*WARNING THIS CHAPTER WILL CONTAIN SEXUAL DESCRIPTION**YES IT CAN BE SKIPPED*
Isabelle's POV
"Just for tonight be mine" he whispers, never breaking our eye contact, he leaned closer, his breath sending shivers down my spine. I began to lean in, eager to close the gap between us. Our lips connected and the taste of salty tears invaded my mouth. The kiss itself sent shocks through my body. I could feel him pouring every inch of himself into me. Every inch of me craved for him. His hands slid down my lower back while mine ran up through his hair. We broke apart gasping for air, the moment his lips left mine a piece of me left with him.
"I love you bells" he says between breaths, his forehead pressed up against mine. I look up at him and kiss him once more. He licked my bottom lip asking for permission to explore my mouth which I gladly granted. He picked me up and my legs wrapped around his waist, pressing me closer onto his body, before he began walking towards his bedroom. His hands lingered on my butt before gently laying me down on his bed. He broke away once more, "Are you sure bells" His husky voice rang through my ears. "I need you Luka" I whisper back at him.
He climbs on top of me before removing his shirt and tossing it across the room. My eyes scanned his exposed body, everything about him was perfect, from his abs all the way down to his defined v, every inch of him leaving me breathless. He kissed me once more just as passionately as the last. His hands traced the hem of my shirt before picking it up and removing it completely, never breaking our kiss.
He begins to leave a trail of kisses down my neck, starting at my chin and ending near the hem of my lacy black underwear while sliding down my pjs. He looks up at me and begins to stare making me feel self conscious. "You're absolutely breathtaking Isabelle" he said before pulling me towards him. He unclasped my bra andi begin to wonder how many times hes done this before, I shake the thought out of my head as he begins to remove my underwear. He starts to suck on my nipples while my hands run through his hair. "This might hurt a bit" he says, spreading my legs, before taking his dick into his hand and entering me slowly. A soft "Auh" leaves my lips when I feel him inside of me, he looks at me with concern before I nod letting him know i'm okay. He begins to slowly slide in and out of me while I become adjusted to his size. "Fuck bells your so tight" he whispers in my ear as he continues to slowly pick up the pace, looking over to me making sure that im okay with it. The pressure between my ears is incredible and I find myself holding back my moans by biting my lip.
"Luka…" i can't hold myself back anymore, i slightly dig my nails into his back and pull him closer to my body. I need him, I need every part of him with me. It's like no matter how close I pull him to me, its still not enough to satisfy me. "Make me yours' 'I say as he begins to pick up the pace. He pulls away from me before laying down and pulling him on top of him. I begin to rock back and forth slowly, letting my hips express how much I want him. "What are you doing to me bells" He moans out before throwing his head back and closing his eyes. This was truly a sight. His hands traced my body before stopping at my hips and gripping me tighter. My heartbeat begins to rise and there's butterflies in my stomach that feel like they'll spill any minute. The pressure between my legs became excessive and I could feel my whole body begin to tremble. "Fuck bells, dont stop..im almost..fuck"
He moans out, holding me tighter. I could feel myself coming undone "Luka...i-i cant anymore" i say pulling him closer to me. I feel our body sync up into one before climaxing. "I love you" he said to me as he filled up my insides. His blue eyes meet mine before connecting in a kiss. "I love you more blue" I say as I rest my forehead on his.
Our heavy breathing filled the silence in the room.
**** SEX SCENE OVER****
I climb off him and lay down in his arms. My head rested on his chest and I could hear his heartbeat. The perfect melody and it was beating for me. A smile played at my lips knowing that such a beautiful sound was mine. My mind wanders off to what's to come tomorrow. We're too complicated to work but, For tonight at least I wanted to pretend like it was possible. His hands begin to play with my hair. "You have no idea how good it feels to have you in my arms." he says to me as I cuddle closer to him. "What are we luka" i ask as i trace patterns onto his chest. "I don't know bells, but I want to find out, " he says, planting a kiss on my forehead. I'd be lying if i didn't say I want the same..but it just cant be. "i don't know" i letting a few tears escape my eyes. I pull away from him and head for the bathroom. I hear footsteps coming towards me as i turn on the warm water in the shower. I feel his bare chest press up against me and his arms wrap around my waist. "Please give me a chance" he whispers resting his head on my shoulder. "It's just a lot to take in blue" I say reaching up to touch his hair. I begin to walk into the shower leaving him standing there in awe.
