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It had been three weeks and everything still hurt, even if it was just a little bit. The girls had tried to make me feel better; I knew it was bad when even Namine had called to check in on me. Still, all my friends had been such great support, especially Roxas who was by my side to protect me from even a gentle breeze. I'd finally stopped crying, especially after our karaoke night. Thinking back to it did make me smile, even the setback that led to Roxas comforting me outside. It was the pain in his eyes as those words left his lips and the guilt I felt knowing that I had something to do with it. I'd made him hurt so badly to be with someone who would make my heartache for weeks. It wasn't our "break up" that caused the most pain, it was his method of betrayal. I could have taken anything he threw at me, anything but this; not seeing him waist deep in another woman.

What got me the most is he was in her screaming my name, clearly thinking about me. How fucked up was it to be plunging yourself into another girl just to call out for me?

Who even was she? A girl from work, a friend? We'd never talked about any of his friends and barely even discussed his job but all of a sudden he had this budding social life outside of me enough to find someone to cheat on me with? I never expected his life to revolve around me, it was absurd to even think it was possible but he'd kept everything under wraps. I didn't know what to think. It seemed they'd been messing around for quite sometime because she didn't seem shocked in the slightest to see me. I could remember the curl of her lip, smirking back at me unknowingly with him plunged inside her. She was so smug about it, she had to have known he had someone else.

I shook my head. I couldn't go over this again. It would just upset me. I looked back to the evening sky and licked the tip of my ice cream.

Seasalt ice-cream was all I'd been munching on besides the odd snack since it all went down, I couldn't stomach actual meals yet and stopped caring about how I looked. Who cared about how toned I'd gotten with all this training? I'd take it all back if I never had to have met him.

There was a bit of a chill but nothing too bothersome. I'd snuck onto the roof with my comforter and only in my socks and red sweater dress; they were the comfiest clothes I owned. I couldn't stand being home alone while my roommates were away. It made me feel even lonelier.

With all that had happened at that house party only a few days ago I was especially feeling on edge. My romance life as whole was a mess and these burdening feelings I was toying with weren't helping. I didn't know where Roxas and I stood, I only knew I enjoyed being around him and that night solidified it. Anytime he looked at me I was hot and it was worse when he touched me. And when he'd kissed that girl I could feel myself crack beneath the pressure and I had to escape.

When he found me in the garden I didn't know what I felt, I just knew I was hurt. But being so close to him, touching each other so gingerly, I couldn't have imagined a better time spent. Maybe everyone was right, maybe these feelings I was fighting within myself were real. Maybe I did like him. Like really like him. Just a bit.

No, it was too soon, wasn't it? Vanitas and I hadn't even been over for a month. But before him, wasn't I already beginning to feel… Well, something? What would it have been like if we never met? Where would Roxas and I stand? How did he even feel? How was I supposed to even ask? God, I was so lost.

I heard a pop in the sky and looked to see bright purples shoot through the air and sighed. That's right, today was the start of the solstice festival. I remembered making plans with who I thought was finally going to ask me to be his girl officially but here I was alone on the roof.

A clunk of metal clicked and the rooftop door barged open. I looked back to see a familiar blonde in probably one of a dozen black sweatsuits he owned; the pants loose but tight around his ankles, a hoodie, and a pair of dark, open toed slippers.

"Oh, Hikki!" Roxas smiled sympathetically. "I, um, I couldn't sleep so… If you wanna be alone—"

"Ice cream?"

"Huh?"

I pulled the other blue treat still wrapped up from beside me and held it towards him. He nodded and made his way to sit with me. Our hands brushed as he took the blue bar and I offered him some space beneath my sheet.

"Thanks," he mumbled as he placed it on his shoulders. I heard him tear the wrapper open and nibble away at the popsicle.

"So, that house party… Feeling better?"

I nodded, "wide awake and sober. Sorry for being so crazy but I did warn you."

Roxas chuckled, "that you did."

"But hey," I smirked. "You did make one girl's night."

He groaned, "yeah…"

"I saw you two talking, does this mean you're off the market?"

He glared at me as I giggled, "uh, no. But she did ask me out."

My eyes widened and I turned back to the skies. I figured that was the case when I saw them together but I wasn't any less stunned to hear it.

"That so?"

"Yup."

I narrowed my eyes, trying to appear as disinterested as I could. "And?"

"Told her that I already like somebody."

Shock fought past any other expression I held. This was new. I chewed on my lip in response and only bobbed my head up and down slowly. He hadn't told me he liked anybody. I thought we were friends, best really. Shouldn't I have known? Did Xion and Axel know? They probably did. Why hadn't he told me? Was it because of Vanitas? Was this like his revenge? No, he'd never do something so heartless. Maybe he just didn't want to talk to me about romance with all the shit going on in my expired love life. It was probably that. Being as sweet as he is, even when it cost him his own happiness, he still tried to protect me.

"Hey," Roxas snapped me out of my thoughts. "I know I haven't said it but I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. It should have been me that night instead of Sora."

"No, you've done more than enough," I shook my head. "I'm just glad Kairi was so understanding. I wanted it to be you but you weren't there and I just couldn't hold back."

"I know," he frowned, a genuine look of disappointment on his face. "That mission in Corona just took a lot longer than expected."

"It's okay," I gave him a small smile. "Thanks to you I'm doing a lot better now."

