The abyss is a weird place. The time is all wonky, the creatures vary from size and shape, and the flashes of visions we receive are weird. Some are from past events, some are for the future, and others have to be for alternate universes. They just have to be. There is no way I was or will be a half vampire and half human while the others are hunters. There is no way that I could have been Galran warlord while the others are paladins. There is no way. I guess I was evil in some alternate universe...

Anyway, that has to be the answer, I mean there are several alternate universes out there. But it's not the different universes that confuses me, it's the ending of each one. It is something I just cannot comprehend. I am happy in every universe ending. I have a family, my own family. I have Allura... something I could only dream of. There are little people who look like a mix between her and myself. It's weird.

And instead of me viewing the vision as an outsider, I am the version of myself. I can feel my alternate's feelings, I could see through my alternate's eyes. One of the visions I had, I seemed to have been a marine with a dead fiancée, and everyone had a rough past. Allura looked different too, having blonde hair and fair skin who wore tight clothes.

Anyway, it was the end of the war we were fighting, and we were all jumping out of that version of Voltron. When my own version of myself stepped out of the black lion, well it seemed that I was limping from a wound near my hip bone, the version of Allura was running toward me. I limped a few steps to her when she jumped me, messing with my injury but it seems that that version of myself didn't care and just hugged her tight as she was shaking.

"Don't do that again." I hear her mumble into the chest of the person she was hanging off of.

I feel my alternate-self have an overwhelming amount of relief, and love toward the blonde girl in his arms. He takes her by her arms and puts her down and away from direct contact of his body. The alternate version of Allura looks confused and almost heartbroken at the action, but before she could say something about it, the Keith in that universe leans down and kiss her. I felt the sparks that flew when my alternate-self kissed her, and he felt the love that he put into that kiss.

They kiss for a few more seconds before they pull apart with their foreheads touching, but before anything could happen, I was ripped away from that universe and back to reality. It's been more frequent, since that vision, some showing what happened if I had stayed with Voltron, some showing fights with Lotor that could be in the future, but I'm sure is in an alternate universe. But each vision ends in the same way, Allura and I are together and we are happy.

Then I found a weird cave, though this time instead of lions carved into its walls, I see different moons that seemed to be aligned or trying to get aligned. I go to touch the biggest one when they start to glow a white color, reminding me when the cave on Earth glowed blue, yet instead of me falling down an open cavern, it seems that I see another vision, but it feels different.

This time I am an outsider, but I still feel a thread in my chest like I do whenever I have visions and I could feel their emotions. I think I'm in an infirmary, but it looks medieval. I'm alone in the room right now, but I could hear voices on the other side of a door. I move toward it, wondering why I was being shown this vision.

I look through the window of the door and see a person with blonde hair on a bed in a medical gown, with a black-haired man in a red jumper suit who seems to have blood running down his face. There are at least three other people in there in their garments. Voices are muffled, and I can barely hear anything. I open the door and walk in and go to sit on the edge of a green couch.

On the bed I see the blond who I feel is Allura, and she seems to be breathing hard and her face in pain. By the bed is the black-haired man who I'm pretty sure is this version of myself and he looks horrible. From outside I only saw the blood, not the tears in the back of his jumpsuit, or the blood leaking from his back and leg, I didn't see the injury on the leg he is not putting any type pressure on it, but now that I'm closer, I can see all the injuries.

"Commander please, you really should go rest-"

"No, I need to be here for Allura and to meet my daughter, you can put me on bed rest after I have met her, but until then, I think I can survive my injuries," the man, my alternate self, commands.

The doctor just sighs and shakes his head, "You are very stubborn and will be the death of me."

My alternate self just nods once before he returns talking to the blonde in a reassuring voice as he holds her hand and smooths down her hair. I can feel the pain of the wounds from the commander, the burning feeling that seems to be licking at him and the thunderous pounding of a headache he has, mostly from his left temple which is where blood is oozing. I don't know how he is still standing and not bending over in pain, but he is doing it.

The blonde person, this reality's Allura, screams out in pain. I can feel the worry in my alternate-self skyrocket as the pain in his hand reflected on my own, making me wince in both sympathy and pain.

"It's okay, just breathe-"

The women grabbed a hold to the man's t-shirt and lowered him to her eyelevel, "Don't you tell me to breathe because right now I have pains in places that you will never have. I am being stretched for your baby right now so don't you tell me to breathe!"

I feel very sorry for the commander.

"Breathe princess," I hear the doctor order.

The princess nods her head and sits back to breathe properly, and the man just sighs before he straightens up and winces before he quickly masks it. Poor guy. She screams again with another push, breathing harder.

