Dear Godric,
It has been a month since you decided to meet the sun. Not a second passes by that I don't think about you. That I don't think about the thousand years I had known you. Had learned from you.
It still hurts to know that you're gone. Though I do my best not to show my true emotions in public. So I choose to write everything I feel to you, in hopes that wherever you may be, you receive at least a glimpse inside my mind and my heart.
Lately, I feel numb. I know I worry my child. Pam is a lot like me. She rarely shows emotion. She's just a bit more sarcastic than I.
Ever since you left, I feel that the world has grown darker. After your true death, you took all that was good with you. I realize I am a vampire and shouldn't care for such things, but I do.
Fader, I feel lost without you. I had felt so much hatred for you in the beginning. How could my own fader just leave me like that? Did he not love me? Care for me?
But, then I realized my hatred was only heartache. Because then I realized, if I had been in your place, I had done the same. Mostly for Pam and the few I care deeply about.
I'm starting to see the world as you had seen it in your last hour. That there is still good in the world. Just not much. And what's left, should be cherished and protected.
Oh, how I miss you. Wherever you may be, I hope these words find you. I love you, Fader.
Father, Brother, Son
-Eric