He sighed, I knew he didn't believe me but compared to where I was, I was doing a lot better. I was just disappointed now, not angry, just disappointed. I'd thought maybe he and I were really making something happen but I guess everybody else was right.

"I should have listened to you," I admitted. "Vanitas, he—"

"You followed your heart," Roxas cut me off. "You can't be mad about that. Your heart led you to him, it's not your fault he decided to hurt you."

My eyes widened by his honesty. I looked to sadboy with his perfect profile, one leg swinging on the edge and the other used to rest his arm. I'd excepted a lecture from Roxas but all he'd done when he could was be there to make me smile. He really did care and not for stupid bragging rights or anything like that. He'd always just cared.

I swung my legs from the edge beneath me and laid my head on his shoulder. Instantly, he tensed.

"This is why… I like you best."

Roxas liked somebody but the words spilled from my lips before I could stop them. Maybe if I was lucky he'd misconstrue them. My brows creased and I readied myself for the worst when he relaxed at the sound of my voice and lay his head on me.

"I like you too."

I licked away at my ice cream, smiling to have the boy who'd quickly become one of my best friends at my side. He'd always been there, even if I didn't like that he always pulled through when it mattered and I had to be grateful for that. Even if he did like someone else, I'd manage. Having him as a friend was better than not having him at all. The sun began to sink into the oranges and violets of the sky, the occasional firework disintegrating in the air when I felt him tilt his head toward me.

"Hikari?"

"Yes, Roxas?" I looked into his bright blue eyes, similar to oceans and caught myself blushing at his perfect smile. Being with him, right here, right now, nothing made me happier. I felt butterflies in my abdomen but couldn't stop the smile on my face as I looked up at him.

"I really like you," his fingers caressed my cheek so gently they made me shiver. I huddled closer to him in the blanket and placed my hand on his chest. Was his heart beating as fast as mine? All this time it had been Roxas looking after me, protecting me, like the knights I'd read about in one of my books. He'd been so careful and kind and never asked for a selfish thing in return. He was the first and last person I spoke to pretty much every day and when we spoke it was so easy. There was no work when it came to being with him, no secrets or games, it was just authentic and easy.

All this time I'd wanted Vanitas but I needed Roxas.

"It's you…"

"What?" Blushing, all I could do was stare back at him. Was he saying what I think he was? I had to say something, anything but I was frozen to his confession. My mind couldn't even seem to form a coherent thought. But Roxas didn't seem to mind as those lips parted into that immaculate smile.

"You're the girl I like."

What? I felt lightheaded, dazed. He drew me in and my mind went blank, full of steam and the pounding in my chest. I found my eyes closing as I heard another pop in the air from the fireworks but it meant nothing when he was this close to me.

Roxas' lips touched mine softly, they were cold from the ice cream but he was warm. His kiss was innocent but instantly I felt a fire from his touch. He tasted wintry and smelt delicious as he turned his head against mine. I felt his tongue swipe against my bottom lip, asking to enter me and I obliged with a gentle moan. His tongue moved gingerly inside me, working around as if he thought I'd break in his embrace. It was intoxicating, just how tender he was compared to what I'd been through.

He slipped away gradually and I found myself blushing back at him. Then he chuckled, just as embarrassed as I was, making me giggle as well.

"Sorry, I—"

"Sor—"

We couldn't help but laugh again but when I finally settled and saw the blonde in the hoodie looking at me biting his lower lip it made me lick mine, a familiar buzzing in my lower abdomen starting up once more.

Could I do this again? Was I even ready? These thoughts ran through mind but the idea of being with him like that made me feel so warm. I was tingling at just the thought of him touching me and knew that I really did want it.

He didn't have to say a word. He put down what little he had left of his ice cream and I did the same. His arms were warm around my waist and mine found his neck when he planted another kiss on me. Roxas rubbed my back as his lips entangled with mine just as my hands found his jaw. The wetness of his tongue made me shiver, almost as much as the coldness of his breath.

Roxas' lips drew from mine and down my face to my jawline. It tickled, his subtle kisses, but I only panted in response. A hand moved to my neck when his lips travelled there. He suckled on me and squeezed, applying just the right amount of pressure to earn a moan. I found myself being pushed gingerly to the ground, only my blanket to cushion my fall.

My back arched when he picked up the pace, sucking harder and gripping me tighter. I felt myself fall deeper into a haze with each nick of my neck and it wasn't long before his name slipped from my lips. If he kept this up, surely I'd want to go further.

"Roxas…" I moaned. "You're gonna make me…"

"Make you what?" His eyes found their way to mine as he hovered above me. I was blushing immensely, refusing to finish my sentence. He only smirked and lowered his hips onto mine, parting my legs further. Immediately I felt a thick stiffness from him and my eyes rolled back as he rubbed against me. I threw an arm back, moaning even louder the further he rubbed me down. I didn't care about anything, I just wanted him. I really needed him.

Suddenly, his hips stopped as he chuckled darkly. I looked up at him smirking down at me and pouted. I wasn't as fragile as he thought. I'd learned somethings and knew just how to make him feel as good.

Quickly, I sat up on my knees and engulfed his lips with mine. He took a deep breath as his hands found my ass and squeezed. He tried to deepen the kiss but I pulled from his mouth and bit down hard on his neck. He let out an erotic groan and yanked me in closer as I continued. I marked him, nibbling and suckling all over his throat, only hearing the faint sound of fireworks and his moans to keep me afloat.

