Chapter 18

Disclaimer: I do not own Darkest Powers

A/N: Lol sorry for the two(?) year break, life got crazy, ya know?

I'm dipping back into writing this story

Also the sexyness continues so fair warning

"How do you feel?" Derek laid beside me, his arm finding a comfortable place across my midsection, his head laying inches from mine.

"Like I'm floating, or dreaming," I giggled and a serious thought came to me, I should make him feel good too… yet, I have literally no experience in this field. "Thank you." I whispered. "How do I do that in return for you?"

"Oral?"

"Yeah, I mean, I've heard of blowjobs, but I've never given one, nor have I seen one being given." I rambled.

"Chloe, it's fine. One day at a time, we have the rest of our lives here on the island." He kissed my forehead and pulled me closer, spreading his natural body heat to me.

The rest of our lives, here.

DPOV

I awoke with my face pressed into strawberry blonde hair, her warm, naked body still firmly pressed against mine. It wasn't a dream, that really happened, I finally opened up to her, and she really opened up for me. I smiled as the memory flashed back to me, the smell of her excitement, the feeling of her hands roaming my body. It took everything in me to stop where we did, I didn't want to overwhelm her with everything all at once.

Chloe stirred and rolled over to face me, her delicate face looked breathtaking from the dim light that was available. Her chest rose and fell gently, her hair framing her breast perfectly, her pink nipples poking out, begging to be kissed. I cursed as my hand twitched to release the tightness in my groin. Last night was enjoyable, but also torture, I had a bad case of blue balls that it was starting to cramp my stomach.

She was worth the trouble, and I couldn't resist lightly touching her shoulder, trailing to her collar bone. I watched as her body arched towards my hand, her mouth slightly opening letting out a heavy sigh. Even when sleeping she was beautiful, she was so much different than Sam. She made me laugh and she stood up to my bluntness, even if it was intimidating at first, she saw through all of that.

I gently kissed her forehead as she snuggled in closer, I took a deep breath as her smell overwhelmed my senses. I dreamt of moments like this for weeks and to finally have her in my arms feels comforting, exactly where we are supposed to be.

Chloe's eyes fluttered open and she seemed to tense up, her eyes quickly roaming the dimly lit cave, and rested on me. All at once her body relaxed against me and an affectionate smile spread across her face.

"Last night was real, right?" She whispered. I could only nod, her smile was breathtaking, and I felt my own body release tension I did not know I've been holding. I was worried she would regret what happened last night, that she would have pushed me away.

"Good," she breathed as she sat up and placed her hands on my chest, her face inches from mine. Her mouth was on mine before I had a moment to think, my tongue teased her soft lips as she let out a throaty moan. Her warm hands traveled from my chest to my hip, I could feel her hunger, her lust.

"C-can you," she whispered breathlessly, her hand on my hip moved closer to my member. "Can you help me, help you?" She asked, her cheeks brightened as she looked down at my erection. I blinked in surprise, was I dreaming? It felt as if all the blood in my body traveled to my dick, leaving my brain starved for oxygen.

"I don't have experience, like any at all, I didn't think I would ever have this opportunity to be completely honest." She rambled, her face becoming a deep crimson. I shook the shock from my head, she was adorable when flustered. I took her hand and led it to my throbbing dick, her fingers barely able to fully grasp the whole girth.

My whole body tingled just from her touch, I wrapped my hand over hers, slowly bringing our hands up and down. I wanted to scream in delight as every part of my body begged for release. I took a deep breath, I had to calm down or it would be a short learning experience for her.

"You can squeeze harder when you're going up and down, and this part," I guided her hand to the head of my dick, and directed her hand to twist and slowly down the shaft. "Fu-feels good," I grunted.

"Fuck." I breathed out, her eyes never left mine as she squeezed with a firm grip.

"Like this?" She asked. I nodded, she brought her hand back to the tip, twist and back down.

"You're a quick learner," I grunted as she squeezed harder and started stroking faster, my stomach started to clench and my balls tightened. I was getting close and she could sense it, I grabbed her other hand and brought her closer, I didn't want to finish quite so soon. Our lips met eagerly, her tongue dancing along mine. I could taste our shared breath, feel the thud of our shared heartbeat as my hands explored her body.

