The moon shone in through the windows and made the bedroom bathe in a dim light. On the edge of the bed sat a woman with blond hair and clear blue eyes wearing only a thin nightgown. She looked up at the moon and the light from it was reflected in her eyes. She sat engrossed in the thoughts of a man she had not met in almost 30 years and whom she missed so much that it ached in her heart, who should not be able to feel anything at all given that she was an undead.

Seras Victoria turned her gaze away from the moon, put her arms around herself in a failed attempt to comfort herself and make the thoughts of her master Alucard disappear from her brain. In three days it was 30 years since she last saw Alucard and the lack of his presence had begun to eat away at her more than she even wanted to admit to herself.

Not even her boss, Integra Hellsing, knew how much she suffered.

She tried to comfort herself that even though she had not seen Alucard in person for such a long time, she had at least been lucky enough to be able to communicate with him. She did not know where he was or how he was feeling, because it was something he refused to tell her. Nor did he want to tell how he was doing and when he would return. The only thing she knew was that things were going "according to plan", whatever that might mean. If she knew Alucard right, and she thought she was doing that by now, it meant that whatever he had in mind, he was making progress.

If only this progress could go faster… Seras thought, closing her eyes before lying down on the bed in an attempt to get some sleep.

Instead of falling asleep, the thoughts began to spin in her head. She thought back to the first conversation she had with Alucard a few weeks after his disappearance. She had been lying in the bathtub surrounded by bubbles and with her eyes closed when her master's voice had appeared in her head. She had sat up with a gasp and called out his name, after which she received a laugh in response.

"Yes, Seras, it's me. What are you doing? Are you alone?"

"Yes, I'm... taking a bath."

It had been quiet for a few seconds before she had heard Alucard chuckle and how his tone had changed from questioning to mischievous. "In the bath, you say...? It is a sight I would like to see in person."

"Master!"

"Admit it, you would not have anything against it. You have nothing to be ashamed of, Seras. After all, I've seen you naked before, as you may remember?"

Seras had blushed and the memory of when she woke up in a bed in the basement of Hellsing's headquarters came over her. She had wanted to see if the gunshot wound that Alucard had inflicted on her had healed and had been very surprised, but above all happy, when she saw that she did not even have a scar. It had been as if she had never been shot and she had sighed in relief when she had heard a voice say "Good, you're awake."

She had turned her head to the voice and seen Alucard sitting on a chair next to the bed. She had asked how she ended up where she was now and why she was wearing pajamas. Alucard had then smiled and said "I brought you here, of course. I also took the liberty of taking off your police uniform and putting on that pajamas."

"Oh yes thank you, I remember..." Seras had whispered and blushed more. "But enough talking about me! How are you? Where are you? When will you be back?"

"Given the circumstances I am in right now, I feel good. Unfortunately, I can't tell you where I am or what I'm doing, Seras. The only thing I can promise you is that I will come back when I am strong enough and that you will be the first to find out when it's time. I have to get my strength back first and it will take a long time I'm afraid. That fucking Nazi knew what he was doing, that's all I can say. And I would appreciate it if you would not tell Integra about our conversation. I want to surprise her. We both know how much she appreciates a good surprise... "Alucard had said with a chuckle.

Seras had smiled and felt tears of joy flow down her cheeks. The master was alive! He was alright! It was more than she had dared to hope for, but now that she had gotten confirmation on that he was really alive and doing everything he could to recover, she understood how deeply she had hoped for his survival.

"I promise, Master. I will not say anything to Integra unless you tell me to do so."

"Good, Seras. You have always been good at obeying orders."

"Yes, Master!" she had answered with a big smile on her lips.

Shortly afterwards, Alucard had disappeared from her consciousness with the excuse that he had to save his energy and it had been several months before she had heard anything from him next time. After the second time, they had talked from time to time every few weeks.

Seras did not know how Alucard could communicate with her at such a long distance, especially now that his powers were weakened, but she suspected that it had something to do with Schrödinger's powers. Alucard had absorbed Schrödinger and everyone else who died in London 30 years ago when they fought the Millennium and his ability was to be able to be "everywhere and nowhere" at the same time.