I reached his collarbone and tugged at the hem of of his sweater. My violet-blue eyes did all the talking and together we stripped it off him. I tossed it and immediately felt every inch of his chest. It was just as defined as I remembered, each muscle flexing as he breathed and my fingers drew over his abs straight down to the V that led to his manhood.

I pushed him down on the blanket, and climbed over him. My lips were all over his chest in moments. He breathed huskily, panting as my tongue circled his nipples and he gripped onto my head. As I reached further down I could feel how tight and hard he was against my breasts. I could only smile knowing how much he anticipated the inevitable.

I was low now, nuzzling his hips and keeping my eyes on the boy who was jelly in my touch. My fingertips brushed against his member as it rested along my cleavage.

Roxas shot up, "Hikari!"

I only smiled and reached up to lick his lips. He shivered in my touch as I laid his legs back down. He tried to focus on me as my hands massaged him between his legs. I knew he was desperate for it, I didn't know how long it had been since he felt something like this but the way he was moaning made it clear he needed it.

"Should I stop?"

He threw his head back as I stroked it faster, "fuck, no. Do you want it?"

I tilted his head to face me and watched his face redden in a mixture of embarrassment and arousal.

Blushing I whispered, "really bad."

He bit his lip with a smile and planted a rough kiss on my mouth.

"Take it."

I gave him teasing kisses on my way back down to his groin while he watched in anticipation. My head was low but my ass high in the air. I could feel the cold wind whip against my partially exposed skin which only had me more excited.

Slowly, I pulled down the hem of his sweats and boxers until he made himself known in all of his glory. There was only the littlest tuft of blond hair above it which I found both surprising and kind of cute. He was just as thick as I felt and long enough to grip with two hands and an inch or two with his glistening head popping out. I knew my face was red but only from arousal now. I hadn't done this in what felt like forever and after that bullshit I'd be lying if I said the erection staring back at me didn't turn me on.

I took the flat of my tongue and guided it from the base all the way to the tip, tracing the veins of his manhood along the way. He was already dripping when I swirled my tongue around the head. He sucked back in the cold air harshly and gripped the back of my head. I put my lips down on it, suckling the head gently as he dripped down my throat.

"Fuck, Hikari," I heard him moan above me. "Stop… teasing…"

I smirked and took his sac in my hand, kneading him just enough to hear him let out a few husky moans. I lowered my head, my tongue doing continuous circles around him in my mouth. As one hand massaged him, the other lay flat against him, my thumb gently pressing down to make sure I could get all of him.

"Yes Hikki, harder," he commanded, his head was thrown back and he was pulling on my hair now. So I followed his instructions and sucked harder, my strokes became more intense as I slid further down onto him. I could feel him filling my throat, pushing past my limits as my eyes shut and I tried to swallow him back.

"Look at me," he demanded, his voice dominating me only adding to my arousal. He yanked on my hair, challenging me to disobey but like this, with him in my throat, I was the one really in charge.

"You look so good like that," he groaned, watching my head bob up and down. "Do you know how good you look with me inside you?"

I was burning at those words. I'd imagined he'd done this before but hearing him speak to me so erotically was a treasure. I didn't want him to stop talking, I wanted more dirty words, more praise.

"You like it, yeah?" He smirked, reading the desperation on my face clear as day. "Tell me what you want."

He pulled my head off him in one swift motion. I was practically salivating when he forced me to look at him in those fiery blues.

"Tell me," I felt his hand pull harder and my knees shook in response. "Tell me how fucking bad you want me."

I was trembling. That rage he had within him, that temper that was so easy to set off had been manipulated into this domineering persona that had me weak in his grasp.

"I want you…" I mewled, watching his lips curve into a vicious smile. "I… I want all of it deep inside me."

"How deep?"

"I wanna feel it in my chest," I groaned. "Roxas, I need it… All of it."

He chuckled so darkly I almost didn't recognize it coming from him.

"Show me that face again."

Instantly I opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue. My cheeks were burning brightly, so embarrassed to be on my knees for him like this. His eyes stayed on me, that smirk remaining as I felt his hand release my hair. He leaned back only to return with his melting seasalt ice cream and slid it into me, swirling the cool popsicle. I was panting heavily as he coated me with it. It melted inside my hot mouth and I was hanging on by a thread when his hands found my hair again.

Release came as he drove my head all the way down to the base of his shaft. I moaned the entire time, twitching as he settled into my throat again. It burned but it was a good pain and I hummed gleefully as he begun rocking against me. My throat contracted around him, he was so thick and with each stroke I thought more and more he may just hit my heart.

I felt my jaw relax, trying to account for his size as my eyes watered. I loved it, every single moment of it. I wanted more and to do it all. He moaned, panting my name yet again as he controlled my head. He used me so ruthlessly and it made me warm between my thighs.

Roxas throbbed with each stroke, our pace quickening as he thrusted in and out of me. My tongue swirled wherever it could, lathering him all over.

"Fuck, Hikki," he cried, pumping harder. "Fuck… You're gonna… Keep doing that…"

His sac was in my hands again, stimulating him in hopes of coaxing him to spill his seed. I'd been so nervous the first time but now here I was greedy as I anticipated it. He was going to burst any minute, which made me hum even louder.

