So not mine. Belongs to whoever made how to get away with murder. This is just about Bonnie and what she's thinking. Bonnie is one of my favorite how to get away with murder characters, but a lot of people don't like her.
Bonnie felt sick. She didn't want to - didn't mean- to kill him. Ron was dying. Nate had punched him, beaten him, and Ron wouldn't have survived.
She had put Christopher on the floor, in the snow. And the blood. As Bonnie raises her hand to smother Ron's face she thinks. About her father. He deserved to die. About Lila. She didn't. About Sam. He did. Annalese's son. He didn't. Wes. He didn't. Sinclair, judge Millstone, Denver. Did they deserve to die? Does anyone. She does, She thinks, she deserves death.
Even if Ron killed Nate Lahee Sr does he deserve death? Rebecca didn't. Bonnie remembers killing Rebecca. Watching her suffocate. Watching her life drain away, gasping for air. Rebecca had died in much the same way Ron was dying. Bonnie was already a murderer. Rebecca and now Ron. What did one more death matter.
More blood on her hands. Blood that was destroying Annalese. Blood that would destroy them all. Laurel, Asher, Connor, Micheala, Oliver, Frank, Annalise. Nate too. If Bonnie hadn't killed Rebecca would those deaths still have happened. Was everything her fault?
Ron had loved her. Bonnie did not deserve love. Bonnie was not worthy of love. Her father had shown her that all those years ago.
Bonnie thought about her son. She could have been a mother. He would have been the same age as the others now. Asher, Connor, Micheala, Laurel, Oliver. Gabriel Maddox and Wes Gibbens. Rebecca. Why does everything come back to Rebecca?
Bonnie looks down, and knows Ron is dead. She hurries indoors with Christopher. She says everything is fine. That is what she always says. Everything is fine. Or it will be.