"I see the head princess. This should hopefully be the last push, or the final two. I want you to push with all your might and your baby girl should be born."

The blonde women shakily exhale before she pushes again through gritted teeth, squeezing her eyes shut. The baby does pop out in this push, and the screams of the newborn echoes along the room. I feel the sigh of relief from my alternate, and I could feel the pain that is reminding him of his injuries.

I stand from the couch, and walk over to the baby they are cleaning. I quickly look back at the couple near the bed and look back at the child. She seems to have black hair like her father, but her face looks more like her mother's. The doctor takes the child and hands her to her mother, and the princess wraps her arms around her, out of breath but smiling her pearly whites at the little child she just given birth to. The commander just looks at the two with a fond smile that I could feel the love from, and it's not because I could feel his emotions, though I do feel his nervousness.

The princess holds her daughter for a few more minutes before she yawns and adjusts the newborn closer to her father, "Come on Commander, she's your daughter. You don't have to be scared of her."

The commander goes to grab his daughter with trembling hands and picks up the infant close to his chest, his daughter just snuggling closer to the warmth of her father. The man smiles as he examines his daughter, and tears of joy run down his face as he holds onto the infant.

"What's her name commander?"

The commander looks up at the doctor before looking down at the child in his arms, watching her eyes flicker open. I go to walk closer, hoping to get a sneak peek at the eye color, but the vision starts to swirl and everything starts to get farther away, sounds fading out.

"Her name will be..."

Everything turns into a white swirl as I feel myself fall and fall until I land on my back in what seems like a field. I carefully sit up and look around, seeing green grass and bright blue skies.

"Keith!"

I turn toward the source of the scream to see a blonde person in a pink suit with white accents running toward me, but I know she can't see me if I'm in a vision... which I should be in, right?

She's running toward me, but isn't looking me, but above and behind me. I turn around and see an older version of myself, or well what looks like an alternate version of myself, but his hair is very short and different than the other times I have seen myself. The man is wearing a black outfit with red outlines on it and he seems to be limping a little. Behind him seems to be a crashed ship.

I quickly stand and dodge the running figure of the princess of this reality. She runs past me and jumps onto the man and they both go down. I quickly run to them to see her on top of him while he holds her.

"You're back," Allura's voice is muffled as she gets closer to the man she is on top of.

"I told you I would always come back to you."

I hear her sniffle as she shakily inhales, "Once I heard what happened at the diplomatic meeting, and you went offline, I though the worst happened."

"Sorry for scaring you," he was stroking her blonde hair as he reassured her, "I saw him."

She tilts her head up and stares at my alternate-self. Her eyebrows were furrowed in thought, "What did you see."

He shifts his eyes to focus on her, "He still looked like himself, but his eyes were glowing purple, sparks flying from the corner of his eyes. He looked like himself, but he was different."

"What happened when we were disconnected?"

"They were there and working together, all three of them. They were attacking the different members, but it seemed like they were gunning for me, though I'm not surprised," he chuckled humorlessly, "I was able to help everyone get out and able to distract most of them when I flew out, but they clipped my wing and I didn't want black to get hurt any more than he needed to."

I'm confused. Who's working for who? Who is who?

"Well, we can figure this all out once we get you checked out and you can say hi to the others, they were all worried for you," and the blonde women pecked the man's cheek and stood, the light catching on a sparkly ring on her finger.

I look to his hand to see a wedding band with something carved into it.

"As you wish majesty," he cheekily said, and I could feel the love in those words.

I tried to get a closer look at the wedding band and the words that were carved into it, but everything started to swirl into whiteness again, the sound fading out.

"Thank you..."

White takes over my vision and everything starts to spin and I feel the falling sensation like I did the last time. The falling lasts longer, and this time, instead of just blank whiteness, I see small snippets of images that go by. All the scenes involve both Keith and Allura, some involve the others like Lance, or Hunk and Pidge, or Coran, and some even involve little children that are a mix between the princess and myself.

Soon the images disappear and I land on a bed as I feel weight on top of me. My eyes are closed and I think I'm in the body of this reality. I struggle to open my eyes, so after a few minutes I leave them closed as I try to use my other senses to see where I am located in this vision.

I hear beeping, a heart monitor by the sounds of it. I hear breathing, four different sets, one is my own. I feel a rough blanket on top of me and sheets under me. I feel pressure on my right side, a person about my size, I think. I then feel two other different parts of my body that I feel pressure on, but they are smaller in size. They are in between the person on my right and myself. My mouth feels dry and taste like morning funk. I smell hospital, that certain sharp tangy smell only hospitals could emit. I smell flowers, sweet flowers. I turn my head closer to the scent to block out the hospital smell and my face falls against a head full of hair, or at least I hope it's hair.