"Ah, where do you want it?" He grunted. "You want it in that dirty fucking mouth of yours?"

I fluttered with delight, sucking as hard as I could to tell him yes.

"Yeah?" He casted his eyes down on me, breathing heavy. "It's yours… take it, Hikari."

He bucked his hips into my mouth, using every inch of my throat to find salvation.

"Take it," he hissed. "Fucking take it, love…"

Roxas exploded in me. His seed gushed down my throat, coating me in him and forcing me to swallow it back with him still stiff but rested inside me. It came so hard and fast; warm, gooey, and salty all at once. He groaned as he sputtered whatever was left into me, throwing his head back and withdrawing himself from my lips. I licked whatever bits had painted him and tenderly massaged his shaft with my hand, watching him deflate to a semi-hard state.

I pulled myself up on my knees and licked my lips, savouring every last drop. He'd managed to dribble some of his juices down my chin but I gathered it in my fingers, hungrily lapping it away when I spotted his eyes on me through heavy breaths.

"I've never…" he panted. "It felt like a lot."

I nodded, raising a hand over my mouth to hide my smile. Even though I'd just done all that, I was still ashamed to have him see how much I'd enjoyed it.

He laughed catching his breath and pulled his pants up, much to my dismay.

"Come here."

He didn't give me a chance to oppose him and dragged me into his bare chest before taking my lips for his own. We kissed fervidly as he plunged his tongue into my mouth, licking the place the most intimate part of him had just been. My stomach was in knots and eager to see where he'd want to take things next. His hands slipped down to my shoulders and tugged at my bra straps.

Oh, that was next.

I smiled shyly and pulled away from his lips. He kissed my cheek and whispered in my ear, "only if you want to."

And I did want to, really, really badly. I didn't care how it looked or what anybody would think, I just knew on this rooftop, beneath the stars and to a sky riddled with fireworks I wanted him to have every part of me.

So I pecked his lips and nodded, "I want to."

His smile was sweet as he helped me out of my sweater dress leaving me only in my thigh-high socks and underwear. He stared at my body, studying every single part and I was already feeling self-conscious.

"You're stunning," he mumbled. I was unsure if he meant to say it to me with how far away his voice was. He stood me up on my knees, still looking at every part of me in my lacy red underwear set and gnawing his lip. He got on his knees and felt my curves, tenderly rubbing his hand up my thighs, to my hips, and then firmly placing them on the flesh of my ass.

He squeezed and peeked over, only grinning devilishly when his face was in front of mine. I knew immediately that excitement was from the thong I was wearing and blushed.

"Shut up," I muttered. "It's cheaper if you buy the whole set…"

He sniggered and dragged his hands to my waist, leaning back to get another full view of me.

"What are you doing?" I laughed.

He licked his lips, barely paying attention to my voice. "I never thought I'd see you like this. I just want to make sure I never forget it."

As if my face couldn't get any redder. I pulled his hands from my waist and placed them gently on my breasts, refusing to meet his eyes.

"Don't just see me… Touch me."

He kissed me softly while his hands moved to my back. I felt him unclasp my bra with ease when he left my lips and laid me down. I held my hands over the cups and he got between my legs yet again. We locked eyes as he pulled my bra off and I took a deep breath from the cold. He kissed my lips gently once before finally looking down at my breasts.

They always felt heavy on my chest but with his gaze on them now I thought I would sink.

"God, Hikari…" I could feel him stiffen again as he cupped them. "That uniform doesn't do you any justice."

His large hands found my nipples, tugging gently on them first before massaging them in circles.

"Ah!" I sighed and leaned into his touch. "Mm, Roxas… I-I'm really sensitive…"

I could only hear him chuckle before I felt the wetness of his tongue slather over my chest. I moaned loudly, squirming beneath him as he nibbled on my nipples before suckling roughly. He was so fast, no time to get accustomed to his lips there and I was already panting.

He'd suck one nipple while playing with the other in his fingers then switch and do it all over again, all the while squeezing my large breasts and making me arch my back.

They jiggled in his hands and I felt him get harder. I didn't want to but I'd compared myself to Namine and never would have thought with a body as slim as hers, Roxas could find enjoyment in mine; especially when it came to my hips, chest, and ass. Hell, thanks to all this training I'd finally became more toned and was on my way to achieving the flat stomach I always desired.

"I love seeing you like this," he swiped his tongue over my nipple once more. "Even your voice is cute; so high and desperate."

"Roxas…" I whimpered but he only huddled over and slipped his hand down my ribcage to my stomach and finally the hem of my thong.

"Have you always made dirty sounds like this?" His hand lay flat against the space between my legs, the heat alone driving me insane. "Have you always been such a dirty girl?"

His fingers brushed against my slit and I moaned in agony. I couldn't take this. He pulled on my panties, the fabric rubbing against my most intimate of places and my eyes rolled to the back of my head.

"Yes…" I was twitching in his hand. "I-I'm your… girl…"

"Mm," his fingers continued to tease. "Should I clean you up?"

I bobbed my head up and down, unable to even form a coherent answer.

