Damian•

"So Damian how have you been this week" tsk like you care

"Fine...but father thinks otherwise" he never cared about my well being until...the accident

"Why do you think your father wants you here"

"Because when he found out i like too cut he thought i was depressed" god i hate talking about it besides i only did it to relief stress

"Well are you sure it's just that and not about...and not when you tried to hurt yourself"

Nodding my head Lance sighed to herself taking more notes "And do you feel better when you work on the garden"

"I guess"

"Damian if you want to get better than you need to tell me the truth about how you feel and the things you do at home" tsk so damn nosy

Besides how the hell am i supposed to tell you how how i feel when I don't understand how i feel


6 months earlier

"Just-one more...ugh" looking at the new cut I pressed down on it to get more blood flowing

...Tsk useless

Cleaning up the fresh lines I placed a plaster on it and headed downstairs

"Well if it isn't demon spawn care to finally join our lovely family"

"Shut it todd..."

"Damian...you know the rules your late again" rolling my eyes I took a seat and was served breakfast

"Did you hear me Damian" tsk so annoying, eating my veggie omelet i ignored father's questions

"Bruce just ignore him, he's turning into a teen" and course they all find it funny

"That's not an excuse to misbehave... when your done eating I want you in the training room" if you knew what i was doing would you call it misbehaving or seeking attention

"Seriously demon spawn would it kill you to listen to him..."

"Jason you got a lot of nerve to say Damian doesn't listen" it's always dick who has my back but that's always limited

"Babybat don't listen to him" tsk stupid Drake and his damn nickname

"Wow no bullshit this morning it must be a new moon since you hate that nickname"

"I wouldn't call it that but more of him finally waking up on the right side of the bed" Brown's statement earned a laugh from everyone and a chuckle from dick

...Of course pathetic

Father never said anything when they made front of me but when I did it i got scold at least he doesn't hit me like mother


After training for hours father decided to bench me for tonight since I got into it with Drake

Besides the truth of the matter is even if i listened to father he would still find a way to criticize me or compare me to mother

It doesn't matter how hard I try to be his perfect son I'm always going to be mother's imperfect one tsk pathetic

A knock on the door took me out of my train of thought

"What Grayson" he was wearing his Nightwing uniform so I guess their going on Patrol

"Can we talk" tsk sitting up Grayson sat on the edge of the bed

"You don't have to say it I know my behavior hasn't been up to father's standards so i don't need you treating me like a child"

"I know you are not a child but you have to keep in mind this isn't the League of Assassins you can let your guard down and maybe try to trust Bruce more"

"Dude you ready" Jason interrupted looking at the two

"Ugh yeah, and Damian keep in mind what I said".