Emily walked into her office and saw a bouquet of flowers on her desk. She saw a little red card in the bouquet and looked at the writing on it.

Thinking of you. - Andrew

Reaching for her phone in her bag, she saw her boyfriend's name on the screen. Of course. She contemplated answering after four rings and sighed before tapping on the red circle to reject his call.

Emily didn't know exactly where her relationship with Andrew Mendoza stood. This was a whole new experience for her because, sure, he's a good guy, but is he really the one for her? She never did well in long-term relationships because of her trust and commitment issues. Emily always felt like someone could never love her enough to stay with her in the long run.

She sat down in her chair and heard a light knock at her office door. It was JJ giving her a bright smile and walking towards her desk.

"Morning," the blonde greeted. "Another day, another dollar," she sat on the armrest of the chair in front of it.

"Yep. Good old fashioned government dollar," Emily joked.

"I can see Garcia hit up her favorite coffee truck on her way to work."

"I had to cut her off," Emily said. Garcia was more energetic than usual talking about the show they both watched, something about a blonde agent getting injured and professing her undying love to her female boss.

JJ smiled and nodded. "Wait, don't you have a budget meeting this morning?"

Emily checked her watch. "Uh, yes, I do."

JJ nodded again and drawled out, "Emily…"

The unit chief looked up and raised her eyebrows, "Yeah?"

"You buried the lead. Flowers?"

Emily hesitantly nodded.

"That Andrew Mendoza's a keeper…" JJ teased.

"Mhmm," Emily forced out a response as she stood from her chair, grabbing her black binder and phone for the FBI budget meeting.

"Can't be late for that meeting," she told the blonde as she made her way out of her office, tapping her shoulder with the binder.

"Mhmm," JJ responded with a closed-mouth smile, watching Emily leave. She looked back at the flowers Andrew sent to Emily and her smile quickly faded away. JJ observed them with narrowed eyes, gripping the back of the chair a little tighter and harder than normal.

For a group of profilers, rarely anyone noticed JJ's jealousy towards Andrew. When it came to the team's love lives, she'd always smirked because it was just too fun to tease them about.

She reminded herself on many occasions that she had Will and her boys. Don't get her wrong, she loves her family and has always made them one of her biggest priorities in life. But JJ also knew she would be a lot happier, if she shared her life with Emily Prentiss.

God, to be married to Emily Prentiss.

JJ smiled wistfully at the thought of being married to her. She would be so good with her sons. JJ knew Emily wanted to provide the maternal care she never had growing up, and imagined her giving that to Henry and Michael. Emily was also very loving and always listened to JJ's problems, every rant and issue she had.

JJ knew Mendoza was a good guy. He's good for Emily. The blonde bit her lip and stood from the armrest she was sitting on. She looked at the flowers again when she neared the door and took a slow deep breath, sighing. After a few more seconds, JJ left Emily's office in sadness.

The next day, the team was on the jet, going over the case with Garcia on video chat. The BAU had been called on another case and they had an unsub decapitating male victims and collecting their heads. They looked through their file folders for more details on their unsub's victims, and all of a sudden, the tech analyst chimed in with a comment.

"Shut the front door. Andrew Mendoza signed this report." Everyone's heads shot up at her remark. "Andrew Mendoza is Prentiss's boyfriend. He's the head of the Denver field office?"

"Uh, yes," Emily reluctantly replied. "He has been for the past, uh, two months. Um, his daughter and ex-wife moved to Colorado a year ago, and he'd been waiting for a transfer so he could be closer to Keely. She starts high school soon, so…"

Emily felt like she had just divulged a little too much to the team, and kept her mouth shut after receiving the awkward silence from them. She knew the case was in Denver, which was where Andrew was, but she wanted to keep her personal and work lives separate.

"But you guys are, um, you're good?" Luke's voice broke through.

"Yeah, yeah. It's all good," Emily nodded. Well, it was a half-lie because she didn't know.

Spencer looked at JJ, then Emily, then back to JJ. He studied her facial expression go from surprise, jealousy, amusement, to heartbreak. He didn't know if the others noticed, but he trained his eyes on her when Penelope had mentioned Andrew.