He couldn't hold back and pulled my panties to the side, exposing me to the cold air. His fingers rubbed my lips, already throughly coated in myself from earlier activities. I felt him slip a finger in just as he took his mouth to my nipple again and sucked while pumping into me. His fingers spread me open further as another joined the first and I writhed on the blanket.

"You're soaking, Hikki," I could hear the smirk on his lips. "Don't be greedy… Let me taste you."

His fingers plunged further into me and I screamed in bliss. I opened my eyes just as his face hovered over mine. His middle and ring finger were glistening under the light of the stars all from being in me. His eyes watched mine as he stuck the two fingers into his mouth and sucked them hard. He pulled them out with a pop and smacked his lips.

"So that's what you've been hiding?"

My cheeks flushed but I moaned when he swiped another sample. He coated my lips in it and spread the last bit from his fingers on my tongue. I was tangy but he seemed mesmerized. I thought he tasted much better.

He attacked my mouth, dancing with my tongue while fingering me. My hips gyrated against his hand as I wrapped my arms around him, overtaken by his kiss.

He licked my lips as he pulled us apart but didn't say a word when he made his way down between my legs. He stripped me completely of my thong, all while watching me through lowered eyes.

"Don't hold back," he mumbled and threw them to the side. "I wanna taste all you have to offer."

He hoisted my legs over his shoulders and dipped his head low. I shivered when he kissed my lower lips and rubbed my thighs. I felt his tongue swipe quickly down my slit before pushing through my folds.

I gasped when I felt him within me. His tongue seemed to spin in circles while his nose bumped the tiny mound which was the cause of all my shaking.

My walls clenched around his tongue, leaking even more of me onto him. His hand trailed onto one of my breasts eagerly tugging at the nipple before rubbing it between his fingers. My hips bucked forward as the pleasure kept coming and soon enough I felt his fingers slither back inside me.

His name on my lips was a constant in these waves of pleasure. Between him and God I don't know who I cried out for more.

Roxas left my opening and found my core. I breathed in harshly as the heat of his mouth alone made me shiver with excitement. He started slow as his tongue wiggled around it but his fingers still kept me on my toes.

I moaned and quivered but he wouldn't let up and quickened his pace as he tasted me. No more games, he wanted to make me explode or keep me begging for release.

My hands were by my face, unable to move my arms even if I wanted to. "Roxas…!" I weeped. "Please… Enough… I can't take it."

He was torturing me. I couldn't focus on anything, even the fireworks seemed to be directly behind me one moment and far away the next. My womanhood was completely at his whim and in this state I didn't know what I was capable of. He was so fast but precise with every touch; from rolling my nipple with one hand to pumping his fingers in me with the other and his tongue being the weapon to finish me off.

In one final touch, I lost control. My back was completely off the ground, my arms were thrown behind my head, and I screamed his name. I felt my body gushing over him and could still feel him slurp me up. I trembled and pulled my knees to my chest, shutting my legs. It was too much. I couldn't take any of that again just yet.

I heard him laugh and soon he was lingering above me.

"You're really good… Sweet," he smirked. "Tasty, even."

"Roxas," I groaned and covered my face with my hands. "Don't tell me that."

"Why?" He pried my hands from my face, forcing me to look at his wolfish grin. "You're delicious."

"Sadboy…" I whined as he begun nuzzling against me. "Stop."

"You're still so wet you know," he whispered and my stomach began to churn again. "I thought you'd stop but it kept coming. You're whole body was shaking Hikki, all 'cause of me. Let me make you shake again."

"Mm, Roxas…" My body was already twitching for something so foreign to me.

"Remember Nightingale, Hikari?" His words tingled on my neck. "I remember; how good you looked, how good you smelt, just like now. I wanna see you like that again on my waist, sitting on me and begging. What'd you ask for, Hikari?"

My cheeks flushed, "you already know."

"Remind me."

"I-I asked…" I licked my lips thinking back to that dark night. "I said…"

"Tell me Hikari," I could feel him twitch in his pants which only brought me further into lust. "I wanna hear those words come out of your pretty mouth."

"I want you to make love to me."

Ecstatically, his lips crushed mine, fighting with me in a hard kiss. My hands were lost in his hair and he was gripping onto my ass grinding against my naked body. My last orgasm had barely cooled and I was already hot all over again. Just like that night, I wanted it. I wanted him so fucking badly inside me I thought I might fall to pieces if I didn't get it.

"Do it Roxas," I whimpered. "Make love to me."

"You really want it?" He teased. "You really want me?"

"Yes, please…"

"More than him? You want me to fuck you better than he ever did?"

Oh.

Oh no.

My body froze in place. He thought… God, no. A rush of embarrassment and guilt flooded through me. My lips pursed and I withdrew from him. He cocked his head in confusion while I searched for the words.

"I've never done it," I finally admitted. "Not even with him…"

Roxas clenched his jaw.

My arms pulled over my chest as insecurity instantly washed over me.

"I'm sorry," my voice was just a whisper. "I'm sorry if you don't want me anymore."

"Hikari, no…" The blond licked his lips uncomfortably. I perked up with concern. "It's just…I-I'm not… This won't be my first time."

I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, unsure of where to look, "oh."

I couldn't be surprised and definitely not offended. He'd been in a long term relationship before all this, of course he would have had someone before me. My only worry now was if I could match up. He'd already have all these expectations due to his experience and I was just starting my own sexual awakening.

