Being away from the club, her son and her grandbabies. Gemma never felt so alone before, Of course, she still had Unser and of course there's Chucky. But it wasn't the same. Gemma needs her family back, but because of Tara. Her whole family has totally abandoned her. Gemma wants to hurt Tara, hell she should have killed Tara when she had the chance, and she would have succeeded if Rosvelette and Jax didn't walk in to stop her. Tara has Jax and the whole club wrapped around her little finger, that it's making Gemma sick. Hopefully after this trial that's coming up, things will go back to normal and Jax will finally see what a manipulative bitch his precious little Tara really is. Gemma is going to do what she needs to do to get her boys back.

Gemma sighs deeply as she heard a knock coming from her kitchen back door." It's open." Gemma said as she took a drag from her cigarette and stubs the ashes into her ashtray.

" Hey, I went to stop by TM and Chucky said you called in sick." You doing okay?" Nero asked as he walked into her kitchen and closed the back door behind him. Nero hasn't seen Gemma around much especially at Disoa, not since this whole thing between her and Tara started or between her and Jax.

" I really didn't feel like going into the office today." Gemma responded as she got up from the table." Want some coffee?" Gemma offered as she walked towards the coffee machine and grabs an coffee mug for Nero.

" Sure, thanks." Nero said as he sat down at her kitchen table." Did you talk to your boy yet?"

Gemma sighs as she shook her head." No, and with the trial coming up. Lowen suggested that it would be best, if I don't talk to him until after the trial. Even though that won't make any difference, since he rather believe Tara then his own mother." Gemma said as she walked back towards the kitchen table and set the hot coffee down in front of Nero.

" Tara is still the mother of his sons and technology still his wife." Nero said as he took a drink of his coffee." Of course, Jax is going to believe her and take her side, he has to."

"" They are getting a divorce remember? That shit doesn't even matter though. The only that matters is that my Jackson is so blind that he can't see that Tara has been trying to pull away from Charming since the day they met." From the moment Jax started seeing Tara, Gemma knew she should've done a better job of keeping them apart.

" Come on Gem. You actually don't believe that do you?"

" Ever since Tara came back into town, Jax hasn't been thinking straight. His Priorities has been screwed up. Tara went to make a deal with the feds, went against the club and betrayed Jax, and I am the one who gets abandoned from the club? I am the one who gets pushed out of my boys life's? That shit doesn't make sense to me Nero."

" We both know, Tara never made a real." Nero said as he took another drink of his coffee before setting the cup down.

Gemma just scoffed and shakes her." And, we both know that could be bullshit. Just because Rosvelette, Jax and the club wants to believe that Tara never made a deal, doesn't mean I have to. Jax is in prison because of her, and I can't see my grandbabies because of her."

Nero reaches over and grabs her hand." Why don't you come up to Disoa with me. Just get out of the house for awhile." Nero said with a grin.

" What about the guys?"

" Don't worry about that, if they have a problem with it. I will just tell them that I was the one who invited you. Everything is gonna be fine Mama, you will see your family again." Nero said as he got up and walked closer to her as he leans down and kisses her gently.

Tara was in the middle of making herself lunch when she heard her cell going off. She reaches over and took it off of the charger, when she noticed it was Stockton Prison, Tara answered right away.

" Hello?"Tara asked as she wiped her hands with her dish towel.

" Hey, babe." Jax answered over the phone.

" Hey Jax." Tara said with a smile as she took a seat at the kitchen table." Did you have a chance to talk to Rosen?" Tara asked as she knew that's why he called.

" Yeah, and don't worry I will be there babe. I just wanted to call and see how you're doing with all of this. How are you doing babe?" Jax asked with concern.

" Honestly? I am worried Jax. I am worried that Gemma is gonna twist everything and win this. I am worried that Gemma is gonna get full custody of the boys and I will never see them again. I am more worried that everything I did to save them, is not gonna be worth it anymore." Tara answered with a soft sigh.

" Tara, that's not going to happen. Gemma doesn't get to win not this time, and there's no way in hell, I am gonna let her get fully custody of our sons. Gemma can go to hell."

" Jax, Rodriguez said that Lowen might bring up the fake pregnancy and the fake miscarriage. She said that Gemma could tell the Judge what really happened that day in my office. Jax, if Gemma tells the Judge that I'm the one who framed her for that fake miscarriage, there's a possibility I could lose everything.""

" Jesus Christ." When Jax first learned that Tara faked her pregnancy and the miscarriage, he was angry and hurt. He was angry that Tara would lie to him and he was hurt because he never thought Tara would ever do something like that. But when he realized that Tara was so desperate to get the boys out of Charming and away from Gemma, and the club. Jax knew Tara would doing anything to save their sons. Even if it meant to frame Gemma for it.

" Can I still come see you tomorrow?" Tara asked. They might still be getting a divorce, but they still need each other no matter what, and they will always have love for each other.

" You better come see me tomorrow." Jax answered with a grin.

" Do you think it would be a good idea to bring the boys?"

" Bring them. I haven't seen them over a month, and I don't wanna wait until we gotta go to court to see them." Jax hasn't seen Abel and Thomas since the night he turned himself in. As much as he was missing Tara, he was missing his sons even more.

" Okay, I will bring them." Tara chuckled as she heard the beeping coming from the phone." I should let you go, and I should get back to finishing make my lunch." Personally Tara would rather talk to Jax all day, but these phone calls are limited.

" I love you so much babe."

" I love you too Jackson. Stay out of trouble." Tara said as she ended the call and set her cell down on the table. Tara leans back against her chair as she ran her fingers through her hair. Tara just wants to wake up from this nightmare and just put this whole thing behind her. Tara just wants to move on with her life.