Disclaimer : contain mature trope. Some one shot about the queen of the southern isles and her relationship with her sons.

She didn't needed to wait too long for the first. He was Nearly fiveteen years old and she had already destroyed everything. Maybe it was her husband who did it for her.

The Queen didn't really remembered at all what happened exactly but they fought so much that day that's she screamed at him her eyes nearly red of anger.

« LOOK at you ! what kind of man are you gonna become ? You are exactly like the coward that is your father!

He had yelled at her back. Caleb was not anymore a little boy.

« NO ! This is just what YOU want to see in me while giving them all your attention and taking time with the babies of the family ! » She had slapped him he had replied back by the words.

« i hate you I hate you I despise you ! » Caleb had run away this time big tears were falling on the heir prince of the southern isles that was destined to be a ruthless lion as was his father wish since the day he was born.

The Queen took the bottle next to her and serve herself a glass of wine. She needed to relax.

With the second it happened differently...she had saw him since little Falling each days even more in his father trap.

a viscous trap that consist of making everyone around him addicted to him. That's why even at 2 nd years old she could see baby prince Lucas trying to impressed his father. But the time it changed was on his 18 birthday. Lucas had found a nice princess with who he was going to passed some times. Well she actually had planned their meeting , Lucas had agreed before very much enthusiast.

An other fight.

He didn't come.

« you just want to control me ! Father is right all along you don't want my best interest ? » he said while he was working days and nights on his study trying to measure to his older brother that was the king favorite.

His second was not yelling that day , he was more actually sad and desperate. How he could not ? Caleb was the favorite while him needed to work harder to impress the king. She knew that was at that moment something break in their relationship. He had won. If she was in some way to blame He had succeeded to steal from her , her second son.

She served herself a glass of champagne she needed it.

She never really lose the 3th. He had always be with her catch in his books hours in the library. Lars was going to be the most fabulous historian the southern isles would have ever know. their relationship was perfect.

Until this day.

Where in the evening she had drink not just one glass.

The looks on his eyes to see her in this state. She was shameful but Lars was a good boy only 14 years old but so calm mature and a good big brother. She didn't even count the number of times he has held his little brothers to help them falling asleep when the storm was raging outside.

Yes Lars was nice , very kind. he didn't said anything but deep down inside of her she knew.

She had scared him , as if she was not his mother but a pitiful stranger and she couldn't handle the expression on his son face.

Third son left. Take another glass.

The four was twenty when she and her husband where having him in front of him.

He was begging her.

« please mother do something he cannot just marry me to this princess I don't want to marry her! I still have times »

« Jurgen you...your father is right she is a good match for you and the kingdom ! » she tried to convince both of them.

« but why your picking his side all the time why you all the time said nothing at all please mother ! »

But the queen didn't change her mind. He needed to paused himself jurgen was already at 4 scandal. a consequence of him being the womanizers of the bunch. she take it as an excuse to not stand up against the king.

Angry he had left. Bitter she had drink another glass or more the whole bottle.

Emile never really talk to her when he grew up

At 13 years old his father had threaten him to disowned him when he had found him accidentally kissing a boy. She had said nothing even thought she said to him she was on his side before. Too weak to stand up against the king...like always.

Emile has never show anymore any interest in boys ever again more interest in pleasing his father that himself.

5th son left , take another glass.

She lost his 6th at 16 years old when she found out her last 8 years old son collapsed on the sand unconscious after nearly drowning.

Of course with another father he would have never do that.

6th son left. Take another glass.

...

Her 7th and 8th leave way sooner that the other there were 9 years old.

Her husband has already won this time Since a long time.

She knew it when rudi and runo came to her with two dead mouse saying that

Westergaard are lion not little mices...this is how her husband would have sound at their ages. Most likely

8 sons left , take the whole bottle of vodka.

She lost three son at the same with her triplet on the same days.

She go back from her trip from corona.

To only found out they have locked their last little brother during a week in the cave of the caste.

The king had won also with them. The little mice were definitely turning into wolves.

But the evening had only be critized from them how she was a terrible mother and did nothing for them too busy traveling around the continent.

11 son left , drink two bottle of rum.

The twelve has always be more a moma boys until the day she found him at 11 years old planning a prank with the twins in order to prank their last little brother.

Devastated he had nearly cried when he explained himself.

« father is never gonna accepted me ! » he said upset she tried to resonated with him trying to hug him but he reject her.

« mother I'm not anymore a little boy »

12 son left , take plenty glass on the same night.

She never thought she would lose her 13th Hansy has always be more mature kind and close to her just like Lars.

Until this day...

When he come back from his trip on Arendelle. the news hit her pretty hard.

« What did you do that ? »She asked him close to crying this time but still angry.

« there was an eternal winter that needed to be stopped mother ! »

« don't take me for a fool Johannes you were planning to murder the queen and marry the princess before this all winter disaster caused by the queen"

« yes i wanted to murder the queen but could you blame me ? I'm tired mother I m tired of the putting me down humiliation verbal passive aggressive criticism annoying pranks i dont know if i can handle all of this anymore ! »

« i wanted to show him that i worth something ! That I m able me to to impress him ! »

Game over. His Majesty had steal from her all his sons expect one.

« anyway this is what westergaard do the queen needed to be kill »

Angry she had yelled at him too redoing what happened with Caleb when he was little telling him how he was sounding exactly like his father. But it end up in her trial even thought he was the one who attempt regicide.

Hans was a man not anymore a little boy and she never knew it will be his words that will hurt her the most.

Hans had reply back angrier that her. He was tired of her weak smile accusing her of condoning his father and brothers bevhabior by letting them do what they did to him.

When her 6th son drown him where where you mother ? He said.

locking him in cave ? Where were you mother ? She had tried to defend herself but Hans was not hearing her.

13 son left , take...nothing !

Hans had destroyed all her collection of wines bottle champagne he could during their fight.

Suddenly a book fell on the floor. She recognized it for it was one of Lars books which was certainly in the library of the royal living she was.

There was something that was wrote on the first page she didn't recognized Lars hand writing. It must have been someone else. She read :

"The world will not be destroyed by those who do evil, but by those who watch them without doing anything"

The poor queen sobbed with sorrow for how much that sentence impact her. Now she was having nothing but her tears