Roxas sighed, "sorry… I thought you guys had."

I shook my head, "we never got the chance."

"Well at least you can save it for someone special, right?"

I peeked at him through my lashes, "I want it to be you."

He focused back on me, "yeah?"

"I think… I think I always wanted it to be you."

This kiss was soft, innocent, and kind. He was slow on my lips but just as tasty as all the other times. Roxas caressed my face and I placed my hands on his bare chest. I really did want it to be him, right now, right in this moment nothing would have made me happier.

"I want you," he smiled. "I need you… But I also think I need protection to do that with you."

"I don't care," I sniggered, even when we were intimate he knew how to make me laugh. "Roxas, I don't care. I'm prepared for that. We'll deal with it later just please, please…"

"Hikari—"

"You need me right?"

"So fucking bad you don't even know."

"Then take me."

He looked for hesitation but only grinned when there was none to be found. He stood to his feet before me and I licked my lips, looking up at his athletic body only lit by the night sky and fireworks. He slipped out of his slides and I hopped to my knees with my hands on the hem of his pants. I tugged them down when he sprang out at me, fully erect and dripping. His pants dropped to the ground and my hands found his hips. I held them as I gradually sucked his head before rolling down his shaft.

Roxas moaned quietly, gently gripping my head as I lubricated him with only my mouth. He really did taste better than me and the feeling of his thickness in my throat was a dull pain I could get used to.

He slid me off him before sitting back down on the blanket and gesturing me to climb over him. I hovered just above his member as he grazed the head over my slit making me gasp.

"Are you sure about this?"

I nodded eagerly.

"We can stop anytime you want to, okay?" He warned.

"I don't want to stop," I couldn't help but giggle. "Just make me yours."

"Mine," he beamed. "And only mine."

He pulled me into a passionate kiss and his hands gently lowered my hips onto him. I was soaking just as he entered, his head alone already making me spin. I gripped on tighter to his neck, pushing in deeper into the kiss as he went further in. He moaned against my mouth, pushing past the pressure while my inner walls clenched further. Roxas' arms held tight to my waist as the pain shook me to my core. I gasped sharply and he froze.

"You okay?"

"Yeah," I breathed. "It just hurts a little."

"Wanna stop? Cool down a bit?"

"No, it's not that kind of hurt it's just… Different."

"You're really tight, Hikari…"

I pouted, "maybe you're just too big."

He pecked my lips, "then it's perfect."

I rolled my eyes playfully, "just do it."

He nodded, watching me flinch as he pulled me down further. He was throbbing as he pressed for access and the pain shot up through me. I threw my head back, some mix of a moan and scream leaving my throat as he plunged in deep inside me. We breathed heavy together when he finally reached my core, unleashing a sensation within my being which left me quivering.

"I'm in…" He grunted onto my chest.

"I know…" With each pulsing throb of him I felt like I was getting drunk on lust. My head swung back, eyes to the stars and knees weak. "I… feel you…"

Roxas' hands lifted my face back to him and I only smiled to give him the okay to start. The mix of pain and pleasure was immense and I wanted all of it.

Slowly, he gently rocked his hips. My breath was sharp trying to find the rhythm and cool my own nerves. He'd filled me, so much so I thought I could burst just from the sheer size. Roxas' body was so foreign to my own and the sensation of a man, especially one I liked as much as him was both raw and overbearing. His thrusts were tender to start, helping me get accustomed to him which I was grateful for. Just the size had me feeling so lightheaded but my body seemed to engulf every inch of him. His hands weren't any better as they teased my nipples or slapped my ass. The burn from the heat of his spanks could only make me lustier.

"You like that?" He nibbled on my neck.

"I love it."

"Tell me how much."

"Too much," he quickened his tempo to the sound of my voice. "I love it when you fuck me raw… Don't ever stop."

"Fuck, Hikari…" he squeezed me tighter. "Such a dirty talker, huh?"

"Only for you," I mused. "I only want you to fuck me to oblivion. Stay inside me… Deep inside."

"Oblivion…" He growled. "Whatever, whenever you want… I'll make love to you until you cease to exist."

"Into space, maybe?" I mewled. "Turn me into a star, baby."

He laughed between grunts with every plunge, "you're out of control."

"You sure about that?"

He raised a brow and I pushed him down on my comforter. I ran a hand through my long red hair, looking down at him with a stare that made him twitch inside me. I gnawed on my bottom lip holding him down as I rocked into him with one hand pressed lightly on his chest and took one of his from my breasts and into my mouth. He shivered watching me suck on his fingers as I rode, taking charge in a way that even I hadn't expected.

"You're such a tease," he said, breathless dropping his other hand from my breast and firmly on my hip. "Acting like a little angel but look at you now."

"How lucky are you then?" My tongue swirled. "The first to see me like this."

"The first?" He howled, a jealous spark in his eye. "The only."

I didn't even get the chance to rebut as he plunged in hard. Roxas buckled his hips deep within me back and forth, earning loud moans as I couldn't help but drop my hand and use both to keep a hold of him.

"You're so big…!" I cried, suctioning around him. "It's not fair, I can hardly take it…!"

"I told you," he groaned becoming more beast-like beneath me. "You're just too tight!"

My walls only clenched on harder at his words, "too tight, Roxas?"

"Too… fucking tight," his voice rang in the night sky. "And so… fucking wet. Fuck, baby!"

