p style="text-align: left;"girls are mean. girls piss me off. everyone is mean, tbh. but pretty girls think they're better than everyone else. when in reality, they're not. They're selfish, inclusive, BRATS. i hate how they have so much power over everyone, and everything. I'm not pretty, i'm not smart, I'm not athletic, im, me. i like songs that make you scream. i like sitting in my room writing books all day. i like drawing, and i love reading. I'm not girly and pink. I don't like dresses, i don't have chances with the guys i like. but my friends do. all of my friends are skinny, happy girls. My mom was one of them. she was petite, beautiful, and smart. but I'm the total opposite. im 5'4, a dork, gets a's and b's. and i don't have a "snatched" waist. i have brown eyes, and thin lips. ive never really felt like ive belonged. ive never gone out and tried to look good, i throw on a black hoodie, skinny jeans, and put my hair in a bun. i dont care what people think, i care what i think. and what i think, is wrong. nobody's supposed to feel this way about themselves. i sit in my room, in the dark, and cry. because i hate the feeling of jealousy. i hate seeing the guy I like, look at my best friend like she's the prettiest girl in the world. shes smart and pretty, yes. but shes a drama queen, and annoying. i love her so, but shes everything im not. its like i do everything wrong. but i know i dont. i get told everyday that im loved, but what if it doesn't feel like it? im a kid. im a "little girl". i souldnt have to write online to people who dont even get why im doing this, to vent about my feelings. but the truth is, I'm exactly like them. im not saying im mentally ill, but im an attention seeker, im sensitive, and quite a bit of an idiot sometimes. but you know? screw everyone. they dont matter. they're not worth my time and energy. i am a smart beautiful young lady. /p