Olivia Benson walked toward her favourite bar after a long day at the precinct. All she wanted to do was get her mind off from work for once, she was exhausted and stressed out. The last thing she wanted to do was gather with her squad and discuss their personal lives while hers was pretty much non-existent. So when she saw the group of detectives seated at a table inside the bar, accompanied by their assistant district attorney, Refael Barba, she quickly rushed out of the bar hoping that they hadn't seen her.
She took a slow stroll down the streets of New York, in search of another bar to get a quick drink at. She would have gone straight home if she had some company, but alas she was alone, something she had gotten used to after being alone until the early hours of the morning for almost four years now and she was used to it. Yet on days like these a massive part of her wished she had more than just a job to go to, and that the silence in her apartment wouldn't be so loud.
She walked into a nearby bar and smirked when she saw how nice it looked inside, it was definitely more classy than the bar she was used to. She walked up to the bar and ordered a glass of merlot to pass time, she wasn't exactly looking to get drunk at all, in fact she just needed a bit of time away from the bland setting of her lonely apartment.
She took a sip of her wine, a wistful smile on her face as she looked around the bar. It seemed to be more of a lounge than a bar, but it was buzzing, more so than her usual spot.
"First time coming here?" a stranger asked as he sat on the bar stool beside her.
Olivia turned to face him and felt the breath knocked right out of her, he was absolutely gorgeous. His piercing blue eyes stared down at her, awaiting an answer to his innocent question. She allowed her eyes to take him in shamelessly, it was a bold move on her behalf but she was never one to back down. She appreciated his facial features with her gaze, he was probably the most handsome man she'd met. His jawline was defined but not too sharp, his hair a bit messed up yet it looked so appealing to touch.
He smirked at her stare "see something you like beautiful?"
A smirk tugged at her lips "yes I do. If I may ask, what's your name?"
He leaned toward her and whispered his name into her ear before moving back and smirking "May I ask yours in return?"
She nodded "I like it. Your name suits you, mine is Olivia."
"Olivia" her name rolled off his tongue like velvet, he reached for her hand and kissed the back of it "you've got a beautiful name Olivia."
"thank you" she whispered back, feeling a slight blush going to her cheeks. She suddenly recalled her lack of an answer to his opening question "and yes this is my first time coming here."
"I figured as much, I would have recognised you if you came here before."
She smirked "so you come here often?"
"that I do... But don't go thinking that I'm an alcoholic now, I very rarely drink."
"that's good to know. I only drink on occasion" she said before taking a swig of her drink.
He raised an eyebrow at her "what's the occasion tonight?"
She shrugged "a shitty day at work and a lonely apartment."
He ordered a glass of scotch and raised it slightly in agreement with her statement "well I'll drink to that"
She chuckled "so what do you do when you're not chatting up strangers at bars?"
He shrugged "firstly I don't chat up strangers at bars, I only spoke to you because you are absolutely gorgeous. Secondly I own this place, so I'm either here or at my restaurant."
"wow, that's great. I can see why you bought this place though, it's beautiful and classy."
He took hold of her hand "I didn't buy it, I built it... Follow me, I want to show you something"
She shrugged before following him through the rows of luxurious seats and tables. She smirked at how random this all was, she just met him a few minutes ago and here she was following him to god alone knows where. Yet she didn't stop walking, she felt like this would be a bit of an adventure in her otherwise monotonous life.
He led her through to his spacious office and smirked when she shut the door behind her. He raised an eyebrow at her "welcome to the one place I spend most of my time in."
"It's beautiful" she gasped as she looked around at the neatly decorated room "it's looks like a home, also you have a cool sofa."
He let out a low chuckle that sent shivers right up her spine "I'm glad you think that. My ex wife hated my office."
"you were married? Tell me about it" she said while sitting down on the sofa.
He sat down beside her and called in for someone to bring them each a drink, he stopped mid call and shot her a smirk "do you want pizza?"
She chuckled "sure, that sounds nice."
"okay so Jimmy is going to bring us pizza and a bottle of Merlot in a few minutes. I might be able to fill you in while we wait, and then you can let me know more about you. Deal?"
She nodded "deal."
He sat and let out a sigh "well I am divorced, have been divorced for about six years now. My ex wife was actually someone I met because my best friend thought I needed a date. Her name is Debra by the way, and I won't lie I loved her, until I caught her cheating with the same best friend that introduced us. Turns out they had been sleeping together since before I came along and the no strings attached sex didn't stop when we got married. To top it all off they got married two months after our divorce was finalised. "
Olivia let out a breath "okay that is messed up, how could she get married two months after a divorce? That's just cruel"
"I said the same, but let's not go there. I've dealt with the demons of my past and I've dealt with Debra. What about you, ever been married?" he asked before getting up and taking the pizza and wine from Jimmy.
Olivia smirked as she watched him throw a few cushions on the fur carpet and sat down, motioning for her to join him. She sat down beside him and accepted the glass of wine he gave her "I am married. I have been married for almost two years, but I haven't seen my husband in two months, he's always busy and my job gets in the way too."