My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he throbbed in me more and more. I could feel my body building up for a climax as my nails scratched at his chest. The sensation of him plowing into me, mixed with the cold air of the night had us both quivering.

"Harder, Roxas! Make me yours, please…"

"Say it again, Hikari!" He roared as the raw sound of our skin slapping together only rivalled the fireworks in my ears. "Don't ever fucking stop saying it, love…!"

"Make me yours. I want to be yours!"

He was so hard and so fast. Every inch of him ravaged me, showing me more of that beast that I knew had always been inside him. I was screaming, careless of if we'd get caught amongst the night. I wanted all of it as my hips swirled in circles while I bounced on top of him.

"Like that baby, fuck…!" He grunted, a firm slap of my ass coming just behind. "I'm close… I'm…"

"Inside, Roxas!" I pleaded. "Give it all to me."

"Y-you sure?" He growled from below but I only slammed down harder onto him.

"I need you," my back arched; I was so close, so close to the end. "Oblivion, baby…"

"Oblivion…" the words came out as a desperate moan.

I felt the muscles of his thighs and hands flex. The pads of his fingers bruised my hips as he cried out my name. My scream enveloped his, pleading with whatever gods were out there in the night sky for release.

A surge of solace spiralled down my stomach and straight through my core. My head flung back, my claws dug into his chest, and I moaned his name with bliss and a grin as I burst open. I could hear my name through gritted teeth and felt him shoot through me. Each pump releasing more and more of himself within me for my body to soak up.

We were completely still, frozen in time from our joint orgasm as the waves of pleasure ran through our bones. My vision was a blur and I was so far gone I thought my spirit had left my body. I tried to focus my eyes but I went limp and my body collapsed onto his naked shell.

My walls were throbbing when his twitching shaft seemingly slipped from my grasp all on it's own. The nights chill washed over me just as I felt Roxas throw my blanket over my back.

He breathed so heavily and on his chest I heard his heart beat so rapidly trying to catch up. His arms lay lazily over my back, a hand petting my hair. I was still dazed, unable to do anything but cuddle in closer to him to keep warm.

"What even is Oblivion?"

I chuckled which made him laugh as well, "I don't even know."

"We should get inside," he whispered. "I completely forgot we were on a roof."

I smiled and looked out to the twinkling sky with the colourful sprinkles of fire in the air.

"Look, Roxas."

His arms wrapped around me tighter as we both stared into the night.

—

"I'll check if the coast is clear."

I nodded as Roxas ran down the hall and to the stairs.

He'd had to carry me in, wrapped up in my blanket bridal-style because every time I tried to stand my knees buckled. He really had taken everything out of me but having him take care of me in our after-glow had me tempted to go again.

I threw on my sweater and looked down at the couch we'd thrown our stuff on. My legs were still trembling even as I sat. I couldn't believe it. No matter how hard I tried I just didn't believe what we'd just done, what I'd just done.

"It's locked."

I turned to Roxas, pouting as he came up to me. He crouched at my legs and looked up to me smiling.

"We're stuck here," he chuckled. "But don't worry, it's happened to me before. You get some rest, I'll handle it."

"We can't just use our keyblades?"

He shook his head, "not on bastille property. If you unlock any of the doors without their actual key after lockdown it'll set off an alarm. It's like the roof, hence why we always gotta hide the key."

"And you know this how…?"

He blushed with a frown, "don't ask."

I giggled and laid back in the couch. "Well, I guess we can camp out here tonight."

"You take this couch," he kissed my temple and tucked me in under my blanket. "I'll take that one over there."

"Why?"

"After what we just did," he headed over to the couch across from mine and plopped down. "I think it's pretty obvious, now try and get some rest, okay?"

I frowned but he only smirked looking back at me. His chest was bare, glistening with cold sweat and the light of the moon breaking through the sheer curtains in the dark library. I tried to look elsewhere but those abs, broad shoulders, and muscular arms made my stomach buzz again. I could feel the wetness between my legs and I couldn't help but squirm with excitement.

We'd just done it and we'd done it so good I couldn't walk but fuck me did I want to do it again. Just one more time and I could get some rest.

His eyes were closed, brows furrowed trying to sleep but my mind was whirling. I turned on my back, hoping some pressure might magical lift but now all I could do was picture him over me.

I groaned and wrapped my arms over my chest again. My nipples stiffened against the cloth of my dress and my womanhood began to pulsate. I had to do something, I needed it.

"Hikari."

My eyes travelled to the husky voice. Roxas lay perfectly still as his blue eyes darkened with an evil smile.

"I can hear you panting from here."

My cheeks flushed as I gripped onto my body tighter. "N-no…"

"Oh yeah?" He sat up. "I bet if I come over there right now your heart's already racing."

"No way."

He stood from the couch, "you sure? I bet you're shaking."

I shook my head when he took his first steps closer.

"Your nipples are hard aren't they?" His strides were slow, making me tremble with anticipation. "And I just know your wet."

My arousal built up higher and higher as my eyes found the bulge building in those sweats. He tore the sheet off me and grinned.

"Was I wrong?"

I couldn't hold back and shook my head.

"What do you want?"

"I want…" my voice was a whisper as his hand travelled to my thigh. "I want you to fuck me."

A wild glint was in his eyes, "how?"

