Author's note
Hello everyone, this is my third story and my writing might not be really good. Sorry if there are any mistakes but please criticism is fine here. I prefer honesty than lies so feel free to review.
Also this is a negitoro story and some of the updates may take long since I'm a college student. My semester is barely starting so I might take long to update, sorry about that.
Anyways please enjoy.
Third Person
A girl was running through the school halls with tears falling down her cheeks. She just got rejected by her crush. She wasn't rejected rudely, but the rejection still made her upset. The person she loves is a girl who is in the same grade, but one year older than her. She is beautiful. She has an hourglass figure, aqua blue eyes, and long, beautiful, silky pink hair. She is also very mature and has excellent grades. She is very kind as well. Her name is Luka Megurine. A lot of students admire Luka since she is very beautiful and intelligent. The girls wish to be like her and the boys wish to date her. So boys, including girls, have confessed to her. However, Luka has rejected every single one of them, but the people that were rejected just keep admiring her. Luka is just too perfect.
The upset girl running through the school halls is beautiful as well. She is a petite girl with turquoise eyes, well developed hips, and really long teal hair ties in pigtails. Her friends thought of her as an adorable child since she is really childish. However, she is not complimented a lot like Luka is. While Luka is in the top she is in the group of all regular students. The teallete is Miku Hatsune.
Miku has been crushing on Luka ever since the day they met. However, Miku knew Luka was straight and not bi or homo, and it pained her. She always dreamed of her and Luka becoming a couple and marrying each other in the future, but all that was fiction. In reality Luka will just reject her and move on with her life. That's what Miku thought and her nightmares become true. She was rejected and all her dreams became ashes and dust. She wished she never confessed to Luka, after all Luka is too perfect for her. Miku became depressed.
FlashBack
"Hello Miku, you called for me?"
"Yes thank you for coming."
"No problem. So what is it?"
"Umm….I..um.."
"Chuckle* ..Come on Miku, you don't have to be nervous."
"Umm….Okay.*Exhale*...Luka… I ...I…T-this i going to- to sound w-weird, b-but I love you. I want to be more than friends with you. I l-love you so much!"
"Miku….."
"..."
"Sorry, but-"
"Its okay Luka, I know you won't accept my feelings. I just wanted you to know. Sorry I must have made you uncomfortable, right? Sorry Luka, I will never bother you again."
"Miku wait-"
"Really it's fine. And don't worry. I will never come close to you again alright. Goodbye Luka."
"Miku wait!"
Miku turned around quickly and started sprinting away since tears started to fall down her cheeks. She did not have the guts to face Luka. Luka must've been disgusted by her and Miku feared seeing Luka's disgusted face. She wanted to run and run far as possible for Luka cannot see her. She just destroyed her friendship with Luka.
'Why am I so stupid.' thought Miku. She kept running until her legs give up on her. It was hard to see where she was going since the tears made everything look blurry.
Present
Miku was still running towards the exit and go home with tears still falling down her cheeks. School was not over yet, but she desperately wanted to get out of there. She needed a plan to make Luka stay away from her. Miku kept running until she reached a stop. She slowly stopped running then put her hand on her knees breathing heavily. She now started walking down the road where her house is. She stopped in front of a shop since something caught her eye. It was a wig that was the same color as her hair, but in a shorter version. Then an idea popped up on Miku. She quickly entered the shop and bought a few things. Then she went to a clothing store and bought many types of clothes. She smiled a little at her idea. This is going to work.
Meanwhile
It was still lunch break at school and a certain pinkett was looking for someone she considered important for her. Luka was desperately searching for Miku around school since Miku misunderstood the situation. She said "Sorry but-" and that caused Miku to misunderstand. Unfortunately Miku did not let her finish and ended up running away. Luka tried to go after her, but Miku was just too fast.
'That girl sure is athletic.' thought Luka while searching for her. Luka managed to find some of Miku friends and asked them if they had any idea where she was, unfortunately, they did not know where she was either.
'Where are you Miku.' Luka felt tears threatening to come down her cheeks. She seriously needed to find Miku. She knew Miku cannot handle rejection well and that Miku would do anything that is not good news at all. Luka went to Miku and her class, the one before lunch break and realized that Miku's bag was not in the classroom either. She probably went home faking a type of sickness like stomach ache or fever.
"Tomorrow I will talk to her," said Luka to herself and grabbed her bag to go to her next class.
Back to Miku (Also Large time Skip since I'm lazy. Sorry)
Miku started going home with a lot of shopping bags in her hands. Tomorrow she will start staying away from Luka with her plan. Like that Luka won't have to worry about a lesbian being after her. Miku quickly unlocked her house door and entered inside before anyone can see what she bought.
