This was a funny idea I wanted to give a try for a fic, No Nut November sounds to me like a concept to explore with Elsa and Anna being a source of emotions that can go from sadness to humor. I hope you like this short and silly story.

Elsa, the comer

November was barely two weeks on, half of a month fulfilled by a promise for self-control, but it felt like an endless agony for Elsa, who could refrain herself from reaching back at her PC for instant gratification after a few days since the end of October, when she and thousands if not millions of other loners gave themselves their word they won't be masturbating at porn. But that afternoon felt like the perfect moment to renounce, she was drowning in her own lust, whatever positive outcome promised by anonymous browsers who expressed with joy how they cured their addiction seemed like a cruel joke, the platinum blonde felt how her hatred for them grew as she stared through her window in the second floor of her parent's house. Yet, maybe she was the only one she could entirely blame for her lame condition, since way before her mother bought her first computer Elsa was craving for the feminine body wherever she could see it openly, the beach, exotic paintings from fantasy magazines, movies where for just a split of a second a woman's rear or breasts were exposed; she wondered how many people went through her same experiences in regards to sexuality, perhaps she was special in that way and that's why she couldn't health herself from her desires, maybe she was truly alone as a special case, because she not only embraced her lust, but allowed it to consume her to the point it was more than just part of her life, she became a slave of her lower instincts.

"Why did I do this to myself?" Elsa asked to the almost transparent reflection in the glass between her and the outside world where she could hear children playing in the streets of her neighborhood. One of the things she was grateful for was the place she was currently living in, it was a nice district away from the corruption young people could felt for like a dependence for alcohol or cigarettes, addictions she wasn't a prey of like the most popular kids of her high school shown to be leading to when she was a student like four years ago. Her mother told her she was proud of her for not following these poor steps she was taking at her age, but it was of no real use for Elsa, she couldn't refrain herself from imagining all the sex her mother had with multiple bitches during her glory days before changing her habits and settle with her mama. Her mama never tried to bring the issue to the table, she was somewhat strait-laced and always prevented if not dissuaded anything related to sex. Those two ladies weren't an answer for the platinum blonde now, she was twenty-one years old, and even if she was still living with her family, it would have been a new low to ask them for a solution after years of a growing secrecy.

Elsa sat again in her rolling chair in front of her computer screen to play some music to relax her thoughts. Lifting her feet over the chair, she leaned forward to hide her face between her knees. That computer was filled with porn of all kind, from soft erotic clips to hardcore gangbangs that lasted several hours. There was something to admire in all of them, from the pure beauty of girls posing in glamorous locations to a fist of futanari gals destroying every hole of their prize with madness and fury, she wanted to be like that, to satisfy her need to be admired by her natural beauty and satiate her hunger for a woman alongside other dick girls encouraging her to put her best on camera. Too many gigabytes dedicated to her embarrassing interests, some people reach multiple terabytes, but she couldn't, not because she didn't want to, but because she couldn't afford to pay for the hardware required to download as much as she would push herself to. Her economy was an unpleasant subject of its own, there was no job to focus on or obtain a salary from, everything had a prerequisite of previous works or studies she was never fond of, although she understood eventually she was going to go back to college to get a degree that will allow her to sustain her as an independent adult, which would also mean she will have to leave home to settle somewhere else downtown, an auspicious thought of a future she wasn't happy with because it would mean to not only be completely alone, but being away from Anna's presence.

Anna, if both of her moms where shamelessly honest, they would've declared her baby sister the only achievement of their marriage besides their everlasting bond. Everybody in town must've known her, she was always popular since her fist year in primary to the last one as a cheerleader in high school. That strawberry teen had everything Elsa wanted in life, including her body. In only one year, Anna managed to have a successful career expanding her popularity to the web as a fully grown adult ready to please her admirers and earn a notorious dollar to help their moms pay taxes and her own commodities like dozens upon dozens of stuffed animals now filling her room. It wasn't hard for Elsa to find out the phenomenon Anna became as a camgirl, it happened while browsing her favorite site looking to download for free copyrighted videos she wouldn't even pay for if she could, Anna was there in the shape of a gif, laying on her bed with her face near the camera, sweating and drooling as she masturbated in front of nameless viewers. It was shocking to say the least, obviously she didn't told to either of their mothers about her online activities, nor they seemed to be the kind searching for girls like their daughter on the internet, but Elsa was always there craving for more.

She would've said something, but what was there for her to gain? Anna wasn't going to talk to her ever again for embarrassing her and ruin her 'career'; and how was she supposed to explain the way she found out her little sister was selling her orgasms on the web? It was a miracle and a curse they got away with their reprehensible manners. But upon further inspection, it may not be as bad as she thought in the first place, liveshows weren't her thing, Elsa disliked the idea of wasting her time in poorly recorded streams with dull things to offer even they could've been dedicated to her personally, yet Anna opened another door. After isolating herself from everybody finishing high school, Elsa also lost interest in family bonding, locking herself even from her sister to dedicate her time and energy to beat her meat, deleting and downloading new videos and repeating a cycle that several times made her penis burn but also made her smile with genuine pleasure. She felt sorry for herself until she discovered StrawberryLuv18, the nickname Anna was known as for her list of fans. It was funny in a certain way, as Anna was giving her best to her lustful fans around the world, the biggest one of them taking all she could was at mere meters of distance. Elsa couldn't pay to be noticed as a premium member, but Anna was humble enough to allow her streams to be open even for casual viewers, a trace of her persona Elsa always liked besides her infinity joy for life. The platinum blonde didn't miss a single time the young entertainer was live, it went from cautious observation that led her to pitch a tent in her crotch to shamelessly sniffing deeply on Anna's panties she took from the hamper while roughly jerking her throbbing cock completely naked and sweaty in the darkness of her room to end up covering herself in her own cum.