Lying in her bed and turning without being able to find a good position to sleep in, she could not help but let her thoughts return to Alucard and his future return. She had a feeling that told her that it was not far off now, that soon her Master would return. But what would his return look like? Would he still look the same, with his long black hair, pale skin and red coat? Would he behave like the Alucard she had get to know, or had the events that took place that day almost 30 years ago changed him?

I do not care about any of that. The only thing I care about is to look into those yellow-red eyes again that make my whole interior shudder with pleasure ... God, how much I miss him!

She pulled the blanket over herself and crawled under it before wrapping her arms around herself in a hard hug in an attempt to comfort herself. She knew she had to trust Alucard and that he would not have stayed away for this long unless it was absolutely necessary, but that did not change her feelings. She also knew that she should not be able to feel these feelings given what she was, but she had never followed the norm but had always been an outcast since the day her parents were murdered and she ended up in an orphanage.

At the orphanage she had been told that she would never be able to become a police officer, that it would be unprofitable to try to follow in her father's footsteps. They had said that it did not suit a woman, that it was a man's job to protect and that she should not expose herself to the dangers of the profession. Instead of giving up on her dream, she had worked even harder to fulfill it. In the end, that stubbornness had led her on the path she now walked and she regretted nothing.

I showed them. They said I should give up, that I could not become anything. That...

"Seras."

She was interrupted in her thoughts by a voice whispering her name. She sat up in bed and looked around. She could not see anyone in the room and she turned her gaze to the windows where she seemed to feel the presence of a person. She could not see the person, but she knew something was looking at her.

"Seras, can you hear me? Can you feel my presence?"

"Master! Yes, I can hear and feel you. Where are you? Are you nearby?"

"I'm much closer now than I was last time we talked. I'm on my way back and should arrive in three nights. I want you to continue to keep our conversations secret from Integra, even though I know it's difficult for you. Believe me, it will be worth it."

Seras could not help but laugh. Whether Alucard had changed or not while he was away, he had not lost his dark humor.

"Master, have you regained your strength now?"

"Almost, but not fully. That's why it's going to take a few more days before I arrive. If I had been completely healed, I could have been with you in a few minutes."

"Take it easy! A few extra days won't matter. I do not want you to strain yourself. If I have managed to wait for almost 30 years for you to come back without going crazy, I can probably wait a few more days."

Alucard laughed and she seemed to hear the sound of applauding hands. "That's my Seras! You always see something positive in all situations, no matter how awful they may be."

Seras smiled and said "Yes, Master!" at the same time as a heat spread within her. She could feel her heart begin to beat faster at the knowledge that she would finally be able to see and hold Alucard again. It was only now that she realized how much she had missed him.

"Oh, is it just me or did it suddenly get warmer in the room you are in? What's going on in your brain right now? You're not thinking filthy thoughts, are you?"

Seras blushed and put her hands over her face even though she knew Alucard could not see her red cheeks. "N-no, of co-course not, Master!"

"Do not lie to me!" Alucard roared and Seras jerked at the heat in his voice. "Seras, you are my creation and that means I can read you whether I see you or not. Did you really think you could keep something secret from me?"

Seras bit her lip, clenched her hands and bowed her head in shame. "Of course not, Master! I apologize!"

Alucard let out a snort. "What's the matter with humans apologizing as soon as they think they have done something wrong? It's pathetic!"

"Y-yes, Master. I'll be bet..." Seras began, but was quickly interrupted by Alucard.

"Do not interrupt me, Seras. It may be pathetic when humans do that, but you are no longer human. You are a vampire, a creature of darkness. You should not be able to behave like a human being when you lose your humanity during the transformation, but you are not an ordinary vampire. You are unique in your way of being and in your way of thinking. You are an amazing creature, Seras..."

Alucard's words washed over Seras like a wave of heat and she smiled with pure joy. "Thank you, Master! I'm proud to be your creation and I can not thank you enough for giving me a second chance at life. Without you, I would have become a slave, no worse, a puppet without my own will who would have had to serve under the cruel rule of a vampire."