I let my tears run, mixing with the warm water that's running down my body. "Can i come in" luka asks, a hint of shyness in his voice. I humm back a little "mhm" before he pulls back the screen and joins me. I turned around and faced him, his face was flushed red and his blue hair was now damp and covering his eyes. I chuckle a bit before pushing his hair back with my hand. Now that we're not surrounded by the moonlight I could clearly see his perfect body. I felt his gaze on me and I realized I've been staring at him for too long. He takes my hand presses it up against his heart before turning to me and beginning to speak. "All i've ever wanted was to have you by my side. My heart belongs to you, its belonged to you since the day we met. I want to give us a chance Bells, i want try so bad" he leans in and plants a kiss on him forehead. "I just need time to sort everything out" my voice cracks a bit. I turn around and begin to reach for the shampoo bottle. "Let me " he says, taking it and rubbing shampoo in my hair, he begins to message my hair slightly and i could feel my body relax, i loved it when he played with my hair, but this time there was something more intimate and different, I wouldn't know how to describe it.
There's a million things running through my head, Between luka confessing and finding out Viperions true identity? Not to mention Luka and i had sex...Luka and i had sex. I could feel my face getting red and i try to move more into the water hoping it would conceal my wild flush. I rinse my hair out and call out to luka, "turn around it's your turn" i say causing him to chuckle a bit. As he turns around i can't help but to look down at his cute butt, i have to admit the guy is fit. I bite my lip softly before I realized that he's turned back around and I was staring straight at his dick. I look up to see a smirk on his face. "Like what you see Marseille" he says with a hint of teasing in his voice. "I could say the same for you Couffaine" I tease back, placing a hand on my hip. "Oh yes I enjoy the view very much," his husky voice says as he pulls me closer to him and softly biting my lip. "Blue.." I moan softly, we can't do this again because I know if we do i won't have the courage to leave his side. "Luka please" I say once more before pushing him away lightly. "As much as i want to, we can't do that again..at least not now" i say looking up at him through my lashes. "I understand bells, i won't push you " he says cupping my face and planting a soft kiss on my lips.
I begin to dry myself off and head towards his closet to find some clothes to sleep with. I settle with one of his light blue tees before heading over to the bed and climbing under the sheets. A few minutes go by before Luka slides onto his side of the bed and pulls me closer to him, spooning me from the back. "Goodnight bells" he says before wrapping his arm around my waist and closing his eyes. "Goodnight, Blue" I whisper back at him before his breathing begins to steady . I take it as a sign that he's asleep and once again I begin to think about what I should do. I love luka i truly do, and despite what he said I can't just get over the fact that he had feelings for her...even if he said he didn't , I know a part of him did feel strongly towards her. If i stay with him and give us a chance it might hurt. Eventually he'd realize that i was just a rebound and that he mistook his feelings of friendship for love. I reach towards the nightstand and grab my phone, 6:36 am. I look over and see Lukas resting face, his beautiful blue eyes now remained closed and his chest rose and fell slowly. I softly trace his perfect pink lips with my fingers and begin to study him. He looked so peaceful and so perfect. I let out a soft sigh. I need some time to think about everything. I just need to breathe, everything has been moving so fast and I can't contain it all anymore. I turn around and stare at lukas sleeping face. If I stay I run the risk of getting hurt, if I leave I know I'll get hurt, but I would have enough time to work everything out.
I sigh softly before planting a soft kiss on his forehead and sneak out of bed. I head to his closet and quietly begin to pack my clothes in one of his suitcases. I'm doing this for you. Are you really isabelle? Who is this really for?. I try to make as little noise as possible before heading to the bathroom and taking all my stuff. When I finish I bring the suitcase into the livingroom and take one look around. I take a piece of paper and a pen and begin to write down my letter to him. I set the letter on the kitchen counter along with my spare key and the necklace he gave me.
I take out my phone and call for an uber before taking my suitcase outside and heading towards my apartment.
I called maddie and asked her to meet me at my apartment in 20 minutes. When she finally arrives I'm just about finished packing the rest of my clothes. "What's the emergency?" she runs in with a concerned look on her face. Her eyes widen and begin to swell up when she notices my suitcases. "Isabelle...no" she begins to say in between tears. "I'm leaving Paris' ' I say , not able to pick my eyes out from the suitcase. "I have to do some thinking and i don't know when i'll be back, so i was wondering if you could take care of my place in the meantime" i choke out, i was trying my hardest to be strong but the broken look on maddie's face was hard to look at.
"Is this really what you want" she says softly getting on her knees and looking over at me, i respond with a small nod and she sighs before helping me close up my suitcase tears running down her face.
The ride to the train station is quiet, Maddie and I are just holding hands and quietly sobbing. I take my ticket and my luggage and begin to make my way on the train. Before I enter I turn around and look at maddie one more time embracing her in a hug. "Keep in touch okay?" she says softly while holding onto me to dear life. "I will..and if luka asks" "i know i know, i have no idea where you went" she says as we pull away, she wipes my tears away before chuckling . "Go on now, hurry up and come back " we began our handshake before I turned around and took my leave. I turn one more time and spot Maddie waving frantically back at me. Tears falling out her eyes and my heart begins to ache for her. Oh Maddie, I don't think I'll ever be back.
With my suitcase in hand and a one way ticket to Versailles I board the train to my new life.