I swallowed my nerves down, "hard."

His sniggered, "what a dirty fucking girl."

He pulled off my sweater dress in one swift motion, revealing my naked body to him once more. He licked his lips eagerly as I reached for his crotch but he swatted my hands back.

"No," his thumb rubbed against my mouth harshly. "I'm gonna fuck you into a coma."

He traversed to my legs at the end of the couch and split them open. Roxas goggled at the sight before sneering at my reddened face.

"Damn… You really do want to go again."

His pants dropped to the ground and only his throbbing member stared back at me. It was fully erect, pulsating and mine for the taking. I twitched in excitement as his stepped out of them bare-footed and over me.

He stroked my entrance with the head, watching a smile break onto my face the entire time. Roxas rubbed against my slickness and my eyes fluttered.

"You're so wet," he muttered, moving his manhood against me. "I could fall in."

My nails traced the scars I'd drawn upon his chest earlier, "so do it."

His tongue found mine before our lips as he plunged in deep into me once again. I sucked in air harshly as he hit my very center, all of him filling me at once.

"Mm," I pulled from the sexual kiss. "Roxas, ah! All at once?"

"A coma remember?"

I smirked with a bite of my lip, "fuck me like you mean it, baby."

His primal eyes sparked and instantly he began to rock against me. His strokes were long and deep, slower than before but far more erotic. He wanted me to get to know every inch of him.

Roxas captured my breasts between his lips and sucked on my taunt nipple while massaging the other. I moaned and hooked my arms around his neck. He was so deep, just as he'd been when I climaxed last. I didn't even know he could delve any deeper for this much longer. He tied my legs around his waist and leaned back a bit for a better angle. My breasts jiggled, heavy on my chest as I listened to the groans that escaped him from deep within.

"Ah, fuck Hikki," he grunted. "Getting into you is a miracle in itself. You're squeezing me."

My walls contracted harder around him with each slow stroke. I couldn't help it, I was in bliss when he was inside me.

"Faster, Roxas," my voice was so high when my hands massaged his jaw. "I can handle it."

I felt his excitement from below my waist and he quickened in his pace. He looked down on me with that beastly grin, probably imagining all the ways he could wear me out. I licked my lips and scooted down on the couch to give him more access.

He pressed down closer to me, supporting himself with his forearm, "you're gonna regret that."

Roxas slammed into me, leaving me breathless. There was no time to recover when he did it again and again. He was so heavy in me that my body had to stretch just to handle the girth of it all. I was a mess beneath him and it definitely didn't help that he kept staring at me seductively.

He curved in upwards, touching places I was previously unaware of but definitely enjoyed. His hand cupped the top of my head while the other steadied my hips. I could feel my face twist and turn into expressions so erotic I didn't even have to see them to be embarrassed. But he wouldn't look away, only giving me salvation in the form of kisses when he thought I'd scream.

"Hikari," his voice was low, tickling my ear with his hot breath. "I love you like this…"

"L-love you… this…" I couldn't form a single thought, nevertheless a sentence. My nails jabbed into his back and his chest slammed into mine.

"You're so soft," he bit down on my earlobe. "So much softer than I imagined."

I could feel his tip fighting it's way to my orgasm. My body was burning trying to withstand it. I didn't want it to end, this mix of pleasure and pain was driving me mad.

"Imagine…?"

"Taking you," he rammed into me faster just as my hips began to buck forward. "So many scenarios… All over your place, mine, campus… And I'd have you in anything. Take you in that angel costume… in that dress. Mm, even in your uniform on Yen Sid's desk."

That last thought made me grind into him faster. I was tightening harder and he could tell. His voice began spilling out into low moans to offset my high ones. We were both getting close again and I knew exactly where I wanted it.

"Inside…!" My voice sang. "…Inside me, Roxas… Again… Please."

"Always," he mused.

The couch screeched against the ground and the springs sounded like they could give at any moment. Our bodies simultaneously fought against each other and worked together to find the climax we so desperately needed.

"Look at me," he commanded but his expression was so vulnerable. "Show me that face only I get to see."

"I'm yours," I breathed as my thighs squeezed tighter around him.

His hands were beneath me now, holding up my arched back and I felt his shoulder muscles flex beneath my arms. My hands tangled in his hair as the waves of pleasure drew ashore. His name left my lips while I watched his brows furrow, only staring into those big pools of blue. He called out for me in a breath when he swelled, straining my inner walls and burst within me. I snapped and released all I had in his arms. He spilled each and every ounce of himself into my body and I billowed in his heat. I burned brighter and brighter as he came harder and harder, leaving me fully coated in his seed yet again.

This orgasm was ruthless, I couldn't help but think in my fog of pleasure. He dropped onto me on the couch, completely spent and beyond satisfied. I watched him reach for the blanket he'd so aggressively cast to the ground and covered our bodies in it.

"Roxas…" his head bobbed up from the crook of my neck with half-opened eyes.

"Please don't say you wanna go again."

I snorted and shook my head, "I couldn't even if I wanted to. No, you're heavy… and still inside me."

He laughed and pulled his length out. I let out a sharp breath when I felt the tip slip from under me. He took my waist and dragged me over him where I settled on his chest comfortably.

"Better?"

I nodded, adjusting myself on his soft skin and in his firm arms.

"Much."

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