Sebastian looked at Blaine waiting for him to explain why he was standing in front of his door. When Blaine remained silent Sebastian decided to break the silence. Like seriously this is the second time today that the New Directions didn't talk, is that their thing or something? ´What are you doing here?´ He didn't want to sound so mean, but he really wasn't in the mood for anything right now .Even Blaine. His chest was still screaming at him from pain. Blaine avoided Sebastian's eyes, scratching his neck nervously. Sebastian looked at Blaine more carefully, now that he was standing so closely. Sebastian was taken in all Blaine´s beauty. He internally groaned, when did he become a love sick school girl. Blaine didn't want him so he should just give up. And Sebastian doesn't do relationships, everyone knew that, so he should just drop this stupid fucking crush and get over it. He doesn't need Blaine, what can Blaine offer that a one night stand can't? How much better is Blaine than just a quick fuck? Because that's all Sebastian is good for. A quick fuck. Not a relationship. Just someone you will want to forget the next morning. So why was he pining over Blaine. He wasn't worth Sebastian's time. And Sebastian was definitely not worth Blaine's time. Why did he even like Blaine? Sebastian could have every guy he wanted. But no, he had to fall for the taken boy who he almost blinded.
But when Sebastian's eyes met Blaine's hazel ones, he understood why. This boy before him was perfect. The exact opposite of Sebastian. Blaine finally got the courage to speak. ´How much does it hurt?´ Sebastian frowned, he wasn't expecting that. He didn't know what he was expecting. Blaine pointed to his jaw, confusing Sebastian's frowning like he hadn't understood the question. Sebastian's lips turned into a smirk and he shrugged. ´I have had worse. ´ Blaine nodded, clearly deep in thought. ´But you haven't answered my question, Killer.´ Sebastian casually leaned against the door frame, as if this man before him didn't make his heart go 100 miles an hour. ´Wanted to make sure you were okay.´ Wow, Blaine was full of surprises. Sebastian hadn't expected him to say that. But Sebastian knew this wasn't the real reason why Blaine was here. He wanted something from him, they always did. ´Well i'm doing peachy. But why don't you tell me the real reason that you are here.´ Blaine looked at the ground, like he was also uncertain on why he was there. ´Can we go inside?´ Blaine said. Sebastian knew one thing, he will never let anyone go inside his house. Especially knowing that his father will be home soon. How hadn't he even thought of that? His father could be home any minute and hell will break loose when he sees Sebastian talking to a boy. Especially if that certain boy was in his house.
Sebastian didn't want Blaine to see him panic, so instead he said:´ How about we go out instead.´ Without waiting for a response, he put on his shoes and closed the door. Sebastian walked to his car, not looking behind to see if Blaine was following him. He hoped he was. He saw no car parked that belonged to Blaine and wondered how he had gotten here. How did he even know where he lived? Probably one of the Warblers told him. He scoffed, of course they would have. They refused to talk to him, but when Blaine wanted to know private information about him, they couldn't keep their mouths shut. Blaine entered the car. He looked like he gained a little bit of confidence. ´Where are we going?´ Sebastian didn't know, but started the car anyway.
After some time they got on the main road, and after 5 minutes of silence Blaine decided to speak. ´Can we stop here for a sec?´ Pointing at an empty parking lot with a convenient store. Sebastian frowned and pulled up anyway. Sebastian parked not caring about how many parking spaces he took. It was empty anyway, so who cares that he was parked in four spaces. He looked at Blaine. ´Wow, didn't know you were into a public quick fuck, didn't seem like your style. But I'm totally in´ Sebastian said smirking. Blaine blushed. O gods, did Sebastian love having that effect on the shorter boy. How he could make him blush with the simplest things. The tiniest compliment. Like seriously did Lady Hummel never give him a compliment. Of course she didn't. It always had to be about him. O how dare someone else have attention. Everything had to be about him, and if it wasn't for a second, he had to remind everyone that he was the victim. Sebastian could already hear Hummel complain about how he got hatecrimed, because some lady at the mal looked at him weird. Even though he was wearing a skirt, and more fucking make up than a insecure thirteen year old. Sebatian's thoughts got broken by Blaine opening the door. ´Wait here.´ And with that he left. Sebastian watched Blaine enter the store, totally not looking at his ass. Like seriously that thing was handcrafted by the gods, and he wouldn't mind grabbing it. Sebastian let a breath escape his lips, this isn't the time to think about that.