'Hopefully this plan works.' she thought. Miku knew this was a huge risk for her popularity and that others may be disgusted by her. But if her plan works perfectly fine then she won't have any problems. She is free on Saturday so she will have time to test her plan with adults that know her and not school partners. Hopefully Luka doesn't show up at all on Saturday during the morning or evening.
It's already 7:00 pm and Miku knew she will soon be tired and exhausted. She is not worried about her sleep since tomorrow is Saturday and there is no school.
"Time sure goes by fast." She said. She sighed and thought of how long she's been spending time in the small shop. It was a small shop, but it had a lot of good stuff. It even had a small grocery and deli. That shop had everything she needed for her plan. And at a cheap price, it was worth it.
"Okay time to sleep. Saturday is a big day." she said to herself. Miku was excited and nervous at the same time, but she knew it was a great idea. She had a feeling that said it will to work. So after that thought she went to change and go to bed. She also needs to find a different path to not bump into Luka tomorrow morning.
Next Day (Luka) First Person
While making my way towards a certain destination I encounter the Kagamine Twins. I was confused to see them without Miku. Miku usually walks to school or hangs out with them most of the time, however it seems she is not with them today.
It is 11:00 am and I actually made plans to see Miku. I was thinking about what I should tell Miku. She did mention that she will stay away from me from now on and that's the last thing I want. Right now I'm making my way to her house and while making my way there is a guy that was about one inch taller than me walked past me. He managed to grab my attention. I will admit he is hot, but one thing that makes him more appealing is his hair. His hair color is the same as Miku's and he also had a petite figure. But I'm sure he is a boy. After staring at him for a while I decide to turn around and keep walking towards Miku's house.
When I reach her house I ring the doorbell and I can hear it ring. However, nobody responded. I push it again and still no answer. Miku probably went out somewhere or she may be avoiding me. The thought of her avoiding me made me upset. I surely hope she doesn't because that will cause my heart to shatter. I don't want the most important person to avoid me and treat me like a stranger. I need to fix things with her quick.
'Please Miku, don't do this. I beg you.'
I ring the bell once more and still no answer. I feel a knot forming in my throat, but I quickly swallow it and decide to go shopping for a while. I decide to go to a nearby cafe first since I haven't had any breakfast this morning. As I enter the cafe I catch a glimpse of teal and quickly look that way. My hopes were shattered since the teal color was the boy I saw earlier. Maybe I can accompany him and get to know him. I order a cappuccino and decide to sit where the teal haired boy is. When I reached his table he looked so similar to Miku, except his hair made him look a little masculine.
"Hey, is it alright if I sit here?" I asked.
As he looked up he looked shocked for a second, but then composed himself and answered.
"Sure, I don't mind"
His voice was deep and masculine. I actually like these types of voices in men, but they're nothing compared to Miku's beautiful, high pitched voice.
I decide to sit down in the seat across from him and observe his physical appearance. I realized his facial features are very similar to Miku's face. Teal eyes, round face, thin perfect nose, and soft pink lips. His hair was short, not passing his neck and a bit darker than Miku's teal hair. He had a petite frame and porcelain white skin.
I started thinking that this was Miku cosplaying a guy or something, but the chest, hair, voice, and height gave that away. And I don't think Miku would do something like that at all. She will never have the guts to do this kind of things, but I still have my doubts.
After observing his physical appearance for a while, he seemed to be nervous and blushing intensely. There is an awkward silence until my capucino arrives to the table along with another drink and a blueberry cheesecake. I thank the waitress and start sipping my coffee. I decide to break the awkward silence.
"So, how's your day going?" I ask
"F-Fine. W-What about yours?"
Yep, my thoughts were correct. He is too nervous. Maybe this is his first time talking to a woman or maybe my stare made him this way.
"It's sort of sad, considering I'm losing one of my closest friends."
"O-Oh, really?"
"Yeah, anyways, can I ask you a question?"
"S-Sure g-go ah-ahead."
"Are you related to a girl named Miku Hatsune? You look exactly like her. The only difference is that you're taller and have shorter hair."
"No, I don't know who that is sorry."
"Oh it's alright, maybe it's just me." I said. I still feel upset about the fact that this guy is not related to Miku. I surely hope Miku is alright.
I kept drinking my cappuccino until I finish it. When I realized my coffee is finished I get up and push the chair in.
"Well, it was a pleasure meeting you….uh, what's your name again."
"..." he sat there silent, and not replying. He had a blank look on his face.
