October 25th

I am Maria Deluca and I have experienced a lot of pain in my life so receiving any amount of happiness, I grab onto it and I do not apologize for it. The Moonlight was shining as I made my way to Michael's hidden space underneath his trailer. I never thought that I would be welcomed into Guerin's cave but here I am entering into this mysterious wonder. I had just learned about the existence of aliens and that I was slowly falling in love with one of them; but, also that my best friend had once been in love with the same one as well.

I didn't want to hurt Alex but unless we decided to share Guerin, I didn't see an out for me or him. I heard voices as I climbed down the stairs and then as I reached the bottom I turned to find my boyfriend kissing his ex.

My heart broke at this betrayal and I voiced this,"I knew it. Really, Alex, how could you?" I know that most would say why I am blaming Alex. As mentioned previously, Alex and I talked about me dating Guerin after I learned that he was the guy from high school. Alex said that he was over Michael and that he fully supported us. But, then again the friendship code says that I should have broken up with Guerin.

Alex said that he was sorry but Guerin being Guerin said that he wasn't. That he has feelings for the both of us. I rolled my eyes and muttered "of course." Alex looked like he wanted to smack him across the face. I turned to leave when my arm was grabbed, and I was ready to smack Michael as well but it wasn't Michael it was Alex.

"I am truly sorry but I am still in love with Michael. I know I said that I was over him but I guess I'm not" a tear slipped from my eye as I looked at my best friend who was heartbroken over his choice to hurt me. We hugged, I knew what it was like to have feelings for Michael. Even when you hate him, he crawls his way underneath your skin; maybe it's an alien thing.

Guerin comes over at that moment and grabs both of our hands. Opening his mouth he pleads, "I didn't mean to hurt you Maria. I am in love with you" Alex makes a sound trying to loosen Michael's grip on his hand. "But I am also in love with you, Alex" he turns to Alex with love in his eyes, "I don't want to have to choose."

At that moment, my thought from early rings in my head, how would this work. Michael is bisexual, I am straight, and Alex is gay and also my best friend. I just don't see this working long term. Yet, even with these doubts, I throw caution to the wind and lean into Michael, kissing him. After we kiss for some time, I pull back and push him towards Alex.

"Are you sure about this," asks Alex as he looks at me with want for Michael.

"I am if you are" is my response and he leans forward to connect his lips to Michael's. I am not uncomfortable in the slightest because all I feel is love and want. We have much to talk about but that is for another day and time, right now all I want is to wrap my body around Michael and share him with Alex in the most intimate way possible. And we do, all night long. Some moments are awkward and others not; but, even I'm not going to share everything in my journal. Some things can't be written; but, just know that this is definitely not a one time thing.

FIN

A/N: I decided to challenge myself to 13 days of Halloween. I will write 13 one-shots/drabbles in 13 different fandoms with 13 words that relate to Halloween. Today's word is MOONLIGHT and the Roswell: New Mexico fandom. RL got in the way so this is really late but there will be 13 stories posted by Oct 31. See you later!