Basically my depression has kicked in and I can't function. So I'm trying, and failing miserably, not to think suicidally. Because goddamnit I'm in some pain right now, and I literally am on the brink of dying. So I'm in pain and I can't do this anymore. So I'm doing a Rob Paulson crossover because I need something to keep me going. Because I'm mentally deteriorating. I can't do this anymore. I don't want to. But I don't have a fucking choice. It's either this, or I get Covid which I don't want. So you're going to have to deal with me thinking suicidally for a few months. And I don't want sympathetic comments, I just want you to read them, and actually like it. I just need to write these because I don't want to end my life, goddamnit I really don't. But I'm in pain, and I can't do it anymore. So if this human, at the age of 65 years old can save my life? I'll take anything.. Thank you Rob Paulson. Thank you.
Rated T for obvious reasons. Don't ask me to do any requests, this is my personal story that I'm only willing to share with you if you're gonna respect my reasoning for writing this. I know on FFN It only allows you to choose one fandom as a category or one other fandom if it's a crossover, but I'm going to be putting it over in the crossover section. With Animaniacs and Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (because Animaniacs and Pinky and the brain are pretty much the same so yeah)
There's not gonna be happy stories in here. If that's what you came for, you're sorely mistaken. I am going through a really tough situation and I need to vent. And, if you're not willing to understand that, then don't read these. These are very, very special stories that I hope to show Rob himself one day. I want him to personally know that I am using him as a coping mechanism. (Not him physically, although the actor himself will appear in most of these) along with Maurice. They will be also referencing the other Animaniacs cast, they won't make appearances though.)
Story themes you will see throughout:
Suicide. (But no one actually kills themselves. It's just implied that the character wants to, and the other characters stop them.)
Character death. (Through sickness, old-age)
Neglect.
Dysfunctional family, divorce, splitting up, etc etc.
Disabilities.
Hurt/comfort (virtually all of these will be hurt comfort)
+more
These will help me feel better. Honestly they will, just knowing that I can write to feel better is amazing. I love you guys so so much and I'm sorry if this is not the content you're not used to. But until I go into hospital I think,, i'll be writing these. Which means. A gift of a friend (Pinky and the brain self insert) Different, Darkwing Duck, and A Million Dreams, teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 2012, are going to be on hold, until my mental health has fully recovered.
Thank you.