"How could I?" Elsa asked herself again putting on her glasses. Her vision became blurred due to the countless hours staring at the bright screen, so she had to buy herself something to fix it; luckily her brief time as a babysitter allowed her to purchase not only a pair a glasses, but also a few online products to make her nights of self-pleasure more 'interesting'. At first she was doubtful if she truly wanted to get herself a dildo, but all of her favorite actresses female and futanari alike were known to really enjoy anal games, and she loved them the most for that exact reason as it was her favorite thing in porn and wished to explore it herself. It wasn't hard to push a finger in her anus, it was rather easy to keep it in while jerking off, this made her choice settle for a plastic toy alongside a pair of lubricants and fleshlight. It was delightful to try them all in at once when the delivery came to her door, that evening was dedicated to a movie starring her oldest crush in the industry, a blonde woman that could easily be her mother in the present time, it was a new record for her to last that long, an achievement she couldn't openly brag about with anyone, not even with that actress she felt in love with since she was a preteen exploring old adult websites now unable to find. Elsa felt truly lonely for the first time that night, as she could rely to no one about her lust and rejected her family because of that selfish impulse. She cried before sleeping and woke up promising she will change for the best one day, there was more she could offer to her closed ones.

It took her a few years to make a definitive step, previous attempts before the current year had a trail of failures she credited to the fact that she was alone in her personal journey, but now an internet trend gave her the necessary push to attempt a recovery, No Nut November. For her own good she was going to ignore all kind of opposition people online could bring, from anonymous users rebuffing the idea as a pretentious challenge to deny one is perverted nature to big names in the porn industry from which many porn stars she knew and was fond of considering porn addiction a mischievous lie, they will all have to shove their thoughts up their own asses, Elsa didn't want to hear more to make matters more difficult for what was about to come as October ended. She wasn't alone, she could forget about all of those voices indirectly telling her to give up for their own purposes like keeping a loyal fandom of wankers, she could forget about the many unsuccessful girls declaring their letdown changing their profile picture for the image of a shitty drawing of the 'coomer', the image one had to use in case of not completing the month without masturbating, but she wasn't alone. She talked to nobody on the internet about her struggles, like in the real world, it would have been humiliating, yet the hope that many other people with her same problems were on their way to recover gave her strength; if only Anna was of any support. Her many crushes and kinks could wait for a month even if they didn't leave her head and will most likely take their place in her life again for December, but her sister was still there in Elsa's browser and she was waiting for the teen to be live again in a few minutes as the dusk took place.

She wasn't going to masturbate to her sister's erotic display, she wanted to, more than anything in the world including her need to shut the rumblings of hunger her belly was making, and she hated herself for that. Elsa was still a slave of her dirty desires and they guided her to crave for her baby sister. This last thought felt like a cruel joke life had prepared only for her, the young adult could have confronted Anna like a big sister and make her end her indecent activities seeking a better future for them both. "Anna…" It was all a deception, a vile attempt to negate she was the one with the problem, the strawberry blonde never asked her to felt in love with her, nor she was responsible for Elsa's obsession, what kind of selfish bitch could use her own sister as an escape goat for her sins? "Anna, please forgive me…" Her voice cracked with tears descending her red cheeks. The teen shouldn't ever have to know a word about all of this and Elsa would have to keep dissimulating to keep her and her mothers away from her problems as she was getting ready to fail that night a search for another solution tomorrow.

Leaving her room only illuminated by her PC and a pair of decorative lamps, Elsa rushed downstairs for a snack before Anna's stream went on, she didn't notice the teen was walking through the corridor on her way to have a talk with her.

Elsa seemed especially troubling that day if she wasn't aware her sister was behind her, the platinum blonde was very impatient lastly, but every time Anna tried to approach her big sister about whatever was up with her, Elsa would dismiss her concerns in an unconvincing manner that Anna only accepted due to her obvious and exaggerated need avoid any questions while pretending everything was okay. It went for too long and the teenager wasn't going to take it anymore. She was going to wait for Elsa in front of her room, but looking slightly inside of it she noticed the dark atmosphere Elsa was most likely living on for several day. Her big sister was a neet, she just had to take into account her reclusive behavior, but what made her like that? Maybe that would be the only opportunity for Anna to find out, Elsa always kept her door closed to her, and this chance to discover her secrets may never repeat. The young sister barely had one minute for the answers she was looking for until Elsa returned from whatever she went down for. Being the only shining spot in that darkness, Anna took a look at the screen of her big sister's PC and had to cover her mouth with both of her hands at the realization of what Elsa had prepared for herself. The napkins over the desk, the lubricant, the fleshlight and even a blue dildo would've been understandable, but something of her own was there too, her profile's stream waiting for her show to start. "Oh my god… she knew? She was going to masturbate at me?" Anna asked herself out loud uncertain about the terrifying realization or a ridiculously misplaced sense of compliment. There was no time to wonder about it though, Elsa was one her way and she would inevitably see her leaving her room, Anna had to think fast and jumping through the window was a crazy idea even for her. As the steps came closer and closer to that room, the strawberry blonde prayed for Elsa not to check on her closet, besides underneath the young adult's bed, that was her best choice for a hideout. "Shit, what am I going to do now?"

End of chapter 1