"what do you do for a living?" he asked before biting into a slice of pizza.
She shrugged "I work for NYPD"
"Nice, so you're an officer?"
She finished chewing her pizza before shaking her head "no, I'm the Luitenant of Manhattans Special Victims Unit"
He pursed his lips "that's kind of hot, Luitenant."
She glanced at him, noticing the seductive look on his face, she knew she was attracted to him but surely she couldn't do anything about it, she was a married woman afterall. She raised her glass to him "thank you"
He noticed the faint blush that covered her cheek "it's crazy how comfortable I am around you"
"I feel quite comfortable around you too. It feels as if I've known you for years." she said with a nod.
The pair sat on the furry carpet for hours, loud laughter echoing out as their conversation continued and the pizza had been finished. He pushed the box aside after it had been devoured hours earlier, both of them unknowingly scooting closer to each other. Olivia had removed her shoes and her jacket and he had done the same, his sleeves were rolled up to his elbows and his tie hung loose around his shoulders while the top three buttons of his shirt were undone.
She finished her glass of wine, feeling a bit tipsy as they drank the entire bottle. She wasn't drunk though, but the wine did give her a bit of courage. She looked up at him and smiled at how fucking handsome he looked in that moment, his hands moving wildly as he described the building process of the lounge and his restaurant. She bit her lip, trying to fight herself, she wanted to kiss him. She wondered if his lips would feel as good as they looked.
He noticed her stare burning into his skin and smirked, her eyes were sparkling and her bottom lip was stuck between her teeth as she bit down on it. The sexual tension in the room was so thick you could cut through it with a knife, yet neither of them made a move. They stared at each other, both subconsciously leaning closer until their faces was only inches apart and they were basically breathing the same air.
Olivia's eyes fluttered closed when his lips finally touched hers, the butterflies in her stomach immediately taking flight. His kiss was gentle yet fierce against her lips, his hand cupping her cheek and holding her in place. She let out a soft moan, his lips moulded perfectly against hers and his kiss was the most amazing thing she felt in a long time.
She didn't protest in any way when he laid her down on the fur carpet and moved his kisses of fire from her lips to her neck. Instead she welcomed the touch and allowed her fingers to tangle into his short hair and it remained there for the rest of the night. They spent multiple hours in his office, both of them naked, their hands exploring each others bodies frantically.
His kiss left her skin burning, she couldn't get enough of him and his member had definitely stretched her more so than her husband's did. She moaned loadly, unashamed to be vocal as he made her body sing. Her eyes were screwed shut and she saw stars dancing beneath them as he slammed into her lower body slowly and passionately.
His mouth covered her breast and she arched her back, giving him more access into her body. He took advantage of the freedom she was giving him and fucked her hard, making her cum more times than she could keep track of. By the end of the night Olivia was exhausted and she sat on his legs, his back against the sofa as she straddled him, they both were still coming down from their mind blowing orgasms and she couldn't believe she'd let herself go like that.
"this was wrong" she whispered, still naked on top of him, his member still buried inside of her.
He ran his hand up her naked back, her skin was as smooth as silk beneath his touch "I know, but it felt so right."
She looked up at him "it still feels right, being here, naked in your arms. I'm married for fucks sake"
He pushed a piece of hair behind her ear and let out a sigh "having you in my arms feels right even though I know it's wrong. So what do we do now?"
She shrugged "we go back to never seeing each other, I'm married, this can never happen again. I'll go home and I'll act like I didn't just have mind-blowing sex with someone who is practically a stranger to me."
He smirked "well atleast I'll have the memory of how amazing this night was."
She nodded "as will I." she smiled before leaning down and giving him a passion filled kiss "thank you for tonight, I have to leave now though."
He ran his hand up her naked back "I'll always remember this night, thank you Olivia. For a great evening."
She got up and they both got their discarded clothes and slipped back into them. Once they were fully dressed they stood silently facing each other. Olivia didn't know why but she didn't want to leave, she wanted to stay with him, lay down in his arms or just kiss his gorgeous lips all night.
Pull it together woman, you're married for goodness sake.
He gave her a warm smile before putting his hand on her arm "if things were different I wouldn't let you leave this room."
She smiled sheepishly "trust me, if things were different I wouldn't have left, but I have to head home. Thank you again, tonight was..."
"A once in a lifetime experience." he tucked a piece of her brunette hair behind her ear "I'll hope to see you again someday Olivia."
She gave him once last parting kiss before walking to the door "goodbye."
She didn't understand why her heart crumbled with each step she took, she could feel his stare burning into her back but she kept walking. She inhaled deeply as she stepped into the cold night air, it had been hours since she slipped into the lounge and yet still the streets of New York were as livily as usual.
She pulled her jacket tight around her as she walked to her apartment, a soft groan leaving her lips when she realised that she could still feel him as she walked the distance home.
She got to her apartment ten minutes later and let out a breath of relief when she saw that her husband wasn't home. She was in no mood to have some 'catch up' sex with Greg, especially when all she could think about the man who had her in the throws of passion just a few minutes ago.