First i want to apologize to the readers. I changed Lily-Rose to Hadlee. I realized i favor using the name lily. I'm in the process of writing three different fan fictions and i used the name Lily in all of them and i was confusing myself...

Second just a disclaimer i don't own SOA Just my O/c's... Kurt Sutter is the genius behind SOA..

March 2009

"Hey Mom, are you sure you want to watch Hadlee tonight?" I asked

"Táim cinnte Leiya, ní miste liom féachaint ar Hadlee. (I'm sure Leiya, I don't mind watching Hadlee .)" My mom said.

After she had a heart attack when I was 6, she has has flashes of speaking English and Irish. I gained that habit, but only when I'm really stressed out. I hugged my mom and went to get ready for the St. Patrick's Day party. I was going to with my friend Riley. . I was reluctant to go out. Riley was making me. I haven't really been out since I got pregnant with Hadlee. I will never love her any less for how she was conceived. when I was 18, I went to a party after cheerleading my drink was laced with the date rape drug, she came nine months later. here I am 22 years old with a four-year-old. I struggled to finish High School, but I have a bachelor's in literature and philosophy.

"momma grandma is taking me to the park." Hadlee yelled into the bathroom door.

"be careful and mind your grandma." I yelled back.

after they left, I finished my shower and ran mousse in my long blonde hair to make my curls stand out more. i Finished getting dressed when there was a loud bang from the living room. I went out to see what the noise was and there were two men and my house. I turned on the other way one of them grabbed me. I tried to fight off the other two came to help.

one of the guys but the tattoo on his cheek said, "Are you sure this is his sister?"

The other one said "Yeah look at the eyes. They have the same fucking blue eyes this bitch is his sister they're going to wish they never met us.

"What are you guys talking about? I don't have a brother; my mom didn't have any other kids before my dad died." I said fighting back the tears.

The tattooed guy who had to be the leader slap me across the face. "There's no use lying Miss Wyatt. You're going to give your brother a message for us the Sons will that leave Charming and never come back. If you don't deliver this message, we will come back for you and your daughter. do I make myself clear Miss Wyatt?

I took my head yes.

"All right Scott don't mess her up too bad she has to deliver the message". The leader said as he walked away.

The man named Scott started punching, hitting, and kicking me. I was able to kick him in the nuts and ran towards the living room. he caught up to me and sent me flying through the glass table. I looked down and seen blood. he pulled me back to the entryway leaving a trail of blood behind us. started beating me again. the pain came too much, and I passed out. I woke up to the sound of someone screaming and the sound of an ambulance. before I lost Consciousness again. when I came to again, I heard beeping. I was at a hospital. I looked around and scene my mom and my daughter in the chair in the corner of the room at sleep.

"Mom" I said with a hoarse voice.

"What happened baby girl? do you know who did this to you? my mom asked.

"No ma they said to give a message to my brother. But I don't have one. they attacked me for no reason."

I looked up at my mom and she had a guilty look on her face.

"Ma! What aren't you telling me? Do I have a brother? I thought you and Dad didn't have any other kids before he died."

"I didn't think it would ever come to this. I didn't want you to find out this way. Your dad had another family when we had you. You actually had two brothers Thomas who died at a young age and Jackson who lives in Charming. You also have a sister named Trinity who lives in Belfast, Ireland. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner."

"How could you lie to me my whole life? Is my dad even really dead? Or was that a lie. Did he even want me? Do they know about me? I almost died because of a brother I never met. Things could have been worse if Hadlee was in the house.

"I'm sorry Leiya. I really am I didn't want their life for you. Yes, your father wanted you. He loved you so much. Unfortunately, yes, he did pass away. I wanted to protect you from the Mayhem."

"Well it's too late now Mom. When I get out, I'm going to go find him. Until then I don't want Hadlee out there. Where would I even find him at?"

"You can get ahold of him at the Teller Morrow automotive and repair shop." My mom said.

"Alright Ma I'm tired. You need to go find a hotel and stay there with Hadlee. I don't want you guys at the house."

