sorry for the long wait guys! finals are kicking my butt.

Eliza threw up.

she knew why. Willa and her had sex about four weeks ago, and well them both being women Eliza didn't think.. she didn't think they needed protection.

But they are both monsters and so with that I guess.. it was possible?

it certainly seemed possible, as if the pink pregnancy test on the counter was any indicator. Eliza picked it up. then suddenly she just started to cry, she had no idea why she was just so overwhelmed.

a baby Eliza knew was a lot of work, Zira had shown her that after she was born Eliza babysat her a lot.. and as cute as she was when Zira was a baby she was a real handful, she was cockily most of the time wticth caused her to cry uncontrollably for hours and Eilza remembered that Zira pretty much every night would cry from 6:00 pm untill 5 in the morning, Zed and Addison did everything they could think of to sooth her but most of the time nothing worked.

Really she had only taken up babysitting Zira for Zed and Addison's sake, they both looked so exhausted all. the. time.

they were happy though, they were so happy that they had her. Eliza's mind drifted to when she first got to meet Zira.

14 YEARS AGO...

it was 6:00 pm. Eliza had gotten off work. Eliza could hear crying then silence. Eliza was a little nervous to be honest, but here she was so she slowly opened the door. and was totally unprepared to see Addie breastfeeding, I mean she had a cover on so Eliza didn't see anything thank goodness.

"i can come back later.."

Zed smiled "C'mon in Eliza" the couple was sitting in the hospital bed together. Eliza pulled up a chair next to Addison. Addison smiled at her "hi"

"hi. So how did everything go?"

"she did great" Zed smiled "I think someone's finished" Addison qiucky buttoned up her blouse and held Zira on her shoulder, the baby started to cry. "shh, its ok baby." a few minutes later she burped and spit up a little. Addison smiled holding her in her arms. "that's my girl" Zed smiled at their baby and kissed Addison on the forehead.

Eliza smiled, they were so in love. "do you want to hold her Eliza?" Zed asked

"um.. I well I don't konw- I've never held a baby before" Eliza said suddenly nervous. "but ok"

Addison carefully handed the baby to her. "Zira this is your aunt Eliza"

Eliza smiled "aunt Eliza, I like the sound of that." Eliza looked at the newborn she looked exactly like them both, she had Addie's white hair with three thick green streaks in it from her dad. the baby opened her eyes, they were brown. Eliza smiled "hi Z"

Eliza wanted kids for sure but, now it was a lot to think about. Her mind drifted to what Willa had said a long time ago "my pack comes first" sure she had said it about 14 years ago but...

What if Willa didn't want kids? what about the pack? if Willa left to live with Eliza what would happen to the pack?

Eliza put a hand on her flat stomach. "what have you gotten yourself into?" she mumbled to herself.