TEAMS Messages Convo between Shea and John
Description: this scenario is based from real life teens who willing to be in a relationship while the other doesn't at the time, eventually giving up and ends up being a couple (my edit, not true in real life); Italics shows their thoughts :)
Some parts are in German, feel free to translate to get the actual meaning.. and yes I used google translate XD
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John's POV on Teams
Shea: I got a question. That hug how did it make you feel embarrassed? Because you said no
Me (awkwardly): yeah a bit, but don't wrap hands around me next time.
Shea's POV on Teams
My thoughts: Why does my love of my life doesn't want to accept my hug? Is it because I'm too pale for him or am I too quick on him? What if he says no to my request, or what if he's playing with my feelings. I got soo many things going on in my head, I guess I shall continue on the conversation.
Me: why?
John: Im not used to it
Me: yeah but you have to understand that you have to get used to it
John: Yeah, but I can't lol.
Me (loving tone): I do those hugs a lot.
John's POV on Teams
My thoughts: Ugh, why cant Sheamo here can't leave me alone on those relationship talk apart clearly knowing that I don't want to be in a relationship for now cause what if I end up falling in love with him and he plays a trick on me that he was using me, then I'll deny him and let him be what he wants to be. *sighs stressfully* I like you but only as a friend. I don't tend to harm your feelings
Me (serious tone): Oh, but for me honestly, those type of hugs is for people who is in a relationship with the hand wrapping.
Shea: So, you don't like me? Okay
Me: Yeah, as a friend though, tbh.
Shea: yeah but I love you a lot.
Me: Love you too as a friend.
Shea's POV
My thoughts: Im so heartbroken what my sky said to me about not loving me back more than a friend, but I find him as my true love and soulmate, but he denies though at which one point he will realise that I am the right person for him and he'll get his mind changed (I hope so).
Me (sadly): Yeah but I love you more than a friend so you hurt me?
John (defending): No, that's what I feel.
Me (seriously): that's how you feel then why you told me you loved me, so was that a lie?
John: A friend love.
Me: You just threw my love away like it was nothing.
John's POV
My thoughts: Wow, I told you before, I'm not interested in you more than a friend. I don't want anyone in my life except for my friends and family, nothing else. Im not a person who wants a relationship at least for now, but I don't know what will the future bring between the two of us as I continue reading texts from him.
Shea: Damn, that hurt a lot right in the heart!
Me: I honestly feel like I don't want to be in a relationship at all.
Shea: so, you wont just accept my love, but im loyal, nice, I have a good personality. Whats wrong with me and what do I have to change, please tell me.
My thoughts: should I tell him about it, basically he thinks I am being selfish and not having a heart towards him and others from what I feel about them. Just come on, I'm telling the whole truth on here and he's waiting for me to reply before he goes impatient towards me.
Me: its not you.
Shea's POV
My thoughts: Look Cena, I don't understand why you don't want to accept my feelings as I am truly in love with you im not joking but you take it as a joke and I'm not liking each bit of that. You are extremely beautiful that I would die to look after your ocean blue eyes, perfect skin although its tan which I love it and having a curvy body. If you could've accepted my request then yes I'll be the luckiest guy in the world, but no. let see what this brings to.
Me: I know it's me.
John: It's me because I honestly don't want relationships.
Me: Be honest, you know I'm ugly and you don't wanna be in a relationship with me because you think I will be a bad boyfriend?
My thoughts: Based on what I said about being a bad boyfriend part to John, then he will be reacting sad and starts to worry about me that's if he can take it seriously, if not, then I'll date no one except for him in the future.
John: And I feel like it's gonna take away from being single, so no. It's not about you once again.
Me (sadly): Whats wrong with me though?
John's POV
My thoughts: Why is Sheamo bringing himself down over this one answer I said about not wanting to be his lover as of right now. I mean it could change once I feel he can shine love that can make me change my mind immediately, but as of right now, no.
Shea: It must be something if you don't want us to be together
Me: nothing, you got to stop scaring me out of nowhere.
Shea: So, that's the thing because I scare you out of nowhere.
Me: Depending how much you do that while I'm focused on walking to class.
Shea: ok, I promise I won't do it again. Just please love me mein zukünftiger liebhaber.