He was still pondering on why Blaine came to his house. Why was Blaine suddenly talking to him, he hasn't done that since the slushy accident. He missed the times where Blaine and he would talk online. He thought he had a friend, and of course he hoped that they would turn into something more. But of course Sebastian fucked it up again and began flirting with him. He chased Blaine away, he got one glimpse on who Sebastian was and ran the other way. So why was he here now? What changed? Why was Blaine suddenly interested in him again? He wouldn't blame him if he never talked to him again. He almost blinded him. Maybe he was overthinking it? He shouldn't look a gifted horse in the mouth. Blaine was here. He may not know why, but he was here. And that was more than enough. He was talking to Sebastian again. And Sebastian knew one thing, he wasn't going to fuck this up. He was going to be perfect for Blaine.
Blaine half joged back to the car, with something in his hand. Sebastian flashed him a smirk. Blaine jumped into the car and smiled back. ´What did you buy?´ Sebastian asked curiously. Blaine held up frozen peas with a proud smile. ´For your jaw, wouldn't want that pretty face to swell do we?´ Was Blaine fucking Anderson, loyal taken Blaine Anderson flirting with Sebastian. Sebastian smirked, maybe Blaine changed his mind. Maybe he found out he was really dating a girl. But Sebastian couldn't let go of that one thought. That one thought questioned why Blaine was doing this. Why he was talking to him, and above that all being nice. Helping him. So Sebastian let his questioning know to Blaine. ´ Why?´ Blaine frowned in confusion. ´Are you questioning why we don't want your face to swell?´ Sebastian softly laughed, not finding any humour in this situation. ´Why are you doing this? Why are you here? I didn't ask for help.´ Sebastian looked at Blaine, his face hard as stone. Blaine just looked at him confused, and seemed to be thinking about it for a minute. He finally signed, dropping the frozen peas on his lap. He started playing with the peas, fidgeting with it. ´ Well I had a lot of time thinking, while i was recovering. And I couldn't stop thinking about you, at first I thought it was because I was angry at you, and I was.´ Blaine stopped taking a deep breath. Sebastian couldn't stop looking at Blaine. What was he trying to say? Blaine finally looked up from his lap and picked up the peas. He brought it to Sebastian's face. They were so close and Sebastian had to stop himself from smashing their lips together.
They looked each other in the eyes, the tension growing. Sebastian could barely hold himself together. Their faces were so close Sebastian could feel Blaine's breath on his cheek. He was glad when Blaine decided to speak. ´But then I realised it was for other reasons why I couldn't get you out of my mind. So when I saw you at Lima Bean, I could hardly hold myself together. I wanted to help you, but I knew it would only make things worse.´ Sebastian looked into Blaine's eyes, seeing the same thing he had seen in Blaine's eyes at the café. He was sure of it now, it was lust. The eye contact broke when Blaine glanced at Sebastian's lips. Sebastian opened his mouth to make a stupid, sarcastic joke about how they taste better than they looked, but he had not gotten the chance. Blaine's lips were on Sebastian, before he knew what was going on. But Sebastian responded quickly and kissed back. Blaine kissed Sebastian hungrily, like it was his life line. It was nothing Sebastian imagined kissing Blaine would be. He thought it would be soft and romantic. But he was not complaining about this wild side of him.
Sebastian could feel his heart flutter and Blaine's lips felt perfect on him. Blaine licked his under lip, and Sebastian opened his mouth feeling Blaine tongue fight with his. Sebastian put his hands on Blaine's face, taking a tight hold. He felt Blaine's hands going under his shirt, trying to get the damn thing off of him. Sebastin knew things were going to escalate quickly, and was glad he had condoms in his car. He may be a whore, but he was a safe one. Blaine was half way done with taking off his shirt when a phone started to ring. They stopped kissing and Sebastian let out a sigh of disappointment. They still lingered close, breathing hard. 'You should pick that up.' Whispered Sebastian, as if they were hiding from something, and speaking too loud would get them caught. Sebastian let his hands fall from Blaine's face, and sat back into his chair.