My hands stopped on her perky breasts, as I broke the kiss she let out a small whimper. I laid her onto her back, observing the magnificent view, my eyes dancing around her smooth body. The amount of things I wanted to do with this girl, we wouldn't be leaving the cave for days, but I had to take it slow. I could be overbearing when it came to sex, the high liido is probably from being a late bloomer.

I felt her grab my cock snapping my attention to her face. She seemed focused, observant, the way she gently chewed her bottom lip, her eyes wandering over my body. I was towered above her, my cock inches from her face. I wasn't going to last much longer.

"Is this too tight?" She asked, squeezing on and off I grunted a no and pushed my hips back and forth, she got the que and stroked faster, twisting at the top. An immense amount of pressure started to build, I let out a string of curse words as I thrusted into her hands, feeling the rush of tingles from my balls to the tip of my dick.

I clenched my eyes closed as release was the only thing on my mind, her hands worked furiously, I moaned as the first shot came out and it was the one that broke the dam. I heard Chloe saying something, but all I could hear was the ringing in my ears and the pounding in my head from holding my breath.

I opened my eyes to examine the damage, this is typically why I tended to do this near the water for easier clean up. Chloe's chest, neck and face was covered in my cum, my laugh caught in my throat.

"Uh, that was a lot," chloe giggled, her mouth nearly covered in jizz, I looked around for my shirt.

"It's been awhile," I uttered as I attempted to wipe the mess off of her face, at least enough so she could walk to the water safely. She smiled when I offered my hand to help her up, her body glistening from the mess. Beautiful, I couldn't help but feel somewhat prideful.

I guided us down to the river, her hand, sticky with my mess, firmly grasping mine. The tunnels were dark without the torches lit, and the moon was still out. Once we reached the waterfall Chloe immediately ducked under, washing her face with the cool stream.

"I'm sorry about the mess," I yelled over the roar of the water, she frowned and mouthed something. I stepped closer and kissed her forehead, holding her hand I pulled her into calmer water.

"What were you saying?" she asked, swimming closer to me and wrapped her arms around my neck.

"I was apologizing for making such a mess," I ran my fingers down her face, caressing her butt with my other hand.

"Oh! I don't mind," she looked down at the water sheepishly. "I want you to t-teach me more, about uh, sex stuff."

"Sex stuff?" I chuckled giving her a good look, her wet hair clinging to her body, her big doe eyes looking up at me. "I'll teach you everything I know." I reassured her, kissing her bottom lip gently.

"I'm gonna hold you to it." She said against my lips.

CPOV

It has been a day or two since the last time Derek and I did anything heated, he's been too busy with his new project. I can't blame him, we can't just make out all day and expect things to get done. I sighed and headed to the room, I knew he would be busy until dark.

The sight of our messy leaf bed brought everything back that took place yesterday morning. An electrifying shiver traveled throughout my body bringing me to my knees, I've been avoiding this room for this very reason. Anytime I think about it, my lady bits felt like they were throbbing, worse than period cramps in my opinion. I took a shaky breath and took one last look at the bed, it was freshly made, as in we had to change the leaves for the bed because of the mess.

I found Derek in the cave being renovated into private bathing quarters, he was knee deep in mud, his muscular back was to me. I watched as he slammed a log into the ground compacting the dirt that lay there.

"Having fun?" I asked. The narrow cave was lit by a small fire in the far corner, his now clean shirt laid discarded beside it.

"Oh, hey how were the traps?" He turned to face me so I could see that his whole body was covered in mud.

"Nothing yet, I checked the ones near the back trail and it looks like something chewed their way out of it." I stood at the edge of the mud pile that had been placed on top of the bamboo wall.

"I'll fix it," he mumbled as he scooped another handful of mud. His dark hair was sticking out in numerous directions, mud caked on his cheek.

"I can do it, if you teach me the small knot thing." I knew how to do it already, he taught me when we were building the tents together, but any time that I could get with him would suffice.

"Of course," he said as he looked around the cave and sighed. "If you want you can help me put down the bamboo, then we can start on the traps." He took my hand and guided me into the soon-to-be tub. The wall was knee hip height for me, but for him it barely reached his knees, to accommodate for the height difference he built in steps on the side.

