I don't know what to do. this lying it's killing me how can I tell ...how..how?
frustratingly I threw the books away from my table.
"ughh...I am a coward."
Edward. my reason for existing. He believes me and told me all of his secrets. about his life. his then me ALL I DID WAS LYING TO HIM!. he was so pure in his heart. human or not that man has the most pure heart in the world. his family. yes they are deserved to call as a family even they were not related,compared to mine they were gold. Once I believed that the most cruel thing in the world was them. I thought it was my job to kill them. that i was born to kill them. that they were not suppose to exist. and I was all first day i met him, his family...the gold eyes vampires. It was them I was finding for the mysterious gold eyed vampires. was the mystery of them . the cruel bloodsucker we called them. but them , they were innocent.I almost felt so bad for the things I had done, so many of them.I came here to find about them. A job from my family to find where is his kind is. And I couldn't even believe it .I wanted to hunt them . all the things they said to me was lies.
My family was lying to me about his kind. And i believed them. But Now I am living for the cullens.I will protect them all from my family. My family, the vampire hunters.I am a vampire hunter.
all the time I wanted to kill his kind and now I want to be one of his kind. Carlisle promised me to change me after the graduation. but i wanted it to be done by after that I would tell them all of my still I can't. After I was changed and once I was one of them i am no longer there enemy. But now I am a vampire hunter.
I wanted to marry edward so much. but the only thing that stops me is my age. for them to forks Isabella Swan is a eighteen years old girl. but still I am seventeen years old. I was only sixteen when I moved it was my seventeenth birthday when edward left me.