He looked at Blaine, waiting for him to do something. Blaine looked irritated that the call had interrupted them. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and looked at it. Suddenly a smile formed on Blaine's face when he saw who called him. Sebastian felt uncomfortable watching Blaine. Who was it on the phone? But he didn't worry to much still feeling the bliss of kissing Blaine only a few seconds ago. It finally happened, life finally threw something that didn't explode in his face.
'Hey, Kurt.' And he spoke to soon. Of course it was Kurt who else would it be. How could Sebastian think Blaine would choose him. And the way he smiled when he saw who was calling him. Sebastian felt himself deflate in his chair. 'Oh, I'm doing nothing.' Sebastian wanted to smash his head in on the steering wheel. Of course Kurt knew nothing of Blaine being with him. Sebastian was so insignificant that he wasn't even worth mentioning. But he should be glad to have this moment with Blaine. That he was even worthy of having this kiss with him. He has no right to complain. Perfect Blaine has spent time with unperfect Sebastian. ´Oh yeah, I'm at this weird convenience store.´ Blaine waited a moment for a response, and Sebastian felt like hours went by. Blaine glanced at Sebastin the first time they made eye contact since the kiss. Blaine gave him a little smile, and Sebastian felt his heart flutter again. God damn Blaine for making him feel this way. ´Oh sure yeah you can pick me up.´ And Sebastian was ready to really jump of a cliff. What the actual fuck, Sebastian was a bad person he knew that but this shit was outrages. 'see you in ten.´ with that Blaine hung up. 'What the actual fuck Blaine, at one moment you are eating my face like you are a starved child, and next you are making plans with Lady Hummel, your boyfriend may I ad, while I'm sitting right next to you!' Blaine looked at him with disbelieve. 'You told me to pick up! How was I supposed to know it was Kurt.'Sebastian calmed down, he had so many questions and was feeling so many emotions.
'Why, Blaine? Why did you kiss me?' Blaine looked at him with a shy smile. ´Well, I really like you and you made it clear that you liked me so I thought maybe we should give it a try.' How Sebastian would love to say yes, there was a small voice in his brain screaming at him to stop and think about what he was doing. But Sebastian hasn't listen to that voice for a long time and he wasn't starting now. 'I would love that, Killer.' And with that Sebastian grabed Blaine's face and pulled him into a kiss. Sebastian could feel his whole body getting warm and a blush creeping onto his face. When they pulled away they were both breathing hard and Blaine's face was even more flustered than Sebastian's. Blaine looked around nervously and started fidgeting with his hands. 'I think you should go, before Kurt comes.' Sebastian nodded, not letting the disappointment see. 'What does this mean for you and Kurt, because I'm not a side chick you can play with anytime you want.'Blaine looked conflicted but finally moved so that he was facing Sebastian. 'I promise I will break up with him, just give me a little bit of time.' Sebastian thought about it. His dream could come true. He already knew everyone is going to hate him, but they already do. So how bad can it get?
'Okay.' Sebastian said with a smile. A genuine smile. O, boy did it feel good. He pulled Blaine into a quick kiss, oh he could get used to that, and Blaine left the car. Sebastian drove away but stopped. His car out of sight so that he still could see Blaine, but Blaine not him. Sebastian felt a warm feeling inside him that he hasn't felt in a long time. How has this day gone from so shitty to one of the best days ever. Sebastian looked up seeing a car pull up next to Blaine. Kurt stepped out and walked over to Blaine. Sebastian rolled his eyes seeing Kurt's awful outfit. No shit people were homophobic if they think every gay person looked and acted like that. Sebastian felt a crushing feeling when he saw them kiss. And Blaine's smile after it. That smile was enough to make Sebastian feel bad that he never was the one to receive it. Why would Blaine want to date him if he was so happy with Kurt? Sebastian felt tired and a headache started to form. Things were getting too complicated. He didn't have answers for all the questions he had. But he knew one thing.
He needed a drink.