"If only I were tall," I joked looking down at him from the top step, we still were barely at eye level.

"My neck wouldn't hurt as much," he stepped closer, his large hands locked on to my hips holding tight as he continued speaking. "But in my honest opinion, you're a fucking catch." He dipped his head, his lips pressing firmly against mine, his words struck something inside me weakening my knees.

He grabbed my butt and hoisted me up, my legs instinctively wrapping around his waist, our lips never breaking contact. His grip tightened as I broke the kiss, I was lightheaded maybe from the kiss or not breathing.

"We should probably finish this if we want dinner," Derek groaned and let me down on the mud, the moist soil quickly swallowing my feet. The quicker we got this done, the quicker we could continue.

After nearly two hours of packing bamboo down into the slick mud we were finally done. My knees were red and sore, I felt like a robot trying to get up on the step.

"It'll be easier once we put water in." Derek placed a hand on my lower back, swiftly sweeping below my butt and lifting me up and over the wall. We were both covered in mud, and as if on cue we instinctively headed to the waterfall.

I drank in the light blue sky that peaked out between the trees, the crescent moon and twinkling stars shining bright against the soft waves on the lake. It has become quite calming to just watch nature during the night, everything being quiet either to hunt or prevent being hunted.

"Whatcha thinkin about?" Derek mumbled as he shed his clothing. No matter how many times I've seen him naked, I'll probably always be breathless.

"The uh, the sky looks pretty tonight," I stammered looking up at his face trying to not make it obvious where I had been looking. A broad smile spread across his face, his hands toying with the end of my shirt. I lifted my arms up and giggled as he undressed me, his fingers grazing from my nipples down to my waistline. He guided me into the water, his eyes never leaving my body as I dipped under the waterfall.

"My view is much better," He said as he dipped his head and ran his nose up my throat, a moan escaped my lips before I had a moment to think. My hungry hands traveled across his broad chest, feeling the muscles against my palms. His teeth nibbled on ear as my trembling hands roamed down to his member, grasping it firmly.

"Fuck, Chloe." He groaned, and picked me up pushing my back against the rock wall, my legs wrapped around his body, closing any distance remaining. His hips thrusted against my hand, my body longed for more of him, to feel him in me. I attempted to push him towards my opening,but when I felt him stiffen all my confidence went out the window.

"What's wrong?" I asked, his face hidden in the shadows making it hard to read his expression.

"This would be your first time, and I-I" he took a deep breath and let out a shaky laugh. "I don't want to rush you, we just talked about our feelings. You should have been doing this with someone you cared about, or in a better scenario I suppose. What if you end up pregnant? We don't have medical equipment." He rambled, his grip on my hips tightening.

"I do care about you…" I mumbled, my stomach tying into a knot and not the enjoyable kind. "A-and if you want to think about it that way, you should be married, probably have a kid by now. I should be graduating school soon, I should be experiencing somewhat of a normal life." His eyes dropped to the water, his grip loosening on my hips, my hand gripped his chin, forcing his gaze to meet mine.

"But, I want it to be you f-f-for my first time, I want to live a life with you. Here on the island, and being close to you. Plus, I'm technically sterile because of being sick when I was younger and all the medication I was given." I giggle nervously, was I sounding too desperate?

The smile he gave me squelched any doubts I had, the hunger in his eyes burning hot against my skin. It didn't take long for our kiss to resume, his tongue trailed my bottom lip, I squeezed my thighs against his body.

"We should head to the room," Derek rumbled, walking us through the waterfall and back into the caves. Before I knew it I was being laid out on the bed, my legs parted naturally, greedily wanting to pin him to me.

"Chloe, I want to be your first time, but we are missing a very important factor of sex." Derek said between deep breaths.

"What do you mean?"

"Lube, we need lube or you'll bleed, a lot." He mumbled, his soft gaze met mine.

"You sound like you do this a lot."

"Well, I was in medical school ding dong, and my fiance was the only person I've been with so far. I'm not much more experienced than you."

"There's no rush, but how do we obtain lube?" I asked.

"Coconuts!" He smiled, then kissed my lips gently. "We can make some coconut oil tomorrow morning, and see how you feel about it tomorrow, ok?"

"My mind won't change." I whispered against his lips.