My mom carried a sleeping Hadlee out the door. I grabbed my cell phone and looked up the number for the shop. Was I really going to call him? Am I ready for this? What if he won't help? What if he doesn't care what happens to me. I don't know if I can do this. After finding the number I de ided that i would call.

"Teller-Morrow automotive this is Kip speaking. How can I help you? "

"I'm looking for Jackson Teller. I need to speak with him right away."

"Who's asking for him?" Kip asked

"Just tell him it's very important."

"All right hold on. I'll go see if he can come to the phone." Kip replied.

"This is Jax. who is this?"

"Dose the name Leiya mean anything to you?"

"wait! what did you do with her? tell me what you did with her now."

"who is she to you?" I asked to see what he'd say.

"half sack out of the office don't let no one come in. she's my sister. I'll ask you one more time what did you do with my sister." Jax said sounding angry.

" I didn't do anything to her, because I am her. how did you know I was just sister." I asked

"I found our fathers manuscript, it had your name and a girl named Trinity. no information on how to find you. I've been looking for you too for about three months. I didn't have much to go on but first names. can you come down to the shop later today so we can talk."

"Do you still have it? I'd love to read it. well I know where Trinity is. I just don't know her last name, my mother might know. and coming to the shop is a little bit of a problem. I'm currently stuck at the hospital in Stockton." I replied.

"why you in the hospital? what happened?" Jax. demanded.

"wow already sounding brotherly. that's kind of the reason I called. and the reason I found out about you. it's not something I can say over the phone. but if you come up here my last name is Wyatt." I said sheepishly.

"I'll be up there in 2 hours. Don't talk to any cops.I'll explain when I get there." Jax said hanging up the phone.

well that was an interesting phone call. I guess all my doubts were unwarranted. I thought he wouldn't care or want anything to do with me. he's been searching for me for 3 months and freaked out when I said I was in the hospital. I think I might actually like having a brother. maybe me and him can go find Trinity together. true to his word 2 hours later there was a knock on my door. THis is gonna be fun.

"Come in. "I yelled

Two guys walked in a blond one about 5 9 and a guy with brunette hair about 6 3.

"You need to tell me who you are or get the fuck out of my hospital room. I have a gun under my pillow and I will shoot you if you don't get the fuck out." I said sliding my hand under my pillow.

"Down killer." The blonde chuckled.

"She's definitely your sister Jax." the brunette laugh.

"Sorry I'm your brother Jax and the Sasquatch behind me is Opie." Jax said walking towards me. " do you really have a gun under your pillow?"

"No I was just trying to scare you guys my mom wouldn't bring it for me. she didn't want to take a chance that Hadlee could get it." I said.

"Who is Hadlee?" Opie asked

"Hadlee is my daughter she's 4 years old."

"So Leiya how old are you?Op open the blinds or turn more lights on its to dark in here." Jax asked

when Opie turned the light on they both swore under their breath. they finally got a look at the damage. I had a broken arm and some scrapes and cuts on my face and arms. I looked over at Jax and he looked pissed. Opie didn't even know me and he looks just as pissed off.

"we'll catch up more later. I want to know what happened and who did this to you. if you don't know who what do they look like any description will help." Jax demanded.

"I was getting ready to go out last night I haven't gone out in years since the incident at a party I was at. my mom had taken Hadlee to the Park. when I got out of the shower there were two guys in my house. both White between 5/8 and 6 foot one had a tattoo on his neck both where bald. I managed to fight my way away from the one guy by kicking him in the nuts only to get thrown into a glass table. they pulled me back to the entryway were he started beating me again. I passed out from the pain but when the doctors came in to talk to me they said I was sexually assaulted too."

"Did they say what they wanted or why they did this? Opie asked.

I looked over at Jax and he was literally shaking in the chair you can hear the feet hitting the floor.

"they said to give my brother a message. but that's all I remember I don't remember what the message was. I keep trying to remember what they said but I can't I'm sorry Jax's. I just met you and now I disappointed you."

" you didn't disappoint me but I promise I will find these fuckers and make them pay." Jax said slamming his fist on the arm of the chair.

As Jax finished talking my mom and Hadlee walked in. Hadlee came running up to me.