Alucard did not answer at first and it took so long that Seras wondered if the connection to Alucard had been broken when he made a sound deep down in his throat that resembled a growl. "Damn, Seras... I'm surprised you waited so long to admit. I must admit that I am impressed with your ability to control your emotions. If I had just done as I usually do and intruded your mind before I disappeared and completely ignored your fucking feelings we could have been having so much fun..."

Alucard interrupted himself and took a deep breath. He chuckled but it soon turned into a laugh. "Listen to me! I'm starting to suspect that your humanity has been spreading into me. Is that something good? I do not know, but part of me enjoys being able to feel something other than anger, rage and bloodlust. An extremely small part."

"Master..." Seras whispered, feeling tears of happiness form in her eyes.

"Please, do not start crying now as well. Idiot, you're way too sensitive for your own good!"

Seras laughed and wiped away the tears before they ran down her cheeks. "It may be so, but I want to remember that just a little while ago you said that it was my humanity that made me so special."

"Do not try to be smart now, Seras! You know how angry I get when I am being contradicted."

"What if I like your angry side? What if I like to see you vent your anger?" said Seras before she thought about it and when she understood what she was saying she put her hands in front of her mouth and gasped in terror.

It became quiet for a few seconds. When Alucard spoke again, Seras could sense lust in his voice. "Hmm, you say that...? Seras, you never cease to amaze me. If you now like to see me slaughter and destroy, what would you think if I did the same thing to your body? What would you think if I tore you up, bit you? What would you say if I tore off your clothes and hung you from the ceiling, just to humiliate you? What would you think if I put one of my guns in your mouth and forced you to suck it?"

She could not help it. A moan of pleasure escaped Seras' mouth at Alucard's words and she felt a tingle propagate all the way from her neck down to between her legs. She tensed her thighs before squeezing them together in an attempt to hide what had just happened from Alucard. She did not dare answer Alucard's questions as she did not trust her own voice. She should not even react this way! She should not be excited about the idea of being humiliated given what she had endured during her short time as a police officer and at the beginning of her new life as a vampire.

"What's wrong, Seras? You did not become shy from my suggestions, did you? There is nothing wrong with acknowledging that you are getting turned on from violence. After all, it's part of the vampire life. You aren't still thinking I have failed to see how much you enjoy tearing people and monsters to pieces, do you? There is nothing to be ashamed of, it is part of your new self."

"Yes, Master..." Seras whispered, trying to ignore the throbbing between her legs, but it was difficult. It was so long since she had allowed herself to feel pleasure without feeling any shame around it. After all, it was true what Alucard said: she enjoyed slaughtering and she had become excited from it.

"Come on, Seras. I can feel the blood flowing down to your pussy. Let the feeling of your desire sweep over you and take over. Allow yourself to enjoy. If I were there now, I would not hesitate to throw myself at you. I had started by tearing off your clothes so I can see how your perfect body is lit up by the white light of the moon. I had stopped so I can see how your nipples stiffen from the cold and how your pussy glitters from all those wonderful juices that it secretes..."

Seras closed her eyes and could see the scene that Alucard portrayed in front of her. She pulled the nightgown over her head and felt that what Alucard had just described was happening. Her nipples stiffened from the cold and her sex throbbed even more. She let one hand slowly caress one breast while she put the index and middle finger of the other hand in her mouth and began sucking them.

"Yes, Seras..." Alucard said in a voice dripping with desire. "I can feel what you're doing to yourself and if you only knew how hard it makes me... Show me how much you've longed for me. I want to feel how much you want me through your whole body."

Seras pulled her fingers out of her mouth and let them slowly find their way into her. She moaned softly as she felt her innermost muscles close around her fingers and she began to move them slowly in and out. "Master... Keep telling me... what you want to do to me..."