JJ had been shot by Everett Lynch's daughter, Grace, about a month ago. While in the hospital, she had told Spencer the truth about her confession she made to the unsub who made her play truth or dare the week before: that she was really in love with Emily. JJ thought if she was about to die in that situation, she had already trusted Spencer enough to keep that secret. The younger co-worker figured it wasn't meant for him once he saw how she kept glancing over at Emily at Rossi's wedding, especially when JJ paid extra attention to her during the twin flames speech.

JJ had her head down as she quietly scanned through the file again the entire time. She frowned and her eyes were filled with sadness and a hint of regret, Spencer noted. Practically rolling her eyes, JJ didn't bother listening to the team talking about Mendoza.

"JJ, Reid, check out the latest crime scene. Tara, Luke, go to the M.E.'s office," Emily ordered.

JJ nodded her head towards Spencer, who nodded back. He noticed she masked her pain behind her eyes with a smile when she did. Maybe they'll talk about it later.

JJ and Spencer had just investigated the unsub's latest victim's house before concluding that they needed more evidence from eyewitnesses for information on his behavior. After asking a few people, the two drove their way back to the field office.

JJ was focused on the road in front of her and Spencer examined her body language. His friend was gripping the steering wheel so tight that her knuckles had turned white. She bit the inside of her cheek, and her eyes narrowed while her brows furrowed.

"JJ," Spencer broke the silence.

She turned her head to glance at him, "What?"

"Your grip on the steering wheel is tighter than normal and the tone of your voice sounded controlled when you answered me, like you were holding back on something."

"What are you talking about?"

"Does this have to do with Emily and Mendoza?"

JJ rolled her eyes, still focused on the road. "If Emily's with him, then good for her."

"What about when Garcia brought him up when we were on the jet?"

The blonde agent had enough. She took a turn to the nearest vacant spot and parked the SUV near the curb. She turned the engine off and faced the younger man. JJ quickly clasped her hands together, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath.

"Stop it, j- just stop. Please just… stop talking about Andrew, ok? I don't want to talk about his relationship with Emily. I have to keep telling myself she's happy with him and I have a life of my own now. So, I am begging you to stop," JJ vented out to him. She felt tears pricking at her eyes towards the end of her rant.

"I was worried about you, JJ. I don't like seeing my best friend hurt like this," Spencer frowned as his eyes softened.

JJ shook her head to stop her tears from falling, but felt one single tear trail down. She bit her bottom lip, so she would not start sobbing.

"I- look, I'm sorry for snapping at you, Spence," JJ sincerely apologized, rubbing her fingers in an attempt to soothe her worries. She knew he meant well and that he hates seeing her in pain, especially if it's over the woman she loves. "It's just that-"

JJ exhaled out another deep breath to compose herself. "There were flowers Andrew sent Emily, and I had to bring them over to her desk before she came in her office."

The delivery man had arrived at the FBI building, holding a bouquet of flowers. He looked around to see if there was anyone expecting them. He saw a blonde woman pass by and quickly caught her attention.

"Excuse me. Are you Emily Prentiss?" He read his clipboard to check the name.

"Oh, no. I'm sorry, I'm not her," JJ shook her head and smiled.

"Oh, I'm sorry," he frowned. "I got flowers for her from someone named Andrew Mendoza," he gestured to the bouquet.

JJ froze for a second and she heard her heart shatter before responding with a polite smile, the one she used in her past liaison days. "I can leave them in her office, if that's ok."

"Thank you. Can you sign this for her?"

"Of course."

After signing the clipboard and thanking the delivery man for Emily's flowers, JJ took them and walked up to the brunette's office. She held the flowers in her hands and frowned deeply. 'Things must be getting serious, then?' JJ wished she was the one bringing her flowers and not… him. She set the bouquet down on Emily's desk before leaving her office.

"What am I going to do?" JJ rested her forehead on the steering wheel, still gripping it. "Things seem to be going well with him and I don't think I'll ever make her that happy, not the way Andrew does. I really lost my chance with her 12 years ago," she sighed in defeat.