Miku's POV first person(Same time as Luka's)
I came out of my house like at 10:40 and my first option to see if my plan is successful is to speak to my neighbor first. She usually comes out at 10:50 to pick up mail from her mailbox. So I decide to walk to a nearby atm and withdraw money from my checking account. The nearest atm is just around the corner two minutes away. So I make my way there and greet the owner of the small store.
"Good morning."
"Good morning… Are you new here, I haven't seen you before. Are you perhaps a relative of Hatsune- san since you have teal hair?"
Just hearing the owner saying that makes me relieved that he doesn't recognize me. I just smile at him and answered his question while inserting my debit card in the atm.
"Sorry sir, but I have no idea who is Hatsune-san. Is it a person that comes by? And yes, I just moved in."
"Oh, I thought so since I haven't seen you before. Hatsune-san is just a sweet girl who walks by to buy sweets or withdraw money from the atm."
"Oh, well let's see if I ever bump into her since she sounds like a nice person. Well then, it was a pleasure meeting you sir. I have to go now." I say taking the money and transaction from the atm and putting my debit card back inside my wallet.
"Pleasure meeting you as well young mister. Have a great day."
"You too."
I leave the store and start making my way back to the road that leads me to my house and neighbor. Okay it's time to confront Risa-san since she is more closer to me than the owner of the store. She is a nice and gentle person. She is also like a mother figure for me since she is very nice. Her name is Risa Azumi.
While making my way towards her house and acting as if I'm just walking by I see her come out of her house and take out the mail from her mailbox. I walk up to her and greet her.
"Good morning mam."
"Oh…. Good morning. Hmm, you seem a little familiar, have I seen you before?"
Hearing that makes me start feeling nervous. I try to compose myself and act as an oblivious person by smiling at her and responding.
"I don't think so. This is my first time meeting you since I just moved in."
"Oh, well my bad. You look just like my neighbor, but she's a female while you're a male. Are you perhaps related to a girl named Miku Hatsune?"
"Oh no, I have no idea who that is. SOmeone just asked me that this morning as well. Haha, do we look similar?"
"Yes, you two look absolutely similar, but you just look more masculine since you have shorter hair, a man's chest, a masculine voice, and like about 4 inches taller than her. And everybody knows that teal hair is not common, unless you dyed your hair."
"Yeah, but my hair is just natural. But sorry I have no idea who Hatsune-san is."
"Oh no need to apologize, you just took me by surprise. Sorry but I have to go inside or my wife will scold me for taking too long."
"Oh no worries. Wife huh?" I say smirking.
"Do you have something against homosexuality."
"Oh no. Sorry if I gave that impression, but no I have nothing against it. Sorry for making it look like that."
"It's alright. It's just homosexuality is not seen as a natural thing for everyone. But I'm happy you're not against it. Well it was a pleasure meeting you young sir. Welcome to the neighborhood and have a good rest of the day."
"You too. It was a pleasure meeting you." I say and start making my way towards a nearby cafe. I didn't have any breakfast since I was preparing myself. My plan is what it sound like from everyone else. I dressed up to look as a boy. I used a teal wig since my hair is teal. I did not cut my hair because I like it long and it took a long time to let it grow that long. So wearing a wig while hiding my hair inside it was a great idea. I also took some pills to make my voice sound masculine which was a huge success. I also bought some pills to make my voice return to its normal tone. I tested this before buying them and they worked. I bought a lot of boyish clothes and a chest binder to give away the fact that I'm a girl. And I also bought shoes that are at least ten centimeters tall for I can look taller.
So technically my plan was to look as a boy. And my plan seems to be working since Risa and the store owner thought I was someone else. If I managed to brainwash Risa, then Luka will not recognize me. If my plan fails with Luka, I will go with plan B, move away to another state or country. Right now I live in Japan, City of Cryton. And If my plan fails I will move to City of Yamaha which is 200 miles away from here. These are my plans, but first I have to see if plan A works.
While making my way towards the cafe I spot a certain person I was scared to see. It was Luka passing by. I swallowed up my fear and try to act normal as if I did not know her. After passing by her I felt an immense relief come upon me since she didn't recognize me right away. But for some reason I felt a pair of eyes ogling me from behind. I decided to ignore that feeling and kept making my way towards the cafe.
