The baby is growing so fast in Bea's abdomen, Kaz loves and adores her little 4 months baby bump. Bea knows already that Kaz is going to be a great mother and she can't stop touching, kissing her stomach and doesn't stop talking to the baby. Kaz would be amazing to be a second mother to Debbie, they are starting the baby's bedroom for the baby
After lunch they went back upstairs to start designing the room then Bea started to not feel great and having a weird feeling is about to happen to this. She went to the bathroom before going to bed for a while and when she pulled her pants down then sat down, Bea looked down and saw something then saw a lot of blood. Bea yelled for Kaz and she ran over to her then seeing her wife in blood on her at this point Bea knew that she had lost the baby
"The baby is gone, we lost our little baby, it's gone" she was crying her heart out. They had gone to the hospital and got a room then now they waited for the doctor to come to see them. Bea was very quiet and not even talking. Kaz is telling her everything is okay and that Baby is still in there alive and healthy, safe. Finally the nurse came in and she was really nice
The nurse did the ultrasound to see if the baby is still there and all Bea wants to hear is the baby's heartbeat but it didn't happen for them. That heartbeat or the baby never been found and Bea had a miscarriage, they went home in a couple of days later and Bea didn't get of bed for weeks then lost a lot of weight might of time and got some of her muscle back but she can't let is miscarriage slow her down. Bea has a wife to look after and so she started working out again, staying strong for the both of them together then Bea goes to Kaz lot of love and cuddles with her and lots of kisses
"Hey it's nice to see you up and walking around, I see that you're working out again. I see it in your arms and stomach, you look great and it's hot" Bea was showing of her muscles and make Kaz laugh and smile again "You think I'm hot do ya, then you look stunning with your beautiful smile and It's comes with your amazing blue colour eyes" she grabbed Kaz from the waist and gave her more kisses on her cheek then her neck "I love you so fucking much"
"I'm going to have a quick shower then I am starting dinner okay baby" Bea kissed her before letting her go have a shower, Kaz got in the shower and Bea went downstairs to the kitchen to find something that is quick and easy to make. She finally found something to start making it before Kaz came back down
10 minutes later Kaz finally came down from her shower to see what was happening in the kitchen and trapped Bea it turned into a hug right behind "What's going on in here babe? Cooking without me" Bea smiled to herself and kissed her hand "I wanted to surprise you for the things that you have done for me and it's a way to say thank you for everything" Kaz's heart melts for her and smiles. Bea turns around to see Kaz back then Bea put her hands around her neck
Bea got to wrap out the cooking dinner and dashed up some food. They talked for hours and hours, then had some red wine, hung out with each other and were open with everyone. They went upstairs to see the empty room "What we should do with room" Kaz took a look at the room for a good few minutes "I think we should do a spare room, If friends or my mum want to came for the night and they can" Bea thinking about it but they have already a spare bedroom
Kaz went to put pj's on and Bea was in the empty room for a while "Hey Kaz! I think we should make it into another office, this room can be my office" Kaz came back to look at the room again "We don't need another office Bea, The one that we have now is big enough for the both of us" Kaz took her hand and gone to bed a little early "Let's do this tomorrow that way we have the whole day" Bea had to let go for the night and put her compasses on then thinking of getting her book out and in bed. But Bea saw her sketchbook that she got the other day and hasn't been used, she grabbed it and got a pencil then got into bed with Kaz
Bea felt good about drawing again, she hasn't done it for a long time and she started drawing Maximus when he first came home 10 years ago. She wasn't even halfway done, Bea had to put it down before she started crying again "Are you alright, my love?" Kaz smiles and cuddles with her "I'm alright as long as I have you, my love" they kiss a couple of times the lights go off. Kaz has her arm around Bea's waist with a smile on her face and Bea mirrors back then a good night's sleep
In the night Bea didn't sleep and the drawing was bugging her so much for not finishing the picture of Maximus. It took a couple of hours but it was worth it in the end and there were some tears. She puts everything down and puts the light out, then tries to get some sleep. Then Kaz moans and groans "Can't sleep?" Bea has moved closer to her "No really, that sketch was bugging me really bad" they talked for a little bit and tried to get some sleep in