"13 years, 1 day, 17 hours, 34 minutes, and 6 seconds, to be exact," Spencer corrected her.

"Was I really that obvious?" JJ chuckled.

The doctor shrugged, "I've noticed you subconsciously having similar habits to Emily, like playing with your fingers and biting your lip when you're nervous, or even dressing up similarly to her. You stare at her whenever she's not looking, for approximately 4.78 seconds. Your body seems less tense when you hear her voice, almost as if that's the only thing that calms you down. Your pupils dilate and your cheeks turn red every time she gives you a compliment and-"

JJ cut him off with a laugh, "Ok, I think I get it."

"Oh," he quickly shut his mouth, not realizing he was rambling again.

"Spence?"

He looked at her.

"Thank you. For keeping this secret between us," JJ said.

"It's no problem. You are my best friend," Spencer gave a small awkward nod.

JJ gratefully smiled at him and patted his shoulder before turning the engine on again to drive back to the field office.

"Coffee?" JJ announced her and Spencer's presence, holding cups for Luke and Tara. They gathered evidence that the unsub was dealing with alternate realities, and found themselves getting a little closer to finding him and what his motives are.

"Look, guys, we are banging our heads against a wall here," Tara said. "I mean, Denver is littered with colleges, and we've already worked our way through most of the academics and scientists."

"Well, you know what? We just need to take a step back and look at things differently," JJ said. "The Mandela effect is a unique psychological construct, right? I mean, there's got to be a good reason why he latched onto it in particular."

"Well, creation of dissociative realities can often be a crutch for people who've suffered extreme trauma," Spencer started with a fact that may be a clue to the unsub's motive.

After a beat, Tara nodded and considered his statement, "Ok, let's run with that. We're looking for a loss triggered by an event likely caused by the unsub himself, and then this inability to accept this reality would be a defense mechanism for a mind racked with guilt."

"So, unable to face reality, our unsub has created his own," Luke connected.

"Still doesn't explain why he's killing fathers, though," Spencer said after taking a sip of his coffee.

Luke shook his head and elaborated on the theory, "Unless it does. Say his own guilt is a major factor in a break like this. That would mean that he's picking out dads out of some kind of self-loathing."

"This isn't hatred towards his own dad," JJ realized. "These men are surrogates for him. He's angry at himself. Our unsub's the father here."

JJ recalled her colleagues' words. She thought about the idea of parallel universes in that moment. Was she relating to the unsub? Had she subconsciously made an alternate reality where she and Emily were together because of her own guilt? It wasn't the appropriate time to dwell on that thought, then again, when has she ever found the right time?

The team had just finished solving the case, and were heading back to the hotel they were staying at. It was almost midnight and most of them were already in their hotel rooms. Emily had come back from visiting Mendoza and his daughter, Keely. JJ was in the hallway grabbing a small pack of Cheetos from a vending machine near her room.

Emily shook her head and smirked, Some things never change.

JJ was walking back to her room and smiled when she saw Emily, waving a hand at her. The younger woman decided it was the perfect time to talk to her since she wasn't with Andrew.

She jogged up to the unit chief, "Hey."

"Hey."

"Uh, listen. I know it's late right now, but… do you maybe wanna hang out for a bit? Just you and me," the blonde quietly offered, placing her free hand into her pocket.

Emily nodded, "I'd like that."

JJ gave a soft nervous chuckle before the two women walked to the younger agent's room. JJ opened the door and held it open for Emily to step inside.

She lightly scratched her head and pointed at a plastic bag on the table near the TV, "Um… the team went out for dinner and I might've saved you some food, since you weren't there."

"Heh, thanks," Emily said, acknowledging JJ's considerate action and sitting on her bed.

The younger woman sat next to her. It was an openly awkward silence between the two agents, which was rare because they usually found ways to entertain one another. After a little while, JJ broke the silence.

"So, parallel universes, huh?"

"Yep," Emily chuckled.

"Do you believe in all that?"

"Hmm?"

JJ grew quiet, "That there are multiple universes that have several possibilities we don't really think about often?"

The unit chief looked at her hands for a moment before responding, "Sometimes, yeah. Do you?"