When I arrived at the cafe I ordered a mocha and a blueberry cheesecake since I love blueberry so much. I made my way towards a table and sat down. I started to wonder what will happen afterwards if my plan of distancing myself from Luka works, what will I do then? I didn't think this through since I just wanted to keep my distance from her. Honestly I just don't want her to recognize me. I still want to keep seeing her, but I don't want to see her avoiding me since I have feelings for her. That's why moving away wasn't my first option, I just want to see her without having to see her look of disgust. Also school won't be much of a problem. Today I spoke with the principal at 9:00 am and told him about my genderbend. Luckily he didn't take it the wrong way and agreed to change my name in the classes since I was such a good student. So starting on Monday my name is Mikuo Hasune during class. It still sounds similar to my name, but I think it will work.
While I kept thinking of what I should do if my plan works a pink blur appears right beside me, but I shrugged it off thinking it was just the waitress until a deep, beautiful voice cuts me out of my thoughts.
"Hey, is it alright if I sit here?"
I looked up at the source of the voice and my eyes went wide. Right beside me was no other than Megurine Luka. I was shocked to find her here. I just composed myself and answered her question without thinking.
"Sure, I don't mind"
She smiles and sits down at the seat across from me. After she makes herself comfortable I find her examining my physical appearance. I start growing nervous, afraid that she would eventually find out who I really am. After 30 seconds pass my mocha and blueberry cheesecake arrives at the sametime as her drink. I'm guessing she ordered a cappuccino since she like bitter sweet things. Luka cutted the silence with a common question.
"So, how's your day going?"
"F-Fine. W-What about yours?"
"It's sort of sad, considering I'm losing one of my closest friends." Could she be talking about me? I don't think so. Maybe she's talking about Meiko or Lily. The thought of her not worrying about me anymore makes my heart break and a knot forming in my throat.
"O-Oh, really?" I ask stuttering.
"Yeah, anyways, can I ask you a question?" asked Luka.
"S-Sure g-go ah-ahead."
"Are you related to a girl named Miku Hatsune? You look exactly like her. The only difference is that you're taller and have shorter hair."
My heart starts beating of nervousness and fright since she also thinks I'm a relative of myself, but then I feel a little relieved since she think I'm someone else.
"No, I don't know who that is sorry."
"Oh it's alright, maybe it's just me." After saying that she seems sad and heartbroken. Like if she lost her most important thing in the world. She looked like she was about to cry, but her eyes hid behind her bangs as she drank her capucino. After a moment she stood up and pushed the chair inside.
"Well, it was a pleasure meeting you….uh, what's your name again." she asked. I froze at that moment. For a second I forgot the name I chose to stay behind this facade. I gulped and starting getting tense. I looked up for a second and saw Luka tilt her head as if she is confused.
"Are you alright?" she asked now showing concern on her face. I just shook my head to a deep breath and responded her question by acting as if I'm fine. Unfortunately I started stuttering which made my act of composure fail.
"Y-Yeah….I-I-I'm- I'm f-f-fine," after that I tried to compose myself more and started responding more appropriately, "Sorry for worrying you. My name is Hasune Mikuo. It was a pleasure meeting you as well….uh?"
Luk just smiled and responded, "Luka. Megurine Luka. Well goodbye Hasune-san"
"Yeah, good-bye Megurine-san" it felt odd calling her by her last name since I'm used to calling her Luka.I felt upset for some reason. I really love her, but my fear of seeing her be disgusted by me was stronger.
"I'm sorry Luka. I really am." After that I get up and make my way home with tears falling.
Luka's Pov 1st person(After leaving, before Miku left the Cafe)
I have been calling and texting Miku, but she hasn't responded at all. I'm starting to feel a knot forming in my throat. I am really worried for her since then. However my thought proceeded towards the boy I met today. He had so many similarities of Miku. But the deep voice, height, hair, and chest gave away everything. Miku has a high voice, she's really short, her hair is so long it reaches her ankles, and her chest is visible. She doesn't have a huge chest like I do, but she's a B-cup and B-cups are visible. Going back with the boy, his name is Mikuo Hasune. His name is similar to Miku's, there's only an O in the end of his first name and the T is missing in the last name. How does this guy not know who Miku is if he's very similar to Miku. Could it be Miku cosplaying him. No, I doubt that. Miku loves her long hair and will never cut it short. She has high self esteem which means she loves her appearance and will never change the way she looks.. She is shorter than me and the boy was like one or two inches taller than me. The chest can be an excuse since there are products called chest binders. A chest binder can hide Miku's chest easily. But they're a pain and Miku will not be able to resist the squeeze of the chest binder at all. And finally the personality. This boy seemed so nervous and shy while Miku is very openly social and cheerful. She will never stutter when she is in a conversation. And the sentences the boy produced were short. Miku's conversations are really long, but at least they're interesting and not boring.