Then I start to register the pain. It's not that bad, I had worse, but pain is still pain and it hurts. My ribs feel busted and bruised, my chest feels tight, making it hard to breathe. My right arm feels dislocated, or relocated but it still thrums a silent beat of pain. My head is pounding. I feel tired, like really tired, but I feel like I should open my eyes and see where I am at, who is with me.

So, with all my strength that I could muster, I pry my eyes open. They feel very heavy. Once they are opened, I lazily look around the room. Luckily the room is in dim lighting so I don't have to squint or quickly close my eyes. I move my head to see who the person that is close to my size is and I am shocked to find a puff of white hair. I blink my eyes a couple times. Allura. Her head is on my shoulder, on hand holding my shirt while another is under her chin.

I look to the two other small bodies and see two kids, both younger than five. One is a girl with lighter skin than Allura's with black hair and purple markings. If I look hard enough, I can see little pointier than human ears hiding in her hair. She also has a hand clenched to my shirt and her other hand holding onto the other body.

The boy seems to have a little darker skin that my own with white hair in the same style as my own with no markings. I see in his open mouth two fang like teeth, smaller and not as sharp as my own. He has ears like his sister, just a little less pointy. He has one hand holding his sister and another under his chin.

I feel Allura twitch a little before she sighs and raises her head, her eye catching my own. Her eyes blink before they widen in surprise and I see tears start to gather.

"You're awake."

"Yeah baby, I'm awake," this version of myself speaks to her.

A tear slides down her cheek and she quickly wipes it off. She places a hand on my cheek and I lean into it and lightly kiss her palm. This version of myself must feel very comfortable with her and she with me.

"Do you remember what happened?"

I try to rack through the memories of this version of myself, but nothing shows up of importance.

I shake my head no and she sighs, "That's okay, you were helping a planet when you were attacked by a few rogue Galra who were still in the mindset of the empire. You were able to save an orphanage before you went with black lion to fight, but you got blasted out of the sky almost immedieatly. You were injured then the doctors think, but you went back up and continued to defend the planet. It ended with the biggest ship firing at you and the black lion's tail hitting the engine and that's that."

I simply nod. It sounds like something I would do. I look over to Allura and see her staring at me with worry.

"Did my face get messed up in the crash or something?"

Her eyes widen at that before she quickly shook her head, "No no no, nothing is wrong with your face, I promise you that," she smirks but quickly sobers up, "You do have a huge bandage wrapped around your head. How are you feeling? Honestly?"

I shrug my shoulders the best I could, "Soar, but that's to be expected. Other than that, I am fine. I promise."

She looks me in the eye, reading my soul like she could find the lies behind my words. When she finds what she wants, she lays her head back on my soldier, and before I could hold myself back, this version of myself places my arm over her shoulders and pull her closer, her fragrance becomes stronger.

"You scared me." she whispers into my shoulder.

The words fly out of my mouth without much thought, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you and the kids."

"You didn't do it on purpose," she inhales roughly before she exhales an airy laugh, "I think the little one knew his father was in trouble, he was punching and kicking in there."

She rubs her hand over bloated stomach. Inside my head I was so surprised and awe structed, but I react with an easy smile and place my hand on her stomach. I feel a kick and smile wider at the movement. I feel shuffling and turn my head to see the girl open her eyes. They seem to be a swirl of my purple eyes and Allura's blue eyes.

"Daddy?"

"Yeah sweetie?"

"This isn't a dream, right?" and she snuggles more into me, her eyes falling close, "You really are awake?"

It feels like a dream, but I know I shouldn't say that to the little girl, "No sweetie, it isn't a dream at all."

She nods her head into my side and breathes out an "Okay." before falling asleep.

My eyes are wet and I look over to Allura to see he smiling sweetly at me, her own eyes closing, "Go to sleep Allura, I'll be right behind you."

She nods with a yawn and snuggles into my shoulder before falling asleep. I look down at the mini family before I look up and see a mirror there. It is actually me into the future. I see the mark I will obtain from Shiro; I look older but still me. This could be my future. My eyes burn more as the world starts to swirl in a white color, all sounds and sights of my family start to fade before I'm falling again.

I land hard on the ground. I look where I am at and see I am back in the cave I was in before I endured the visions. I look around and see that all the carvings in the caves disappeared, nothing is there anymore. I take a shaky inhale and breathe out as I think about what I saw...