JJ slowly nodded in agreement, "Sometimes." She was wringing her hands, something she did when she was nervous and didn't know how to put things into words. "You know when my mom came to town, she told me about imagined futures and projecting yourself in them. Like a movie about how your life would play out, if you had things your way and it got me thinking."

"About?"

She contemplated on her next words and squinted her eyes at the floor, recalling a memory a little while back. "Emily, do you remember when you said something about twin flames at Krystall and Dave's wedding? That sometimes, it takes a parallel universe for them to be together again?"

"Yeah. I'm surprised you even remembered that," Emily said.

JJ silently nodded and gently took Emily's hand in hers, rubbing small circles with her thumb. The unit chief looked down at their hands and furrowed her brows in confusion.

JJ slowly licked her lips before making eye contact with her. It's now or never. "Do you think maybe in another lifetime… you'd ever give us a shot? You know… together?"

Emily's eyes widened, registering what she just heard, "JJ-"

"No, you're right. I'm sorry I told you this, Emily," JJ regretted and tried to stand up, but was stopped by a hand gently pulling her wrist.

"No, it's not that. It's-" Emily gestured for her to sit down. "I just didn't know you felt that way about me."

JJ shook her head, "I'm sorry. I- I didn't know how to tell you this and I know it's already too late." She couldn't stop the tears that were falling and she felt soft hands cup her face to wipe them away.

"Hey, hey. It's ok," the brunette soothed her nerves. "It's ok, I got you."

JJ leaned into Emily's gentle caring touch. She raised her hands up to where Emily's rested, and held onto them. "I- I talked to Spence the time I was shot and told him I was in love with you. I told him if things were different, I would have a chance with you. I sometimes think about how life would be if… we were together. I would've shared the boys with you, Emily. They love you and you love them. I would've loved being called your wife."

JJ took a sharp intake of breath before letting out a bitter laugh and shaking her head, "You helped me through so much and came every time I needed you. You know, there were so many moments I kept wishing for something more, and it confused me because I didn't realize how much happier I felt with you around." She felt a salty tear trickle down her lips and sniffled, "I love you, Emily. And I'm sorry it took me years to say it out loud because I'm a coward."

Emily listened to her and processed everything she just said. JJ really was in love with her all these years. It wasn't just in her head. She was still silent and it made JJ want to run away in shame and guilt.

JJ's eyes widened in fear as she rapidly blinked. She shook her head, mouth opening and closing as she tried to explain herself, "Emily, I- I-"

"Hey, breathe. Just breathe, ok, JJ?" Emily softened. She pressed their foreheads together to calm JJ's nerves. "Just listen to my voice and look at me, ok? I'm here."

JJ took deep breaths and listened to Emily while making eye contact with her through her eyelashes. The older woman wrapped an arm around JJ's shoulders and pulled her close. "How about we lay down? Is that ok?" Emily suggested and JJ nodded.

The two scooted up to the pillows and Emily still held the younger woman close to her body. JJ felt herself relax in her warm and comforting embrace, eyes fluttering closed to take all of this in. Emily slowly rubbed big circles on JJ's back and kissed her soft blonde hair.

After about two minutes, JJ lifted her head and blue eyes scanned Emily's features. She raised her left hand to brush brown bangs away from her forehead. JJ silently asked Emily if it's ok, and the unit chief nodded, knowing what her question was. The two always were best at silent communication with each other.

So, the blonde leaned closer and they both closed her eyes, listening to their nervous yet steady breaths. JJ closed the gap between them and their lips connected perfectly, like they were each other's missing puzzle pieces the entire time. Emily tucked in a piece of hair behind JJ's ear and brushed a thumb against her cheek.

Holding the back of her neck, JJ adjusted her body to straddle the brunette's hips. Emily carefully sat up and cupped each side of her face. Both women thought the amount of passion in their kiss would make up for the time they've lost together. Tonight was the only time they really had the chance to be together, with no worry in the world. There was no Andrew, no Will, none of the members of the team or their troubled pasts. It was just JJ and Emily as lovers for tonight.

