"Deal"

I pushed him away softly only because we had a big day tomorrow with Agent Barnes coming in to see how me and Derek are getting along with each other as a gay couple. I know this isn't really real so he shouldn't make me feel like I have a chance with him when he knows I don't, after this mission he going right back to Penelope who loves his attention and praises while I'll just be watching from a far remembering his kisses and touches. We walk to my room so we can do something for once but then I stopped before going to the living room and cleaned everything up, once did I went back to my room and sighed.

Derek noticed that I stopped and came back outside the room to look at me while leaning on the wall near my door, I felt his eyes on me as I played with my hair slowly sitting down. I was trying to think about how I loved his hands on me and I would die for them again. seeing he was the only male I have been with since this experience. Derek grabbed my waist pulling me into his lap placing kisses on my shoulder before throwing me over his shoulder going to my bedroom, seeing we are the same height is amazing. he sat me down on the bed before pulling my socks off and getting in the bed with me. I was stressing for what? I do not even know but it seems Derek could sense it.

"whatever you thinking in that big ass brain need to slow down because it's not going to happen, tell me what are you thinking because I want to be able to fix it pretty boy"

the way he was looking at me was making me think if I should tell him seeing this had to do with him but I didn't want to spill my guts to him because then this whole thing may never happen again which it may never seeing this wasn't going to last long.

"nothing is going on in my brain because simple it wouldn't make since to you Derek" I simply gave him the easy answer before I roll over and close my eyes for the night.

~next morning~

when morning rolled around I got out of bed to find Derek was gone and in the shower which was way worse because I hid all my playboy books I had in there and they was all covered in cum, once I gathered the mind strength I knocked on the door and gulped hoping he would understand. Seeing this was horrible and he was going to make fun of me for having a massive thing on black men he was going to put two and two together and see that I liked him.

"what wrong spencer, do you want to shower with me?" he snickered, and I can hear the smirking in his voice.

"no, I'm fine that won't be needed because I just need to use the bathroom, Is it alright if I come in?" I asked knowing damn well this was not a good idea.

"sure" he simply said.

I walked into the bathroom to find him sitting on the toilet with a towel on and him looking at my books that I keep in here, this wasn't a good idea but finding the man of my dream in my bathroom naked and looking at my books turned me on a lot but this was different because this isn't the way I wanted to find him. I wanted to find him in my bed stroking himself but not in my bathroom naked and looking at my porno!

"this is why I didn't want to-" he dropped his towel and oh my god he was packing.

"I'm sorry I couldn't hear you over the sound of your mouth dropping, come here and wrap your hand around it."

I walked over to him and did as he told wrapping my hand around his cock and stroking it, it was warm I give him that but something about this made me want to wrap my lips around it and suck. I looked at him and got on my knees looking at before licking the tip something felt so write about this, it felt so wrong. I opened my mouth a little more before slowly taking his cock in my mouth panting softly as I felt myself get hard in my nightwear.

I wanted to be face fucked by this man but something was stopping he and I think it was the self-control he had, when I gave him the okay he started to thrust softly before pushing himself down my throat make me whine and gag on how big he was.

"fuck spencer you're taking me so damn good, fuck baby takes that cock down your pretty throat like the good boy that you are" he moaned as he picked up the speed.

I whined and deep throated him once my throat got use to him and is was drool and pre-cum everywhere on the floor and around my mouth making me gag on him, I put my hand into my pants stroking myself fast as he face fucks me like crazy. He pulled out my throat and I gasped while he stroked himself looking me at while I whine pouting as I had heart eyes while looking at him.

I never knew I could be such a slut when It came to this man, he had me on my knees in the morning sucking his dick and he hasn't even fucked me yet this man had power over me and we didn't even leave the house.

"please fuck please Derek" I stood up and kissed him hard leading him out the room to my bed because this man was a drug

"fuck spencer on your hands and knees"

I did as I was told and looked at him as he pulled my pants down seeing I didn't sleep in my boxers which was another reason I don't sleep with bottoms on because men like him just are so damn hot. He pulls my cheeks apart and spits on my hole causing me to moan as he placed his tongue against my hole.