Me: okay
Shea: Okay
Shea's POV
My thoughts: I'm really wandering what is Cena's response is going to be like once I ask him a question along with some comments, I have to say for him to accept the feelings and date me sometime. He's cute and all, but his attitudes are too robotic meaning he is a robot with no kind feelings towards other people
John: Unter einer bedingung, Ich liebe menschen nur als Freunde.
My thoughts: So, John went from English to now German, I'll go for german for the rest of the conversation like WTF.
Me: Warten. Also, liebst du mich nicht lieb mich? Ich dachte, du hast mir gesagt, dass du es tust.
John: Ja, ich liebe dich nur als freund. Naja die ganze zeit ist freundliche liebe nichts anderes.
Me (sad tone): Ja, aber. Was denkst du dann über mich?
John (angry-serious tone): Ehrlich, gesagt nu rein freund.
My thoughts: Wow John, no hard feelings for me? I bet you are playing around and making me hurt while you are laughing and enjoying seeing others hurt I suppose. Wait, he could not be laughing because he takes relationships seriously based from what I saw in the past during school years. But still he hurt my feelings and my heart is crushed into pieces. What should I do? Get mad at him of course, don't have a choice.
Me (angry): Das waren genau die worte, die ich nicht hören wollte. John, you hurt my feelings!
John's POV
My thoughts: I'm just being me you know, but its undeniable why he doesn't allow me to say some words that ends up hurting him like I swear I didn't do anything wrong but I want him to understand that I am not ready to be in a relationship just now.
Me: Ehrlich, gesagt musste ich meinem Herzen folgen. Sie erzählten mir die wahren gefühle.
Shea (sad tone): Ja, aber. Du machst mich traurig, und du willst mich nicht traurig machen, nicht wahr?
My thoughts: I just realized that I made Shea sad, I felt sad from what I said from deep down but I honeslty felt bad at myself for saying but my evil power of a no heart took over me and continuing saying things that I don't intend on saying them. My future lover with you is a pleasure, but not now.
Me (sad): nein, aber ich möchte, dass du das consideration, als würde ich jemanden finden, der dich liebt; weil ich das gefühl habe, nicht die richtige person für dich zu sein, kann ich es fühlen.
Shea (sad, now tearing up): ICH sage, ich liebe dich nur und folge meinem Herzen.
Me (crying in defeat): Oh wow, ich habe das nie bemerkt, aber ich fühle mich schlecht, was ich gesagt habe, als ich gefühle leugnete.
Shea's POV
My thoughts: I knew my soon to be lover couldn't resist the harsh words that he was saying whilst being a snob towards me the whole time which I love it but I feel bad for him. Im glad he admitted what he said the whole time, so I can finally ask him out to be my boyfriend.
Me: Shhhh John; Ich wusste das sie sich der schlechten seite von ihnen widersetzen, aber ich bin froh, dass dieser streit vorbei ist.
John (crying): Ja, es tut mir leid. Dass ich dich verletzt habe. Ich bin so ein schrecklicher liebhaber für dich.
Me: Shh. Cena, du weißt dass ich und du füreinander bestimmt sind und ich kann es in meinem Herzen fühlen.
My thoughts: Should I ask him now to be mine? I feel the energy that I want to do it now before he snaps out of it. Fine, now is better than never.
Me: John?
John: Ja?
Me: Du bist der schönste Typ, den ich je getroffen habe. Ich weiß, dass du noch keine Beziehung haben willst, aber ich verstehe dich. Wenn du willst, ohne dich zu überstürzen, wirst du mein Freund sein?
John's POV
My Thoughts: Is he for real and what am I thinking on having a flushed face and surprised reactions coming from me, and why do I need love when I already know I found one in front of me knowing he is actually the right person for me despite the argument we had throughout the whole messages and now my life is changing, im ready to spend my love life with this ginger man of my dreams even though my thoughts denied it but somewhere deep, I knew I would be in love.
Me(happy w/ tears of joy): Ja, natürlich werde ich dein Freund sein
-The End-
sorry, it is my first ever story i made almost a year ago and was too scared to post it on fanfic lol,, be gentle with the reviews! No flames please!