Ruined From Soul
Chapter One
"Rain keeps falling, tears keep falling
Darling, your love is like walking a bed of nails
And I just can't keep on fine" - Falling Down - Lil Peep feat. XXXTentacion
Disclaimer: I don't own Incredibles 1-2, neither the song!"Ready?" Cara asked.
"Hit it already, I'm bored!" Violet sighed.
"Take it easy girl, you wanted new photos, don't you?" Ann asked back.
This wasn't even at all, how they planned it out. They were standing in the middle of a currently unused running place. It was far away from home, and so from school. Violet, always liked to dissapear. Currently, from holding back the pain in herself. She tried to stay strong, but never played out too well.
As she looked away, to see the sun on the other side, her memories suddenly turned to get back in her head. This was the place where he won his first race. Her face tried to force a smile on her face, but it seemed to stick on it, while her friends used the chance to take those rare photos.
Inside, she didn't want to remember anything. But her heart kept telling her to do, because it won't go away soon. It has been here, since years. Her first kiss with him made her mind become clear. She has feelings for him. And this made her smile even more. Slowly she moved her hand to hide her lips and that smile. Nobody knew this side of her. How deep feelings she has developed for him. And why is this a secret, may got in mind. Unfortunetly, it was no other, than her dear brother, Dash.
It has been going on for 3 year from now. And her struggle is takes her soul over. But always tries to cover it up. Excueses. Fake answers. Like those, what everyone believes.
"Quality pictures of another girl." Ann said.
Violet quickly got out of his thoughts and grabbed her jacket, to walk over to her friends. She seemed really happy on those pictures. Like her pain has never ever been there at all!
"Gotta make our moves girls, I see a couple of boys making their steps there." Cara broke the silence.
"Afraid of boys?" Ann asked. "Won't bite you, unless they're animals."
"Me? Damn. You don't know me well. I have an annoying cousin." Cara sighed. "Maybe our love heart is." She pointed at Violet.
"What?" Violet asked surprised. "Get over with the thought of me being in love with somebody."
Deep inside, Violet felt that these two girls know her secret. Just playing it on her and teasing her.
The picture kept becomming cleaner. It was true, there were boys. But also a girl. Holding one of the boys hands. Violet legs almost frozen into the ground when she saw the girl. It was the school's most popular girl, Carolyn. Holding close to no other than... Her beloved brother.
For a moment Violet literally frozen into the ground, just for the moment to feel, her heart falling into the darkness. This wasn't what she has expected. Imagined. Or anything at all.
She kept steps with her friends, and for one moment, her eyes locked together with his eyes. She was ready to forgive to those blue eyes. But her legs moved her. After, she no longer looked at him, her tears started to fall down. She had to be strong, again. And make a plan for making Carolyn dissapear.
Violet sat in the backseat in Cara's car. Ann was ready to hand her a pack of cigarettes, a lighter, and also some tissues. Because Vi, was as heart broken as she could be, she took all of the items from her friend hands. Slowly, lighten up a cigarette, then quickly shared a photo of her smoking some high quality cigar. Obviouly, she wanted Dash to see it. So he could feel the pain. But what would that poor teen boy could do, if he dosen't know about the suffer.
"Jerk..." Violet muttered, as she took another breath.
"That bitch, damn!" Cara shouted. "Get out of my way you bastard!"
As Vi looked, there was a driver before them and didn't really one of the good ones. So it made Cara angry. Ann was smoking and tried to get to the right song, when suddenly one song has hitted hard, that Vi couldn't resist.
"Stop!" Violet said.
"We're going emo now." Ann sighed, and turned her head to see the sight.
As Vi positioned her left arm, her phone buzzed. Her heart kept beating. And as she didn't expected, it was him to write to her. About the cigarette, of course.
Currently, she didn't care about it. She wanted to dissapear from living. She was scared to turn invisible again. But as she gets home. She will do. As she promised it to herself.
As she got out of the car, she ran upstairs, and closed her door. Looked over the walls. Pictures everywhere. She decided to grab one, which she knew, that has a double one. Slowly moved her fingers around the picture, and got the lighter in her hand. It clicked, then started to burn the picture.
"Now that I am in ruins... you gotta suffer too..." Violet muttered.
The picture has dissapeared, but her feelings... Never.
A/N: Hiatus is over. What should a senior girl could do on a 3 hour long bus ride. Write a fanfic! Havent done it in AGES. Feels good to be back!