All the things I did

Just so I could call you mine

All the things you did

Well, I hope I was your favorite crime

Your favorite crime

Your favorite crime

'Cause baby, you were mine

"No no Liz honey stay with me come on"

"No no don't go baby stay with me come on"

"No no BABY STAY WITH ME DONT GO" He yelled laying over her lifeless body it was cold the ground was cold and filled with a puddle of her blood she was gone another woman he loved was gone

"Donald come on you have to get up now they're ready to take her body" Cooper said walking over to him and kneeling down next to the young man

he made no move to get up "Son come on I'm so sorry this happened but they need to take her now Don" Cooper looked over his shoulder motioning for one of the agents to come and help him get Donald up

once they got him up and away he had her blood on his hands his eyes were red from crying breathing so hard because he shouldn't of been walking let alone running

"I'm going to get Red for this! This is all his fucking fault ALL SHE EVERY WANTED WAS A FAMILY!" He said yelling and hit a brick wall that was next to him

"I know Donald but right now we need you to calm down" Cooper said walking over laying a hand on him

"Right when me and her tell each other how we feel! We had a plan once I was better I'd go away to. I'd go where her and Agnes where WE FINALLY BE FREE AND HAVE A FAMILY!" He said yelling by the end of it tears streaming down his face he was shaking bad they needed him to calm down

"Don I'm sorry he will pay but right now we need you to calm down. Agnes may have just lost her mother but she can't also lose the only man her mother would trust to take care of her"

" I can't… I can't breathe" Ressler said grabbing his chest bending over and his eyes started to roll on the back of his head

"Don? DON! ARAM GO GET HELP NOW" Cooper demanded as he watch Donald fall to the floor

Beep beep beep

He opened his eyes slowly recognizing he was back inside of the hospital with a tube down his throat.

How long has it been? He wonder still trying to come to his senses and the world is still blurry around him.

After a minute he felt a warmness on his hand. Someone was holding it. But then he remembered what happened. Liz was gone…the love of his life gone…

Someone was telling him to calm down trying their best to calm him it was a woman's voice. It was a woman's voice who always had calmed him

The world went black again

The next time he awoke there wasn't a tube down his throat his vision was blurry but the pressure on his hand was still there

"Hey" She said a calming voice. But not paying enough attention to the voice his eyes started to water remembering she was gone again

"Hey hey honey shh it's okay I'm right here" She said running her hand through his hair and making him look at her

Liz..?

No no this can't be she's gone

"You're not here… it's just a hallucination.." He said blinking his eyes rapidly wishing the hallucination would just go away it hurts too much to see her

"No honey I'm real. I'm really here" She said smiling at him

"No..no you're not.."

Good baby just go away right now it's hurts to see you..because your not coming back

She did the only thing she could think of moving his ginger hair out-of-the-way leaning down and kissing his forehead "Did you feel that honey? I'm real" She had a single tear roll down her face

"No no you're not.. I held your lifeless cold body in my arms while you bled out and lost conscience"The tears coming back to his blue eyes and she hated it

"Yeah that did happen but we needed the world to believe I was dead" She said to him running her hand through his hair again

"No no you're gone..that's not what happened.. The last thing I remember you were dead and I collapsed to the floor"

"Yeah that all happened but we needed the world to believe I was dead. Me and him had it all planned out it looks like I'd get shot but buy a fake bullet but it would all look real the blood was fake. By the time I went down on my knees Red would see who did it and unload his magazine into him. But Red knew it was fake just you guys didn't know it we didn't have time to let everyone know till it was done" she explain to him tears running down her face again she hurt him she hurt him bad this time

" Once everyone was gone Reddington's people injected me with something that would get my heart to start again. Reddington's doctor had developed a medication to make my heart stop for the time needed and one to make it start back up. But when we went to the post office they said you collapsed…I was so scared I thought I lost you.." she had a tear running down her face again she's almost lost him one too many times this year she can't handle it much more

"How long has it been then?" He asked, finally squeezing her hand back. He truly believed now that she was really there

"1 week" She said pulling his hand up to her lips and kissing it

"Why'd you do it then?"

"Because for now people need to believe I am dead and Redington's world. He wants to try and take out people who could be a problem once I take over" She put his hand on her face. She missed the warm feeling

"I also did it so for now you,Agnes and I can have a normal life..till Red passes away" he looked confused when she told him that

"What do you mean 'normal life?' And till Red passes?" He asked with a questionable look on his face

"I mean normal, boring, domestic you know typical family life" she said laughing

" I really don't understand"

"It means once you're better 100% we are going away for awhile the team will be able to come will be in contact with them, and still live under our normal names. We will go to Dom's house I figured we'd enjoy it there in the middle of nowhere it's a little bit of a fixer-upper but it'll work for us" She said smiling and he smiled back

His hand still on her face she got tell it seemed like he was trying to pull her down to him. She moved down slowly and after a week they finally shared a kiss again, after a minute the heart rate monitor started to go off and she pulled back " getting excited there aren't we?" She asked laughing their foreheads touching

"Hmm yeah the women I loved said we finally get a normal boring domestic life for a little bit" He told her smiling

"So this is a normal hospital right? I mean normally by now a nurse would've come running in because the monitor was going off"

"Oh no after everything Red had you moved to a safe house and got his best doctors to give you treatment and so I could be here as well" She explained to him

"Ahh figured as much. Come here" he said moving over so she could lay down next to him again. Not needing him to say it another time she quickly kicked off her shoes and laid down next to him laying her arm across his chest and her head on his pillow next to his. He looked over at her and kissed her for head again.

She did this all for us? Wow. for now laying here would be OK because he knew she wasn't leaving anytime soon. They had a happy life ahead of them whether or not they had to take over Reds empire one day. For now this was perfect and then once he was better they be going away.

All the things they've been through just so they could call each other there and finally get a happy ending