Few months has passed and this one night Kaz was looking at her tattoo that Bea gave her a week before their anniversary. She looked at this tattoo for a long time, missing her so much then Kaz heard some noises in the cell with her "Liz?" The noises stopped then started back up again but louder and she went out to see it was Liz. Kaz checked on her and Liz was in bed asleep
Kaz went back to bed and tried to sleep. The noises are getting louder and louder then Kaz felt something in the bed with her like someone lying to her, then feeling an arm going round her. Like Bea used to do every night when they go to bed
She was feeling this warm and calming, loving and Kaz knew it was Bea's energy around her "Hi my love, I miss you baby" the energy became stronger. And she got a touch on her left arm near her tattoo. "My love, you are coming to bed beautiful angel" there was a warm spot on the bed next to Kaz and she kept getting touched on the spot from before
Having this experience Kaz believes Bea's spirit is here with her 100%, then the energy slowly lilted and Kaz was getting sleepy then went to bed. The next morning Kaz told Liz everything that happened last night, it's crazy but true and you want to believe that it's your loved ones. Liz believes Kaz from the things that she tells her "I wonder why she is still here, you would think that she would be with her daughter" Kaz was thinking that as well "I'm thinking about that too Liz" they still have girl's night every friday night and honored Bea
Every love that has a happy ending but with Kaz love story gone too soon. She promised Bea that is to not let the women and her down. Kaz wishes her back one last time because moving on, losing the love of her life but as Topdog is a dangerous game then seeing Bea doing it for 5 years. Kaz is here to change everything and different things are going to start now under Bea's name
Another year has been and gone, 3 years without Bea. now and then Kaz feels Bea's spirit around her but not all the time, Liz has dementia and she doesn't remember a whole lot of things Kaz was to keeping Bea's remember alive with Liz
But she is at the point where Liz doesn't remember Bea at all. It was heartbreaking to see her like this, nobody knows what the future holds for her. They are going to play by day and take care of Liz, and that day came for Liz was in her cell for a long time. Allie and Kaz checked on her, they saw her on floor Allie press the panic button. Liz had a stroke and Boomer was visiting Liz in medical. That night and seeing her was hard, Boomer didn't want Liz to be like this so she took a pillow and put it on her face until Liz took her last breath. The officer and Dr. Miller came in to see what was happened and Mr. Miller checks Liz's pulls and her breathing, she is now passed on and Boomer is in the slot for it
Kaz over heard about Liz's death and she went into her cell, she closed the door from behind and went on the bed. Kaz wanted to talk to Bea, the energy in the room was changing and knowing that it was Bea in the room with her "Hi, my love. I love and miss you, my beautiful angel" The energy started to form in the room with the love that Bea had "My love" Kaz started to cry it was hard to keep it together. "Liz has crossed over please make sure she gets to heaven okay" Bea spirit got stronger and let her know something. Hoping that Bea took Liz to heaven with her "I love you around the earth and back and I will see you soon, my love"
"Then it will be you, me and Debbie together at last, as a beautiful family. How that sounds my love" kaz was feeling on her left arm and it was on her tattoo. Kaz looks on the left and sees Bea for the first time in 3 years. She cried more, Bea to her hand on Kaz's cheek "Hey, please don't cry my love. It's okay, everything is going to be okay, I promise you" they had a moment "I wish you were here baby, I want you back" Bea took her hand "I know Baby, I know it's hard but you have to be strong. Be strong for me okay, I love you so fucking much"
"I wish I can touch, feel, kiss and see you Bea. I need you so badly" Bea was trying to keep her calm "Shhh, don't talk just live in the moment, my love just enjoy this moment together and only us" they both smile and look at each other
Just talking for hours and hours then Kaz falls asleep, Bea's spirit leaves through the door and knows that Kaz is going to be okay, she will be waiting for Kaz when she is ready to go. The next morning Kaz woke up and she was looking for Bea then realized that she is not here anymore, she got ready and went to breakfast with her crew. But the breakfast is going to be a little late than normal. "Hey, are you okay Kaz. you look tired" Allie was a little worried about Kaz "I didn't sleep for a while but I finally got some sleep after 1 am, why what's going on?" Kaz wanted to have a fun with Allie "It just I'm worried about you at all"
After breakfast Kaz was going to H1 for something in her cell and Allie caught up to her and they made it her unit "Kaz! Can I talk to you" she turns around "Yeah what's up, bubba" Allie took Kaz to her cell and closed the door. "Are you okay bubba?" Allie looked at her dead in the eyes "Kaz are you having a ghost experience because I have" Kaz's face went white like a ghost "Like what? Allie" why did Allie say anything before
"I saw Bea last night around 6ish and she wanted me to tell you something" Kaz was getting a little worried "She wanted to tell you that she helped Liz cross over the day she died" and Kaz got the goosebumps up her arms. Kaz told Allie what happened to her last night with Bea and Allie was shaken up by that
But they are relief that Bea is doing okay and she got Liz to go to heaven safely "But why is Bea still here? You would think that Bea would be with her daughter." Allie made a point there, maybe Bea is waiting for Kaz when she comes. They don't know what is going on there