"I would caress your nipples while I kissed you hungrily. I would let my tongue caress the entire inside of your mouth and lips before I went down to your throat and neck. I would let my tongue sweep over your bare skin and let my fangs scratch your skin so blood is drawn, which I then would lick up. Maybe I should even be kind and bite you if I think you've been really naughty and need some punishment."

"Please, yes! I've been a really naughty girl, Master... " Seras moaned and began to move her body in time with her fingers to be able to get deeper into herself.

"Are you sure? What if I instead had my tongue sweep over your nipples while my hands caressed your stomach and butt before I let my fingertips touch your clitoris and labia? All to tease, since I know how much you want me. After all, I love torturing my victims. There is not much that tops the sound of their prayers when they ask me to end their suffering... "

"I beg you, Master..." Seras moaned, feeling how she got wetter with each word Alucard uttered and how the muscles in her pussy closed tighter around her fingers.

"Higher!" roared Alucard.

"Please, Alucard!" Seras shouted with a moan as she bit her finger. As the blood flowed from the wound, she heard Alucard moan deeply and she could imagine how good he thought her blood smelled.

"Drink it!" roared Alucard with an animalistic voice.

Seras moaned loudly with desire before she began to lick her own blood. She imagined that it was Alucard's tongue moving up and down her finger, which made her even more aroused. She started moving faster and faster and she knew she did not have much time left before the orgasm would wash over her.

"Yes, Seras..." Alucard whispered in a hoarse voice. "Good girl, drink it all up. Let the taste of blood overwhelm you. There is nothing but the taste of blood and the pleasure it gives you."

Seras seemed to be able to feel Alucard's presence next to her and when she opened her eyes and looked out the window she could see him. He was blurred and transparent, as if someone had set up a projector in her room that played a picture of him against the window.

"Master... I see you..." Seras whispered.

"Good, Seras. Concentrate on my presence and listen to my voice. I can feel that you are on your way over the edge and I intend to help you." The shadow of Alucard grinned.

Seras nodded and could not tear her eyes from her Master's eyes. In them she could see his desire and she knew that when he arrived in three nights he would do everything he described he wanted to do to her, and more. The thought made her fuck herself even harder and she moaned loudly from deep down her throat.

"Imagine that it's my cock pushing in and out of you, Seras. Imagine I'm drinking your blood while I caress the rest of your body with my hands. Imagine that it is I who makes you so horny and who fills your whole body with desire."

"You are feeling so good, Master..." Seras managed to get out between the waves of pleasure that pervaded her. "You fill me to the brim... Your cock is so hard and I fully enjoy feeling how my pussy encloses it..."

"God, Seras!" moaned Alucard. "You will make me come if you keep talking like that... If you knew how hard I am right now. Seeing you enjoy in this way is so arousing!"

"Do not stop fucking me, Master... I want you to take me hard and fast. Fill me!" moaned Seras loudly and let her thumb caress her clit while she continued to press her fingers in and out of her faster and faster. She did not have much longer now, just a little more...

"As you wish. It's surprisingly exciting to hear you take command." Alucard laughed. "To be able to make you completely comfortable, it's probably best that I grab your ass and lift your legs over my shoulders. Can you feel how deep I get into you? Can you feel how I fuck you violently and how much you love it?"

"Yes!" shouted Seras. "Faster, harder!"

"Your wish is my command", Alucard whispered.

Seras seemed to be able to sense how the presence at the window moved closer to her bed and lay down next to her. The presence laid one of its thumbs around her clitors and the extra pleasure that swept through her made her throw her head back and scream. Her whole body felt like it was burning and in the same moment that she was swept by an orgasm that made her whole body shake violently, she screamed out her masters name.

"Was it nice, Seras?"

Alucard's voice made her return to reality. She turned her head and saw that his presence was still next to her. She gave it a smile and nodded. That was all she could do, as her whole body felt like lead. She closed her eyes and let her fingers slide out of her before pulling the blanket over herself. Before she fell asleep, she felt a pair of lips touch her own and a hand caress her cheek.

"I look forward seeing you again if this is what awaits me when I return. Sleep well, my beautiful Draculina... "Alucard whispered before disappearing.