Emily reluctantly pulled away to rest their foreheads together, while JJ's eyes were still closed and blindly chasing after her lips. The younger woman's hand was still buried in dark hair as she slowly opened her eyes, licking her lips. She saw Emily's pupils dilated from the almost heated kiss and chest heaving to regulate her breathing back to normal. Emily gave JJ a short and sweet kiss before JJ laid back down beside her.

"You know, I was kinda wishing we'd done more than just that," Emily admitted quietly.

JJ nodded against her shoulder, "Me too. But we can't."

"Yeah."

"I'm sorry for everything," JJ said, her head now in the crook of Emily's neck and sighing. "I wish I'd said something before."

Emily bit her bottom lip and looked at the ceiling, "I wish I'd said something, too."

"Maybe in another life…"

"Yeah," Emily softly said. She didn't need to hear the rest because she thought the same thing. Her hand made its way down to connect with JJ's, squeezing it lightly to know that everything is going to be ok.

JJ glanced down at their joined hands and raised them up to her lips to kiss the older woman's knuckles. "You know, I remember joking around with Spence one time that it was his and Penelope's job to get Henry into Yale. I didn't even realize you went to Yale. I guess I really was thinking about you the entire time, huh? I think I wanted Henry to follow in your footsteps."

Emily raised her eyebrows in amusement, "Wow." She blushed and looked down at their hands, hiding a small grin, "You really wanted Henry to be like me?"

"In a way, yeah," the blonde agent nodded, running her thumb over Emily's. "Well, maybe without the goth phase in high school…"

Emily playfully shoved her and JJ laughed. She cringed at that goddamn awful photo Garcia had pulled up once and teased her about, "I'm never going to live that down, am I?"

JJ shook her head, smiling, and Emily groaned.

"To be honest, I've always imagined us living in Charlottesville, for some reason," JJ stared at the ceiling, getting lost in her thoughts. "Maybe when we retire, we'd find a nice, stable home for us and the kids, you know? I think I want a place to finally settle down and not worry so much about what we deal with on a daily basis. Maybe we'd actually see our kids grow up and not miss out on that. There's some wineries and vineyards we could go to… and this really good restaurant I could show you sometime, if we ever have a day off. Some places we could hike, you know if you're up for it…" she winked at her.

Emily nodded, "That sounds nice. As for the hiking, that's a definite no."

JJ softly laughed and kissed her cheek, sighing contentedly, "What about you? What's your alternate reality?"

Emily smiled, "Remember that story I told you about my grandfather's home in the French Alps? I always thought that once we retire from the BAU, we'd go up there after our kids graduate high school. I kinda thought about taking his place up there after he died. You know, just to get away from things. Maybe you could ski with the kids and I'd be inside making us some tea and hot chocolate. We'd gather around a little fire and, I don't know, make some crafty things."

JJ nodded and lifted her head to look at her, "You still haven't answered my question earlier. Would you have considered it?"

Emily let out a chuckle and pressed a gentle kiss on her forehead, "I wouldn't even hesitate."

"I love you, Emily. I want you to know that," JJ whispered, leaning back up to kiss her again.

Emily smiled sadly as she responded with, "Always, JJ. I will always love you, too."

Tonight was just them, JJ and Emily, no one else. They can worry about the rest tomorrow. For now, this was their chance to be together. A thought crossed Emily's mind as she remembered her own speech about twin flames:

Twin flames. Two souls that are always meant to be together. Sometimes it takes time, sometimes it takes a parallel universe or something. But the thing about twin flames is that nothing can keep them apart. They are a magic unto themselves, and together, they light the way for all of us.

Now looking back at it, she remembered how her eyes kept darting back to JJ's at the wedding. The way the ghost of a frown was on JJ's face as she squeezed Will's hand in reassurance, or how JJ snuck a little smile at Emily when she stood in between her husband and her long-lost lover. The following events when JJ was shot, Emily remembered how her heart rate increased on the monitor once she entered the hospital room to check up on her.

Was Emily so blind to realize that JJ loved her back? She had missed all those signs JJ had displayed over the years. They could have been together, if only both of them said something sooner.

This was their time, their time alone. This universe gave them this night together. Only in another life, would they be together for certain.