Now that I put everything together I find out that there is a huge difference between Mikuo and Miku. The only similarity is the name. But maybe its just a coincidence. However, my senses are still doubting. Maybe I just need a breather since I'm worried for Miku. I try contacting her, but no response again.
"*Sigh* Miku please respond. Please I worried for you. You're not avoiding me are you, please call me back, I'm begging you. Please call me back"
I send the voicemail message to Miku and start making my way towards my home since there's nothing to do. I really hope she's fine.
Miku POV First Person
After leaving the Cafe I made my way towards my house and decided to rest for the rest of the day. I quickly drank some pills for my normal high pitched voice can return and I take off the chest Binder. Wow its so hard to breath with these things. I remove my shoes and the rest of the clothes. I'm back at my normal height. I pick up the used clothes and fold them up since I'm going to use them another time. I walk towards my drawers and take out comfortable clothes. I put on a normal white baggy t-shirt and some denim shorts that reach my knees. Then I put on some comfortable slippers and remove my teal wig. My long hair falls like water coming out of a bucket when I removed the wig. I was lucky my hair fitted in this small wig since my hair is so long. I decide to leave my hair loose since I'm too lazy to tie it up into pigtails. I go to the kitchen and grab a leek from the fridge. After taking two bites out of my raw leek I check my phone and see that I have 5 miss calls and 1 voicemail from Luka. I gulp up my food and open the voicemail message.
"*Sigh* Miku please respond. Please I worried for you. You're not avoiding me are you, please call me back, I'm begging you. Please call me back"
After hearing Luka's beautiful voice from my phone speaker a chill runs down my spine and I remember my encounter with Luka today at the Cafe. She seemed somewhat suspicious of my appearance and name. She also asked me if I knew who Hatsune Miku, which is me, is. That means that my plan is somehow working and my neighbor, Risa, she did not recognize who I was either, but she asked the same question Luka asked at the cafe. I feel confident now that my plan of changing my gender is working. Now it's time to create another lie since I'm going to be at school, but in my male form. Luka will be suspicious since my female self will not be there and that Mikuo will be there. So I'm planning on calling her back and telling her that I transferred to another school, which will be Yamaha High, and that I will move out tomorrow. That will work and like that I will stay away from her. If she tries to get close to me in my male form then I will have to avoid her until she gets tired of going after me.
I'm sure this will work so I start contacting Luka.
'ring'
'ring'
'ring'
"Hello? "
"Hello, um Luka. This is Miku."
"Miku! Oh God, you're okay! Thank you for calling me back. I was trying to contact you and visit your house but it seems you weren't home."
"Oh yeah, about that sorry Luka."
"Sorry? Why are you apologizing."
"Sorry about yesterday and my confession."
"M-Miku I-"
"From now on, I will no longer be a burden to you."
"What do you mean?"
"Listen Luka…. I moved out yesterday. I also transferred to Yamaha High. Luckily they accepted me so just telling you, I am no longer living in City of Crypton. I'm actually living in the city of Yamaha."
"..."
"Luka….. Are you still there? Luka..."
Luka's Pov First person
"Listen Luka…. I moved out yesterday. I also transferred to Yamaha High. Luckily they accepted me so just telling you, I am no longer living in City of Crypton. I'm actually living in the city of Yamaha."
"..."
Hearing that broke my heart into pieces. I feel tears forming in my eyes. Miku is no longer coming to school or living here. She is living far away because of a misunderstanding.
"Luka….. Are you still there? Luka..."
"..." I open my mouth to respond, however I couldn't produce any words. The tears are now sliding down my cheeks and I start shivering of sadness. Miku cannot move away because of a simple misunderstanding. I quickly let out a sob and then respond back angrily and dejected at the sametime.
"Why!? Why did you leave!?"
"L-Luka… are you crying?" she asks probably finding my attitude startling.
"M-Miku! Please tell me why did you leave without telling me or saying goodbye in person!" I yelled.
"L-L-Luka…. Please calm dow-"
"I WON'T CALM DOWN UNTIL YOU GIVE ME AN ANSWER!"
"I'm left without telling you because I cannot face you! EVER SINCE YOU REJECTED ME MY HEART CANNOT TAKE THE PAIN! I'M GOING TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU STARTING TODAY SO PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE AND DON'T CALL ME EVER AGAIN! *sob* just stay away from me…. I want you to leave me alone. Please leave me alone."
After that she hangs up on me. I am shocked since she reminded me of that confession. But what I found more shocking was the fact that she yelled at me and told me to stay away. I threw my phone across the room and started crying real hard on my hands. The fact that I will never see Miku again made me feel like jaggers were piercing my heart. I will not see her again. That thought made me feel even worse.