Hi guys, it's me again!
As you might know, I have stopped writing "fate", because of the lack of interactions, but I've got motivation to write this sequel now, so that's exactly what I'm gonna do. Sorry that it is a story about Orochimaru again. One day this will change I think.
The first two chapters are only the introduction, the real story starts at chapter 3. So if you want, you can skip to that, but then you might miss some important facts about the main character and the whole situation she is in.
Orochimaru, why haven't you come to get me, yet?
I'm suffering, god damnit! Is this what you want! You're sadistic. I know you like seeing other people suffer, but that's not fair. Why me? Why do you let someone suffer if they promise you to do everything for you?
You know, my parents were fighting all the time, I think that's what also stands in my first letter to you. But now, they're acting like nothing ever happened. How dare they? All these years of fighting, all these years of crying out of psychological pain,all these years of gossiping behind our backs, because my parents were too gutless to confess they aren't in love anymore even if everyone could see it. What was all of this for? Nothing, at least that's their opinion.
Additionally, my skills as a Kunoichi aren't that great anymore. All the stress and pain made me lose my motivation. I became lazy, unathletic. I need someone who can train me, get my motivation back. They've tried. They've sent a Jo-Nin. I can't remember his name, but that doesn't matter anyway, because he was of no use to me. He just kept offending me every time I failed doing something.
Would you be nicer to me if you were my Sensei? Probably not, but I wouldn't care. I wouldn't care because you are all I want. With you, my motivation would come back immediately, I'm pretty sure about that.
My so-called best friend ignore me now. She was sent to another shinobi village and since then I haven't heard from her. I could write a letter to her, but for the past few years, I've always been the one to start a conversation, so I guess I've been the only one being interested in keeping in touch all the time. On the other side, I know that my other friends still have contact to her. They're getting letter from her at least once a week.
Speaking about my other friends, here's a fact: They are annoying, that's all I have to say. They are trapped in their own worlds,just like me, but with them it's different. Their worlds are childish,build from naive childhood dreams while mine are reasonable, more adult. They are older than me, but behave like they were younger. They've never got time for me or that's what they say, but from their conversations I know that they would've got time if they wanted to. That's just so depressing.
What am I to do? I finally want to be with you, Orochimaru! I don't need my friends! I don't need my family, although I'd feel a little bit sorry for them. Not for my parents, but for my sister, my grandma and my aunt, because they were always by my side.
I need you, Orochimaru
And I can't live without you!
I can't stand this any longer!
Please come and get me!
I exist!
And I'll prove it to you one day!
Then I'll be there for you,
'til the end.