And somewhat this world didn't go into suffering, they never thought someday there won't be any food left. But then food would come somewhat... The planet was rich and science wouldn't advance fast.
D.
I HAVE FINISHED.
I am literally the STRONGEST.
Can do anything…
I work faster, advance better than every human being… their tastes or existences... I hate them all.
What is the point? Why am I still in this world?
While his very existence was questioned by himself and not some GOD? (why would even god give him anything?)… he didn't realize.
He has reached something entirely else… he didn't just preserve a tiny part of himself as he believed like a religion.
He was successfully moved to the next.
Changed but still him. IT WAS STILL HIM.
Author note: For those who didn't understand what was happening… it's not that I gave MC some edgy story with a cliche heroic plot and he was edgy saying it's stupid… he was truly thinking it's all so weird that's because it's not our world he is living. A world that is much simpler and humans somewhat had it easy… and such everyone in this world is somewhat living their life like all cultures and tastes is like… popular culture of our world and trends.
Think like everyone in there using ULTIMATE CRINGE TIK TOK and it's decent in that world… terrifying I know.
And since they didn't have many consequences... unlike us, they can just live and stay being stupid and still pay for everything they need, have jobs, etc... And shallow things are also much more in demand like if a woman's stupid it doesn't matter what matters is boobs and ass and stupid titles like Alpha male that we know it's fucking retarded in our world (unfortunately not for everyone)
First I thought MC being very good in our world and butchering whole DxD because it's retarded.
But now I made MC super determined (even when compared to our world or shounen characters) but he will go to DxD and let me say... you just have nothing if no one handles your… 'going to next life process?'. No spoilers but he didn't just die naturally. And not talking about Sacred gears and stuff… he will lack some VERY important stuff for DxD.
Well basically, he is just not having much with having no god to do stuff in his rebirth, and doing this with literally going against nature has consequences.
Let me know if you want to read more from this story, I truly want to write this with MC finding out more and more and massively disappointed his new world is also... very stupid.
Think bold writing as cool/Narrator/Inside voice and many other things from time to time... I'll let you figure it out by making it obvious. I use it a lot since it's just so COOL!
As you can see there is blood and there will be more but MC won't be outright psycho like here… here he had enough from the world but he will be more understanding and super patient while having no bullshit.
He will be outright terrifying with more solid reasons… like against some powerful beings, there are more scary things than power differences and MC will show them!
Lemon! But I will make it good for you, trust me, nothing cringe!
THOUGH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE WITH EXAM FREAKING COMING AND STUDYING HOURS EVERY DAY (Something like SAT but only happens once in a year and your university is fucking decided… I AM SERIOUS! BELIEVE ME! Not a Chinese uni exam but close I think? Maybe just one tier below in hardness? ) But I'll manage since writing this will be the only thing I will do in my rest time.
I hope I could explain why this chapter was cringe…because the world he lives (lived now) is cringe! Though now we are moving to another cringe world! A bit better at least since it's a fantasy world!
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