Nunca sera lo mismo otra vez
Hi..we are back, a new story. Worldwide a environment of catastrophe,mishap & tragedy..everyone is uncertain of tomorrow..and our story, this is best suited in this environment. But strangely, we planned this many many months back..even don't remember when it was first planned. But our lethargy & sluggishness, different stories, workload, gone mood resulted in delaying. But now here we are..
Okay
We have tried our level best for researching but may b still some points are wrong. We are sorry for that, but for the story sake we have to alter some facts, and try some odd methods and points. Please don't take it seriously and if it doesn't match reality ; we are not responsible for that
yeaha pey ek udhari ki OC bhi used hey; our favourite dr Aditya of .
Another thing, we used various episodes of the show as per our convenience, blurring the timeline and team presence of various era
So may be it's a bit AU
Acha get ready for the emotional roller costar; aur ha ACHE KHASE NUMBER KI FEEDBACK RESPONSE NA MILE TO YEA TRAGICOMIC SE TOTAL TRAGEDY STORY BAN JAYEGI
CHAPTER 1
A/N: life goes on amidst some dreadful pain, some incident leaves that leaves scar, some incident that shatters your heart, but show must go on, maybe it's not the same, may be it will never be, but the show must go on.
This story depicts such a pain such a burden such a scar and many shattered lives
Daya was pacing up and Down the hall rubbing his hands together
His mind running a mile in a minute
A new responsibility
New post
But he is so alone
He cannot blame anyone for that but still the loneliness is haunting him.
The lonesome feel of life has totally worn him down due to which he can't even feel when the main door opened
Abhijeet walked in carrying a brown paper bag found Daya biting his nails looking very lost
Abhijeet sighed.
He himself is too tired...exhausted rather physically and mentally.
The whole way of murder murderer kidnap blood and gore has worn him down
But still he is a big brother...that is a never ending responsibility and a non tiring one
He moved forward : bahut pareshan hey?
Daya turned to him : agaye tum? Medicines le aye..aur blood pressure map aye na?!normal hey?
Abhijeet smiled softly: ha babah sab thik hey aur le aya meds..tujhko kya hua WO to bol
Kuch nahi bas..
He sat beside him looking really tired
Daya... Manta hu Tujhmey abhie himmat hey lasho ki bich se agey barne ki..lekin mein thak gaya..lekin us raste se chahe thak gaya hun tujhe aj bhi samjh sakta hu..
Daya didn't reply directly but said
mujhe apna pehla day yaad araha
Pehla day?
Daya nodded
ha sub inspector Daya reporting on duty..ACP sir ne mujhe upar se nichey tak Dekha aur kaha… millo Frederic aur Asha se..aur ek officer hey.. WO mission pey hey..
Abhijeet was listening with full attention
Between his memory loss, absence and reserved nature, later due to Daya's guilt too, they never really spoke about those days
Daya continued in trance
pehla case..tab mere chehre se darwaja to dur koi cardboard piece bhi na tute..mera nervousness.. Kitne sare garbar kiya...fir ek week bad infamous Abhijeet sir agaye
Abhijeet said in very soft voice: infamous
Daya nodes
ha tab to infamous hi they..angry..Serious... Bahut kam baat krta..galti ho jaye to ankh dikhake hi dara deta hey..bahut strong willed..total fighter
Abhijeet looked sideways. That Abhijeet had died…died in that very incident where all his strength was in front of a lifetime exam
Daya continues
yea sab sun rakha tha meine..fir tum aye..aur pehle din hi meine tumhare file pey coffee gira di
Abhijeet turned to Daya with raised eyebrow
Daya too turned and said
bilkul..bilkul yeahi looks Diya tha tumne
Abhijeet smiles
acha..fir..
