****TRIGGER WARNING****

Non-consensual sex acts, sexual assault, rape themes in this chapter. proceed at your own risk!

Blaine returned home late in the night and Kurt could tell he'd been out drinking. He came in the door stumbling and bumping into things. He hated when Blaine drank, he always came home horny and expected Kurt to be ready to help him with that. Normally Kurt had absolutely no issue with giving Blaine what he wanted in bed, but when he's been drinking he gets rougher than Kurt likes it to be and he usually doesn't have the option to say no unless he wanted to deal with a very angry Blaine and a drunk angry Blaine was a lot worse than a sober angry Blaine. Kurt learned that pretty soon after they'd both turned 21 and gone out to celebrate Blaine's birthday. Blaine had gotten drunk and Kurt had done something to anger him, it was the first time Blaine had hit him. the next morning when he'd sobered up he apologized profusely and promised he'd never do it again. Since then he's broken that promise several times but Kurt knows its only cause he's been drinking, he knows Blaine wouldn't deliberately hurt him. This is why he just gives Blaine what he wants when he comes home like this, to avoid such things happening. Its just easier that way.

"Kuuurrrt where are yooou!" slurred Blaine.

"I'm in the bedroom" Kurt called out.
" oh…. right where I want you to be, good boy" mumbled Blaine as he stumbles down the hall to their bedroom.

Kurt heard Blaine mumble something but wasn't able to make it out. He then heard the unmistakable sound of Blaine bumping in to the wall in the hall way. He took a deep breath to steady his nerves, knowing what was likely instore when Blaine made it to the bedroom. He really didn't like when Blaine drank nor did he like what alcohol turned him into. He was use to it though at this point as Blaine has been drinking a bit more recently and Kurt didn't understand why.

"Kuuurt you better be naked when I get in there or there will be hell to pay. You know I like it when you're ready and waiting for me" Blaine slurred.

Kurt sighed, "yes Blaine I know and I am.

Just then Blaine appeared in the bedroom door, very clearly drunk as he was virtually swaying on his feet. Blaine started clumsily pulling off his clothes as he made his way to the bed and Kurt. He some how managed to make it to the bed and get undressed with out falling over.

"lay on your stomach Kurt, I want you from behind tonight." Blaine demanded.
Kurt rolled onto his stomach and propped himself on his elbows and knees waiting for Blaine to prep him with lube covered fingers. He felt the bed dip and move as Blaine climbed on the bed and then felt Blaine's heat as he got up close behind him. Expecting to hear the sounds of the lube bottle and feel cool lubed fingers, Kurt was surprised when he felt the warm head of Blaine's cock pressing against his entrance. This made Kurt tense up a bit.

"forgetting something honey?" Kurt asked teasingly.

"nope don't think I am" blaine said.

Kurt raised an eyebrow, " the lube Blaine"

"oh we wont be needing that tonight babe" smirked Blaine as he suddenly thrusted forward and into Kurt. Kurt cried out in pain , he wasn't prepared for Blaine's swift, rather hard entry. Blaine pulled part way out and thrust in again and Kurt cried out again in pain. He didn't understand what was going on, they never did it with out lube and some prepping, why is he doing this? Blaine thrust again, and again, Kurt cried out every time.

" Blaine please, your hurting me!" cried out Kurt.

"you like it don't you baby? Your my little cock slut aren't you?" Blaine demanded.
He thrust again and again, beginning to pick up speed, Kurt continue to cry out in pain with each thrust.

"Blaine stop please, your really hurting me" Kurt cried out. By now Kurt had tears rolling down his cheeks and was shaking from fear and from pain, though Blaine didn't seem to notice. He didn't stop, in fact it seemed to make Blaine even more excited as he thrust in to Kurt harder and faster.

" tell me you love it Kurt, I know you do I can see you like it." Growled Blaine as he reached down between Kurt's legs to grab his semi erect cock.

"Blaine, please….." Kurt cried.

" please what Kurt, please more? You like that hmmm baby?" Blaine harshly whispered in his ear.

"Blaine please your hurting me, please no more…" Kurt said thru his tears.

Blaine thrust hard and fast a final few times and mercifully he finally, finally finished with a deep guttural moan as his body tensed in pleasure. Kurt collapsed in pain and mental exhaustion and Blaine rolled over and immediately went to sleep. He was so confused, hurt and scared. What just happened, why didn't Blaine stop when he asked him to? Did Blaine think Kurt was playing a kinky game, did he not sound scared enough, was his pleas to stop not real enough? Surely Blaine couldn't have possibly though Kurt was role playing? He was so scared and confused and god he was in pain now. Kurt got up off the bed and slowly shuffled his way to the bathroom to clean up and tend to his sore, likely bruised back side. Kurt caught a glimpse of himself in the bathroom mirror as he passed by it and gasped, he looked shell shocked, and blotchy, red and puffy from crying and maybe there was a bit of fear and worry in his eyes. He made his way to the cabinet to get a wash cloth and started the shower, he really wanted another shower after all that. He felt so dirty and unclean, even though he shouldn't cause this was Blaine the man he loved. The man who just caused him so much pain. Kurt got in the shower and quickly cleaned up, and noted thru his dazed state that he'd bled a little because of Blaine. He really didn't want to lay next to Blaine right now, but sleeping else where would only serve to raise Blaine's ire and he just could bear explaining to him why he'd slept on the couch. So he forced himself to lay down next to him and attempt to go to sleep. He had class tomorrow and his bands first rehearsals after all, He'd need his energy.

The next morning Kurt woke up to find Blaine had already awakened, which he was secretly happy about. Though he did wonder why, as it was rare for Blaine to be up before he was. He rolled over and stretched, realizing how stiff and sore he had become from what occurred last night. Nope, wont be thinking bout that this morning; Kurt thought, not ready to process that just yet. He got up and went looking for Blaine, figuring he'd likely be in the kitchen having coffee but when he got to the kitchen there was no sign of him. He did leave Kurt a short note saying he'd gone out with his theater friends for breakfast before they had to go rehearse. Just as well, Kurt really hadn't wanted to face him yet any way. Kurt felt himself relax a little knowing he didn't have to face Blaine right now and allowed himself a lazy morning since he didn't need to ensure breakfast for Blaine this morning. Before he knew it it was time to head out to school and later his first band rehearsal. He was very exited to meet with Dani and Elliot again later. Kurt left Blaine his own note to remind him that he would be home later due to band rehearsals and left for classes.