Daya leaned back on couch
fir pucha apne trademark style mey naye ho..? Per jabab Dene se pehle bola tikna hey to thora sudhar jao..itna clumsy hokar kuch nahi kr paoge...acha ab jao..mujhe yea file fir banana hey..(in lost tone) tumne mujhe danta hi nahi
Abhijeet smiled
Daya said
tum perfect leader they ..sab kuch kaise bikhar gaya na boss..tumne mujhe shooting sikhaya leadership sikhaya..the sharp shine and sharp shooter..
He stopped abruptly sensing a hard grip on his arm. He looked sideways and remembered his blunder. He can see Abhijeet's sweaty pale face, which was looking fixed at some far away point.
Ab Chupane Ko Apna Kuch Na Raha
Jakhm Dikhne Lage Dararo Se
Daya knows what he is actually seeing
Abhijeet was seeing the same scene, the gun in his hands, a man pleading in front of him. His heart knowing that this man is innocent, but he still presses the trigger.
Daya slowly rubbed his back and Abhijeet came to present and shook his head
Me theek hun…me…me bas..
Abhi relax
Abhijeet took a deep breath and said: raat kaafi ho chuki hai…tumhein jaldi uthna hai…ja ke so jao…
Dinner nahi karna hai tumhe? Daya asked
Nahi Daya…itna sara khoon.. (he was still in the same trance )
Abhiii…
Abhijeet jerked with: ha…han …me…me theek hun…me chalta hun…kamrey mein hi hun..tum…
Abhi…tumhe medicines bhi to leni hain..
Abhijeet sighed: han…ab to mera aur in ka sath,,,
Per bina dinner kiye..
Mein...mein milk..
Nahi…tum betho….me lata hun..
Abhijeet didn't have the energy to protest, he sat there quietly, at least looking calm from outer side
Jindegi Paheli Hai
Jindegi Phasana Hai
Geet Gaye Koi Bhi
Saath Gungunana Hai
Soon Daya came back with the glass of milk and give that to him and handed him the medicine packet
Freeing himself from the tedious task , Abhijeet stood up with
Good night
Daya just nodded didn't try to stop him didn't speak to him ,remembered doctor Aditya's words
Bahut kuch trigger kar sakta hai usey…thora sa space dena…aisa usey kabhi feel nahi hona chahiye…ke tum us pe pity kar rahy ho…
Trigger…
Gun also has a trigger, so as our mind. Gun's trigger can kill a body, mind's trigger can kill your soul.
Trauma, such a small word and they are trained to deal with it on daily basis. But everything even every emotion has a limit, so as this
Daya looked towards Abhijeet's room who was about to close the door.
This is the same man who has a record of running away from the hospital without medical advice, now takes the medicine regularly.
This is the same man who even if in emergency situation has given the sleeping pills make lots of faces and complains and ultimately throws the pill. But now is bound to take the pills for a good night rest
This is the same man who had once told his junior that although they are not stone but they are accustomed to this life, they don't have any surety that weather they are coming back home in the evening or not.
But today, this man has no such strength to tell the same thing with such ferocity.
But still.
Something never changes.
Abhijeet was about to close the door but stopped
Ja k so jana…deir mat karna…
And then close the door
Yea… seriously…something don't change
The same man used to scold him like
Deir se kiun aya ghar…
Raat ko deir se kiun so raha hai…
Subha jaldi kuin nahi uthta.
And this continue till now
Daya sighed
If…just if…he can change the small portion of the past
If he can change last few weeks
If he can change all those moments of doubt, all those moments of insult.
If he can go back and tell that particular past soul that you don't have to be strong always, you can breakdown, you don't have to bottle up all the emotions, you can cry.
May be…just may be, the scenario would have been different.
But today, it's too late, and time machine is still not available
Daya sighs and move towards his own room
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We usually say that past is past, move forward. But sometime past changes people, past changes the state of affairs, past forms a new life and past end the life
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So, the so much discussed story started
Now readers
R and R
Next chap will come up after abundant review
Thanks
: AdityaRajatFan & Krittz